1 00:00:02,771 --> 00:00:07,771 2 00:00:07,795 --> 00:00:12,795 3 00:00:12,819 --> 00:00:17,819 4 00:02:41,125 --> 00:02:43,500 There is no line at this time if you want to add drinks. 5 00:02:43,583 --> 00:02:46,179 I don't know we will be tonight drunk. 6 00:02:47,277 --> 00:02:49,221 I will get drunk tonight. 7 00:02:49,264 --> 00:02:51,161 You can join. 8 00:02:51,224 --> 00:02:53,872 You can make pengar blogs, do you know? 9 00:03:02,515 --> 00:03:04,041 Maybe we should go. 10 00:03:04,125 --> 00:03:05,750 I don't know. I thought we would dance. 11 00:03:05,834 --> 00:03:07,791 Don't you think that sounds fun? 12 00:03:11,732 --> 00:03:14,345 You don't want to be here again? 13 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:18,710 I can text a few people. 14 00:03:18,792 --> 00:03:22,070 Can I at least spend my drink? 15 00:03:22,107 --> 00:03:24,256 I'll go get your jacket. 16 00:03:44,917 --> 00:03:46,329 I just hope they respond. 17 00:03:46,329 --> 00:03:49,250 They say the date of notification prose acceptance is this afternoon. 18 00:03:49,333 --> 00:03:50,625 Bastard. 19 00:03:50,709 --> 00:03:52,125 I try to think the best way... 20 00:03:52,208 --> 00:03:55,919 ... to explain Berlin under 140 letters. 21 00:03:55,980 --> 00:03:58,177 For the Internet? 22 00:03:58,202 --> 00:04:01,151 No, for now. 23 00:04:06,615 --> 00:04:08,291 We already have a partner. 24 00:04:08,375 --> 00:04:10,166 I hope so. 25 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:14,200 Leah, this is Beau. We have been dating for 1 year 3 months. 26 00:04:14,225 --> 00:04:16,194 So this is the famous Leah. 27 00:04:16,268 --> 00:04:17,959 Am I bowing now? 28 00:04:18,041 --> 00:04:20,426 You have to stand up to do that. 29 00:04:22,776 --> 00:04:25,166 I previously lived in Europe. 30 00:04:25,250 --> 00:04:28,333 There is a party at his friend's house from his friend Amy. 31 00:04:28,417 --> 00:04:33,633 If you stay here, my friend And just just order a lot of cocaine. 32 00:04:33,682 --> 00:04:35,700 Really? 33 00:04:35,774 --> 00:04:38,383 I think we stay here now. 34 00:05:05,051 --> 00:05:08,057 2.1 miles. 35 00:05:08,134 --> 00:05:10,908 So far the city is located. 36 00:05:16,392 --> 00:05:18,887 Google Map. 37 00:05:18,951 --> 00:05:21,375 Siri. 38 00:05:24,022 --> 00:05:25,771 Wait, seriously? 39 00:05:25,847 --> 00:05:28,792 No. No. 40 00:05:28,875 --> 00:05:32,061 Erin. Erin Bower. 41 00:05:32,564 --> 00:05:35,733 First and last. I like it. 42 00:05:36,532 --> 00:05:38,665 Paul Chen. 43 00:05:40,830 --> 00:05:42,939 Seriously? 44 00:05:43,053 --> 00:05:45,434 Sorry. That's rude. 45 00:05:45,434 --> 00:05:47,139 I don't mean this to be interrogated. 46 00:05:47,139 --> 00:05:50,059 This isn't like... I know who you are. 47 00:05:50,059 --> 00:05:52,704 I hear a lot your name, I think. 48 00:05:52,763 --> 00:05:55,917 I haven't read your book, but I want it. 49 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:59,500 I hear that is very good. 50 00:06:01,880 --> 00:06:03,542 Can I start from the beginning? 51 00:06:03,625 --> 00:06:05,222 I don't mean to... 52 00:06:05,246 --> 00:06:07,773 ... shows displeasure with you by frowning like that. 53 00:06:07,834 --> 00:06:11,235 It's just that I have read this and I use several lines... 54 00:06:11,353 --> 00:06:13,335 Yes. It makes the atmosphere my heart becomes weird. 55 00:06:13,416 --> 00:06:18,281 It's okay. My mood is always strange. 56 00:06:20,035 --> 00:06:23,145 It seems we can reach _ understand each other. 57 00:06:23,278 --> 00:06:26,838 I will prepare a memo of agreement. My secretary will fax it to you. 58 00:06:26,863 --> 00:06:28,807 What are the requirements? 59 00:06:28,832 --> 00:06:31,512 Very profitable. 60 00:06:35,409 --> 00:06:37,628 Hello. 61 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:41,153 No, I guess you misplaced it. 62 00:06:42,507 --> 00:06:45,405 That's a joke. 63 00:06:45,469 --> 00:06:47,171 Nobody contacted me. 64 00:06:48,342 --> 00:06:49,934 No... 65 00:06:50,008 --> 00:06:53,752 You always disappear. / Please. 66 00:06:53,807 --> 00:06:55,458 What? / No. 67 00:06:55,542 --> 00:06:57,341 Do I make you angry? 68 00:06:57,394 --> 00:07:00,805 Nice to meet you, Erin. I will go back inside. 69 00:07:00,826 --> 00:07:02,286 Yes. 70 00:07:03,959 --> 00:07:08,875 Ask your secretary to send the memo to the agreement. 71 00:07:08,959 --> 00:07:11,792 Yes. Yes, I will soon not notarize as soon as possible. 72 00:07:11,875 --> 00:07:14,370 I really like that. / Good. 73 00:07:18,373 --> 00:07:20,406 What? 74 00:07:22,250 --> 00:07:24,144 Is he from a magazine? 75 00:07:26,519 --> 00:07:28,766 Beau, slowly! 76 00:07:28,891 --> 00:07:30,770 Beau, slow... 77 00:07:31,358 --> 00:07:34,509 Beau! Beau... Beau, please slowly. 78 00:07:34,554 --> 00:07:36,252 Beau, please! 79 00:07:36,304 --> 00:07:37,495 Can you... 80 00:07:37,575 --> 00:07:41,875 Can you tell me what happened? You're acting weird tonight. 81 00:07:42,845 --> 00:07:45,269 I'm under the influence of drugs. 82 00:07:46,207 --> 00:07:48,625 Is that worth it? 83 00:07:48,709 --> 00:07:51,034 Do you have fun? 84 00:07:52,059 --> 00:07:54,702 You should sleep at your place tonight. 85 00:07:56,142 --> 00:07:58,116 I don't want to do this conversation now. 86 00:07:58,131 --> 00:07:59,685 I'm too messed up. 87 00:07:59,771 --> 00:08:03,799 Why does this feel if I leave, everything will end? 88 00:08:06,075 --> 00:08:08,521 Maybe this is indeed over. 89 00:08:09,651 --> 00:08:12,258 What... Are you... 90 00:08:12,311 --> 00:08:13,917 Did you break up... 91 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:16,279 Did you break up with me? 92 00:08:16,315 --> 00:08:18,852 No. Only... 93 00:08:18,977 --> 00:08:22,609 It feels like it's what I should say there. 94 00:08:25,357 --> 00:08:28,554 Are you serious? Gosh... 95 00:08:29,053 --> 00:08:31,969 Basic fucker! / Erin! Please... 96 00:08:50,690 --> 00:08:53,333 This must be cataloged. 97 00:08:53,417 --> 00:08:56,500 People who drive them say one or two is the first edition. 98 00:08:56,583 --> 00:08:57,959 Good, I'll do it. 99 00:08:58,041 --> 00:08:59,738 Is this good? 100 00:09:01,333 --> 00:09:05,291 Actually, I think we can invite him to read. 101 00:09:05,375 --> 00:09:07,396 He did a lot of it around the city. 102 00:09:07,455 --> 00:09:08,792 Do you know him? 103 00:09:08,875 --> 00:09:13,579 Not too good, but he is a friend. 104 00:09:14,331 --> 00:09:15,792 Hey... 105 00:09:15,875 --> 00:09:18,667 Erin, I want to tell you about something. 106 00:09:18,750 --> 00:09:19,750 OK. 107 00:09:19,834 --> 00:09:23,166 The situation is complicated lately. 108 00:09:23,250 --> 00:09:26,792 In essence, I can't ask everyone works in full. 109 00:09:26,875 --> 00:09:29,457 I have to cut your work hour a little. 110 00:09:29,543 --> 00:09:31,581 I'm sorry. 111 00:09:32,993 --> 00:09:35,727 It's okay. 112 00:09:35,777 --> 00:09:38,473 I mean, more time to write, right? 113 00:09:39,501 --> 00:09:42,395 Awakened at 3:00 a.m. 114 00:09:42,454 --> 00:09:45,010 I wonder if that really allows... 115 00:09:45,033 --> 00:09:48,368 ... if I have been through 25 years of my life now... 116 00:09:48,393 --> 00:09:52,674 ... without forming a relationship that is really salient with other people. 117 00:09:52,699 --> 00:09:55,041 The type of relationship where you know immediately... 118 00:09:55,125 --> 00:09:59,500 ... what other people think in certain moments, 119 00:09:59,583 --> 00:10:03,417 And where is the mysterious bay terrible between you two... 120 00:10:03,500 --> 00:10:06,041 ... has been bridged permanently. 121 00:10:06,125 --> 00:10:10,918 Termination of the relationship between subject-object. 122 00:10:11,004 --> 00:10:14,279 Like you know what they will say in advanced telekinetics. 123 00:10:14,304 --> 00:10:19,164 Like the author knows the next character he must press. 124 00:10:19,333 --> 00:10:22,640 Needs that have not yet been published but still fulfilled. 125 00:10:23,072 --> 00:10:25,344 A finger. 126 00:10:25,914 --> 00:10:28,281 Lock. 127 00:10:28,322 --> 00:10:30,351 Relationships. 128 00:10:31,363 --> 00:10:33,929 Muscle memory. 129 00:10:34,528 --> 00:10:36,933 Muscle memory. 130 00:10:37,841 --> 00:10:40,082 Muscle memory. 131 00:10:42,487 --> 00:10:46,250 There is a time when his memory... 132 00:10:46,333 --> 00:10:51,825 ... like an external hard drive that has been taken from it... 133 00:10:51,850 --> 00:10:57,060 ... and hidden in a series of heavy cardboard boxes. 