Wait here.
Lily!
I'm right there. </ P>
Lily! </ P>
Hi, Lily. </ P>
Hi > Hi. </ P>
Sorry, you... / Is this your sword? </ P>
No, it belongs to my stepfather. </ P>
You look different.
Yes?
You look beautiful.
Thank you.
You too...
Alright , can we start?
Chapter One
"Apart from lack of experience he is in the field,"
"Jared's contribution to the project almost spectral "
Does that make sense? / Is Jared a ghost?
No.
How do you know? It doesn't said he is not a ghost.
So the answer is B, "Significant."
This test can't be accepted. / You're very good.
I'm better at applied skills.
I'm smart at doing business ./ < Of course.
I think my best option right now is going through college and sort of...
... entering the life of Steve Jobs.
That's a good idea. You're good at this.
It's better than my tutor. How much do you pay?
What do you mean? I'm not asking for a fee from you. </ P>
We just gathered. </ P>
All right. So, continue to understanding the part. </ P>
You're reading, or me? / You started. </ P>
All right. </ P>
"From Paul Revere to Marlboro Man,"
"One image is maintained in American imagination." </ P>
"Because it is firmly bound to the idea freedom of every flag or eagle, "
"Horse..."
You know, actually this is more length than we need.
We choose shorter ones.
Do you have food here?
So, yes, I'm lucky going to school...
... who appreciates the lesson outside classrooms.
And you finish everything your assignment early?
Right. No. Is that difficult? </ P>
Trying to think of mutual fund problems...
... and credit exchanges are the hardest part
All right...
Can we continue?
Leave it alone.
Sorry if I act weird matter that part.
It's just weird if you make it weird.
I thought you might not want to talk about that.
Why? </ P>
I think you feel a lot...
... current feelings. It's refreshing.
That's funny, actually. I'm not.
It's okay? </ p >
Feel anything.
Like you are numb?
Like you don't have negative feelings...
Like me at all I don't have feelings.
Of course you have. I mean...
Sometimes I feel hungry or tired.
But joy, guilt? I don't have that. </ P>
I don't understand. </ P>
Yes, it's hard to understand. It was still recently...
... I was able to admit it to myself.
Because I'm good at seeing people and imitating other people's emotions... < /p>
... so I like cheating myself myself to believe it has it,
But no.
So that's...
What? / ... sort of a nuisance?
Psychiatrists believe like that.
First is a personality disorder, then severe depression,
p>
Yesterday, he said it was anti-social with schizophrenic tendencies.
Basically he only randomly checked from DSM-5...
... and treat to me.
But I have a brain that is very healthy.
It's just that it doesn't contain feelings.
p>
And that doesn't mean I'm a bad person.
That means I have to go the extra mile hard from the others to be good.
I have an appointment with my mother... / I know my mother's email password.
Sorry? / That means I read the inbox every day.
I read your email with him.
How did he change it from $ 100...
... to $ 200 per hour so you want to do this. </ p >
Next time, don't say you didn't get paid.
He was so desperate to arrange this meeting.
He had tried for two week.
You can get $ 500 from him if you are assertive.
"... but the American I found when I got off the plane..."
"... no different from Mother's stories."
"Cars line up along the highway..."
"... and the gang of people who are strong-minded..."
"... throw dice in the alley."
"I don't know whether to feel betrayed by my mother,"
"or to feel sad,"
"Despite the shortcomings of new land this, "
" He's not here to see it. "
All right. So how did you conclude that section? </ P>
Bad. / No.
Not evaluating, just concluded. </ P>
You made arrangements by phone this time? </ P>
What do you mean? / No email with my mother about payment. </ P>
I didn't get paid this time. / p>
I don't want to be paid.
What do you want?
Nothing. I just want to meet you. </ P>
Lily. </ P>
I'll go cycling. Can you tell your mother...
Amanda , this is Mark.
Mark, this is Amanda.
It's nice to meet you.
Yes.
Do you need something?
No.
All right.
OK, question nine,
"The author's attitude towards his mother's stone box..."
"... can be described as..."
Wow.
Wow, what?
You hate him.
The answer is "A, Serious."
"B , arrogant... "/ You hate him.
