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We can start whenever you are ready. </ P>
Well, you might think it's tacky,
but not everyone knows your story. </ P>
Ask me whatever you want. </ P>
Greetings to all women. </ P>
I send all my love and respect to all women in the world.
All my love. </ P>
My name is Chavela Vargas. </ P>
Don't & forget. </ P>
We will not forget it. </ P>
Can I ask a question? How old are you? </ P>
- Honestly? - Yes. </ P>
Seventy One. </ P>
I remember seeing you on TV as a child,
this woman with a long braid "singing like a man," as anyone say,
with the tequila bottle and the poncho.
And the guitar.
That's Chavela Vargas.
But now I'm more interested with your life.
At the beginning, where did you sing? At the bar? Cabaret? </ P>
In what place? </ P>
Early in my career I sang at El Cuid,
the most elegant club in Mexico. </ P>
I worked at the Greek Tavern .
I performed for seven years at the very famous Catarí club.
And I also work at The Echo. </ P>
They call it the hiding place of Chavela Vargas & apos. where the upper class people used to be. </ P>
At first I was dressed like a woman, with long hair, makeup and high heels. </ P>
But that didn't work. </ P>
Dress like a woman. I look like a transvestite. </ P>
Really. </ P>
I told you about a time in my life when I dress like a woman...
... in a strapless dress.
How can I sing like that?
I raise my hand, Look down and I naked!
I have to walk down the stairs.
I thought, "This is not happening. to work, but I will try."
I practice, like, 80 times, and when the time comes,
I fall in front of everyone.
But suddenly I dress differently. and things take off.
And everyone wants to know. "What's wrong with Chavela Vargas?
She doesn't dress like a woman,
arranges her hair or wears makeup like a woman. "</ P>
Time standing still.
"What's with this woman wearing pants before the 1950s?"
When a woman doesn't wear pants.
If you wear them , people will york on you on the road.
- "Butch." - "Butch."
- "Dyke." - Terrible, no? </ P>
But I'm wearing pants...
Women and men enter me. Every one! </ P>
Seeing it on TV is a big event,
because he broke the mold traditional ranchera singer. </ P>
Chavela says no to earrings. </ P>
Not to dress full of ribbons. </ P>
Not for braids. Not for scarves. </ P>
Not for skirts or jewelry. </ P>
Or to tempt women. In classic Mexican movies
where they put their hands on their hips and move their small heads like this,
to say, "Long live rice milk!"
Or hibiscus tea.
And, "We love being on display."
But Chavela has such
, a strong and serious presence. </ P>
And he sang very differently. </ P>
His property is nothing sweet, crystal-clear sound. </ P>
He is not & apos; ta fountain a little.
He is more like this...
the canyon is incredible.
And he always sounds like him & apos ; d has been torn.
As if he was born. with wounds alive and dead.
He only needs two or three guitars...
two or three guitars and his voice.
Chavela will last for a while, lifting his arms like this,
and then start the song.
Sometimes he will sing it.
Next time he will say it.
He will disarm. ..
all the happiness of Mexican music
and synthesizing what it really is.
This is music of despair.
That's what José Alfredo Jiménez was composed.
He got rid of all the decorations
and changed them becomes soul music.
The soul is injured.
The tragic end of love.
Okay, talk to me. I ramble on like crazy women.
No. We have come to hear you. </ P>
When did you start singing? </ P>
- What do you mean? - Singing real. </ P>
- When I was young? - Yes. </ P>
I have been singing since I was eight years old. </ P>
That's how I am entertaining myself at home. </ P>
I will sing at school, church, everywhere. </ P>
I was born singing.
I was born on April 17, 1919,
on the edge of the world. In Costa Rica.
I have never played with a doll.
I don't like cheerful little girls with lots of friends .
I am a dreamer.
I am a girl who wakes up in the middle of a night without permission
to take part in serenades,
to see the moon and wonder about what's outside my world.
I'm a little sad girl. A lonely girl.
Someone who doesn't have his parents & apos; true love.
So I grew up alone.
I am very alone.
His own parents saw him as a strange girl.
>
They realize she is a childish girl.
Her movements, her hands and her body language
I grew up in families in general.
They are very religious and very prejudiced.
They have a lot of fear about adjustment. and what people say.
And they hurt with a rebellious princess.
Chavela experienced many cruel moments.
He told me < very sad story.
When he was around seven years old,
he walked to church, and in front. Everyone, said the priest,
"That girl can come here. Get her out now."