134 00:10:57,334 --> 00:11:00,381 Or put on the edge... 135 00:11:00,408 --> 00:11:03,697 ... from long, dark, and messy corridors. 136 00:11:03,716 --> 00:11:08,804 It takes more effort than the motivation he feels... 137 00:11:08,804 --> 00:11:12,442 ... to mobilize his efforts in searching. 138 00:11:13,225 --> 00:11:15,767 In fact, 139 00:11:15,826 --> 00:11:19,376 He feels increasingly unmotivated... 140 00:11:19,425 --> 00:11:23,522 ... to do everything efforts against anything. 141 00:11:42,372 --> 00:11:44,562 Any questions? 142 00:11:44,602 --> 00:11:46,817 Can you hear me? 143 00:11:48,187 --> 00:11:49,895 Yes. / Good. 144 00:11:49,970 --> 00:11:52,464 Do you know how to grow mushrooms? 145 00:11:52,549 --> 00:11:54,333 Mushrooms? 146 00:11:54,400 --> 00:11:56,291 Yes, in your book you use mushrooms. 147 00:11:56,375 --> 00:11:59,143 Do you know how to grow it, sir? 148 00:11:59,195 --> 00:12:00,931 Not too. 149 00:12:02,275 --> 00:12:04,458 I have a problem with you. 150 00:12:04,542 --> 00:12:08,592 Categorizing your book as fiction while it's clear about you, 151 00:12:08,676 --> 00:12:10,583 Doesn't that make it a memoir? 152 00:12:10,667 --> 00:12:14,635 If I write a memoir, 153 00:12:16,545 --> 00:12:19,668 That will be called a memoir. 154 00:12:19,701 --> 00:12:26,959 I will also write "I think" before each sentence. 155 00:12:27,041 --> 00:12:29,458 You can't pretend something is fiction. 156 00:12:29,542 --> 00:12:32,135 It's between based on your experience or not. 157 00:12:32,189 --> 00:12:33,959 Why not? 158 00:12:34,041 --> 00:12:36,943 He who wrote it, right? 159 00:12:44,696 --> 00:12:47,004 You saved me. 160 00:12:47,820 --> 00:12:50,546 I owe you forever. 161 00:12:51,364 --> 00:12:54,088 Are people in your reading always this weird? 162 00:12:54,150 --> 00:12:57,945 Yes. That's why I used before sedatives. 163 00:12:57,970 --> 00:13:00,792 Are you under the influence of the drug in each of your readings? 164 00:13:00,875 --> 00:13:03,042 Do you want to? 165 00:13:05,280 --> 00:13:08,144 I think it's interesting you work in a bookstore. 166 00:13:08,178 --> 00:13:11,875 What is the sentence from your memoir? 167 00:13:11,900 --> 00:13:13,982 That is an additional link for questions like, 168 00:13:14,007 --> 00:13:16,500 "What else do you do when you are not in a bookstore?" 169 00:13:16,583 --> 00:13:19,251 I write. Blog. 170 00:13:19,276 --> 00:13:21,438 Gosh, it's a shame for to tell you. 171 00:13:21,497 --> 00:13:23,686 What is the name? 172 00:13:23,773 --> 00:13:26,460 This. It's on Tumblr. 173 00:13:26,504 --> 00:13:28,785 Can you stretch this? 174 00:13:42,625 --> 00:13:46,161 "I don't want to sleep but I know what I'm waiting for." 175 00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:49,426 That's a good name. 176 00:13:50,594 --> 00:13:52,859 Modern. 177 00:13:52,911 --> 00:13:55,455 Actually, I already know about that. 178 00:13:56,457 --> 00:13:58,409 I searched for you on Google. 179 00:13:58,450 --> 00:14:00,536 Looking for me on Google? 180 00:14:00,589 --> 00:14:02,520 Paul! Hey. 181 00:14:05,541 --> 00:14:08,406 We met a few months ago. 182 00:14:08,459 --> 00:14:11,159 His friend Kyle. Calvin. 183 00:14:11,256 --> 00:14:13,631 Yes. Calvin. 184 00:14:15,083 --> 00:14:19,202 So, I don't know you're a writer. 185 00:14:19,252 --> 00:14:22,357 But, my boyfriend, Mag... Maggie... 186 00:14:22,408 --> 00:14:25,891 Maggie is a fan of the weight of your books. 187 00:14:25,968 --> 00:14:28,530 So we came... 188 00:14:28,615 --> 00:14:31,090 ... and I'm like, "Whatever, that's Paul." 189 00:14:31,522 --> 00:14:33,208 So, yes. 190 00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:38,417 I read all your books when in San Francisco two years ago. 191 00:14:38,500 --> 00:14:40,166 I'm very manic. That helps. 192 00:14:40,250 --> 00:14:42,750 I tell all my friends... 193 00:14:42,834 --> 00:14:45,333 ... if I get this feeling when I come here, 194 00:14:45,417 --> 00:14:47,258 That we will meet and be friends. 195 00:14:47,360 --> 00:14:49,000 OK, honey, don't. 196 00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:53,447 So, I want to know if you might want to come tonight... 197 00:14:53,472 --> 00:14:56,799 ... to my parents' mansion in Jersey. I invite some friends. 198 00:14:57,246 --> 00:14:59,500 Your parents' mansion? 199 00:14:59,583 --> 00:15:01,959 Yes. / It's a very big house. 200 00:15:02,041 --> 00:15:03,709 There is a gallery. 201 00:15:03,792 --> 00:15:05,801 Do you want to go to the mansion in New Jersey? 202 00:15:05,825 --> 00:15:07,320 I don't know, I can't... 203 00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:09,303 We can go together. We bring a car. 204 00:15:09,375 --> 00:15:12,083 Calvin who can drive. I can not. 205 00:15:12,166 --> 00:15:14,709 Actually, that's a funny story. / Maggie, don't do it. 206 00:15:14,792 --> 00:15:16,625 When I was in San Francisco and I experienced manic, 207 00:15:16,709 --> 00:15:20,625 I stole the car of my ex-boyfriend... / Well, no. 208 00:15:20,709 --> 00:15:23,333 Yes. Yes./ You have to come along. 209 00:15:23,417 --> 00:15:25,458 OK. 210 00:15:34,024 --> 00:15:37,359 Do you mind signing this? 211 00:15:37,406 --> 00:15:39,114 Maggie... 212 00:15:40,154 --> 00:15:42,559 I don't sign the book again. 213 00:15:53,417 --> 00:15:56,905 Do you have a pen? / Always. 214 00:16:01,429 --> 00:16:04,482 I almost thought you would remove the computer. 215 00:16:04,525 --> 00:16:07,205 I'm surprised it's really a pen. 216 00:16:09,743 --> 00:16:12,160 You're so funny. 217 00:16:14,575 --> 00:16:16,433 Maggie, we go to the event book signature. 218 00:16:16,459 --> 00:16:18,061 That's a better time... 219 00:16:18,061 --> 00:16:20,130 I have a surprise for you. 220 00:16:21,032 --> 00:16:22,815 What? 221 00:16:24,708 --> 00:16:27,207 What is this? 222 00:16:28,617 --> 00:16:31,397 I bought it from your shop. 223 00:16:31,470 --> 00:16:33,375 Do you buy it for me? 224 00:16:33,458 --> 00:16:36,611 They might pay you low. You deserve a prize. 225 00:16:37,886 --> 00:16:39,763 You... 226 00:16:39,790 --> 00:16:42,069 Do you accept? 227 00:16:42,094 --> 00:16:43,941 I accept. 228 00:17:11,115 --> 00:17:13,870 Are you sure you want to do it? 229 00:17:13,939 --> 00:17:18,502 I don't want to mess up the police or something. 230 00:17:18,527 --> 00:17:21,627 No. You... you did that. 231 00:17:22,246 --> 00:17:24,651 You obviously do that. 232 00:17:27,072 --> 00:17:29,286 This. 233 00:17:29,310 --> 00:17:32,340 That's good stuff. My friend, Jasper, 234 00:17:32,410 --> 00:17:35,490 Make it in his ship's house on Red Hook. 235 00:17:36,980 --> 00:17:38,992 Mags? 236 00:17:43,517 --> 00:17:45,396 Yes. 237 00:17:51,268 --> 00:17:53,373 Yes. 238 00:17:54,895 --> 00:17:57,542 I'm very glad you came. 239 00:17:58,387 --> 00:18:00,331 How long have you been dating? 240 00:18:00,405 --> 00:18:03,022 We are not... We are not dating. 241 00:18:03,066 --> 00:18:04,893 Really? 242 00:18:04,942 --> 00:18:07,542 You look like dating. 243 00:18:08,533 --> 00:18:11,153 What about you guys? 244 00:18:11,253 --> 00:18:13,625 We have been dating for two years, 245 00:18:13,709 --> 00:18:15,625 But we don't fuck for four months. 246 00:18:15,650 --> 00:18:17,384 Maggie... 247 00:18:21,975 --> 00:18:25,244 Is that weird we are here? 248 00:18:25,298 --> 00:18:27,656 Why is that weird? 249 00:19:17,917 --> 00:19:21,746 I want to put my hand on your feet just now. 250 00:19:25,860 --> 00:19:28,213 Why don't you do it? 251 00:19:34,596 --> 00:19:36,505 Now I do it. 252 00:19:55,874 --> 00:19:58,791 Do you want to go for a walk? 253 00:19:59,401 --> 00:20:02,076 Have you ever tried acid before? 254 00:20:02,982 --> 00:20:06,583 Only once. And... 255 00:20:06,667 --> 00:20:12,000 I go around with Toronto City Bus for 5 hours. 256 00:20:12,083 --> 00:20:14,133 Beau and I occasionally use drugs, 257 00:20:14,157 --> 00:20:16,890 But it doesn't always feel the same with it. 258 00:20:17,625 --> 00:20:20,419 Beau people who are at the party, & right? 259 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:22,208 Yes. 260 00:20:22,291 --> 00:20:28,125 I want to call him my girlfriend, but I don't think it's true anymore. 261 00:20:28,125 --> 00:20:31,606 We don't have to talk about that if you don't want... / No, it's just... 262 00:20:31,631 --> 00:20:34,321 ... in the process of... 263 00:20:34,339 --> 00:20:36,783 Recontextualization? / ... reconstruction. 264 00:20:38,327 --> 00:20:40,264 Update? 265 00:20:44,619 --> 00:20:47,115 Hey, look. We are in harmony. 