No, we have a difference,
But I try hard to have a relationship... < /p>
... the good and the adult with it.
"C, humble it."
"D, lead..." / Because he's rich? </ P>
Sorry? / Because he left you money envelope? </ P>
Alright, that's for my laptop that is broken. </ P>
He doesn't just leave me a money envelope...
All right, but you and your mother still know...
... if it's in your best interest for you to keep it happy.
Alright, I guess we're done. </ P>
What's wrong? </ P>
I don't know. </ P>
I just thought you should be honest about your feelings. </ P>
Otherwise it starts coming out in passive-aggressive form.
For example, you start inviting your weird friend to make him angry.
That's not the reason You're here. Of course you are.
Look, if that's what you feel, why don't you ask your mother...
... to buy another friend?
I'm sure you have many choices.
The answer is "D, lead."
That's right. </ p >
My friend taught me tricks...
... where every time it says "leaded" on the SAT exam,
That's the answer.
You're not offended?
This is the first honest thing that you told me since 9th grade. </ P>
You're so weird and scares me. </ P>
That's right. </ P>
In an amazing way,
Like a YouTube video from a giant pimple that broke...
... or a baby born without a face. I like those videos.
Your smell is really weird.
Really? / Yes.
Do you take a bath? / Just a few days ago. </ P>
But no one said anything, so I thought it had no problem. </ P>
That's not true. </ P>
Nothing wrong with trying. </ P>
How do you feel? </ P>
Sangat baik./ Tampaknya begitu.
Maybe we should go back to work.
Sorry. No...
Sorry. It's just suddenly. </ P>
It looks like an attack. </ P>
No, I'm trying... / Right...
Come here.
Why did you do this to me, Frank?
Disgusting. / What?
That's the worst fake cry I ever saw.
He tried.
Look, it's better.
Actually , it might be not fake tears.
It's fake.
No, look, it's real tears.
He only uses "Technique "/ What?
I mean, he might fall in love with the actor.
They made love between the shooting pause and...
That was the last week of shooting,
So he knew he had to go back home...
... to a wedding without love the 1940s, and...
"Technique. "
Gosh./ Yes.
You can do that according to the cue?
Years of practice.
Can you teach me?
The point is you have to learn all the automated processes that trigger you to cry,
Then manually generate each one.
It sends back to the brain, then tears come out naturally.
You finished school dormitory before March.
Don't act like this is confusing. / Okay .
Where did it start? / Here.
Take a little air.
like you strangle yourself...
... from inside.
Does that work? / No.
Hi, Mark. / Hi, Mark.
Where is your mother?
What kind of office party. What office party?
I don't know. Such an office party. I don't know your mother works. </ P>
Come talk to me above./ Okay. </ P>
After the commercial break. </ P>
Now./ I don't want to leave Amanda alone.
Amanda is fine alone. / I'm afraid of the dark.
How long have you been here , Amanda? </ P>
My mother will pick me up around midnight. </ P>
Midnight is too late for us. </ P>
Lily can take you home now.
Two teenage girls in one car at night?
That awaits an accident to happen.
Yes, I mean, we always < Br> Turn on the radio very much...
Text while driving. / I'll contact your mother.
He can come pick you up now.
He is busy. Chemotherapy. What do you do? </ P>
Night. </ P>
Have you ever talked to your mother? </ P>
What is the problem? / He.
What will I say?
The way he makes you feel.
Do you think that is important to him?
Do you think... </ p >
Just take my juice.
The juice?
The detox process.
The first three weeks of this month he eats steak, </ p >
Then last week he was exclusively just drinking juice.
Is that healthy? / I think it's only can be done once a year.
Hopefully I'll soon be...
... choke the juice to death.
What is that?
Ergometer. / What?
Ergometer.
A kind of rowing machine.
He will do that for hours.
I think that his attempt to drive me crazy.
Come on.
We go steal the wine. </ P>
Have you ever thought of killing him? </ P>
I mean, no. </ P>
You at least consider that. </ P>
No ./ Considering the pros and cons?
No./Why don't you consider all the options?
Yes. But don't kill. </ P>
Obviously it's outside the box, but you can only go far...