And at home, her parents hide it when they have guests, </ p >
so people won't see it.
They hide it like he's a crazy dog.
My parents are separated. then divorce.
I was sent to live. with my aunt and uncle.
I never saw my mother. I don't even know where she is.
I didn't see my father. I didn't see anyone.
And I began to feel...
No anger or hate.
But every artery and veins on my body
start to fill with so strong anger,
I swear I can have torn the wall from
That house with my bare hands.
I became obsessed with going.
Morning, noon and night: "I have to go."
This is a very strange journey.
I was a kid, very young.
It seems like an eternity.
I really want to go to Mexico. </ P>
Ada yang memanggil saya. Seseorang sedang menunggu.
The mysterious creature called "art" is waiting for me.
The Mexican actors are very famous
because black-and-white movies
from the golden age Mexican cinema.
And Chavela fell in love with Mexico.
This is the country...
You can & apos; t help be teased by.
Everyone dreams of Mexico.
Everyone says, "Mexico!"
Mexico attracts you. > with the music. </ P>
I dreamed about heaven. called Mexico. </ P>
Mexico taught me to be myself. </ P>
Not with hugs and kisses, but with punches and slaps. </ P>
Mexico caught me and said, "I will make you a woman. </ P>
"Saya akan membesarkan Anda di tanah manusia.
"I will teach you how to sing. Do you want to sing?
Then you will face the best in Mexico."
My mother goes to cabaret
named The Afro.
And that & apos; s where she saw Chavela Vargas.
My mother said, "I thought he would sing José Alfredo & apos; beautiful songs. "
My father was on tour, and when he returned,
my mother told him , "Let's go see this woman I see with my uncle who sings it very beautifully." </ P>
First time I met José Alfredo...
at a bar . </ P>
My father won the Composer of the Year,
and the songs are very popular. </ P>
So Chavela is clear Know who she is. </ P>
They are both very happy. </ P>
And that's how it is friendship they start.
José Alfredo is ranchera music
but in the form of the deepest pain.
"On the day he left, < br /> he abandoned me. "
but in the deepest form of pain.
" The day she left, she abandoned me. "
"I love you so much, but you ignore me."
In her songs, she will say...
Her woman will leave her, And he said,
"I hope everything works well for you. I hope your sadness disappears."
He never cursed the woman.
He was the best translator the music of José Alfredo & apos.
He sang it like no other.
Because he knows him,
he must have known the story behind each song.
And the reason for each song.
He said, "It's as if he has learned to live on my songs. </ P>
He sings it as if he lives the lyrics." </ P>
He is very handsome , with light blue eyes.
Jose Alfredo, he has blue eyes.
He makes all women fall in love with him.
I sing for them While he is seducing them.
We will come on Saturday. and leave Monday.
We will drink it all. Whatever they have.
People will ask, "Can't we drink?" </ P>
Tenampa's owner will say, "No, you can & apos; t. Nothing is left." </ P>
Tenampa's owners are afraid of them. </ P>
He said, "They will to empty this place!" </ P>
Because they will stay two or three days. </ P>
What they ask is straight tequila. </ P>
Whenever we are drunk, we will fall.
We will hear, "Clunk!" </ P>
What's & apos; s-his name just fell. This other one just fell. </ P>
But I have a lot of fun. I enjoy myself. </ P>
I will be wasted, and I like it. </ P>
He will stay a week, then disappear for months.
He will come back for 15 days, then disappear for three months.
Chavela will say that's how they like to live.
And that's one only way they know,
goes from party to party, singing. </ P>
And conquer your heart. </ P>
Chavela created her person
in a very macho world,
misogynist world
where is a lesbian has no place.
To become a Chavela,
she must be stronger, more macha and more drunk
than others. Cowboy singing.
spend all the time you whine.
I'm not a moaning woman, and I'm not want others to step on me.
Chavela Vargas who as many women as she wants.
She will ride a white horse
and scoop out every beautiful woman on her way.
>
Please, shoot!
He must be the most macha of all machos.
He is the first one to dress open like a man.
But he never said it was sexual preference.
Everyone knows he is homosexual,
but he never said it.
You did not say these things.
That is not socially acceptable.
Mexican society very hypocritical.
You can do whatever you want. As long as it's not in the open.
But only on stage.
Offstage, no.
Become a real gay, no.
If you are a lesbian, you marginalized. Period. </ P>
We live in a patriarchal society. </ P>
You must respect it. Because you are part of the community. </ P>
Respect that < br /> and make people respect you.