266 00:20:47,965 --> 00:20:52,941 When I'm fifth grade, 267 00:20:53,006 --> 00:20:58,224 I wear purple clothes and wear beads in my eyes every Friday, 268 00:20:58,229 --> 00:21:00,679 Because I think... 269 00:21:02,330 --> 00:21:08,056 ... if aliens come, they will see me and they will... 270 00:21:08,792 --> 00:21:11,624 They will take me away. 271 00:21:11,699 --> 00:21:14,059 That's good naturally. 272 00:21:15,291 --> 00:21:18,917 Can I Tweet it? / But I... 273 00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:21,946 I said that. / I will save it in the draft. 274 00:21:22,016 --> 00:21:23,834 Let me think about that problem. 275 00:21:23,917 --> 00:21:26,792 Where do you think they will take you? 276 00:21:27,153 --> 00:21:29,881 Go far. 277 00:21:30,970 --> 00:21:33,135 Anywhere. 278 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:37,166 When I'm fifth grade, 279 00:21:37,250 --> 00:21:39,671 I boarded a plane... 280 00:21:40,505 --> 00:21:43,362 ... and I saw this brown point. 281 00:21:43,426 --> 00:21:45,677 I think it's a UFO. 282 00:21:47,582 --> 00:21:52,208 I think at first I realized if I faked it, 283 00:21:52,291 --> 00:21:57,312 But I guess I'm so hard convincing myself... 284 00:21:57,312 --> 00:21:59,064 ... so I make myself forget about that part. 285 00:21:59,125 --> 00:22:02,039 Did you tell someone else did you see a UFO? 286 00:22:02,064 --> 00:22:04,823 I don't care if people know. 287 00:22:07,705 --> 00:22:10,668 I'm just like, "I saw a UFO." 288 00:22:11,033 --> 00:22:15,378 I was very bored at that time. I feel like a bored robot. 289 00:22:18,391 --> 00:22:20,177 Hey, where are you going? 290 00:22:20,211 --> 00:22:22,468 Hey, wait. Wait. 291 00:22:30,511 --> 00:22:33,216 I'm sorry. I just... 292 00:22:33,500 --> 00:22:38,434 I experience this emotional urge, and I just... 293 00:22:38,508 --> 00:22:41,917 Being here with you... 294 00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:44,917 I don't know how to talk to you. / Alright. OK. 295 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:47,925 I mean, you're like an idea. You don't... 296 00:22:47,981 --> 00:22:51,241 OK. Okay. Breathe. OK? 297 00:22:51,266 --> 00:22:53,591 Breathe. Inhale./ Very strange. 298 00:22:53,591 --> 00:22:55,975 Breathe. Inhale./ Very strange. 299 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:57,889 OK. 300 00:22:57,914 --> 00:23:00,542 Inhale... / Very strange. 301 00:23:00,625 --> 00:23:02,467 Discard. 302 00:23:04,002 --> 00:23:07,631 Is that better? / You think I'm crazy. 303 00:23:07,654 --> 00:23:09,243 You... 304 00:25:57,509 --> 00:26:00,822 Sometimes I wonder what the purpose is. 305 00:26:01,794 --> 00:26:04,500 Will anyone care more than five years? 306 00:26:05,541 --> 00:26:07,830 Two more years? 307 00:26:08,458 --> 00:26:11,564 There are projects that I want to work on for a long time. 308 00:26:11,633 --> 00:26:15,528 Basically I want to document everything that happened to me. 309 00:26:15,562 --> 00:26:17,250 Broadcast it directly, 310 00:26:17,333 --> 00:26:21,196 Or maybe record it and edit it later. 311 00:26:21,891 --> 00:26:24,718 Making a movie about life. 312 00:26:25,435 --> 00:26:27,140 Wow. 313 00:26:27,285 --> 00:26:31,804 A collection of unrelated scenes from . 314 00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:33,963 But I never started. 315 00:26:34,041 --> 00:26:38,500 I think I might be able to finish it if... 316 00:26:38,583 --> 00:26:40,748 If someone else does the with me. 317 00:26:41,690 --> 00:26:45,435 Me? / Yes. 318 00:26:46,092 --> 00:26:48,985 That will be our life, but we record it. 319 00:27:01,124 --> 00:27:03,050 OK. 320 00:27:03,376 --> 00:27:06,035 Let's just say it's not there. 321 00:27:10,709 --> 00:27:12,557 OK. 322 00:27:20,803 --> 00:27:22,514 You don't have to do it. 323 00:27:22,584 --> 00:27:25,466 No, if you want it, 324 00:27:25,529 --> 00:27:28,814 I want it. Yes. 325 00:27:41,687 --> 00:27:44,235 Greetings. 326 00:27:44,322 --> 00:27:46,875 So what scene will enter our film? 327 00:27:46,959 --> 00:27:49,583 First "Heroin." We each other inject heroin. 328 00:27:49,667 --> 00:27:51,375 Then work... 329 00:27:51,458 --> 00:27:53,423 Then we do something with our laptop. 330 00:27:53,493 --> 00:27:55,539 Have you ever fallen in love? 331 00:27:55,879 --> 00:27:57,801 Or, no, okay, "Cocaine." 332 00:27:57,843 --> 00:27:59,402 We go to nightclubs and bars... 333 00:27:59,457 --> 00:28:02,560 ... with no plan other than from sucking cocaine every 15 minutes. 334 00:28:02,633 --> 00:28:04,127 That's good. 335 00:28:06,980 --> 00:28:09,041 Have you ever felt you're a robot? 336 00:28:09,125 --> 00:28:10,333 As if you were in an automatic pilot ? 337 00:28:10,417 --> 00:28:12,067 Compared to me who feels like a robot, 338 00:28:12,096 --> 00:28:15,310 I feel everyone around me is a robot, and I'm an ordinary person. 339 00:28:15,395 --> 00:28:17,474 Do you think I'm a robot? 340 00:28:17,530 --> 00:28:20,969 Check this box for prove you're not a robot. 341 00:28:22,241 --> 00:28:24,078 You give one theme. 342 00:28:24,143 --> 00:28:27,625 What about "or something"? 343 00:28:27,709 --> 00:28:29,417 You know, if you are a robot, you will do that. 344 00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:32,000 If you are a robot, you will do it. 345 00:28:32,047 --> 00:28:33,628 Power dies. 346 00:28:33,695 --> 00:28:38,734 We say "or something" hundreds of times in one montage... 347 00:28:38,781 --> 00:28:41,709 ... sometimes with context for conveying various meanings. 348 00:28:41,792 --> 00:28:43,152 "Or something like that?" 349 00:28:43,246 --> 00:28:45,136 Do you have an example? 350 00:28:45,191 --> 00:28:47,125 I'm tired of your uncertainty... 351 00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:50,240 ... in determining commitments or something. 352 00:28:51,520 --> 00:28:53,602 I like that. 353 00:28:53,789 --> 00:28:55,624 Are you afraid to die? 354 00:28:55,636 --> 00:28:58,126 Honestly, I don't care if I die. 355 00:28:58,151 --> 00:29:01,450 Really? / It's okay if I die. 356 00:29:01,648 --> 00:29:04,709 Life won't matter after I die. 357 00:29:04,792 --> 00:29:07,417 What about drugs in your life? 358 00:29:07,500 --> 00:29:10,058 I think it's not a problem as long as I'm healthy. 359 00:29:12,418 --> 00:29:15,991 I rarely use drugs. 360 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:19,353 But it doesn't matter with you. As if we don't... 361 00:29:19,708 --> 00:29:21,907 ... wrong use. 362 00:29:21,924 --> 00:29:24,820 I usually also rarely use drugs. 363 00:29:24,869 --> 00:29:28,244 I have never used drugs two consecutive days. 364 00:29:28,309 --> 00:29:30,500 Unless you count prescribed drugs. 365 00:29:30,583 --> 00:29:32,973 So I use medicine almost every day in a row. 366 00:30:11,849 --> 00:30:15,584 Have you ever felt like it was bad to live in the world? 367 00:30:16,309 --> 00:30:18,543 What do you mean? 368 00:30:18,568 --> 00:30:20,542 I don't feel the world... 369 00:30:20,625 --> 00:30:23,540 ... can provide us enough to make us satisfied. 370 00:30:23,578 --> 00:30:26,241 I think the world is good enough, 371 00:30:27,028 --> 00:30:29,238 Overall. 372 00:30:29,671 --> 00:30:32,767 I have not committed suicide. 373 00:30:32,953 --> 00:30:35,403 If I kill myself, 374 00:30:36,468 --> 00:30:39,292 I will say the world is bad... 375 00:30:40,596 --> 00:30:43,041 ... because I already have the proof. 376 00:30:46,134 --> 00:30:50,090 Sometimes, I even think I'm happy. 377 00:30:50,165 --> 00:30:52,715 Like happiness at a good level ? 378 00:30:52,749 --> 00:30:55,272 More like a flat line. 379 00:31:49,006 --> 00:31:50,873 Erin! 380 00:31:51,529 --> 00:31:53,993 Hey, Erin. 381 00:31:54,059 --> 00:31:55,970 I thought it was you. 382 00:31:56,925 --> 00:31:59,125 How are you doing? 383 00:31:59,206 --> 00:32:00,542 I'm good. 384 00:32:00,625 --> 00:32:02,844 Look, I know if this is Sunday, 385 00:32:02,869 --> 00:32:05,834 But, Daniel held a party tonight. 386 00:32:05,917 --> 00:32:10,289 I told Beau, but he said you don't talk. 387 00:32:10,363 --> 00:32:12,695 Are you talking to Beau now? 388 00:32:12,765 --> 00:32:14,321 What's wrong with you? 389 00:32:14,376 --> 00:32:16,618 Nothing. We only take a break. 390 00:32:16,624 --> 00:32:18,333 You have to come. 391 00:32:18,417 --> 00:32:20,487 That will be very good for you. 392 00:32:20,536 --> 00:32:23,375 I'm thinking of rearranging my closet. 393 00:32:23,458 --> 00:32:25,679 There are videos that I saw on the Internet... / Bastards! 