... think how other people think. </ P>
For example Steve Jobs./ What? </ P>
I repeated your words to me. That's the benefit of the analysis. </ P>
It seems that you made a lot of the advantages of people.
Unless I spend the rest of my life in prison.
Why do you think you will be arrested?
I should not explain this.
Maybe that's what people said to Columbus when he said,
"I think the Earth is round,"
"It's not flat and surrounded by dragons."
They say, "No, stupid,"
"We don't have to explain this." </ P>
That was probably what people said to Steve Jobs when he said,
"This MP3 player is also a telephone." </ P >
Okay, can you stop talking about Steve Jobs?
Steve Jobs never killed people. / I think most of the norms of this nation...
... comes from nonsense ancient Puritans.
Human life is not holy.
There is nothing pure about male and female genitals...
... meet and remove a small baby.
If the baby causes more lots of bad things than good things,
Then he is like, you know... .
Parts of the machine that don't work.
Horses are bad.
Right.
That must be brought back and finished.
Look? You understand. </ P>
Do you know what it sounds like? Nazis. What? </ P>
I have to leave school before we are World War II,
But I think it's a matter of race, with them?
I think you should go.
Why? / I think you should do it.
I don't understand. You don't have to understand.
Are you sure?
Alright.
Anticline Capital Partners.
Hey, how are you ?
Fine, Mom. What can I do for you?
I contacted you about your internship program.
All I know, we don't have an internship program.
What about Lily? </ P>
What about who?
p>
Receptionist.
Hi, is this Andover?
Right, can I help you? </ i p>
This is Rhonda from Edible Arrangements.
We have problems with shipping,
And we want to make sure the student's home appliance.
All right.
Do you have "Lily Reynolds" in your school?
Want me to repeat the question?
The student is actually...
Wait a minute. I will continue your call.
Ma'am, who did you say the name was?
Ma'am?
Chapter Two
Mother? </ P>
Lily. </ P>
Don't shout at home. </ P>
Sorry. </ P>
Where is Mother? </ P>
Hi ./ What is this?
Mark installed it on Wednesday.
I need your car key.
Sure. In the pockets of Mother's pants. </ P>
And that's somewhere. </ P>
By the way, you order us a spa visit in two weeks. </ P>
I hope you can come with me. </ P>
How long have you been here? </ P>
Not long. </ P>
Mark likes it when Mom is a little colored.
I go out.
... can I be crazy...
... and it's like...
Bagaimana kau melakukan itu? Itu kudanya sendiri.
Are you serious? That's crazy!
I mean, it's definitely crazy for you...
... because you met and everything , so that's the case...
Right, but it's been a long time ago.
If you need someone to talk...
You see the photo, & apos; right? / No.
Zach Friedrich's father is half the owner of the stables.
He found... Photographs.
His father sent it to his lawyer.
Zach sent it to Connor...
... and Connor sent it to 10 other people.
He's still 15 years old!
Right, and it's old enough to decide to hang out with anyone.
Sorry if Your girlfriend wants more...
She's not my boyfriend, okay? She's my sister!
All right, whoever she is.
He's a smart person who can determine his own mind...
... about people who hang out with him. Am I wrong? </ P>
What is he doing here? </ P>
"What am I doing here"? </ P>
I provide all of you experience medicine...
... which you never enjoyed. That's what I did.
And who are you? / You're one school with my cousin.
Okay, good. What's his name? / He's been in prison. </ P>
Rape of underage girls. </ P>
He casts women our age...
... when he was 25 years old. Okay...
I was 23 years old. The base of a gorilla with a stupid face!
Hey, get rid of it the cellphone!
Do you know? I refused. </ P>
Aku menolak... Singkirkan ponsel itu!
I refused in court while standing in this kangaroo court...
Damn! Bastard! </ P>
Fuck you! / Basic damn kids. </ P>
Damn! Children are fucks. Damn...
This is your car? </ P>
I won't block you. </ P>
Except,
Do you want this? / No.
I see that desire. </ P>
Don't be shy - shame. Thank you. </ P>
I'm Tim./ I will...
I'll call the police. </ P>
All right. </ P>
I saw you before behind there. </ P>
Alone. </ P>
Something burdens you. </ P>
Let's talk about that. / No
Come on. I'm a good listener.
