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Dude, give me your chair!

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Give me your chair!

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And this is
what CZW is all about.

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This is exactly what CZW is all about.

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Bam!

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This is gonna be insanity.

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Bam, excuse me!

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Oh, that's it!

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Mondo!
Nick!

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Fuck him up, Mondo.

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I definitely don't
think wrestling itself

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is inherently a bad thing.

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I mean it's exciting, it's entertaining,

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it's artful, there's some
serious athletics involved.

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But wrestling does tend to pull

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a dark side out of me
and it tends to push me

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toward taking risks, and I'm
not sure exactly why that is.

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It's just, I have an
aptitude for surviving

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and thriving in a violent environment.

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And death match wrestling
is that sort of environment.

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You're willingly going in a
ring in front of a live crowd

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and injuring yourself.

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Drawing blood, breaking bones,

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having concussions.

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You know all these
things are gonna happen,

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yet you still willingly participate.

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It's dysfunctional.

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I mean, there is a fun factor for sure,

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but there's obviously something
not quite right going on.

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And Sick Nick Mondo in there

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being tortured by these two,
being absolutely tortured.

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He's like a Japanese World
War II kamikaze pilot

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with no regard for his own body.

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And I said very plainly,
I was like, listen man,

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every day because of the stunts
that you're remembered for,

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CZW gets new fans.

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Every day, without question.

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If you search crazy stuff
on YouTube, you know,

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stuff that we're kind of infamous for,

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and you will see that guy.

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Somebody could
get seriously hurt.

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This is.

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I just can't fathom how he does that.

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Two stories, all the way down, boom.

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Nick Mondo has been thrown

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off of this balcony to the floor

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some 20, 25 feet through
a table covered in...

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That was crazy shit.

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Un F'n Believable.

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To this day, the stuff
that the man did in the ring

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still holds weight and is
still comparable to anything

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that has been done.

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He has so many fans all around the world

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and even in countries like Turkey.

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The guy was insane, he was sick.

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People still hold onto what he did

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because of how revolutionary he was.

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He had the biggest balls ever, ever.

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The whole atmosphere when
Nick Mondo came to the ring

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was just, I would say mind blowing for me.

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Absolutely mind blowing for me as a kid.

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He could do spots that
nobody's even heard of.

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I mean, the first time
I saw the weed whacker.

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Oh, my God, I don't know
how he took that much risks.

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I mean, getting hit with a weed whacker.

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The weed whacker.

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I'm closing my eyes.

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I'm closing my eyes.

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When I saw that, it was, whoa.

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As a fan, I would go back
and watch that over and over

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and over again and be like, what the fuck?

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He's amazing, and he's just that aura.

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You know, that superstar
persona supposed to have

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that he had, that he presents
himself when he's in the ring,

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that's who you believe in.

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You know what I mean, that's
somebody you wanna be.

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That's who you believe in, he had that.

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And I think point-blank,
half the roster is here

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because of him.

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I cannot believe this,
this guy is some kind of god.

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We've seen that
kid get dragged through

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light tubes, fall off a
table, fall off of a balcony

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and get back on his feet.

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The man is superhuman
with the amount of pain

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that he can endure.

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The only thing that really bothers me

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is to dismiss somebody and simply say,

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that guy's crazy, or that girl's insane.

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If you trace bad
decisions back far enough,

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you will find somebody who
originally was well intentioned.

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So if you write somebody off
that way, not only are you

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missing out on empathy and
compassion, you're also

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gonna miss out on some
pretty interesting stories.

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Most pursuits begin with a role model.

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The desire's already inside of us.

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We just need somebody to
show us how it's done.

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His name was Wifebeater.

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In a world of bodybuilders
clad in underwear,

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tanning bed lobsters, fake tough guys,

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he was the real thing.

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A filthy jeans wearing,
potato chip eating,

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weed whacker carrying,

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politically incorrect son of a bitch.

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When Wifebeater was on the
card, fans knew what to expect.

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A legitimate U.S. Marine

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who could walk through anything.

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Panes of glass.

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200 light tubes.

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You could not stop this man.

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No matter what you put him through.

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What you hit him with.

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Bam, with that VCR.

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Drop him from heights.

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Bash his head in.

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No matter what, he'd get back up.

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He was not human.

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But I do wanna mention

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that the fans are supplying
the weapons in this contest.

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A marching, undead soldier.

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And when his music hit,

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you better damn well be ready.

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No, no!

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A man so adept at violence.

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So naturally abusive.

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Carrying out actions,

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had they been anywhere
but a wrestling ring,

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would have landed him in prison.

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Oh, my God!

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Never in my life

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have I seen anything like this.

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Standing next to Wifebeater

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made me feel like a kid
in a Halloween costume.

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He was the real monster I
could only pretend to be.

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Look at this right there.

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One day, as Wifebeater and I

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were preparing for a match in the back,

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I asked him, what is it that makes you act

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the way you do in the ring?

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He frowned at me and said,
"You mean cut myself?"

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I said, "Yeah."

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Wifebeater blinked a
couple times, then said,

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"Bad childhood, what about you?"

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Surprisingly, I wasn't
ready for my own question.

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But what came out was, "Guilt problems."

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Wifebeater nodded, satisfied.

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And from there, we went out to have

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one of the bloodiest
matches ever to take place

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on American soil.

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This is the finals
of the Tournament of Death.

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Sick Nick Mondo and the Wifebeater

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with 200 light tubes.

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What's in the bucket?

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We cannot see from where we
are what is in that bucket.

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The kind of guy in CZW
that almost gets there.

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Oh!

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Forget about it, it's on.

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I don't even know why I
even bother analyzing it.

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Wifebeater goes face first

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into the light tubes.

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Who needs baseball to go on
strike when you have CZW?

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Who cares about baseball, Erick?

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That's what I'm saying.

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And barbed wire spring board leg drop.

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But tonight they find themselves battling

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for the very same thing,

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that Zandig Tournament
of Death Championship.

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Bam!

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This is ultra violence.

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Ultra violent entertainment.

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You can't get it anywhere
else but here at CZW.

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Ooh.

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Oh, pouring salt into the wound.

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That's just sick.

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At Zandig's Tournament of Death, bam!

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And where's it gonna end, John?

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Where's it gonna end, how's
a match like this gonna end?

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Live in Dover, Delaware,
he's got the weed whacker up.

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Leave the weed whacker out of this!

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Leave the weed whacker out of this!

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It's a human being, not a plant.

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The weed whacker's.

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I'm closing my eyes!

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I'm closing my eyes!

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My God, oh!

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My God, oh!

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Excuse me, Chokenstein!