I can't expose myself. People who work like me really have to be careful. </ P>
I can't walk with a sign saying I'm lesbian. </ P>
That's terrible. </ P>
You know, I got & apos; t. To be...
You have your own way of saying it. </ P>
On the stage. </ P>
Saya telah membuka pintu dan jalur, tapi saya telah banyak menderita.
- Lots of pain. Lots of insults. - Right. </ P>
People say, "Will Chavela Vargas come to sing?" </ P>
"No, we don't want him here, because of this or that." </ P>
"He will discredit us." </ P>
Very terrible.
He was ordered by a very small bohemian place
where he has strong followers.
But he only appears at the big stage
as part of the ensemble.
He is a filler. Never act first.
A painter friend I said,
"There & apos; tonight's party at Frida's house & apos. Want to go?"
So I go.
There are so many people there. </ P>
Kami bernyanyi dan menari sepanjang malam.
Everyone is drunk.
He is like a vision.
When I see his face, his eyes,
I think he is from another world.
p>
The eyebrows together are swallows in the middle of a flight.
I am not yet a woman.
I am very young.
However, I know. I can love this person
with the most filial love. in the world,
the most loyal > love in the world.
I will sing in the morning.
Maybe not for him, but for my own freedom in love.
He like my song.
When I say I will leave it One day,
my words might hurt him deeply.
"It's impossible to tie you to anyone's life.
" I can't tie you to my crutch or my bed.
Get out. "</ P>
And one day, I opened the door and never returned. </ P>
My debut in Acapulco was at Hotel Mirador,
at a small club called The Pearl, where all Hollywood goes.
It was time for people like Elizabeth Taylor, Rock Hudson,
Clark Gable, Lana Turner.
In Acapulco, they can walk around. and nobody asks for their signatures.
They are elegant, beautiful people.
My memories are night. on the marina. Night by the cliff. </ P>
I was at Elizabeth Taylor's wedding & apos.
Everyone goes to sleep with someone. I wake up with Ava Gardner. </ P>
I am on the beach. </ P>
I came because I needed to have a nice little vacation. </ P>
And I sat there and this A very beautiful woman came to me
and said, "Are you okay?"
So she said, "Well, do you have a girlfriend? "
I looked at him and said, " No, I don't have a boyfriend!
I don't like boys, and they don't like me. "
And that's what did it.
So we started talking. He also doesn't like boys.
Saya tidak tahu apa-apa. Tentang dia, sungguh.
But the people in the hotel when I arrived there. Tell me that he is a famous singer.
It was very hot there. at that time.
<So, then he said, "Do you want to go up the mountain? where is it cooler?"
And I answer yes,
think all the time. I always promise my mother
I will never drive on a motorcycle.
She is very sure of herself
and, uh, he can get a little sudden,
but that doesn't bother me.
And the most fun part of all does he kiss me. </ p >
How beautiful.
But I never really thought
was important to him. if he ever saw me again.
Several times. I met him in Mexico City,
she's always beautiful, beautiful, beautiful woman with her.
she always has a really, pretty, pretty woman with her.
And I just ordinary.
Chavela is a very seductive woman
who has a lot of lovers, lots of business.
Most of the people who are liked to keep their identity hidden. </ P>
Very famous, famous people. </ P>
The wives of politicians and intellectuals. </ P>
Chavela will fall in love
with the wives of the officials of who came to see her
Everyone wants to see Chavela.
Rich people, politicians.
Chavela will seduce their wife
because she
> very attractive woman.
She will never mention
because he wants to protect their identity.
But everyone knows he sleeps with all of Mexico.
It's just that he is very beautiful. /> Chavela is beautiful. </ P>
I get the impression that you are falling lots of love. </ P>
- No, no, let me tell you... - No? </ P>
Really, Chavela? But the way you sing love songs...
Of course you do. </ P>
Yes, I have fall in love with a lot.
Because if you don't like it, you have never lived.
Do you believe in eternal love?
No, it's not there, baby.
We all have to live in the present.
Don't think about yesterday or tomorrow. Today. </ P>
Why do people swear eternal love? </ P>
It seems tacky to me, don & apos; t you agree? </ P>
That is old-fashioned, right? </ P>
- That's not real? - What are you thinking about? </ P>
Chavela is the one who be alone.
Deep inside, she was a lonely woman.
She said that solitude was her most loyal companion.
I don't think anyone
should expect love to solve their problems. </ P>
Don't risk your life on love. </ P>
Love exists, but fast
Love is so short, and yet forgetting takes so long.