I really have to go.
Where are you going to school?
Aku sekolah asrama.
And that makes you suffer.
It's like a glorified prison.
Have you ever thought of quitting school?
Why did I do that ? / That's what I did.
Following my entrepreneur's instincts.
That's the best decision I've ever made.
That's clear.
You know, the problem with this city is...
The sawdust smells fragrant,
But you're still inside hamster cages.
While out there,
There are many millionaires under 30 years...
... compared to other times in history human.
This is our time, fucker.
Hello, you! Hi.
What is he...
> Did you come here to...
Did he do something? / No.
No, I'm here to greet him.
What... Please enter. Come in.
He is behind.
What is he did out there?
I don't know.
Hit him.
What? / Just hit him.
25./ Bullshit. That's 30. </ P>
Good. 30. </ P>
Hey...
So...
... what you said that night. </ P>
What problem? / Problem Mark.
Yes?
You said something like,
"Why do you think you will be caught?"
So, like,
If you do that,
How do you do it?
I won't do it.
That's what you want to I say. </ P>
I don't want you to say anything. </ P>
Hanya bertanya.
I think you can be more honest.
"Very big pressure from my course,"
"Followed by the problem emotionally losing my father .. . "
I don't need to read it aloud. / "... makes me confused about the limits... "
"... between research and plagiarism. "
What if you just say,
"Make me surf in cyberspace and find..."
All right, I don't need > editing the sentence of Mother.
Then why did you ask you read it?
Because I need an old signature for re-registration.
Right, but... / What?
We've talked about next year,
And we feel very confident with Brookmore.
Mark has friends at the board of directors...
... and they are very good at... / Brookmore places for girls...
... with very severe behavior problems. </ p >
Why does this even become talk?
That's not true. / If I don't re-register,
So I'm still a local school. < /p>
We...
We think you will be very good in a supportive environment.
He doesn't want me here./< br/ > No.
No, that's not true at all. </ P>
You know how he works so much every day get closer to you. </ P>
I received in Andover, I...
You were accepted to Andover because your father wrote them check.
This is not a conversation.
We have also paid an advance.
I heard you have a picture of his horse?
I'm fine. / Love, you can't be able to go like that.
I'm fine. br /> Let me fix that...
Will you make me repeat it?
Don't do that... / Will you make me repeat?
I said I was fine! / I just tried to help.
Can you speak English?
Or I have to stand here all day /> like a robot and say over and over.
"I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine!"
For God's sake!
I see the photo.
You won't say anything?
What do you want me to say?
I don't realize you /> do it like that.
It's not what I want to do.
What do you want? / Obviously I want to be done by a veterinarian.
He will never walk again.
But you know my mother.
>
He's the type of person who gets sad...
... when imagining the horse will be put to sleep...
... and will never wake up. And when...
... weak moral characters like that who lead your family...
Still, you don't have to...
If Midazolam works as it should... / What?
Midazolam Hydrochloride.
If it works as it should, then it will...
Unfortunately,
Quality control of drugs black market is very bad.
Honeymooner actually has a seizure .
He struggled so hard that broke the cast.
But you don't want to hear about this.
At that time, a question arose to end it as soon as possible.
I searched Google for the execution method.
I don't have a weapon, so it's not an option.
But...
In Mexico, they use something called " puntilla. "
What? / Puntilla.
It's like a concave knife. Like an ice crusher.
You stick it into the cervical vertebra, they will limp.
And you have puntilla?
Sort of.
It stops the seizure, but...
The problem is with the execution of puntilla, it doesn't kill the horse,
That only paralyzes them. </ P>
Dan jelas aku tak menginginkan itu untuk Honeymooner.
So I sit on it,
He is on the ground at this time,
Then I start cutting the flesh of his neck.
The aim is about the bone behind it as soon as possible...
... but it takes time.
The muscle contains a lot of cartilage and the blade becomes blunt quickly,
But I'm getting closer...
Then I...
I stand and put my feet...
... in a position where I can kick down, and...
Sorry.
No, that's...
I think that feels right . If I do that.
After all the years I spent with the horse.
I lowered my head,
And see that as the task is finished. </ P>
I think we should do it. </ P>
Sungguh?
Really.