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One, two, three!

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It's over!

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He won the tournament!

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That's just about
as bad as things got.

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But no.

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That's not where this story starts.

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Matt was definitely different

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than the other kids I grew up with.

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I would say the man thing was

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he was always coming up with

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new ideas of stuff to do.

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And leaves basically, they
capture the sun's energy

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and they change it into, and they...

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If it wasn't for Matt,

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we would have lived very
boring lives as teenagers.

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Here's round three
of kegger smashing.

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What was that?

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Matthew had quite a lot
of friends in high school

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and he was kind of the leader
of them, which was nice.

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He got into a lot of trouble.

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But it wasn't bad things that he did,

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it was just mischievous things like

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you know, spitballs.

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And of course there were probably things

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I didn't know about.

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Oh, shit.

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Uh-oh!

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It was always interesting
hanging around with Matt.

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We had a friend that
would supply us with M-80s

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and quarter sticks.

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We had a lot of explosives
on hand that we used.

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And if we didn't have those,
we would make match head bombs.

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Not anything but just for the simple fact

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of blowing things up, it was just for fun.

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Whoa.

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Hey, there's Terry.

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Hey, Terry.

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I've never had friends

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quite like the people I grew up with.

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We did everything together.

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We had time for each other.

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We never worried that we were wasting it.

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We were free to think about
the things that made us laugh.

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That made us happy.

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And my friends,

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they understood me.

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As bizarre as I was,

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they got my sense of humor.

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And they'd join with me in my ambitions

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no matter how strange they were.

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All of us grew together.

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We learned about life

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and we changed, together.

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I don't think we took it for granted,

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but we did imagine that it
would always be that way.

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That the world would
always just be a funny joke

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to laugh at.

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And that all the stress and sadness

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that everybody else dealt with,

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student loans, job resumes,

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car insurance, home mortgages,

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weddings to pay for, kids to feed,

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divorce lawyers, debt.

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Well, we'd just refuse to participate.

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Go wipe your ass now!

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Oh, shit!

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'Cause who could make us?

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But in reality, nobody is exempt.

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Eventually, in our youth,

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most of us will take a hit

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that stays with us for life.

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Have you spent time thinking about

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what it really meant to be crucified?

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Have you ever studied what the
Roman crucifixion was like?

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They slapped him and
said, "Tell us the name

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"of the person that slapped you."

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Put a crown of thorns on his forehead

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and push it down until it
bites into his temples.

265
00:15:22,059 --> 00:15:24,632
And they take this whip and they lash

266
00:15:24,633 --> 00:15:27,461
into the person over and over again.

267
00:15:27,462 --> 00:15:30,129
They waited for the blood to dry

268
00:15:30,986 --> 00:15:33,855
into the robe that was on his back,

269
00:15:33,856 --> 00:15:36,538
and then they tore it off.

270
00:15:36,539 --> 00:15:38,473
Placed one foot over the other

271
00:15:38,474 --> 00:15:41,457
and drove a spike through his bones.

272
00:15:41,458 --> 00:15:43,041
Every time you sin,

273
00:15:44,428 --> 00:15:48,466
he feels the pain of that sin on the cross

274
00:15:48,467 --> 00:15:50,245
2,000 years ago.

275
00:15:50,246 --> 00:15:52,956
There's not one person in here, not one,

276
00:15:52,957 --> 00:15:57,527
who would be willing to go
through this kind of torture.

277
00:15:57,528 --> 00:16:00,373
Not one of us has the courage.

278
00:16:00,374 --> 00:16:03,043
Not one of us would be able

279
00:16:03,044 --> 00:16:05,377
to stand in for what he did.

280
00:16:08,042 --> 00:16:10,607
Perseverance is nothing

281
00:16:10,608 --> 00:16:12,691
but stubbornness refined.

282
00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:18,877
So you really need to watch what you say

283
00:16:18,878 --> 00:16:20,795
around stubborn people.

284
00:16:23,613 --> 00:16:25,896
I don't think I was worried about Matt

285
00:16:25,897 --> 00:16:29,184
or concerned about Matt growing up.

286
00:16:29,185 --> 00:16:31,602
But I definitely saw signs of

287
00:16:33,679 --> 00:16:36,733
darkness, you know, his
hair started to get longer,

288
00:16:36,734 --> 00:16:39,848
he started wearing ripped, tattered pants

289
00:16:39,849 --> 00:16:41,432
and spiked collars.

290
00:16:42,746 --> 00:16:45,496
If there was anything dark or odd

291
00:16:46,624 --> 00:16:49,066
or creepy, he was into it.

292
00:16:49,067 --> 00:16:51,260
I worried that he was filling his mind

293
00:16:51,261 --> 00:16:53,713
with things that weren't healthy,

294
00:16:53,714 --> 00:16:57,300
and I wondered how this
would affect him negatively.

295
00:16:57,301 --> 00:17:00,693
But I think every teenager
goes through this.

296
00:17:00,694 --> 00:17:03,711
But after a while, down
the line, the ninja battles

297
00:17:03,712 --> 00:17:05,675
just turned into, they were free for alls.

298
00:17:05,676 --> 00:17:07,554
We were going around
trying to hurt each other

299
00:17:07,555 --> 00:17:09,449
basically to get something good on film.

300
00:17:09,450 --> 00:17:10,795
And it did happen.

301
00:17:10,796 --> 00:17:12,552
Matt, I believe, broke his nose.

302
00:17:12,553 --> 00:17:14,418
He bit through his upper lip.

303
00:17:14,419 --> 00:17:16,548
He also incorporated barbed wire

304
00:17:16,549 --> 00:17:19,633
and some fluorescent lights
were in the ninja battles,

305
00:17:19,634 --> 00:17:20,903
but he was the only one brave enough

306
00:17:20,904 --> 00:17:22,788
to take a hit of lights.

307
00:17:22,789 --> 00:17:25,036
Definitely the major injuries
all happened to Matt.

308
00:17:25,037 --> 00:17:28,700
Matt was the one that was
willing to take it the farthest.

309
00:17:28,701 --> 00:17:30,652
Is there any good scars?

310
00:17:30,653 --> 00:17:33,320
Any battle wounds from this one?

311
00:17:36,029 --> 00:17:38,344
That's right about
the time the humor

312
00:17:38,345 --> 00:17:39,678
started to fade.

313
00:17:41,157 --> 00:17:42,740
And the innocence.

314
00:17:46,062 --> 00:17:48,632
My thoughts and my plans

315
00:17:48,633 --> 00:17:51,596
were increasingly guided by violence

316
00:17:51,597 --> 00:17:52,764
and hostility.