He tries.
He stops drinking as long almost two years.
But finally, she returns for liquor.
Her beautiful blue eyes turn yellow.
They are dim.
Unlike beautiful colors. We are used to it.
We have to take him to the hospital.
He died nine days later.
He died in the morning.
Chavela appeared that night, crying. </ P>
With a bottle. </ P>
My mom for a long time in one of the armchairs there. </ P>
Then he walked to the coffin ,
go up to the small step, and sit there.
He starts singing.
And drinks. And drink. </ P>
Chavela always talks about it. </ P>
He said he left a big hole in his heart, it was difficult. </ P>
He really missed him. </ P>
He drinks too much. </ P>
In fact, he became famous for appearing drunk. </ P>
Getting worse. </ P>
The stage scared him. </ P>
So before continuing, he needed some tequila shots. </ P>
And people keep buying him more.
He doesn't know how many drinks he has to,
and he will fall, wasted.
That's why people stop ordering it.
That's why he stopped singing. That is alcohol.
Alcoholism is a disease.
This is more of an emotional dependence soul than the body. </ P>
Of course, it affects your body and kills your brain. </ P>
But it's more from psychic diseases,
one is lonely and neglect,
is surrounded by people. and feels nothing.
He lives in a small room
with his dog, Vicenta.
A few days there is no money for food.
He will only eat if friends invite him.
Otherwise, he will only drink.
Chavela goes bankrupt. He is alone. </ P>
He never paid well for his records. They stole a lot of it. </ P>
He had a great fight with Orfeón, his record label. </ P>
Chavela was literally blacklisted by Azcárraga. </ P>
According to Chavela, That's because she stole her boyfriend. </ P>
So how...
How would she let it keep singing to Orfeón
when he stole his girlfriend?
I'm not afraid to say it,
but the record company is a group of thieves. Period. </ P>
Everyone buys my notes, and I don't get paid anything. </ P>
I never thought I could live from my notes. </ P>
Never. </ P>
People thought he was dead. </ P>
They thought he had died in obscurity. </ P>
One day I came p>
and he sat with a man and a bottle of tequila.
He has paper. For Chavela signed
to make her her agent. </ P>
So I stayed while they drank the whole bottle. </ P>
In the morning, I called a friend of mine who is a lawyer.
Patria Jiménez calls me,
"Chavela needs a lawyer."
I said, "You have to come because there is something wrong here.
" They will make Chavela sign something,
and she don't even know what it is. "
" I'm in the way. "
My friend is very beautiful with blue eyes.
When he comes through the door in the house of Chavela & apos,
rays the sun behind him. Turning her hair to gold.
So when Chavela turns and sees it,
she gives a signal like,
"Where does this vision come from?" </ P>
The Señora already. some, to say the least. </ P>
And he just looks at me. </ P>
You remember his big hand? He has an impressive big hand.
He holds it like this.
"Will you marry me, Nina?"
How do you even respond to that?
"Whatever you want, Señora. But first, leave & apos; s take care of this person. "
" I will take care of it. "
He wants to get the gun. But I say," No, wait, Señora.
P>
Don't worry. We will handle it without a gun. "</ P>
I told the man. " No, he did not sign whatever.
He has legal representation.
That's me. That's why I'm here.
So please... Leave,
p>
Since that time, it's something...
magic. </ P>
He always calls me Nina. </ P>
Except when he is angry with me. </ P>
Then he calls me with my full name, Alicia Elena. </ P>
Nina in Portuguese means "little girl."
So I am the little girl.
And I call her Señora.
Yes.
But capitalized.
Not just any señora, but: Señora.
Chavela is far more than great love. Even more. </ P>
He is an important experience
that transcends everything. </ P>
Also, he is a very complex person. </ P>
Fun, magic. </ P>
Chavela sangat bergantung pada saya.
At some point, I need it too.
That's...
all at once.
Yes. All at once. </ P>
He likes to walk up and down Tepoztlán. </ P>
He likes village celebrations. </ P>
And people treat it
as if he were Mexican prima donna. </ P>
He will come Sunday and Wednesday,
when the market is open.
He will always come with a bag. </ P>
He never bought anything. </ P>
It was clear he had no money. </ P>
I have a restaurant for 25 years. </ P>
I am very young when I started a business. </ P>
That's where I met Chavela. </ P>
He identified many things with me. </ P>
We are both courageous and brave women. who never give up. </ P>
They become good friends. </ P>
Mom is young and likes to party. </ P>
Chavela also likes partying. </ P>
And they have tequila in common . Huh. </ P>
They drink the dry river in Tepoztlán. </ P>
That's why is very dry around here. </ P>
both of them. They drink it all. </ P>
I will say, "There's a party going on. Come on.