394 00:32:25,689 --> 00:32:28,179 Oh my God. OK. 395 00:32:28,656 --> 00:32:31,305 Gosh, it's scattered everywhere. 396 00:32:31,353 --> 00:32:33,447 Life is difficult. 397 00:32:34,111 --> 00:32:37,203 I have to go, but you have to come. 398 00:32:37,219 --> 00:32:39,932 Yes. I'll try to come. 399 00:32:39,975 --> 00:32:41,885 Peace! 400 00:33:20,502 --> 00:33:26,948 At the party. Meet ex. Confused how to position yourself. 401 00:33:29,714 --> 00:33:33,318 Create a series of animal sounds then unconscious 402 00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:02,150 Stealing alcohol? 403 00:34:02,344 --> 00:34:05,449 You surprised me. / Can I ask you? 404 00:34:06,409 --> 00:34:08,987 Without you feeling offended? 405 00:34:10,246 --> 00:34:11,994 OK. 406 00:34:12,068 --> 00:34:13,847 How are you doing? 407 00:34:13,919 --> 00:34:17,251 You look very messy. 408 00:34:17,307 --> 00:34:18,684 I'm fine. 409 00:34:18,684 --> 00:34:20,648 I ask to make sure if you're okay. 410 00:34:20,661 --> 00:34:22,636 Disconnect can be very difficult. 411 00:34:23,359 --> 00:34:25,236 What? 412 00:34:25,315 --> 00:34:27,071 You know, 413 00:34:27,096 --> 00:34:30,477 I actually thought you would say something good. 414 00:34:30,534 --> 00:34:32,267 Maybe you will act like a human. 415 00:34:32,291 --> 00:34:35,348 But what now? You're cheating on Leah. 416 00:34:35,414 --> 00:34:37,065 Leah is just a friend. 417 00:34:37,091 --> 00:34:40,688 You know, I also met someone now. 418 00:34:40,688 --> 00:34:44,041 It will be rooted if you don't tell you. She's a writer. Pretty famous. 419 00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:47,443 He is called "The voice of his generation." 420 00:34:50,910 --> 00:34:53,314 I don't want to do this with you. 421 00:34:55,700 --> 00:34:57,423 You know, 422 00:34:57,654 --> 00:35:01,915 I made my own film. It's a documentary. 423 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:05,474 About what? / My new relationship develops. 424 00:35:05,536 --> 00:35:09,041 Your new relationship is developing? 425 00:35:09,125 --> 00:35:10,583 Yes. 426 00:35:10,667 --> 00:35:13,064 May I hug you? 427 00:35:13,677 --> 00:35:16,701 Only if it's a platonic hug. 428 00:35:36,411 --> 00:35:37,845 Wait. 429 00:35:47,129 --> 00:35:49,533 Did you meet Beau yesterday? 430 00:35:49,834 --> 00:35:51,842 Yes. 431 00:35:55,367 --> 00:35:57,917 He... 432 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:01,428 He tells me if he wants to see you again, 433 00:36:01,681 --> 00:36:04,267 But I said I did other things. 434 00:36:08,124 --> 00:36:11,253 Do you think you will talk to him again? 435 00:36:14,012 --> 00:36:16,412 Maybe not. 436 00:36:20,196 --> 00:36:22,834 I have a surprise for you. 437 00:36:22,896 --> 00:36:25,855 Really? / Yes. 438 00:36:27,737 --> 00:36:30,451 That's MDMA. 439 00:36:31,478 --> 00:36:33,957 Do you buy me ecstasy? 440 00:36:34,057 --> 00:36:38,250 My mom keeps sending me emails are panicking about... 441 00:36:38,333 --> 00:36:43,125 ... all drugs that he thinks I use because of the things I upload on the Internet. 442 00:36:43,208 --> 00:36:47,808 "I don't understand why you should reject mother with your bad behavior." 443 00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:52,521 "When you send you an email, mom wants you to reply." 444 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:55,625 "Your father may always support you," 445 00:36:55,709 --> 00:36:58,341 "But mom see what you upload on your web feedback." 446 00:36:58,966 --> 00:37:01,747 "Lighter actions than words." 447 00:37:02,416 --> 00:37:05,957 "It's not important whether you have a mother or not." 448 00:37:06,038 --> 00:37:09,999 Do you feel bad reading that... / While I'm under the influence of medicine? 449 00:37:12,165 --> 00:37:17,709 No. I just felt like he was destroying drugs. 450 00:37:17,792 --> 00:37:21,254 My father also often suck marijuana... 451 00:37:21,318 --> 00:37:24,583 ... and invited me to smoke marijuana with him every night. 452 00:37:24,667 --> 00:37:26,589 I often feel very sad about that, 453 00:37:26,589 --> 00:37:29,939 But he will be angry if doesn't suck marijuana. 454 00:37:30,434 --> 00:37:31,973 Yes. 455 00:37:32,031 --> 00:37:36,125 I don't want my mother to feel like she is failing as a parent, 456 00:37:36,208 --> 00:37:39,361 But also do not want to respond every email from him. 457 00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:42,500 We used to fight by shouting at each other. 458 00:37:42,583 --> 00:37:44,974 What is the matter? / When I was in high school, 459 00:37:44,999 --> 00:37:47,988 I often think the only thing... 460 00:37:48,059 --> 00:37:51,208 ... the solution to anxiety that I always feel... 461 00:37:51,233 --> 00:37:52,582 ... that is for me... 462 00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:57,112 For my mother to make all rules and penalties... 463 00:37:57,172 --> 00:38:00,272 ... that goes beyond common sense... 464 00:38:00,410 --> 00:38:03,154 ... to take over my control. 465 00:38:04,415 --> 00:38:07,132 My mother doesn't get that. He... 466 00:38:09,265 --> 00:38:13,232 I want to punish him again because I don't understand me. 467 00:38:13,271 --> 00:38:19,417 They move here so I can become a doctor or lawyer. 468 00:38:19,500 --> 00:38:24,408 Something that every immigrant aspires to his American children, 469 00:38:25,225 --> 00:38:28,533 But then I say they I want to be a writer. 470 00:38:29,709 --> 00:38:32,320 You know, when I went to college, they were... 471 00:38:32,934 --> 00:38:35,041 They surrender and return to Taiwan. 472 00:38:35,125 --> 00:38:38,417 You don't think they are back to Taiwan because of you, & right? 473 00:38:38,500 --> 00:38:41,701 Partly because of that. Yes. 474 00:38:42,705 --> 00:38:45,787 After that, I decided that would be much easier for me... 475 00:38:45,812 --> 00:38:48,473 ... to be emotionless. 476 00:38:48,498 --> 00:38:51,003 Just like when I was Still small. 477 00:38:51,075 --> 00:38:53,764 How much more? 478 00:38:53,797 --> 00:38:55,354 Many. 479 00:38:56,957 --> 00:38:58,891 Can I read you something I wrote? 480 00:38:58,982 --> 00:39:01,250 "They walk hand in hand on the road." 481 00:39:01,333 --> 00:39:06,083 "The fact has taken over from children's story books." 482 00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:11,032 "Joanna ask Alex if he ever fell in love." 483 00:39:11,468 --> 00:39:15,009 "Alex thought about the matter for a moment." 484 00:39:15,737 --> 00:39:19,171 "A light blinks in space." 485 00:39:19,179 --> 00:39:24,075 "He imagined being taken to a UFO..." 486 00:39:24,158 --> 00:39:27,674 "... and bathed in glittering light..." 487 00:39:27,714 --> 00:39:32,089 "... of the many tentacles synthetic examination." 488 00:39:32,164 --> 00:39:34,637 "Maybe that's how it feels love." 489 00:39:37,411 --> 00:39:39,629 I want to go to a place with you. 490 00:39:39,717 --> 00:39:42,473 We can fly somewhere. / We can go to Niagara Falls. 491 00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:46,382 If I go to Niagara, I will swallow ecstasy... 492 00:39:46,462 --> 00:39:48,625 ... in one suit size big rain... 493 00:39:48,650 --> 00:39:50,208 ... while the ship takes you into the water. 494 00:39:50,291 --> 00:39:51,709 That's too cliché. 495 00:39:51,792 --> 00:39:55,125 I will sit at a table poker with high bets... 496 00:39:55,208 --> 00:39:59,208 ... at Indian casinos wear glasses and baseball caps, 497 00:39:59,291 --> 00:40:01,667 Smoking cigarettes... / Better... 498 00:40:01,750 --> 00:40:05,333 Then said, "Too rich for my blood, honey." 499 00:40:05,417 --> 00:40:08,014 We can get married in one of the stupid chapels. 500 00:40:08,069 --> 00:40:10,130 There are many ions in the water. 501 00:40:10,192 --> 00:40:13,009 So it's really romantic. 502 00:40:36,812 --> 00:40:40,598 This is what the universe created after billions of years. 503 00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,193 How do you feel 504 00:40:46,486 --> 00:40:50,220 A little fatigue. / What? 505 00:40:51,134 --> 00:40:52,917 I'm pretty tired. 506 00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:55,875 You should not have feel that. 507 00:40:55,959 --> 00:40:59,747 What? / Wait, we just used MDMA, about 20 minutes ago. 508 00:41:01,513 --> 00:41:03,542 I forgot. 509 00:41:05,386 --> 00:41:08,000 I thought maybe the medicine was fake. 510 00:41:40,969 --> 00:41:45,113 When God works, the prophet is not like a preacher. 