317
00:17:54,243 --> 00:17:56,410
But above all, self harm.

318
00:18:03,072 --> 00:18:05,648
That's when I learned

319
00:18:05,649 --> 00:18:08,337
if you can make people laugh

320
00:18:08,338 --> 00:18:10,558
or keep them entertained,

321
00:18:10,559 --> 00:18:14,568
it's amazing the things
you can get away with.

322
00:18:14,569 --> 00:18:16,550
Burns, just all tore up.

323
00:18:16,551 --> 00:18:18,377
No, it's okay.

324
00:18:18,378 --> 00:18:20,128
I'm just hyperactive.

325
00:18:20,975 --> 00:18:22,475
Oh, shit!

326
00:18:23,951 --> 00:18:25,104
No, really.

327
00:18:25,105 --> 00:18:25,938
I'm fine.

328
00:18:27,239 --> 00:18:29,809
See, I'm a fan of stunt work.

329
00:18:29,810 --> 00:18:31,310
That's my motive.

330
00:18:32,853 --> 00:18:36,186
It's just the performance that I enjoy.

331
00:18:37,245 --> 00:18:39,128
Funny thing is,

332
00:18:39,129 --> 00:18:42,015
I don't remember being happy.

333
00:18:42,016 --> 00:18:44,849
I didn't know what I was feeling.

334
00:18:46,351 --> 00:18:48,601
But somehow I was convinced

335
00:18:49,532 --> 00:18:51,115
that I wanted more.

336
00:18:56,754 --> 00:18:58,921
If only there were a place

337
00:19:00,050 --> 00:19:03,347
where this kind of
behavior was normal.

338
00:19:06,233 --> 00:19:09,839
We had to just sit
him down and say, okay,

339
00:19:09,840 --> 00:19:11,999
you are free to do
whatever you want to do,

340
00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:13,749
but you're also free to pay

341
00:19:13,750 --> 00:19:16,515
the consequences of your actions.

342
00:19:16,516 --> 00:19:20,017
And that took a lot of
tension out of our family

343
00:19:20,018 --> 00:19:23,508
because Matthew was really strong willed.

344
00:19:23,509 --> 00:19:25,676
And we released him into a

345
00:19:28,066 --> 00:19:30,595
phase of life where he was
free to make his own decisions.

346
00:19:30,596 --> 00:19:34,763
And he made decisions that
were costly to him sometimes.

347
00:19:36,458 --> 00:19:38,875
Matt is on his own program,

348
00:19:39,942 --> 00:19:41,536
and I don't think anything I would've said

349
00:19:41,537 --> 00:19:43,503
would've had an effect on him.

350
00:19:43,504 --> 00:19:46,838
Matt is just motivated, and I think

351
00:19:46,839 --> 00:19:48,568
even then he knew what he wanted to do.

352
00:19:48,569 --> 00:19:50,828
I think he already had
probably made some plans

353
00:19:50,829 --> 00:19:52,256
on going to wrestling school.

354
00:19:52,257 --> 00:19:54,864
I knew at the time though,
because it wasn't regulated

355
00:19:54,865 --> 00:19:57,207
to the same extent when I was involved,

356
00:19:57,208 --> 00:19:59,845
I knew it was an atmosphere
where I could explore

357
00:19:59,846 --> 00:20:02,658
some of the hostility
that was in me without

358
00:20:02,659 --> 00:20:06,057
getting charges pressed against me.

359
00:20:06,058 --> 00:20:08,590
When he decided to do
this, I actually drew

360
00:20:08,591 --> 00:20:11,508
a picture of him in a set of hands

361
00:20:13,482 --> 00:20:18,218
and drew a little stick
figure of my son inside them

362
00:20:18,219 --> 00:20:21,322
and just said, "Lord, he's yours now.

363
00:20:21,323 --> 00:20:25,437
"I'm trusting you to take
care of him and protect him."

364
00:20:30,212 --> 00:20:32,418
What you see here is nothing

365
00:20:32,419 --> 00:20:35,186
compared to what you're gonna see.

366
00:20:35,187 --> 00:20:36,734
Tell 'em, Mondo!

367
00:20:36,735 --> 00:20:38,634
This is just the start.

368
00:20:38,635 --> 00:20:40,563
This is the way we choose to live.

369
00:20:40,564 --> 00:20:43,271
Nobody tells us we have to do this stuff.

370
00:20:43,272 --> 00:20:45,022
We are ultra violent.

371
00:20:45,951 --> 00:20:49,274
We are CZW, and there's
no other federation

372
00:20:49,275 --> 00:20:51,168
on the planet like us.

373
00:20:51,169 --> 00:20:52,154
It looks like he's trying to go

374
00:20:52,155 --> 00:20:53,455
for the Assault Driver.

375
00:20:53,456 --> 00:20:55,963
The Assault Driver,
the Assault Driver.

376
00:20:55,964 --> 00:20:57,547
25 feet in the air.

377
00:20:59,158 --> 00:21:01,325
Oh, bam, someone call 911!

378
00:21:03,214 --> 00:21:04,853
Are these men mentally sane?

379
00:21:04,854 --> 00:21:08,052
Mondo going upstairs,
high risk maneuver.

380
00:21:08,053 --> 00:21:10,386
The M. Bison, the M. Bison!

381
00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:19,073
Ouch!

382
00:21:22,467 --> 00:21:23,787
Bam!

383
00:21:35,311 --> 00:21:36,728
CZW, CZW!

384
00:21:39,841 --> 00:21:42,438
Nick Mondo has the
highest threshold of pain.

385
00:21:42,439 --> 00:21:43,806
Remember Un F'n Believable?

386
00:21:43,807 --> 00:21:45,724
John House has him up.

387
00:21:47,408 --> 00:21:50,290
Tomorrow everybody sees

388
00:21:50,291 --> 00:21:52,958
just how sick Nick Mondo can be.

389
00:21:54,638 --> 00:21:58,680
Reversal of the
Irish Whip, Nick Mondo!

390
00:21:58,681 --> 00:21:59,514
Holy fuck!

391
00:22:01,070 --> 00:22:03,570
Shit, holy fuck!

392
00:22:04,954 --> 00:22:07,020
The Iron Man Title.

393
00:22:07,021 --> 00:22:10,104
If you wanna wear the Iron Man Title,

394
00:22:11,301 --> 00:22:14,384
you have to wear scars on your body.

395
00:22:15,468 --> 00:22:18,729
If you wanna carry the Iron Man Title,

396
00:22:18,730 --> 00:22:21,397
you have to carry broken bones.