Let's go to this meeting. Come on. "
We will leave the bar. at 6 am </ P>
Then we will drive around the city get a problem. </ P>
I don't do it knowing that is a problem for him.
We will come, eat and drink one tequila, then another and others.
That's normal. Only Saturday night. </ P>
Actually, Señora drinks a lot. </ P>
There is no way to stop it. </ P>
Sometimes sometimes I'll find it
sitting with a group of construction workers
drinking beer or soda with rubbing alcohol. </ P>
is everything they can. </ P>
"Señora, you will get sick. Come on. Leave it & go in." </ P>
"No, no, no. Soon, Nina.
Only one more and I'm done."
Alcohol addiction is severe.
Very, very bad.
Under the shirt,
his heart. It really feels like papaya.
That's how swollen it is.
"If you keep drinking, you will go dead, Señora "
" But that doesn't matter. " " That's not important? Of course! </ P>
It's important for you to die. "
"No, that doesn't matter."
I believe in Mexicans gods.
I believe in Cihuateteo, goddess live and die.
In Mictlantecurli, mister of death.
They prepare you for your departure. </ P>
I think death is beautiful. </ P>
Life said, "Leave him with me. For a while. Loan him to me.
" I still need to talk to him.
I will give him back to you . When he is ready, I will help him leave. "
Chavela always talks about mysticism.
At one point, he went with a shaman.
During his most difficult times. > someone brought it.
That's when Chavela changed.
I left.
When I returned, I stopped drinking.
Chavela always says that shaman heals her.
That must mean I'm a shaman. Thank you!
But that's not what happened. > That's not how it happened. </ P>
It's not like just the two of us. </ P>
Itu anak-anakku, dia, diriku sendiri.
He is part of my family.
My son is six years old.
He will always ask, "That boy?
" Where That boy?
Don't make him gay. "
" No, Chavela. He will be whatever he wants. . "
" We have to teach him how to use a gun. "
" No, Chavela, I prefer not. " " But he will become a fagot. "
" No, Señora. There is no gun, no gun. "
We visit Cuernavaca.
Suddenly, I can't & apos; t find Señora or that child.
There is a garden big,
and I see my boy's pants.
I shout,
and he jumps.
"Chavela taught me how to shoot spiders with a gun."
My heart sank to the floor.
The Señora rose to chatter.
"I train this little boy." </ P>
Holy Mother of God. </ P>
I must & apos; ve sounded very angry,
because it was the only time. My child immediately obeyed me.
And I said to him,
"If You don't stop drinking, you will never see us again. "</ P>
He keeps calling at 2:00, 3:00 in the morning for a full week.
"Nina, I need you." </ P>
"As long as you drink, I will not come." </ P>
Until one day someone knocks on the door.
Chavela says, "Nina, I swear
in the name of what I love most in this life,
you and your children. That I will never drink again. "
And we return to our love, fun, magical relationship.
Our bartender is bored making rum and coke.
- So order something else. - But they're the cheapest! </ P>
He gets more headaches from boredom. </ P>
When we open El Hábito,
we want both singers. from the past
and younger ones.
One day, someone said, "Chavela Vargas sitting there. "</ P>
We said, " That's impossible. He is dead! "</ P>
" No. He is right there. "
Tonight we are honored to present an artist
who hasn't been on the Mexican stage. for years.
I don't need to get into why he left.
But that is a miracle. The Doña Chavela Vargas is on our stage.
At first he said no,
but then he agreed to try it.
We are looking for a partner a female guitar player
to practice with him. and see if he can still sing.
People tell us, "You're crazy. </ P>
" Chavela will ruin you. </ P>
"He can't sing anymore, and he is always drunk. </ P>
He will appear like a fool, and you too. "
But we decided to try it. We didn't lose anything.
He came to practice,
rests in the
and start singing.
He sings for a full hour, Crying all the time.
He is very fragile. Almost torn apart.
And he continued to cry, as if was releasing something deep inside.
We were deeply moved. and shaken by him.
Finally we announce his appearance. The place is crowded.
When we will start, Chavela is very nervous.
So she asks Liliana for tequila.
- That was a difficult moment. - Yes.
Because he was desperate and worried.
We were in a bar . and everyone drinks.