511 00:41:45,165 --> 00:41:47,278 They talk from the mouth of God. 512 00:41:47,303 --> 00:41:49,750 And he said, "How would you know my prophets?" 513 00:41:49,834 --> 00:41:52,643 He says, you will know they are from their work. " 514 00:41:52,662 --> 00:41:54,845 So, I have to show you proof... 515 00:41:54,869 --> 00:41:57,130 ... bring this is create God yourself. 516 00:41:57,155 --> 00:41:58,982 You see, when God uses you, 517 00:41:59,006 --> 00:42:02,052 It's different from you in your normal body. 518 00:42:02,142 --> 00:42:05,112 He takes you out and He controls your mind. 519 00:42:05,141 --> 00:42:07,208 And he controls your mindset. 520 00:42:07,291 --> 00:42:10,458 You will hear His voice speak to you from Heaven. 521 00:42:10,542 --> 00:42:11,959 Praise be to God. 522 00:42:12,041 --> 00:42:14,744 And this symbol represents the sun. 523 00:42:14,834 --> 00:42:16,583 The one here. 524 00:42:16,667 --> 00:42:19,624 Wherever you go in this world, you see the same sun. 525 00:42:19,750 --> 00:42:21,374 Praise God. 526 00:42:59,426 --> 00:43:01,606 There are two options I want to talk to you, 527 00:43:01,606 --> 00:43:04,163 So you know all the services that we have here. 528 00:43:04,208 --> 00:43:07,455 We have a long list. Do you know our packages? 529 00:43:07,460 --> 00:43:09,784 There is a Pair of Beloved. 530 00:43:09,808 --> 00:43:12,038 Passionate Night, Honeymoon partner. 531 00:43:12,099 --> 00:43:13,507 Aloha Special. 532 00:43:13,531 --> 00:43:16,453 Portuguese marriage. Liberace. 533 00:43:16,487 --> 00:43:19,301 Viva Niagara. / Yes, that one. 534 00:43:19,326 --> 00:43:20,980 Viva Niagara. 535 00:43:21,048 --> 00:43:24,234 That marriage with Elvis theme, 536 00:43:24,258 --> 00:43:28,073 Tailored to Niagara Falls experience. 537 00:43:28,199 --> 00:43:30,500 Then there is a witness needed. 538 00:43:30,583 --> 00:43:32,393 Do I look like a pineapple? / You need a witness. 539 00:43:32,417 --> 00:43:36,826 If you don't have witnesses, witnesses will be provided for you. Jose! 540 00:43:38,259 --> 00:43:41,765 The pay is $ 50. You can record Jose. 541 00:43:41,820 --> 00:43:44,487 Jose is often recorded in many ceremonies. Say, hi. Good. 542 00:43:44,512 --> 00:43:47,667 That's good. / And don't forget to give money to your witness tips. 543 00:43:47,750 --> 00:43:49,662 Come on, it's time to start. 544 00:43:49,757 --> 00:43:51,384 Hi, come on. Let's begin. 545 00:43:51,427 --> 00:43:53,583 We will marry you now. 546 00:43:53,667 --> 00:43:56,667 Here it is, baby. Paul is waiting for you there. 547 00:43:56,750 --> 00:43:58,307 Paul, how are you? 548 00:43:58,386 --> 00:44:00,570 I'm sure you know this woman. / What? 549 00:44:00,601 --> 00:44:02,811 Well, I want you to stand there. 550 00:44:02,899 --> 00:44:04,917 Good, good. 551 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:07,250 Good, everything, we are in this beautiful Niagara Falls, 552 00:44:07,333 --> 00:44:09,625 Preparing to unite you both in the beauty of marriage. 553 00:44:09,709 --> 00:44:13,122 Marriage is a bond that develops and continues to develop. 554 00:44:13,182 --> 00:44:14,851 And as you develop, you share. 555 00:44:14,876 --> 00:44:16,726 You share your life together. 556 00:44:16,774 --> 00:44:19,537 You share time together. You even shared with Elvis. 557 00:44:19,574 --> 00:44:21,615 Paul, I'm just kidding. 558 00:44:21,694 --> 00:44:23,625 Do you know, kids? Let's start the show. 559 00:44:23,709 --> 00:44:25,859 Paul, please put the ring on Erin's finger. 560 00:44:25,910 --> 00:44:29,035 Ring? Rings. Correct. 561 00:44:29,082 --> 00:44:30,838 Ring. You have the ring, & apos right? / No. 562 00:44:30,863 --> 00:44:32,576 You didn't set up a ring? / No. 563 00:44:32,601 --> 00:44:34,930 You know, it's not important. We will start like this. 564 00:44:35,001 --> 00:44:37,692 Paul, I want you to look into Erin's eyes, 565 00:44:37,757 --> 00:44:41,795 And say, "Erin. I accept you being my beautiful wife..." 566 00:44:41,820 --> 00:44:45,483 "... and sick and healthy, rich or poor," 567 00:44:45,493 --> 00:44:47,551 "Until death separates us." 568 00:44:47,691 --> 00:44:50,400 Erin... / Say. 569 00:44:50,425 --> 00:44:52,363 I accept you... 570 00:44:53,778 --> 00:44:55,722 Hey, you know, Paul? Don't worry about that. 571 00:44:55,722 --> 00:44:57,976 We understand the point... 572 00:44:58,001 --> 00:45:01,583 Good. Nice. Erin, look Paul's eyes and repeat after me. 573 00:45:01,667 --> 00:45:03,959 "Paul, I accept you as my handsome husband..." 574 00:45:04,041 --> 00:45:08,587 I thank you, Paul, being my husband... 575 00:45:08,956 --> 00:45:10,785 "In sick and healthy." 576 00:45:10,848 --> 00:45:12,583 In sick and healthy. 577 00:45:12,608 --> 00:45:15,050 "Both rich and poor." / Both rich and poor. 578 00:45:15,132 --> 00:45:17,532 "I will always be a puppet your bear." / Teddy bear. 579 00:45:17,532 --> 00:45:19,265 "Never makes you suspicious thinking." 580 00:45:19,290 --> 00:45:23,620 You will never... Suspicious thoughts. 581 00:45:23,721 --> 00:45:25,835 With power left to me, 582 00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:28,544 I hereby declare you husband and wife. 583 00:45:28,615 --> 00:45:30,724 Paul, you can kiss your bride. 584 00:45:33,976 --> 00:45:35,690 A little more, you certainly can. 585 00:45:35,746 --> 00:45:37,619 A little more. 586 00:45:53,119 --> 00:45:55,306 Dance together. 587 00:45:57,466 --> 00:45:59,534 Very good. 588 00:46:35,662 --> 00:46:37,196 Dance with your wife. 589 00:46:40,083 --> 00:46:42,967 Hold my hand! Hold my hand! 590 00:46:48,953 --> 00:46:50,747 What is that? 591 00:46:51,768 --> 00:46:53,361 That's part of the package. 592 00:46:53,398 --> 00:46:55,431 Part of the package. Just smile. 593 00:46:55,522 --> 00:46:58,062 Smile. Smile. 594 00:46:59,166 --> 00:47:01,421 Married! 595 00:47:07,008 --> 00:47:11,166 Married! Married! 596 00:47:11,500 --> 00:47:14,492 Married! 597 00:47:38,962 --> 00:47:40,920 It's amused. 598 00:47:46,529 --> 00:47:50,029 599 00:47:50,053 --> 00:47:53,553 600 00:47:53,577 --> 00:47:57,077 601 00:48:17,213 --> 00:48:19,417 Right, married. 602 00:48:22,182 --> 00:48:24,717 I don't know, about a week. 603 00:48:24,808 --> 00:48:27,591 We are in Niagara Falls. 604 00:48:40,458 --> 00:48:44,062 OK. Yes, yes, okay... Contact me again later. 605 00:48:44,132 --> 00:48:46,789 Yes, no. This is good. 606 00:48:46,858 --> 00:48:48,768 It's okay. 607 00:48:59,657 --> 00:49:02,322 What's wrong? 608 00:49:09,083 --> 00:49:11,885 My parents contact. I told them we were married. 609 00:49:13,344 --> 00:49:15,745 What do they say? 610 00:49:21,597 --> 00:49:23,917 My mother has a heart attack. 611 00:49:25,933 --> 00:49:28,286 For God's sake, Paul. 612 00:49:31,428 --> 00:49:34,875 Is he okay? / Yes. 613 00:49:35,626 --> 00:49:37,962 No, they want us to fly to Taipei... 614 00:49:38,021 --> 00:49:40,421 ... to meet my mother and for honeymoon. 615 00:49:42,476 --> 00:49:44,809 That's two for one. 616 00:49:49,113 --> 00:49:50,936 Wow. 617 00:49:53,454 --> 00:49:56,909 Are you okay? / Do you want to come along? 618 00:49:56,964 --> 00:49:59,177 Of course. 619 00:50:00,724 --> 00:50:05,027 Are you sure? / Of course. 620 00:50:05,032 --> 00:50:07,135 Of course. 621 00:50:07,575 --> 00:50:10,208 Sometimes you say yes to things that you don't want to do... 622 00:50:10,291 --> 00:50:13,542 ... just because you're in your "Yes" stage. 623 00:50:13,625 --> 00:50:15,964 What... That's not true. 624 00:50:16,361 --> 00:50:18,498 When? 625 00:50:18,559 --> 00:50:23,241 Sometimes I feel like forcing you to use drugs beyond your wishes. 626 00:50:23,929 --> 00:50:27,333 Sometimes I don't want to use drugs, but then... 627 00:50:27,417 --> 00:50:31,250 ... I convinced myself and usually it's a good idea. 628 00:50:31,333 --> 00:50:35,417 Do you convince yourself now? / No... I promise you. 629 00:50:35,500 --> 00:50:39,828 I want to come along, okay? I promise you. Really. 630 00:50:39,930 --> 00:50:43,237 Honey, I want to come. 631 00:50:45,799 --> 00:50:48,011 I promise. 632 00:51:35,697 --> 00:51:41,042 Can you think of a new word for a computer other than a computer? 633 00:51:41,905 --> 00:51:44,093 I don't know. 634 00:51:45,854 --> 00:51:48,726 I guess my question doesn't make sense. 635 00:51:48,801 --> 00:51:52,272 Maybe there is no new word for the same word. 636 00:51:52,325 --> 00:51:54,642 Maybe. 637 00:51:55,600 --> 00:51:59,472 Sorry. I'll let you sleep. 638 00:52:06,312 --> 00:52:10,556 Hi, Mr. Chen, I'm Erin. Nice to meet you. 639 00:52:10,606 --> 00:52:13,530 Thank you for coming. Enter, enter. 