397
00:22:23,019 --> 00:22:25,962
If you wanna have the Iron Man Title,

398
00:22:25,963 --> 00:22:28,465
you have to have concussions.

399
00:22:28,466 --> 00:22:32,133
I've done every single
one of those things.

400
00:22:41,644 --> 00:22:43,211
Are you kidding me?

401
00:23:02,751 --> 00:23:05,275
You gotta be nuts, you
gotta be kidding me.

402
00:23:05,276 --> 00:23:07,776
Nick Mondo just went to hell.

403
00:23:12,053 --> 00:23:15,720
John, somebody could get hurt.

404
00:23:24,980 --> 00:23:26,967
Holy shit, holy shit!

405
00:23:26,968 --> 00:23:30,415
Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit,

406
00:23:30,416 --> 00:23:33,852
holy shit, holy shit, holy shit,

407
00:23:33,853 --> 00:23:37,219
holy shit, holy shit, holy shit,

408
00:23:37,220 --> 00:23:40,613
holy shit, holy shit, holy shit,

409
00:23:40,614 --> 00:23:41,447
holy shit!

410
00:23:56,208 --> 00:23:58,145
Watching him come off the roof

411
00:23:58,146 --> 00:24:01,646
and fall through the tables was one of the

412
00:24:02,636 --> 00:24:04,299
scariest things I've ever seen.

413
00:24:04,300 --> 00:24:07,862
It was probably one of
the most difficult things

414
00:24:07,863 --> 00:24:10,863
I've ever experienced with Matthew.

415
00:24:12,125 --> 00:24:14,489
No one wants to watch their son

416
00:24:14,490 --> 00:24:17,796
do risky things that will injure them

417
00:24:17,797 --> 00:24:20,157
and possibly for the rest of their life.

418
00:24:20,158 --> 00:24:22,534
Around that time, I
really thought this is just

419
00:24:22,535 --> 00:24:25,075
going too far, like he's
going down a bad road

420
00:24:25,076 --> 00:24:27,316
that he's gonna end up
getting killed or maimed

421
00:24:27,317 --> 00:24:29,536
or paralyzed, you know?

422
00:24:29,537 --> 00:24:31,963
And he's so young in his career,

423
00:24:31,964 --> 00:24:33,710
and he's so young in his life.

424
00:24:33,711 --> 00:24:35,751
You know he's on the
ground, people are chanting

425
00:24:35,752 --> 00:24:38,287
holy shit, holy shit.

426
00:24:38,288 --> 00:24:41,113
And suddenly he starts
moving, and I'm like, okay,

427
00:24:41,114 --> 00:24:43,300
he's moving, good, good, good.

428
00:24:43,301 --> 00:24:45,451
Next thing you know, he gets to his feet

429
00:24:45,452 --> 00:24:50,338
and he walks back to the
ring and finishes the match.

430
00:24:50,339 --> 00:24:53,193
Obviously I felt relief, but I felt like

431
00:24:53,194 --> 00:24:56,444
how can he keep doing this to himself?

432
00:24:58,347 --> 00:25:01,391
You can call me a lot of things,

433
00:25:01,392 --> 00:25:03,475
but don't call me a hero.

434
00:25:05,801 --> 00:25:07,468
And do not envy me.

435
00:25:09,766 --> 00:25:12,797
I've never seen a battlefield.

436
00:25:12,798 --> 00:25:14,881
I've never saved anybody.

437
00:25:15,758 --> 00:25:17,591
My scars were planned.

438
00:25:19,681 --> 00:25:21,264
I didn't earn them.

439
00:25:22,554 --> 00:25:23,387
Age 23

440
00:25:25,157 --> 00:25:26,657
and my youth gone.

441
00:25:28,823 --> 00:25:31,298
I'm the prodigal son.

442
00:25:31,299 --> 00:25:33,549
My inheritance, squandered.

443
00:25:35,005 --> 00:25:36,736
My strength,

444
00:25:36,737 --> 00:25:39,858
the best of me, the last of it,

445
00:25:39,859 --> 00:25:42,742
bleeding out in the parking lot

446
00:25:42,743 --> 00:25:44,493
of a bar in Delaware.

447
00:25:45,830 --> 00:25:48,247
And yet, I was still hungry.

448
00:25:50,397 --> 00:25:53,892
I opened my eyes,
and I saw a fire

449
00:25:54,728 --> 00:25:57,262
that could never be quenched.

450
00:25:59,253 --> 00:26:01,615
The only way to escape

451
00:26:01,616 --> 00:26:03,478
is to turn your back

452
00:26:03,479 --> 00:26:04,646
and walk away.

453
00:26:06,097 --> 00:26:07,264
To disappear.

454
00:26:13,949 --> 00:26:14,866
Truthfully,

455
00:26:17,112 --> 00:26:18,998
when I walked away from wrestling,

456
00:26:18,999 --> 00:26:22,832
I eventually had a bit
of an identity crisis.

457
00:26:23,708 --> 00:26:25,553
You come to realize...

458
00:26:25,554 --> 00:26:29,415
I came to realize that maybe I was more

459
00:26:29,416 --> 00:26:32,524
taking on the persona that
I had created in the ring

460
00:26:32,525 --> 00:26:34,460
than my actual persona.

461
00:26:34,461 --> 00:26:36,794
And if you remove something
like that, that's such a

462
00:26:36,795 --> 00:26:40,962
substantial part of your life,
questions start to arise of

463
00:26:43,867 --> 00:26:44,987
do I even like myself?

464
00:26:44,988 --> 00:26:47,821
Am I even comfortable with myself?

465
00:26:49,552 --> 00:26:52,500
I understood how important that was.

466
00:26:52,501 --> 00:26:54,275
And I also understood how important it was

467
00:26:54,276 --> 00:26:56,650
that I not return to wrestling.

468
00:26:56,651 --> 00:27:00,484
Because I was like, I
want to figure this out.

469
00:27:05,711 --> 00:27:09,628
I am a shell, tossed in
the waves of the ocean.

470
00:27:14,135 --> 00:27:17,135
The only thing I want is stillness.

471
00:27:20,899 --> 00:27:23,441
I can steady my hand.

472
00:27:23,442 --> 00:27:25,442
But inside, I'm shaking.

473
00:27:27,937 --> 00:27:28,770
I exhale.

474
00:27:30,046 --> 00:27:31,296
Empty my lungs.

475
00:27:32,618 --> 00:27:35,285
But I still taste the pollution.

476
00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:38,040
The residue.

477
00:27:40,497 --> 00:27:41,914
I become a vapor.

478
00:27:43,418 --> 00:27:44,918
A ghost, drifting.