You go to the bar to drink.
He says he never sings without drinking.
"I need a drink!" </ P>
He turned to me and said,
"Tell everyone we canceled the show."
Chavela said, "But how? Everyone it's here! "
" If you are going to drink, we will cancel it. </ P>
That doesn't matter. "</ P> </ p >
We go back and forth until he takes a deep breath,
jumps on stage and experiences an extraordinary night.
Now... Yes? </ P>
- Sing "La China"! - "Pepe Luna"! </ P>
I will sing "La China." </ P>
All song. All! </ P>
How long has it been since you & apos; ve been in front of an audience? </ P>
- Twelve years. - Twelve year?
Having the audience is the most beautiful in the world.
How does it feel?
This is very interesting. This is an amazing adrenaline.
The audience and I share feelings.
An audience who has been waiting 12 years and then respond like that? </ P>
Even on the way a woman asks me,
"Chavela Vargas, where have you ever been?" And I said, "I already have it." </ P>
So where have you been? </ P>
Where have I never been? </ P>
And the person with me...
he betrayed me.
He betrayed me. He hurt me.
But hey... it's up to you. </ P>
I swear, nobody left it. </ P>
All I do is keep my distance. </ P>
Karena kita akan pergi untuk datang ke pukulan.
I told you about the good parts, but he...
Sometimes he hates me. with the deepest hatred.
Sometimes he treats me like a goddess. </ P>
He can be rude, even when he is not drunk. </ P>
He doesn't need alcohol to do violence. </ P>
One day I tried to lock the box
where he kept his weapon. <Br So he can't use it.
He grabs my hair and rips a piece of my scalp.
That's how difficult Señora is.
At some point I'm enough.
I will start fighting.
"Señora, I think it's time for you to follow your own path,
If we stay together, we & apos; will kill each other. "
I just broke up with someone, and that's how it goes.
People stop loving you. Period.
What can you do? Nothing. </ P>
I'm not angry with him. I don't feel anything.
I was in pain beforehand. </ P>
But I have through it by working. </ P>
I offer my pain to people who come to see me. </ P >
And that's beautiful.
The people who leave don't believe,
they really will see it on the stage.
Word spreads,
That's the idea because he had heard it in Mexico City
when he just started singing again after retiring for a long time.
He was the publisher which is very important.
Never do anything with musicians.
But he just wants someone else to hear
and for him, thought it would be good. for him and the public
if he came to Spain.
Manolo called me and said,
" Chavela Vargas appeared on Sala Caracol. "</ P>
I said," Chavela Vargas? </ P>
He is still alive? "</ P>
He said," Yes , he is still alive, and he will sing at Sala Caracol. "
When the women from Caracol called
to tell me Chavela sang again,
I'm in shock. </ P>
I know he will come,
but I'm not sure: if I want to see it.
Twenty years is a long time,
even for a woman like Chavela Vargas.
During their 20 years...
The voice of chavela & apos. has made me cry many times . </ P>
In his voice, I have found one of my best collaborators. </ P>
And a faithful reflection of myself. </ P>
When I enter him in my film,
Chavela & apos sound becomes part of the script.
He is truly organic now,
as if if the character still talks.
The lyrics reflect the essence. about what happens in the movie.
One of the songs says,
"Aku menginginkanmu tanpa mengetahui keberadaanmu.
Before I meet you, I know you. "</ P>
Looks like he always became an old friend. </ P>
But the first time I met him was backstage,
on his debut in Spain in 1992.
He is very strong
in talking about loneliness and neglect,
and it's very strong
that makes you experience all those feelings from their core.
And even though it's & very disappointing,
there & apos; feeling at the end of the catharsis.
And, uh, in the end, joy.
He is like a priest.
He built a deep dialogue, as he only spoke to you. </ P>
Dia bertanya Anda. Apa yang tidak orang lain lakukan.
In your deepest romance, have you made a mistake?
Good. You made a mistake. It's worth it. </ P>
This is the most important thing has ever happened to you. </ P>
He frees you from your sins. </ P>
Then he pushes you to do them again. </ P>
You got that sensation now,
sang this song, <br He will die.
He gives a lot of emotion. That he can die.
His heart can stop.
When the song ends, < br /> You will sigh.
Another song will begin, and he will dive into the dark again.
Without shame or fear.
In the silent darkness
of every stage in the world,
I stop being myself and become what I do.
A musical note, a cry of pain
or a terrible silence a tear - shred your soul.
The silence in my song
comes from the emotions that make me mute.