640 00:52:13,593 --> 00:52:15,930 That's quite heavy. 641 00:52:20,610 --> 00:52:23,952 Erin./ Nice to meet you. 642 00:52:24,492 --> 00:52:27,721 How are you doing? / Old. 643 00:52:27,770 --> 00:52:29,787 Do you use sugar in your tea? 644 00:52:29,864 --> 00:52:32,917 Mother should not use sugar after a heart attack. 645 00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:34,863 I think it's good if I don't use sugar, 646 00:52:34,887 --> 00:52:36,358 Not only for people who are recovering. 647 00:52:36,382 --> 00:52:39,090 He says just a little doesn't matter. 648 00:52:39,114 --> 00:52:42,249 When you don't use sugar, seems like something is missing. 649 00:52:42,291 --> 00:52:44,592 Mother looks tired. Mother is fine. 650 00:52:44,636 --> 00:52:46,291 I invite Erin to look around _ tomorrow. 651 00:52:46,375 --> 00:52:48,750 We will go to my room. Come on. 652 00:52:48,834 --> 00:52:51,277 We can make breakfast. 653 00:52:51,838 --> 00:52:54,500 No, we are okay. He wants to eat local cuisine. 654 00:53:11,488 --> 00:53:15,090 I think my mother put it there so that I would reduce the use of drugs. 655 00:53:15,117 --> 00:53:17,458 There are many. You look so sweet. 656 00:53:17,542 --> 00:53:19,771 Look at you. 657 00:53:35,692 --> 00:53:38,256 That makes me uncomfortable. 658 00:53:38,304 --> 00:53:40,146 Why? 659 00:53:40,193 --> 00:53:41,792 You look so happy there. 660 00:53:41,875 --> 00:53:45,344 I feel uncomfortable see the face of that many people. 661 00:53:49,798 --> 00:53:51,705 Paul... 662 00:54:05,321 --> 00:54:07,625 Do you see this application? 663 00:54:07,709 --> 00:54:10,959 This takes into account how many times you can meet your parents before they die. 664 00:54:11,041 --> 00:54:13,667 You enter where they live, and where you live, then their age. 665 00:54:13,750 --> 00:54:16,834 Gosh, it's very bad. 666 00:54:16,917 --> 00:54:20,140 I have met my father 6 times, and with my mother's heart condition, that's twice. 667 00:54:21,901 --> 00:54:23,834 Save it. 668 00:54:23,858 --> 00:54:26,170 We will go out to eat. 669 00:54:26,211 --> 00:54:28,737 Okay./ Do you want to come? 670 00:54:28,761 --> 00:54:30,761 No. 671 00:54:33,266 --> 00:54:35,480 Good, they're gone. Let's use it. 672 00:54:35,552 --> 00:54:37,616 I still can't open it. 673 00:54:43,959 --> 00:54:47,066 I thought you were leaving? / We will leave. 674 00:54:47,090 --> 00:54:50,299 Why are you carrying your computer? 675 00:54:50,761 --> 00:54:56,333 We... / You will record again. 676 00:54:56,357 --> 00:55:01,403 Why don't you use GoPro that you bought for you? 677 00:55:01,427 --> 00:55:04,486 Father must go to five places to find it. 678 00:55:04,524 --> 00:55:07,818 This is an option. Laptop. 679 00:55:07,842 --> 00:55:10,238 Isn't that easier to write? 680 00:55:10,262 --> 00:55:12,103 Why do this too? 681 00:55:12,127 --> 00:55:14,566 OK, okay, let him go. 682 00:55:14,591 --> 00:55:19,500 This and write related to me. Understand? 683 00:55:19,524 --> 00:55:22,226 We should not make it Your mother is upset now. 684 00:55:22,226 --> 00:55:23,818 I will decide if I'm upset. 685 00:55:23,842 --> 00:55:27,466 It's okay, we go. 686 00:55:31,709 --> 00:55:34,083 That's good we came. 687 00:55:34,166 --> 00:55:36,990 There are applications that I want I show you. 688 00:55:37,050 --> 00:55:40,446 That takes into account... / Paul. See you later. 689 00:55:43,173 --> 00:55:47,139 I feel my mother knows we are under the influence of drugs. 690 00:55:47,233 --> 00:55:50,990 He looks good. I want to know him better. 691 00:55:51,046 --> 00:55:52,650 I feel like we cheated him. 692 00:55:52,717 --> 00:55:55,852 I'm curious as to what will be like we are two weeks here. 693 00:55:56,833 --> 00:55:59,125 Do you think he likes me? 694 00:55:59,208 --> 00:56:01,007 Yes, I can know he likes you. 695 00:56:01,101 --> 00:56:03,798 I think he thinks a lot about drugs. 696 00:56:03,856 --> 00:56:06,223 Is he addicted? 697 00:56:06,999 --> 00:56:08,854 Very. 698 00:56:09,910 --> 00:56:13,437 Have you ever turned your attention away from us? 699 00:56:14,712 --> 00:56:18,922 In other relationships, I use food or medicine to win myself. 700 00:56:18,977 --> 00:56:20,818 But... 701 00:56:21,587 --> 00:56:23,710 That's not us, so that's good. 702 00:56:23,750 --> 00:56:26,539 We use drugs. 703 00:56:26,632 --> 00:56:29,213 But not for calm ourselves 704 00:56:29,288 --> 00:56:31,673 I think the most important thing for me is... 705 00:56:31,743 --> 00:56:34,423 ... so as not to be stuck with things that are neurotic. 706 00:56:34,511 --> 00:56:36,842 What kind of things? 707 00:56:37,390 --> 00:56:39,276 Anything. 708 00:57:31,892 --> 00:57:35,667 With my first boyfriend, Kent, 709 00:57:35,750 --> 00:57:38,542 He is usually above me and we do missionary style. 710 00:57:38,625 --> 00:57:41,576 It gets bored with very fast. 711 00:57:43,208 --> 00:57:46,259 Beau and I make love a lot. 712 00:57:47,751 --> 00:57:50,183 What? 713 00:57:50,221 --> 00:57:54,335 Sometimes, it feels like he is making love to himself. 714 00:57:55,084 --> 00:57:56,883 How do you feel about that? 715 00:57:56,931 --> 00:58:01,086 People have different priorities in relationships. 716 00:58:02,576 --> 00:58:06,378 I think sex isn't a big problem _ for me. 717 00:58:06,383 --> 00:58:08,296 Trains come. 718 00:58:30,003 --> 00:58:32,680 Hey, what's wrong? 719 00:58:32,737 --> 00:58:34,993 Why? 720 00:58:41,316 --> 00:58:45,355 Tell me what's the problem. / I don't know, I'm just... 721 00:58:46,164 --> 00:58:49,432 I feel like I am a crazy person. 722 00:58:51,025 --> 00:58:53,201 Hey, you./ I'm so sad. 723 00:58:53,240 --> 00:58:57,178 Your serotonin receptor is just wrong target, understand? 724 00:58:59,987 --> 00:59:02,813 I know. 725 00:59:02,824 --> 00:59:07,023 You're right. You are right. You're right... 726 00:59:20,955 --> 00:59:23,665 Daddy found out that your publisher is here via the Internet... 727 00:59:23,689 --> 00:59:26,750 ... and contact them about you give readings... 728 00:59:26,774 --> 00:59:29,357 ... for your Taiwanese edition. 729 00:59:29,382 --> 00:59:32,298 I don't want to do readings while I'm here. 730 00:59:35,649 --> 00:59:39,175 What is your financial situation? 731 00:59:39,291 --> 00:59:42,834 The advantage of my last book is greater than the author of my age. 732 00:59:43,217 --> 00:59:46,185 Daddy will give you a little for this week... 733 00:59:46,210 --> 00:59:49,588 ... then then before you leave... 734 00:59:49,612 --> 00:59:52,845 ... if you don't tell your mother. 735 01:00:28,268 --> 01:00:31,208 This place is beautiful. 736 01:00:31,289 --> 01:00:36,255 Yes, I often come here with my mother and sister when I was little. 737 01:00:36,833 --> 01:00:40,719 I have memories strange and faint... 738 01:00:40,748 --> 01:00:43,036 ... which feels truly religious. 739 01:00:45,407 --> 01:00:48,959 I don't know if I can feel like that about something. 740 01:00:49,041 --> 01:00:51,458 That should represent wisdom light. 741 01:01:15,143 --> 01:01:17,080 What's wrong? 742 01:01:17,937 --> 01:01:20,949 None. Nothing, it's fine. 743 01:01:21,003 --> 01:01:22,833 Really? 744 01:01:25,834 --> 01:01:30,290 I just feel your body exhausted from flight. 745 01:01:30,293 --> 01:01:32,043 I think. 746 01:01:33,410 --> 01:01:35,628 And medicines? 747 01:01:35,667 --> 01:01:38,874 Yes, and medicine. 748 01:01:38,899 --> 01:01:40,535 Good. 749 01:02:28,870 --> 01:02:31,125 Do they have a toilet? 750 01:02:31,208 --> 01:02:33,125 Yes. 751 01:02:37,687 --> 01:02:41,542 I remember going to Epcot when I was a kid, 752 01:02:41,625 --> 01:02:46,146 And this event says if all the family will have two robot dogs... 753 01:02:46,167 --> 01:02:49,460 ... and one supporting robot, 754 01:02:49,518 --> 01:02:54,375 And life will be under water before 2008. 755 01:02:57,658 --> 01:03:01,307 Technology is no longer amazes me again. 756 01:03:01,757 --> 01:03:07,250 Maybe someday the universe is only will become a computer. 757 01:03:07,333 --> 01:03:13,750 And we are only a pawn in the plan large universe to become a computer. 758 01:03:13,775 --> 01:03:21,087 And life is just cosmic repetition. 759 01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:25,827 It looks rather paranoid. I mean, you can't just... 760 01:03:26,959 --> 01:03:29,142 ... run out of choices experience every day. 761 01:03:29,142 --> 01:03:30,487 That would be stupid. 