479
00:27:47,175 --> 00:27:48,175
Until I find

480
00:27:49,476 --> 00:27:51,476
even spirits can't hide.

481
00:27:54,590 --> 00:27:58,007
Because eventually the demons will come.

482
00:27:59,588 --> 00:28:01,838
And they never ever forget.

483
00:28:17,266 --> 00:28:21,433
Perseverance is nothing
but stubbornness refined.

484
00:28:23,866 --> 00:28:27,496
So you really, really need to watch

485
00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:29,830
what you say and what you do

486
00:28:30,901 --> 00:28:32,818
around stubborn people.

487
00:29:04,613 --> 00:29:07,489
Pounds,

488
00:29:07,490 --> 00:29:08,573
Little Mondo!

489
00:29:11,295 --> 00:29:13,091
Aw!

490
00:29:13,092 --> 00:29:15,291
You wanna talk about an emotional scene,

491
00:29:15,292 --> 00:29:18,169
an emotional moment for this young man,

492
00:29:18,170 --> 00:29:20,509
just think about all he's worked towards,

493
00:29:20,510 --> 00:29:23,308
all he's ever wanted and dreamed about,

494
00:29:23,309 --> 00:29:25,769
he's here under those bright lights.

495
00:29:25,770 --> 00:29:27,831
It's an opportunity
that's 18 years

496
00:29:27,832 --> 00:29:30,178
in the making for this kid.

497
00:29:30,179 --> 00:29:33,499
Whoa, holy shit, nothing
little about that.

498
00:29:33,500 --> 00:29:35,622
And a spring board, nice move!

499
00:29:35,623 --> 00:29:38,814
Shades of his idol, shades of his idol.

500
00:29:38,815 --> 00:29:40,921
Kodak moment for Little Mondo.

501
00:29:40,922 --> 00:29:45,429
This kid's gonna take that
memory with him wherever he goes.

502
00:29:45,430 --> 00:29:48,624
And of course it made
me kind of smile at first,

503
00:29:48,625 --> 00:29:50,306
and it was fun to see.

504
00:29:50,307 --> 00:29:54,125
But a couple years into
it, he started mimicking

505
00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:56,411
the violent stuff that I had done.

506
00:29:56,412 --> 00:29:58,365
And I started really seeing him take some

507
00:29:58,366 --> 00:30:00,148
serious damage to his body.

508
00:30:00,149 --> 00:30:02,482
And it made me uncomfortable

509
00:30:03,435 --> 00:30:06,064
to the extent that eventually
I told him, like Rory,

510
00:30:06,065 --> 00:30:08,631
please just don't send me these videos.

511
00:30:08,632 --> 00:30:10,465
I don't wanna see 'em.

512
00:30:12,035 --> 00:30:13,309
Look at that table

513
00:30:13,310 --> 00:30:15,830
full of sliced aluminum cans.

514
00:30:15,831 --> 00:30:19,998
This is the new era
of ultra violence.

515
00:30:21,955 --> 00:30:24,334
The most disgusting
match I've seen all year.

516
00:30:24,335 --> 00:30:26,332
Look at these guys, oh my God.

517
00:30:26,333 --> 00:30:28,067
Ripping at his face!

518
00:30:28,068 --> 00:30:29,109
Bulldozer says
I'm gonna break that table

519
00:30:29,110 --> 00:30:30,443
if it kills him.

520
00:30:32,534 --> 00:30:34,951
M. Bison between the, oh, no!

521
00:30:35,791 --> 00:30:37,124
Oh, Little Mondo

522
00:30:38,351 --> 00:30:41,311
says merry mother fucking Christmas!

523
00:30:51,148 --> 00:30:53,533
This is why I attempted to join CZW

524
00:30:53,534 --> 00:30:56,956
is for the ultra-violent tournament style.

525
00:30:56,957 --> 00:30:59,059
I was here since the first
Tournament of Death as a fan

526
00:30:59,060 --> 00:31:01,423
watching, watching my hero Sick Nick Mondo

527
00:31:01,424 --> 00:31:03,458
win this tournament himself.

528
00:31:03,459 --> 00:31:05,913
Now it's my dream to do it myself.

529
00:31:05,914 --> 00:31:06,991
So for once, someone's gonna

530
00:31:06,992 --> 00:31:09,072
try to bury Rory Mondo that's not mean

531
00:31:09,073 --> 00:31:10,353
during one of his matches.

532
00:31:10,354 --> 00:31:12,653
And I forget that he lost.

533
00:31:12,654 --> 00:31:14,904
He lost against Ron Mathis.

534
00:31:16,183 --> 00:31:19,978
Wow, Rory Mondo, where is
Rory finding the energy?

535
00:31:19,979 --> 00:31:23,224
Now looking for this cut throat driver.

536
00:31:23,225 --> 00:31:26,841
Right on his head, right
on the top of his head.

537
00:31:26,842 --> 00:31:28,635
Right into the coffin!

538
00:31:28,636 --> 00:31:30,886
Well he's got five seconds.

539
00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:39,536
This is where he got
me with the double stomp.

540
00:31:39,537 --> 00:31:42,499
Here, and he got me pretty
good in the back, too.

541
00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:44,843
Barbed wire, light tubes, tack strips.

542
00:31:44,844 --> 00:31:46,529
Last but not least,
this is where he got me

543
00:31:46,530 --> 00:31:48,442
with the light tube right in my head.

544
00:31:48,443 --> 00:31:51,193
He stuck one good right in there.

545
00:31:54,916 --> 00:31:57,583
Please don't make me do this.

546
00:32:00,187 --> 00:32:03,334
Please don't make me do this.

547
00:32:14,801 --> 00:32:18,231
Japan is a really good place to hide.

548
00:32:18,232 --> 00:32:19,962
Especially Tokyo.

549
00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:23,355
It's a city of 12 million
people, but ironically,

550
00:32:23,356 --> 00:32:27,118
it's one of the loneliest
places I've ever been.

551
00:32:27,119 --> 00:32:29,435
People generally just keep to themselves.

552
00:32:29,436 --> 00:32:31,697
They mind their own business.

553
00:32:31,698 --> 00:32:33,629
But it's a really good place to go

554
00:32:33,630 --> 00:32:38,141
if you basically just want
to get lost in the noise.

555
00:32:38,142 --> 00:32:41,475
Or if you're trying to forget something.

556
00:33:05,830 --> 00:33:09,997
It's like it's 2002
all over again.

557
00:33:10,936 --> 00:33:13,299
Are we really
asking for 2002 back?

558
00:33:13,300 --> 00:33:15,377
I certainly am.

559
00:33:30,064 --> 00:33:31,683
I said it once, I'll say it again.