I'm not & apos; t forget the words.
I am silent to gather strength for the next sentence.
This is eternal suffering.
I carry luggage. That I open on stage.
That's where my solitude gets deeper.
No one Prepared at the first concert, no.
It really made us complacent.
That's very...
The face we have. As we have been confused.
You know how. Face looks after therapy?
Cleared from all crying.
That's how our faces look.
Since then, we have been chased every time he comes.
That's when I started full relationship love...
and hate.
Relationships with Chavela Always love and hate.
With Pedro, that is absolute love.
- With me too. - Not with me.
With me is love, hate,
passion, everything.
> He said I asked him to marry me,
and he seriously considered it. </ P>
He called me her husband on this earth. </ P>
Here at this earth.
He will say about our relationship,
"If I'm a man, you will be a perfect woman."
He said we would be a lover for life.
Even though Chavela don't drink,
he's drunk by drinking someone else. </ P>
He understands that. If he wants to enjoy life,
he must follow the rules
that will give him more days.
When Chavela & Apos in Spain were full of happiness.
He was very, very happy.
He started a new career here,
p>
and that's amazing.
the program at Caracol is very big.
Then he jumped into a bigger theater, and it was amazing. </ p >
You should know how to move
on stage and not look silly, not too much.
You can't lose power.
As soon as I step on the stage,
I am punished like a matador. </ P>
People seem to need it. </ P>
When he comes, all the programs sold out.
He was born again as a singer and as someone. </ P>
He found extraordinary friends
who hugged him and helped him. </ P>
He feels loved and protected. in this country. </ P>
Isabel, the name my mother gave me,
was someone I love.
He is always with me.
Chavela is a bitch. Chavela & apos; sa real bitch.
When did Chavela come?
Chavela appeared in 1942.
A bull came out to attack life.
Goring and kicking.
I will fight like a bull. and line up.
I feel like diving into the water, so I jump in.
Do it! </ P>
Leave & apos; s do it.
Give me your hand. </ P>
Be careful, Chavela. </ P>
He fought for freedom and equality
in music and sexuality. </ P>
He found that these things were not questioned in Spain. </ P>
People in their social circle
did not ask these questions. </ P>
doesn't matter...
if I'm homosexual. </ P>
Leave & apos; s override that.
Humans love, and that is the most important thing.
Don't ask them. who they love or why.
That's the beauty.
p>
He stopped refusing the words people used to insult him.
He was called "a damn lesbian."
He was a beautiful artist and big celebrities,
but they call him lesbian to bring it down.
That's why he is afraid of from the word "lesbian." </ p >
When he finally said, "I'm proud to be a lesbian,"
he put all his cards on the table.
You have to be brave. and face challenges.
Don't be ashamed of anything.
No one is studying. at university
be pure, polite, respectful and brave homosexuals.
You cannot learn that!
The first woman in Mexico who dares
to sing for a woman is me.
I have to say it like that.
I will not oppose composer or myself.
I got & apos; t betray yourself.
Chavela is that woman...
I speak for the lesbian community,
Chavela is a woman the most important in Mexican history.
Women who opened the door to us all.
He paved the way for us
from now on he starts singing in Mexico.
We all know him.
There are no lesbians in Mexico who doesn't know Chavela Vargas
and who doesn't know? love and adore him.
When we find out about his dream,
or his obsession. to appear at Olympia,
I immediately contacted the manager.
He said, "But, Pedro, we don't know him in France."
I told him he was a woman who was very important.
We made an agreement under the terms
that I will do one full week. Media promotion.
And they will be paid, whether we sell tickets or not.
Of course, Chavela doesn't know all that.
We don't need to tell him. </ P>
But as the days pass, we don't sell any tickets. </ P>
Pedro told us to sit in the first row, as far as he can see,
because the rest of the theater. will be empty.
I call everyone I know
to invite and even force their friends to buy tickets.
I have never worked so hard in my life to get people to buy tickets.
Ten minutes before 8:00 a.m., the theater is really full.
We are both very nervous.
I just quit smoking. and I'm on withdrawal. </ P>
We were both going crazy. </ P>
I can & apos; ve smoked the whole package,
and he can & apos; ve drunk the entire bottle before he continues.
When I see Paris on my feet,
I told myself, "I succeeded."
Yes. </ P>
<I'm afraid. That no one will understand me,
but they do it,
because after that Everyone is drunk.
Four hours before, no one knew about me.
But after the show, all of Paris talked about me.