And you see me.
That's because you're the only one people here.
Even though I think you will /> very good at doing it.
I mean, with the calmness that you showed me with...
Hey. Hey! </ P>
Amanda. </ P>
Amanda, where are you going? </ P>
I don't know why you said all this now. </ P>
I think you said that because you're emotional.
Why am I emotional? / I don't know.
You never told me anything about your life.
That's not true... / But it doesn't stop you from asking me...
... kill someone for you./< br/ > That's not what I asked for! </ P>
You realize that I'm a very bad person to do this. </ P>
Aku menunggu persidangan untuk kekejaman hewan.
If violence happens near me,
I'm the first person they come to. / Okay, I understand!
If we are going to do this, we must be very far away...
... with a very strong alibi.
Chapter Three
We are here to visit one your guest.
Name, please.
My name is? / Resident name.
That...
His name. ../ Mrs. Jones. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
How did you find me? </ P>
Ask around. Ask around...
That's very unprofessional. </ P>
You know, I don't usually sell...
... in situations like this. </ P>
That's good you need business .
I don't need business.
All right.
This...
This is only a temporary job.
Fun.
I have to work hard for everything I have.
You don't know where I'm from. Westchester.
Amanda... / Get away. You don't know. </ P>
Give me 5, a maximum of 10 years,
I'll lead this game. </ P>
Up along the coast, I'll be someone.
You have a scary friend. / I know.
We finished here... / Do you have a weapon?
What do you care if I have a weapon?
Just curious.
If you plan to lead the game in a few years,
I imagine it involves, you know, violence.
That won't involve eating business day and golf.
Berarti kau pasti punya senjata./ Bukan urusanmu.
What, do you want me to be in trouble? / I'm sure he doesn't have one.
Yes, I'm sure he has... / Spork.
You brought Spork? / Of course not,
I didn't bring Spork!
What's wrong with you? Yes, I have weapons.
Some weapons? / Multiple weapons...
No! One! One weapon! </ P>
Do you think I'm Rambo? / Did you carry it? </ P>
What do you care about? / He lies. </ P>
I have weapons.
Good.
Why is it "good?"
Because Lily has an offer business for you.
Team .
What?
You will enter from here.
You will solve it. Use brick or heavy stone.
Kau yakin itu akan pecah?/ Ya.
Only the tree branch can break it last summer.
All right. It will be noisy. </ P>
Yes. That's the point. He will wake up...
... and he might enter here. </ P>
Then you will...
p>
Right? Did I miss something?
No, you're right. / I didn't think you brought it here.
You didn't like?
Please don't direct that thing to me.
Is there a bullet?
Do you want to hold it?
No Thank you.
Come on.
All right, you will shoot.
You will take some items and make it like robbery, </ p >
Will I turn on the alarm? / There's no reason you turn it on.
Neighbors will contact the police.
I doubt that. No neighbors closest.
You've heard voices shots, honey?
Plus the sound below by water.
Then go quickly. /> "Then go quickly." </ P>
Midnight in an environment calm like this. </ P>
Can I get lost on the road? </ P>
Walk with average speed without turning on the headlights.
No one can identify your car.
Yes, then hit the tree on the street this windy one.
I'm sure of you.
You know,
I don't think you thought about this well.
If you don't want $ 100,000...
How do I know you're serious? / We are serious.
I know you're serious.
But how do I know...
... Swimfan doesn't lie and change your mind?
We are serious about this.
You sure you want to let the bitch this forces you to do this?
You brought it? / Yes.
Are you sure?
Yes. / Where?
This.
All right. One or two grams?
Two.
Good. The total is 21.
Why did you record that? </ P>
You will blackmail me so that kill your stepfather? </ P>
No. That... / Yes. That's right. </ P>
You understand. </ P>
Jangan libatkan dia untuk ini.
And you know? Don't involve me.
Because, unlike you, we have a long life.
Really? / > Yes. </ P>
I don't know him, but I am. </ P>
You work in a nursing home. </ P>
Apart from that, you sell < drugs to children.
That's life? / Amanda...
Every business starts small. Seriously? What's next? </ P>
You're obviously selling to children under age because you don't want to be involved...
... and the real drug dealer. Hi , you don't know me.