560
00:33:31,684 --> 00:33:34,212
Whether I'm in the United States, Japan,

561
00:33:34,213 --> 00:33:36,704
fucking Antarctica wants
to bring out barbed wire,

562
00:33:36,705 --> 00:33:38,772
let's do this shit.

563
00:33:38,773 --> 00:33:41,876
Because I'm not little,
and it's getting violent.

564
00:33:41,877 --> 00:33:43,733
Little Mondo,
fighting for his jugular.

565
00:33:43,734 --> 00:33:44,651
Oh, my God!

566
00:33:50,826 --> 00:33:54,493
Staggering, the man,
oh, no, oh, no, oh, no!

567
00:33:57,645 --> 00:34:01,812
The unsuspecting Rory Mondo
never even saw it coming.

568
00:34:12,497 --> 00:34:16,389
The hopes and dreams of Little Mondo,

569
00:34:16,390 --> 00:34:19,101
following in the footsteps
of Sick Nick Mondo

570
00:34:19,102 --> 00:34:21,706
in Tournament of Death
has just been shattered

571
00:34:21,707 --> 00:34:23,240
along with that glass.

572
00:34:23,241 --> 00:34:25,473
Little Mondo
a bloody mess right now.

573
00:34:27,698 --> 00:34:30,376
His ribs, he wants to
complain about his chest?

574
00:34:30,377 --> 00:34:33,535
I'm fucking hurting Danny
Havoc, but I didn't complain.

575
00:34:33,536 --> 00:34:36,341
You almost died tonight.

576
00:34:36,342 --> 00:34:38,777
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo,

577
00:34:38,778 --> 00:34:40,445
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo!

578
00:34:41,550 --> 00:34:44,684
Oh God, Mondo is in
not a good spot right now.

579
00:34:44,685 --> 00:34:45,801
Mondo climbing up top.

580
00:34:48,553 --> 00:34:49,553
Oh, my God!

581
00:34:51,149 --> 00:34:52,960
Stay awake.

582
00:34:52,961 --> 00:34:53,878
Stay awake.

583
00:35:50,968 --> 00:35:52,007
A bloody mess.

584
00:35:52,008 --> 00:35:53,092
Just a faucet of blood coming out

585
00:35:53,093 --> 00:35:54,988
of that man's head right now.

586
00:35:54,989 --> 00:35:56,797
I'll tell you what, Little Mondo

587
00:35:56,798 --> 00:35:59,707
is doing his hero proud right now.

588
00:35:59,708 --> 00:36:01,125
No, no.

589
00:36:02,276 --> 00:36:05,998
He's right in
the shrapnel, oh, my God!

590
00:36:05,999 --> 00:36:09,478
And the trial of blood left from the body.

591
00:36:09,479 --> 00:36:10,646
No, no, no.

592
00:36:18,372 --> 00:36:20,872
Please don't make me do this.

593
00:36:22,886 --> 00:36:25,303
Please don't make me do this.

594
00:36:33,865 --> 00:36:34,782
Oh, my God.

595
00:37:46,433 --> 00:37:48,108
This fucking shit.

596
00:38:46,745 --> 00:38:47,995
What the fuck?

597
00:38:52,670 --> 00:38:56,808
Don't do this to me, don't do this to me.

598
00:38:56,809 --> 00:38:58,099
It's not the same this time.

599
00:38:58,100 --> 00:39:02,267
It's not gonna be the
same, it can't be the same.

600
00:39:03,580 --> 00:39:07,479
I don't listen to you anymore,
I don't listen to you.

601
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:12,077
I bring you back, but it's
not gonna be the same.

602
00:39:12,078 --> 00:39:15,880
You listen to me this
time, do you hear me?

603
00:39:15,881 --> 00:39:16,798
Understand?

604
00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:19,053
I can't go back.

605
00:39:20,299 --> 00:39:22,191
I can't go back to that place.

606
00:39:22,192 --> 00:39:25,442
I can't go through this again, I can't.

607
00:39:26,527 --> 00:39:29,915
It's not going to be like
before, please, please, please.

608
00:39:57,040 --> 00:40:00,517
You have to realize, I really
didn't want to come back

609
00:40:00,518 --> 00:40:03,489
when I made the return to CZW.

610
00:40:03,490 --> 00:40:05,823
It was uncomfortable for me.

611
00:40:06,980 --> 00:40:09,980
Being so far removed from wrestling,

612
00:40:10,865 --> 00:40:12,933
you have to understand it was 10 years

613
00:40:12,934 --> 00:40:14,926
since I walked away from the ring.

614
00:40:14,927 --> 00:40:18,166
It's not easy to just
get back in character,

615
00:40:18,167 --> 00:40:19,308
to step in and do that.

616
00:40:19,309 --> 00:40:23,392
But it was something I
actually felt I should do.

617
00:40:25,977 --> 00:40:29,977
Cage of fucking
death, everybody!

618
00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:39,467
So the tables are accounted for.

619
00:40:39,468 --> 00:40:41,486
The panes of glass are accounted for.

620
00:40:41,487 --> 00:40:43,204
Now the serious stuff
is about to happen.

621
00:40:43,205 --> 00:40:44,684
What do you think
about this whole deal?

622
00:40:44,685 --> 00:40:47,335
I can't watch this stuff,
this makes me nervous.

623
00:40:47,336 --> 00:40:49,188
Back here waiting for
your music or whatever,

624
00:40:49,189 --> 00:40:51,553
it's like you gotta get
in the mindset of like

625
00:40:51,554 --> 00:40:55,721
pretty much like you're
walking into your funeral.

626
00:40:57,732 --> 00:41:00,173
There's always a little
bit of butterflies.

627
00:41:00,174 --> 00:41:01,033
You don't want to get hurt.

628
00:41:01,034 --> 00:41:03,009
I don't want any of these
other people to get hurt.

629
00:41:03,010 --> 00:41:04,330
What do you think?

630
00:41:04,331 --> 00:41:05,290
Of the match?

631
00:41:05,291 --> 00:41:08,014
Yeah, are you excited, nervous?

632
00:41:08,015 --> 00:41:09,015
Nervous.

633
00:41:10,918 --> 00:41:13,919
And in passing, I'm like,
was that Sick Nick Mondo?

634
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:15,009
Because I had no idea.

635
00:41:15,010 --> 00:41:18,303
But I mean the fact that
he's here is just like,

636
00:41:18,304 --> 00:41:20,085
A big deal, right?

637
00:41:20,086 --> 00:41:21,487
Yeah, you know tomorrow
that's all that's gonna be

638
00:41:21,488 --> 00:41:24,816
talked about, oh, Mondo, oh, Mondo.