762 01:03:30,523 --> 01:03:33,876 Learned by millions of entities one billion years from now. 763 01:03:37,236 --> 01:03:40,423 Can I tell you something that is in my mind? 764 01:03:40,482 --> 01:03:42,331 Yes. 765 01:03:50,487 --> 01:03:56,255 You talk to your mother as if she is a child. I mean... 766 01:03:56,329 --> 01:03:59,285 I'm surprised. I never heard you talk like that. 767 01:03:59,344 --> 01:04:00,875 That is usually much worse. 768 01:04:00,959 --> 01:04:03,417 I just said, okay? 769 01:04:17,079 --> 01:04:21,227 Are Mom and Dad still there? Is there something to talk about? 770 01:04:22,751 --> 01:04:25,354 We are fine. 771 01:04:26,486 --> 01:04:28,486 How do you know it will work? 772 01:04:28,510 --> 01:04:31,704 If you will survive? 773 01:04:31,728 --> 01:04:36,212 I never knew. But Mother feels. 774 01:04:36,236 --> 01:04:40,234 Without knowing anything precisely what makes it interesting. 775 01:04:48,768 --> 01:04:50,770 Mother will be fine. 776 01:05:20,168 --> 01:05:22,644 Yes? 777 01:05:23,854 --> 01:05:27,458 We should drink lots of MDMA tonight so we don't fight. 778 01:05:28,941 --> 01:05:30,553 Good. 779 01:05:30,633 --> 01:05:34,834 So, what's the story of a restaurant with the most Michelin stars in Taipei? 780 01:05:34,917 --> 01:05:37,340 We will improvise. Do you feel your MDMA? 781 01:05:37,344 --> 01:05:39,098 I really feel it. 782 01:05:40,206 --> 01:05:42,458 One style completely, please! 783 01:05:42,542 --> 01:05:44,287 Come on! 784 01:05:51,488 --> 01:05:54,934 OK. Use NPR voice. Don't smile. 785 01:05:56,102 --> 01:06:00,168 We are here, in the leading four Michelin star restaurants in the world... 786 01:06:00,168 --> 01:06:01,861 ... in beautiful Taipei, Taiwan. 787 01:06:01,886 --> 01:06:03,993 Let me do it... 788 01:06:07,041 --> 01:06:10,542 This is a four Michelin star restaurant in the world. 789 01:06:10,625 --> 01:06:13,626 They hold a big opening to taste the fish bread menu. 790 01:06:13,684 --> 01:06:17,474 Reportedly if he was the founder of this place. 791 01:06:17,499 --> 01:06:20,661 Someone steals his idea, now he comes and eats here every night, 792 01:06:20,738 --> 01:06:23,423 And crying in the toilet. 793 01:06:26,666 --> 01:06:29,133 Over there is art display work... 794 01:06:29,158 --> 01:06:31,917 ... which aims to represent world peace. / Amazing. 795 01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:36,089 This is where the district managers hold their weekly meetings. 796 01:06:36,458 --> 01:06:37,649 This little girl... 797 01:06:37,691 --> 01:06:40,841 He has become the Best Monthly Employee for 36 consecutive months... 798 01:06:40,841 --> 01:06:42,667 ... since he was 4 years old! 799 01:06:42,750 --> 01:06:44,083 Incredible! 800 01:06:44,166 --> 01:06:45,654 And him? 801 01:06:45,688 --> 01:06:47,326 This naughty little kid? 802 01:06:47,350 --> 01:06:50,201 He is a candidate for the latest chicken sandwich. 803 01:06:50,298 --> 01:06:52,462 You can eat it next month, everyone. 804 01:06:52,487 --> 01:06:53,801 We will miss you. 805 01:06:53,823 --> 01:06:55,314 Enchanting! 806 01:06:55,335 --> 01:06:59,911 They need five years for Photoshop. 807 01:06:59,936 --> 01:07:01,983 They must wait Adobe answers the question... 808 01:07:01,983 --> 01:07:03,856 ... they have on their message board. 809 01:07:03,891 --> 01:07:06,404 It's the parent of the brain. 810 01:07:10,435 --> 01:07:12,225 You can't record videos here! 811 01:07:12,249 --> 01:07:14,585 We are not recording! / You can't be them. 812 01:07:14,610 --> 01:07:16,602 Skype./ Skype? 813 01:07:16,643 --> 01:07:18,382 Holidays. 814 01:07:21,344 --> 01:07:22,877 Holidays. / Skype. 815 01:07:22,932 --> 01:07:25,067 Holidays. Holidays. / Skype. 816 01:07:27,723 --> 01:07:30,010 The battery runs out. 817 01:07:44,041 --> 01:07:46,821 Hey, can I ask you? 818 01:07:46,887 --> 01:07:48,875 Yes. 819 01:07:50,483 --> 01:07:53,181 Do you do a pregnancy test? 820 01:07:54,682 --> 01:07:57,946 Did you check the trash bin? / It was there. 821 01:07:57,996 --> 01:08:01,428 Means you have seen if I am not pregnant. 822 01:08:01,473 --> 01:08:03,500 I think you influence the drug. 823 01:08:03,583 --> 01:08:06,497 Do you think you should take birth control pills? 824 01:08:06,522 --> 01:08:08,844 I don't like feelings when I wear it. 825 01:08:08,892 --> 01:08:11,566 I don't mind if I have to go somewhere... 826 01:08:11,590 --> 01:08:14,407 ... or using a condom. 827 01:08:16,072 --> 01:08:18,500 OK. 828 01:08:18,583 --> 01:08:20,767 I just feel if I'm pregnant, 829 01:08:20,787 --> 01:08:22,792 We already understand each other. 830 01:08:24,931 --> 01:08:26,917 Can you explain to me about the page? 831 01:08:27,000 --> 01:08:28,125 Paul... 832 01:08:28,208 --> 01:08:29,764 I mean, I'm just... / We are married. 833 01:08:29,764 --> 01:08:31,899 Yes, for movies. 834 01:08:32,083 --> 01:08:34,287 Look, I feel we have forgotten... 835 01:08:34,287 --> 01:08:35,875 Hey, Erin, wait! Wait. 836 01:08:35,959 --> 01:08:38,438 No, Erin, wait! That is not what I mean. 837 01:08:38,438 --> 01:08:39,768 Then what do you mean? What do you think this is all? 838 01:08:39,792 --> 01:08:42,333 Hey, no, alright. You are my wife. This means a lot to me. 839 01:08:42,358 --> 01:08:44,369 I don't want to lose you. / Do you think I want a child now? 840 01:08:44,431 --> 01:08:46,567 You always talk to me as if I can't control my life. 841 01:08:46,583 --> 01:08:47,893 Bastards! / What are you talking about? 842 01:08:47,917 --> 01:08:49,464 Erin... I just... Okay... / I said let me go! 843 01:08:49,489 --> 01:08:51,017 No, for a moment. / I say it's free! 844 01:08:51,041 --> 01:08:53,273 I don't want to do this with you while we are under Molly's influence! 845 01:09:49,208 --> 01:09:52,062 Sorry I messed up our night. 846 01:09:52,111 --> 01:09:54,701 I enjoyed it before. 847 01:09:56,480 --> 01:09:58,792 Me too. 848 01:09:59,905 --> 01:10:01,542 Are we okay? 849 01:10:01,625 --> 01:10:04,444 I'm sorry. I'm not supposed to snap. 850 01:10:05,985 --> 01:10:11,168 Everything is very confusing, very fast. 851 01:10:14,861 --> 01:10:19,242 It feels so fast turns into sadness. 852 01:10:21,754 --> 01:10:24,224 Try to be happy. 853 01:10:24,673 --> 01:10:27,353 I'm worried I'm ruined. 854 01:10:27,428 --> 01:10:31,285 You will have to replace me with the latest model. 855 01:10:34,874 --> 01:10:38,583 And that's very strange... 856 01:10:38,667 --> 01:10:43,270 ... do this every night while we are here with your family. 857 01:10:47,130 --> 01:10:51,067 I'm also a tourist here./ Sure. Certain. 858 01:10:51,685 --> 01:10:55,283 That's right. So this isn't just you. 859 01:10:57,607 --> 01:11:01,321 I will go back and sleep. 860 01:13:09,207 --> 01:13:11,500 Can you not touch my things? 861 01:13:11,583 --> 01:13:14,989 OK. I am sorry. 862 01:13:15,084 --> 01:13:18,358 I feel like you don't respect my room. 863 01:13:19,709 --> 01:13:22,139 Your space? 864 01:13:22,230 --> 01:13:25,424 Hey, can we talk about this? 865 01:13:27,298 --> 01:13:29,522 Hello? 866 01:13:30,861 --> 01:13:32,373 What? 867 01:13:32,398 --> 01:13:34,750 What happened here? 868 01:13:34,836 --> 01:13:37,709 What happened? / Get rid of this. 869 01:13:37,792 --> 01:13:39,667 Do not take items from me. 870 01:13:39,692 --> 01:13:42,680 Why don't you listen to me? / I listen to you. 871 01:13:42,705 --> 01:13:44,276 You don't listen. 872 01:13:44,301 --> 01:13:46,998 You only multitask I like other devices. 873 01:13:47,023 --> 01:13:49,084 That's not true. 874 01:14:36,754 --> 01:14:41,538 I shouldn't slam the door. 875 01:14:50,900 --> 01:14:53,763 Why are you acting so weird 876 01:15:00,477 --> 01:15:03,340 This is not me. This... 877 01:15:03,709 --> 01:15:07,007 I can't control my feelings... 878 01:15:07,032 --> 01:15:12,066 ... and my circuit is misplaced. I just... 879 01:15:16,472 --> 01:15:18,473 Maybe I... 880 01:15:18,533 --> 01:15:22,614 Maybe I should take medication. 881 01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:28,834 That's not good for you. 882 01:15:28,917 --> 01:15:31,267 How do you know? 883 01:15:33,061 --> 01:15:37,071 You can become dependent. / Do you read that from somewhere? 884 01:15:37,813 --> 01:15:41,449 No./ Then how do you know? 885 01:15:41,528 --> 01:15:44,351 I just don't want to fight with you. 886 01:15:47,680 --> 01:15:49,777 I think I want... 887 01:15:50,390 --> 01:15:54,621 I guess I want to spend time alone tomorrow. Is that okay? 888 01:17:56,536 --> 01:17:59,465 Paul talks about how in the end... 889 01:17:59,489 --> 01:18:02,399 ... the universe will become a computer, 890 01:18:02,750 --> 01:18:05,763 And I also became part of that. 891 01:18:07,013 --> 01:18:10,334 From the computer's point of view, 892 01:18:12,301 --> 01:18:16,851 It doesn't matter if I have never been a famous writer, 893 01:18:18,035 --> 01:18:23,500 Or I'm too anxious to communicate with the world around me, 894 01:18:24,580 --> 01:18:27,829 Or don't have friends. 