You don't know me.
Give me 10 years, I'll drive a car...
... like the one in front. I will move my family...
... to an environment like this!
Because I have a plan.
Yes. And mental toughness. </ P>
Also a place to stay in the data center Connecticut sex offenders. </ P>
So I guess the day you moved,
you would drive your price door to door...
... introduce yourself and try to convince them if...
... the only reason You make love with kids...
... because you're too scared to talk to someone your age.
Give me that phone.
You won't use this.
Not in this house. Not in this neighborhood.
The police will come here in time short.
Give me the cellphone.
Even if we are in a remote place,
You won't shoot.
Even though there won't be who knows. </ P>
Kau tak boleh ragu.
The only thing worse is besides being incompetent...
... or being rude and mean...
... is hesitating.
You did something stupid, and your head hurt,
We have stopped bleeding, and your condition is stable.
I have to go to the hospital. No.
I have to go to the hospital!
That's my mother's Vicodin from her back surgery.
>
Don't drink more than two at a time.
Keep it clean and it will heal itself.
What will I say to my father?
Why does your dad care?
Because I live with him.
Wear a hat.
We save this.
We will put it in the grill.
Second grill. Which is far from home.
Mark never uses it.
You can come pick it up Saturday night.
>
That's...
... three more days. / Right.
You can't hurt my head when the time is near.
It must be Saturday.
I go on vacation with my mother,
And be in a home psychotherapy program.
If You tell people about this. Or if you don't do your job,
We will send the audio that we have entered on the Internet,
To the police.
p>
I retreated.
You...
You tried all sorts of things, you will go to jail.
On the other hand, if you have one more legal problem,
Despite the demands of mild medicine, you are sentenced to 15 years.
Do you think he will do it? / Yes.
Enjoy a spa weekend. We meet when it's finished.
Do you want...
I don't know, hug or...
No.
All right.
Thank you.
Thank you. </ p >
Very tasty.
Oh my God!
What are you doing here? / I'm thinking of bringing a car.
Order You don't need a good train.
You are a coward.
You know, he might be on a trip to the police now.
It won't ./ < You don't know that.
He doesn't want to be involved in any more legal problems.
That means he will meet us. I mean, he takes his gun.
He has no advantage to do that.
He won't bother us, and vice versa.
He doesn't deserve that.
So, what, you want to track it down then kill it too?
All of us, we kill half Connecticut. </ P>
We will do it ourselves. </ P>
I think your mindset is not right to plan this. </ P>
What kind of mindset are I in? / Turn on cigarettes in the room. </ P>
That kind of mindset. Is this your house? </ P>
Or is this my house ? / Just say,
If we will do this, it's because it's the right thing.
Not because you're angry and you through hard times.
What "hard time" I'm going through?
Everything.
"Everything"? What is "everything?" </ P>
My life is fine now...
You were expelled from Andover. </ P>
And you lie to me about your internship .
What is Mark?
What is this?
Dear God.
Where did you get this?
Shop.
This is what you are doing now?
Are you a smoker?
If my father found me smoking in his house,
>
I will be whipped with his belt.
What do you want to do?
Remove the cigarette pack.
I will not tell your mother./< br/ > Tell him. </ P>
He doesn't need one more thing to worry him. </ P>
And you will know, if you want...
Leave him. </ P>
If you want the best for him...
Leave him.
You might not understand another person's point of view.
No so?
Not me, not your friends,
What is clearly not your mother.
Fuck you! / Because in your brain,
p>
All of these people are just...
... a small part of your mind.
We are all your helpers, right?
Your janitor
Your personal trainer.
You know?
Remove all your heart's content as you like.
We must stop protecting you.
Life must give you a little lesson.
And the reason I keep sending you to Brookmore...
... is because I've already paid full.
You don't do anything.
You are never unsafe.
So you don't mind he talks to me like that?
He's a bastard. Is that new to us?
Honestly, he's not too outrageous.
I mean, empathy is not your skill.
But you know that. </ P>
You're good at other things. </ P>
Hey! That's it. What? </ P>
"Technique." You've practiced. </ P>
I didn't use Technique, Amanda. </ P>
Hey, may I ask you? </ P>
Yes. </ P>
Do you remember at 9th grade...