639
00:41:24,817 --> 00:41:26,247
I was absolutely shocked.

640
00:41:26,248 --> 00:41:29,147
That's a shoot, that is an absolute shoot.

641
00:41:29,148 --> 00:41:30,816
That's not Greg Excellent,
that's Greg Skipper.

642
00:41:30,817 --> 00:41:34,424
I will tell you, that's
a fucking surprise.

643
00:41:34,425 --> 00:41:35,758
Out of the blue.

644
00:41:38,564 --> 00:41:41,110
He heard about the cage and contacted me

645
00:41:41,111 --> 00:41:44,225
about what was going on in the cage match.

646
00:41:44,226 --> 00:41:45,512
He wants to be here just to make sure

647
00:41:45,513 --> 00:41:47,563
I pretty much don't die in this match.

648
00:41:47,564 --> 00:41:50,799
That's the reason why he's actually here.

649
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:52,416
Beautiful.

650
00:41:52,417 --> 00:41:55,058
Nick, Matt, thank you for coming back.

651
00:42:03,809 --> 00:42:05,494
My man Matt Tremont.

652
00:42:05,495 --> 00:42:07,066
If he ain't pumped up yet,
I'm about to punch him

653
00:42:07,067 --> 00:42:09,234
in the motherfucking face.

654
00:42:10,241 --> 00:42:13,408
Ladies and gentlemen, it is now time

655
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:16,583
for your main event

656
00:42:18,317 --> 00:42:19,567
of the evening.

657
00:42:21,553 --> 00:42:23,868
CZW, CZW!

658
00:42:23,869 --> 00:42:24,702
CZW, CZW!

659
00:42:36,515 --> 00:42:37,932
Oh!

660
00:42:40,339 --> 00:42:42,675
Oh, a brain buster on the platform!

661
00:42:42,676 --> 00:42:43,593
Oh, my God.

662
00:42:44,862 --> 00:42:46,862
I think he's eliminated.

663
00:42:48,465 --> 00:42:52,465
And there is a man without
a care in the world.

664
00:42:54,428 --> 00:42:55,261
Oh!

665
00:42:58,662 --> 00:42:59,495
Oh!

666
00:43:01,295 --> 00:43:04,639
Little fight left in
Havoc but not for long.

667
00:43:04,640 --> 00:43:05,557
Oh, my God!

668
00:43:06,723 --> 00:43:08,306
Oh, oh, oh, my God!

669
00:43:09,891 --> 00:43:12,852
Indoor chair-shot record set.

670
00:43:12,853 --> 00:43:16,202
Everyone, fighting through hell right now.

671
00:43:20,258 --> 00:43:21,091
Pull the string!

672
00:43:21,092 --> 00:43:22,318
Pull the string!

673
00:43:22,319 --> 00:43:23,647
Pull the string!

674
00:43:23,648 --> 00:43:24,981
Pull the string!

675
00:43:26,029 --> 00:43:27,781
Oh, my God!

676
00:43:27,782 --> 00:43:31,365
It looks like glass,
thumbtacks, and legos.

677
00:43:34,296 --> 00:43:36,406
Oh, no!

678
00:43:36,407 --> 00:43:39,687
Christ Almighty!

679
00:43:39,688 --> 00:43:42,652
No, no, no, no, no!

680
00:43:42,653 --> 00:43:45,570
Oh, Jesus, he died, the man's dead.

681
00:43:49,420 --> 00:43:50,670
What?

682
00:43:50,671 --> 00:43:52,588
That's Sick Nick Mondo!

683
00:43:53,735 --> 00:43:54,957
Holy shit!

684
00:43:54,958 --> 00:43:56,915
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo!

685
00:43:56,916 --> 00:43:57,999
Mondo, Mondo!

686
00:44:01,477 --> 00:44:03,310
No way!

687
00:44:04,250 --> 00:44:05,824
There is one hero left.

688
00:44:10,061 --> 00:44:14,228
I have never heard this crowd
so loud as I do right now.

689
00:44:17,732 --> 00:44:18,899
Lucky 13, oh!

690
00:44:20,275 --> 00:44:21,108
It's over.

691
00:44:24,334 --> 00:44:26,593
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo!

692
00:44:26,594 --> 00:44:28,261
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo!

693
00:44:29,308 --> 00:44:30,975
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo!

694
00:44:32,181 --> 00:44:33,848
Mondo, Mondo, Mondo!

695
00:44:34,871 --> 00:44:35,954
Mondo, Mondo!

696
00:44:42,852 --> 00:44:43,685
No!

697
00:44:44,825 --> 00:44:45,658
No!

698
00:44:46,654 --> 00:44:47,487
No!

699
00:44:49,857 --> 00:44:52,357
10 years ago, I was out there,

700
00:44:53,512 --> 00:44:55,075
and it was you.

701
00:44:55,076 --> 00:44:56,659
I was watching you!

702
00:44:59,029 --> 00:45:03,196
I came out here to live up
to you, and fucking you left!

703
00:45:04,083 --> 00:45:06,398
You left these people.

704
00:45:06,399 --> 00:45:07,399
He left you!

705
00:45:08,482 --> 00:45:09,891
He left you!

706
00:45:09,892 --> 00:45:13,642
Out here, and now I'm
here, and he left you!

707
00:45:15,133 --> 00:45:17,633
And I get no fucking respect!

708
00:45:21,738 --> 00:45:22,738
No respect!

709
00:45:26,530 --> 00:45:29,271
I know you don't feel
respected by these people.

710
00:45:29,272 --> 00:45:33,439
I know you don't feel
respected by the wrestlers.

711
00:45:34,491 --> 00:45:38,156
I came back here to tell you something.

712
00:45:38,157 --> 00:45:39,824
You've done enough.

713
00:45:40,735 --> 00:45:43,507
You've done enough to earn my respect.

714
00:45:57,453 --> 00:45:59,549
I earned your respect?

715
00:45:59,550 --> 00:46:01,131
That's all I ever wanted.

716
00:46:01,132 --> 00:46:05,299
That's all I ever wanted was
my idol to come back to CZW.

717
00:46:15,098 --> 00:46:16,759
I just want to say,

718
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:19,109
from the bottom of my heart,

719
00:46:19,110 --> 00:46:20,914
this is my last match ever.

720
00:46:20,915 --> 00:46:23,089
And I just want to thank everybody here.

721
00:46:23,090 --> 00:46:25,024
I just want to thank everybody.

722
00:46:25,025 --> 00:46:27,555
This is my last match,
and there's no other way

723
00:46:27,556 --> 00:46:30,473
I could go out, than with him here.