895 01:18:29,822 --> 01:18:33,816 Everything will be sort of monochromatic taste. 896 01:18:38,543 --> 01:18:41,592 Everything will be equal. 897 01:19:06,445 --> 01:19:08,959 You should sleep before traveling. 898 01:19:09,041 --> 01:19:10,872 I... 899 01:19:11,724 --> 01:19:14,709 I'm not tired. 900 01:19:14,792 --> 01:19:18,125 You and Paul always stay up late in front of a computer, I think. 901 01:19:18,208 --> 01:19:21,769 Yes, we made a project. Did he tell you about that? 902 01:19:21,851 --> 01:19:24,309 Too many projects. 903 01:19:25,427 --> 01:19:28,959 I have never understood the creation of this video. 904 01:19:29,041 --> 01:19:31,408 It's like a movie, but it's real. 905 01:19:31,483 --> 01:19:33,918 "Real," right. 906 01:19:37,185 --> 01:19:41,662 Sorry we don't spend much time together. 907 01:19:41,728 --> 01:19:44,213 Maybe next time. 908 01:19:45,725 --> 01:19:47,453 Good night. 909 01:19:56,291 --> 01:19:59,897 This is very fun the arrival of both of you here. 910 01:20:01,192 --> 01:20:03,667 Thank you for entertaining us. 911 01:20:10,815 --> 01:20:12,792 Mom, no. / It must be given this. 912 01:20:12,816 --> 01:20:15,108 No./ Please. 913 01:20:17,892 --> 01:20:19,892 No! 914 01:20:19,917 --> 01:20:22,275 Please! 915 01:20:32,291 --> 01:20:34,666 Need pepper. 916 01:20:35,698 --> 01:20:37,579 Yes. 917 01:20:38,511 --> 01:20:40,503 Thank you. 918 01:21:16,568 --> 01:21:19,434 Hello, everyone! 919 01:21:20,041 --> 01:21:26,000 I am Erin, and I want to talk to you about today. 920 01:21:26,083 --> 01:21:30,648 Good, today... 921 01:21:31,167 --> 01:21:34,834 I think rearranging my apartment ... 922 01:21:34,917 --> 01:21:38,959 ... and I think there might be something there for people... 923 01:21:39,041 --> 01:21:43,959 Like, rearranging the apartment for life exile. 924 01:21:44,041 --> 01:21:49,625 I just think about apartments, loneliness, and... 925 01:21:49,709 --> 01:21:55,865 I feel in every stage of the success of your life, 926 01:21:55,969 --> 01:21:58,904 You have to rearrange. 927 01:22:00,937 --> 01:22:03,302 Wait a minute. 928 01:22:12,917 --> 01:22:15,271 I came to take some items. 929 01:22:15,354 --> 01:22:17,500 Yes, I'm really busy. 930 01:22:17,583 --> 01:22:21,291 You can't just come. That's not how it works. 931 01:22:21,375 --> 01:22:24,166 You have to text first. 932 01:22:24,250 --> 01:22:28,804 I'll meet Calvin and Maggie... 933 01:22:28,880 --> 01:22:30,819 ... at Birdy & apos; s, tonight. 934 01:22:30,905 --> 01:22:32,834 You should come along. 935 01:22:32,896 --> 01:22:35,583 I don't think that's a good idea. 936 01:22:36,846 --> 01:22:38,375 Yes. 937 01:22:38,459 --> 01:22:40,406 I will go... / See you later. 938 01:22:40,469 --> 01:22:43,924 Wait. Just a minute... How about with my stuff? - Okay, alright. 939 01:23:22,500 --> 01:23:26,375 Too much pressure to feel depressed. 940 01:23:32,784 --> 01:23:35,603 I don't know what you're talking about. 941 01:23:35,605 --> 01:23:37,522 As a writer. 942 01:23:39,448 --> 01:23:42,097 Is there anything I can help? 943 01:23:43,150 --> 01:23:45,083 No. 944 01:23:45,166 --> 01:23:47,253 No, I don't think 945 01:23:55,000 --> 01:23:58,511 Is there anything I can do to help our relationship? 946 01:23:58,574 --> 01:24:01,090 So how do we call it? 947 01:24:01,166 --> 01:24:03,715 We are still married. 948 01:24:03,767 --> 01:24:07,090 I just don't want to tell others what to do. 949 01:24:07,110 --> 01:24:09,628 Especially you. 950 01:24:11,331 --> 01:24:15,185 That's not necessary, you just answer my question. 951 01:24:21,041 --> 01:24:24,184 Have you ever felt... 952 01:24:24,216 --> 01:24:27,591 ... you connect with other people, 953 01:24:29,510 --> 01:24:32,617 But actually you're just dealing with yourself? 954 01:24:35,771 --> 01:24:39,333 Is Taipei really that bad? 955 01:24:40,132 --> 01:24:42,745 Very bad. 956 01:24:42,757 --> 01:24:45,627 Paul tells me he enjoyed it. 957 01:24:45,645 --> 01:24:47,834 Really? 958 01:24:52,084 --> 01:24:55,107 I mean, you can get divorced. 959 01:24:59,985 --> 01:25:02,315 Why are we married? 960 01:25:02,349 --> 01:25:04,794 Why are you married? 961 01:25:08,499 --> 01:25:10,701 To upset my mother. 962 01:25:10,777 --> 01:25:13,478 Seriously? 963 01:25:16,302 --> 01:25:18,595 No. 964 01:25:18,763 --> 01:25:20,750 No, not too. 965 01:25:23,728 --> 01:25:25,997 Explain this again to me. 966 01:25:26,045 --> 01:25:28,336 We drink it, but we don't talk. 967 01:25:28,399 --> 01:25:30,709 We only communicate non-verbally. 968 01:25:30,792 --> 01:25:34,817 I guess, not talking is communication that will help us. 969 01:26:06,834 --> 01:26:09,789 What do you think? 970 01:26:12,899 --> 01:26:16,271 What do you think? / Paul, we don't talk. 971 01:26:17,711 --> 01:26:20,959 No. No, this is not what I... 972 01:26:21,041 --> 01:26:23,819 This is not what I expected. 973 01:26:24,622 --> 01:26:26,669 I can't breathe. 974 01:26:28,871 --> 01:26:30,508 Dear God, please... God. 975 01:26:30,639 --> 01:26:33,225 I think I overdosed. I overdosed! 976 01:26:33,341 --> 01:26:35,918 Paul, you can't overdose because of mold. 977 01:26:36,005 --> 01:26:39,202 Oh my God. OK. 978 01:26:40,449 --> 01:26:42,503 Erin, you have to calm me down. 979 01:26:42,578 --> 01:26:44,333 Erin, you have to calm me down. 980 01:26:44,417 --> 01:26:45,992 Hey, you have to calm me down. 981 01:26:46,082 --> 01:26:47,667 You have to calm me down I beg you. 982 01:26:47,750 --> 01:26:51,660 Please, you have to calm me down. You have to calm me down! 983 01:26:52,846 --> 01:26:57,548 But you are only projection. You're just a projection! 984 01:27:00,330 --> 01:27:02,423 Gosh, you're just a projection. 985 01:27:02,505 --> 01:27:05,133 Why do you let us do this? 986 01:27:05,846 --> 01:27:08,550 This is your idea. 987 01:27:08,638 --> 01:27:11,430 You should never have let us do this. 988 01:27:14,044 --> 01:27:16,166 Am I crazy? 989 01:28:41,917 --> 01:28:45,542 They need five years for this Photoshop. 990 01:28:45,625 --> 01:28:47,984 They must wait Adobe answers the question... 991 01:28:48,008 --> 01:28:49,841 ... they have on their message board. 992 01:28:49,866 --> 01:28:52,118 It's the parent brain. 993 01:29:11,710 --> 01:29:13,326 You don't have to. 994 01:29:13,401 --> 01:29:17,354 No, if you want it, 995 01:29:17,435 --> 01:29:20,838 I want it. Yes. 996 01:30:19,684 --> 01:30:21,632 Morning. 997 01:30:39,822 --> 01:30:41,750 Do you know? 998 01:30:42,444 --> 01:30:44,417 I'm happy I'm alive. 999 01:30:44,500 --> 01:30:47,490 I deleted it. 1000 01:30:52,562 --> 01:30:56,963 Removing what? / I deleted our videos. 1001 01:31:02,126 --> 01:31:04,542 Sorry. I just... 1002 01:31:05,679 --> 01:31:08,041 I really want this to work. 1003 01:31:08,066 --> 01:31:10,083 But we don't return (back up data). Why? 1004 01:31:10,108 --> 01:31:11,722 I know, that's just me. 1005 01:31:11,747 --> 01:31:14,271 I'm talking about videos. 1006 01:31:14,939 --> 01:31:17,041 That's something we make together. 1007 01:31:17,125 --> 01:31:20,031 We don't have to stay married. 1008 01:31:21,511 --> 01:31:24,309 This is not that easy. / Why not? 1009 01:31:24,350 --> 01:31:27,147 There are so many out there. 1010 01:31:27,833 --> 01:31:31,764 There are so many places to visit. 1011 01:31:31,805 --> 01:31:34,641 So much to see. 1012 01:31:34,664 --> 01:31:38,041 And I just don't want to wake up one day... 1013 01:31:39,083 --> 01:31:41,589 ... and realize that it's it's too late. 1014 01:31:43,250 --> 01:31:45,373 I want you to know if I've tried. 1015 01:31:45,423 --> 01:31:50,232 I try. I really tried very much. 1016 01:31:51,692 --> 01:31:54,083 I tried to find it. 1017 01:31:54,166 --> 01:31:56,725 That is so difficult to explain. 1018 01:31:59,634 --> 01:32:02,225 That is movement... 1019 01:32:02,287 --> 01:32:06,012 That is what he said. That's the word. 1020 01:32:06,425 --> 01:32:08,592 That is "movement." 1021 01:32:08,659 --> 01:32:11,020 What? 1022 01:32:12,916 --> 01:32:14,792 I just... 1023 01:32:14,875 --> 01:32:19,088 I tried to find knowing where I was, 1024 01:32:19,141 --> 01:32:23,285 And I still don't know that. 1025 01:32:29,600 --> 01:32:33,047 I have to go. Forgive me. 1026 01:32:46,792 --> 01:32:48,960 Erin, wait.