... when we were on our way home from my father's funeral,
You hugged me and we cried?
Yes
Do you use Technique?
Yes.
That's good, isn't it?
Chapter Four
Bastard!
Sara, this is Mr. Geoffrey Hamilton.
Ms. This little crewe is our new student.
How are you doing? / How are you?
< i> I'm sure I'm the one who taught you riding a horse.
It's funny to think how everyone in this movie has died now.
Or really old.
The man might have a scooter motorbike right now.
The woman urinated in the bag.
The girl was responsible his family.
They took turns visiting him.
And when they sat down beside his bed...
... and this movie appeared on TV , he said, "Gosh,"
"Beautiful youth..." / You make me confused.
Are you okay?
I'm fine.
Why?
Three days without news, then then,
A very urgent SMS.
If you want to go back to plan, we can...
I don't want to talk about plans.
Do you remember what you said to the Team at any time of day?
What is the problem? </ P>
The question of how...
... his life is not worth living. </ P>
Yes. </ P>
Have you ever give that question to yourself?
Like in our lives?
As in the meaning of philosophy? / Like...
... in your life specifically.
I mean like...
If you can't feel anything,
Even happiness or...
p>
I'm sorry. I...
I don't mean that. </ P>
It's OK. I've never really thought about it. </ P>
Stop. </ P>
I mixed it with medicine. </ P>
What are you? </ P>
I put it in Rohypnol.
You drugged me.
Yes.
Why?
Because of me... </ p >
... want to make you faint then then go up.
And after that I'll put the knife in your hand...
.... to make it look like you would...
I'm sorry, okay? I...
I don't know what I think. Enough...
Give me the glass and I'll throw both of them...
Stop. </ P>
What are you doing? </ P>
I drink it. </ P>
I ask you not to drink it. You...
Kau harus muntahkan. Cepat./ Tidak, terima kasih.
Do you know what will happen?
Yes, that...
Gosh, you gave it a lot of doses.
Why do you do that?
I lead a meaningless life...
No.
You're a good friend.
I... .
I'm a skilled impersonator.
Hey.
Hey!
Team?
This is an improvement
What are you doing here?
Lunch meeting.
It's only strange if you make it weird.
So, what is this meeting?
College interviews, actually.
They invited you to leave lunch for that?
Usually not, but...
The person who interviewed me...
... is actually my stepfather's friend.
I've heard.
Aku mendengar soal itu.
I'm sorry for your loss.
This is a difficult time for my family.
But we still try to move forward.
I think this is for you.
>
You need to know...
I'm glad you didn't come.
All right.
I want him to forget all about that ,
But he feels different.
Did you talk to him after that?
He wrote a letter for me.
About a week ago .
What's in it?
The real situation isn't so bad here.
The food is delicious,
The staff are really good people.
The therapist tries hard with me... </ p >
And it's kind of an exercise that is fun.
I can tell them anything...
... and they will only write then nod.
Other news, old-style treatment from the monthly club...
... re-applied,
And the most recent made me sleep...
... 14 hours a day and constantly dreaming.
You're a lot in my dreams.
The most repeated, we are in your living room,
And I drink the drink you made...
Then you shout,
Menanyakan aku kenapa aku melakukannya.
Ask me why I have a horse's head, not my face.
I want to tell you if I don't have,
But I turned to you and I opened my mouth...
... and what came out was... .
Then there are other dreams who often repeat...
... where at all < br /> doesn't involve you.
The dream is like this,
I'm Honeymooner,
I'm dying.
I came out of my body,
And I looked down all over < br /> the environment in which we live,
Time runs fast.
I see generations of people come and go,
And build a bigger house.
Then in the end...
People start spending their time excessively...
... look at their smart phones.
Shortly after, they forgot to clean their house,
Or cut their grass, or eat,
Until finally the whole house rots and collapses,
Then people disappear,
Right completely disappear into the Internet.
Then...
And this is the part that < > most beautiful,
The horses take over.
Our entire environment is filled...
... pure stallions without owners...
... and memories of their owners and not knowing. ..
... how expensive they are,
Only breed and run among the ruins.
What's in it?
I don't know.
I threw out the letter.