Life doesn't offer much. Chance to share moments like that
with artists like Chavela. </ P>
When you get a chance, You have to do it.
Whenever he talks about his past in Mexico,
he sounds... not upset, but hurt .
He said he never appeared in the big theater.
I was stunned.
Obviously Chavela was an artist who didn't exist. </ p >
Even in a country with such good music and so many great artists.
But it's still outrageous.
My dream is to sing on Bellas Artes.
Here I am.
Is it a long or short trip?
No. 40 years. </ P>
40. </ P>
To get here...
it takes 40 years of work, 40 years of experience. </ P>
As I approach the end,
I was given this gift.
Now that I'm close to the beautiful one ends, I get Bellas Artes. </ P>
Finally, at Bellas Artes in Mexico City. </ P>
Chavela sings for another 20 years.
Another one here, please.
Another wave or another kiss?
- Kiss! - Both of them! </ P>
It was impressive to see him strong and sing...
to the end. </ P>
At the National Auditorium of Mexico,
he still walked everywhere. </ P>
Very slowly, but he can still walk. </ P>
This auditorium is very large. </ P>
From the entrance to the stage, it is a trip. </ P>
So I carry a wheelchair.
I said, "Chavela, Because we don't do it well,
leave & apos; save all our strength to sing."
He said,
" Tidak ada yang akan lihat aku. di kursi roda, sayang.
My public will never see me in a wheelchair. "
He came to the stage. and after the third step,
he opened his hand like a dove.
María Cortina, who is standing next to me,
says, "Very elegant. See how he opened his arm. "
He actually did it because he couldn't do it; t made it to the microphone instead.
He finally reached the microphone.
He sang the whole concert without drinking a drop of water
because he couldn't move. </ P>
On the 20th song. He said very calmly,
>
"My feet killed me. Bring a chair, baby."
He refused to accept limitations to be bound to a wheelchair.
He didn't want to look unattractive.
Chavela was in vain.
He always wants the photo is taken and looks good.
Please give it a way!
Doña Chavela Vargas is coming. Make a way! </ P>
For a long time, he refused to accept that he lost mobility. </ P>
But he doesn't want anyone to live with him. </ P>
He doesn't want anyone to control it
or tell him what to eat, drink or do.
It's very difficult. </ P>
When he can't take care of it. himself again, it's very difficult. </ P>
Dia tidak ingin siapa pun untuk membantunya atau bahkan menyentuhnya.
He has lived alone all his life.
Solitude always surrounds him.
He always says that loneliness gives him freedom.
- Are you want cookies? - No. Thank you. </ P>
His final years gave him
a kind of peace. </ P>
Even though Chavela couldn't live. peaceful, not completely. </ P>
p>
Whenever he talks about his childhood, he is in pain.
You can imagine it somewhere where he feels truly unloved.
When he talks about his mother,
he still can't accept. that he never loved her.
It hurts him to the end.
Wake up before the Chalchi is a dream.
Now I dream of leaving forever.
I'm packing my bag to leave forever.
Chavela lives in a state of continuous separation.
She always says goodbye.
It's always the last concert, and she may not back.
But it's never been the last concert.
It was always the last concert, and she might not return.
But it was never the last concert.
He can't get pregnant. Live without a stage.
He needs it. To keep breathing.
He wants to go back to Madrid
before dying to sing. </ P>
He is full of energy when he arrives, and there are extraordinary days.
Tell Laura how long you stayed.
Remaining my life.
Concert day, he fell ill.
But he-- You know, he succeeded.
That's very strong for everyone.
He... clearly said goodbye To his audience, to his friends.
Everyone was very aware of how weak he was
and that was his last trip.
And he was happy.
He did the last thing he wanted to do before he died.
He wants to die here.
He tries as hard as he can dies on the stage.
That's the dream.
He wants to go down history
When he can't; t get sick on stage...
and die there,
we have to take it to the hospital.
hospital, he told me...
"I will not die in Spain. I will die in Mexico.
Quickly take me
because of Death come here tonight,
and he wants to take me.
Hurry up and send me back. "
How beautiful born a woman, don & apos; Don't you think?
- Yes! - What are the privileges, right?
- This is a very special privilege. - Yes & apos; t right?
This is a blessing from the universe, from the cosmos,
that they make you a woman.
This is the most beautiful.
My songs are dedicated for all women in the world.
Mothers, daughters, sisters,
wives, friends and lovers.
One truth always applies. </ P>
When you are honest with yourself, you win in the end. </ P>
You will succeed. </ P>
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