724
00:46:34,328 --> 00:46:36,641
And that's it,
that's his last match ever.

725
00:46:36,642 --> 00:46:39,137
That's all he wanted,
that's all he did this for.

726
00:46:39,138 --> 00:46:42,055
And he finally got what he wanted.

727
00:46:43,032 --> 00:46:44,111
Yeah, what a scene here.

728
00:46:44,112 --> 00:46:45,705
Mondo, Mondo!

729
00:46:45,706 --> 00:46:46,789
Mondo, Mondo!

730
00:46:47,676 --> 00:46:49,927
I mean Rory Mondo felt as though

731
00:46:49,928 --> 00:46:51,749
he had been forgotten about.

732
00:46:51,750 --> 00:46:53,749
But it seems like the
one person the whole time

733
00:46:53,750 --> 00:46:57,917
that never forgot about him
was his idol, Sick Nick Mondo.

734
00:47:02,071 --> 00:47:04,492
Some people wrestle for titles.

735
00:47:04,493 --> 00:47:08,660
Rory Mondo wanted the respect
of the guy that he idolized.

736
00:47:12,033 --> 00:47:14,618
He used to sit front row for the shows

737
00:47:14,619 --> 00:47:16,135
back at the ECW Arena and watch

738
00:47:16,136 --> 00:47:18,803
Sick Nick Mondo destroy himself.

739
00:47:20,824 --> 00:47:23,663
He modeled his entire life.

740
00:47:23,664 --> 00:47:27,331
Not his career, his
entire life after that.

741
00:47:35,539 --> 00:47:37,698
I'm stepping in the ring to try to be

742
00:47:37,699 --> 00:47:41,158
one of the most famous
independent wrestlers of all time.

743
00:47:41,159 --> 00:47:43,654
Few can ever match what
he did in the ring.

744
00:47:43,655 --> 00:47:46,170
He had that it factor.

745
00:47:46,171 --> 00:47:47,416
And I'm trying to replicate that

746
00:47:47,417 --> 00:47:50,646
and not natural at all at
it, so it's really difficult.

747
00:47:50,647 --> 00:47:53,526
I don't feel like I lived
up at all those first

748
00:47:53,527 --> 00:47:57,758
couple years to that
expectation to be like him.

749
00:47:57,759 --> 00:48:00,029
So fast forward to the
Cage of Death moment.

750
00:48:00,030 --> 00:48:02,237
I think at that time
everybody in the entire place

751
00:48:02,238 --> 00:48:03,989
was on their feet, whether
they hated me or not,

752
00:48:03,990 --> 00:48:06,305
because Nick Mondo, one,
was in the building,

753
00:48:06,306 --> 00:48:09,233
and two, it was a very
emotional moment for everybody.

754
00:48:09,234 --> 00:48:11,640
Even my friends who were there freaked out

755
00:48:11,641 --> 00:48:13,116
and they barely knew who he was.

756
00:48:13,117 --> 00:48:14,774
They didn't have that
connection that I did.

757
00:48:14,775 --> 00:48:17,045
And they were like, oh, my God.

758
00:48:17,046 --> 00:48:18,133
Talk about a special moment.

759
00:48:18,134 --> 00:48:20,536
Just not for me retiring.

760
00:48:20,537 --> 00:48:22,580
Everybody, I'm sharing
the ring with the guy

761
00:48:22,581 --> 00:48:24,538
who I wanted to be my entire life.

762
00:48:37,828 --> 00:48:40,914
Are you aware of
the legacy you left behind?

763
00:48:40,915 --> 00:48:44,128
Do you realize kind of like
the magnitude inside CZW

764
00:48:44,129 --> 00:48:46,644
of what your career means
to so many of the guys

765
00:48:46,645 --> 00:48:48,247
that came after you?

766
00:48:48,248 --> 00:48:49,975
You're still considered to this day

767
00:48:49,976 --> 00:48:51,528
one of the icons of death-match,

768
00:48:51,529 --> 00:48:55,175
and it's been 10 years since
you even stepped in a ring.

769
00:48:55,176 --> 00:48:59,133
I saw Sick Nick Mondo
the first time ever

770
00:48:59,134 --> 00:49:01,094
at IWA King of the Death-matches.

771
00:49:01,095 --> 00:49:03,029
Mondo, Mondo!

772
00:49:03,030 --> 00:49:04,298
Mondo!

773
00:49:04,299 --> 00:49:05,993
I remember standing right by the table

774
00:49:05,994 --> 00:49:10,161
and he got thrown off the
balcony, took that big bump.

775
00:49:11,376 --> 00:49:13,725
But I remember taking
pictures as he was coming down

776
00:49:13,726 --> 00:49:15,660
and just going, this is what I'm gonna do.

777
00:49:15,661 --> 00:49:17,606
I thought the dude was
gonna die, personally.

778
00:49:17,607 --> 00:49:21,161
But when he didn't, I was
like, this dude is so much

779
00:49:21,162 --> 00:49:25,329
what I imagine myself in a
couple years being, doing this.

780
00:49:27,668 --> 00:49:30,489
But I tell you, after that night,

781
00:49:30,490 --> 00:49:33,883
I just remember it was the
beginning of a lot of pain.

782
00:49:33,884 --> 00:49:35,955
The beginning of a whole lot of pain.

783
00:49:35,956 --> 00:49:37,268
Physical pain.

784
00:49:37,269 --> 00:49:38,519
Emotional pain.

785
00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:42,310
Wrestling is a journey in pain.

786
00:49:47,068 --> 00:49:49,968
Nothing to be ashamed of, kid.

787
00:49:49,969 --> 00:49:54,069
You're welcome back at our house any time.

788
00:49:58,820 --> 00:50:00,303
Hey J.D. Horror here.

789
00:50:00,304 --> 00:50:02,248
Mondo was a huge influence on my decision

790
00:50:02,249 --> 00:50:04,773
to get into death-match wrestling.

791
00:50:04,774 --> 00:50:08,072
Just his innovation, his creativity.

792
00:50:08,073 --> 00:50:09,785
Hello, I'm 14 years old.

793
00:50:09,786 --> 00:50:12,127
Nick Mondo has positively
influenced my life

794
00:50:12,128 --> 00:50:15,637
by getting me involved
with death-match wrestling.

795
00:50:15,638 --> 00:50:18,366
That's one of the best things
that's ever happened to me.

796
00:50:18,367 --> 00:50:20,923
He was one reason the younger stars

797
00:50:20,924 --> 00:50:23,029
needed to raise that bar.

798
00:50:23,030 --> 00:50:26,609
And the bar's been set by
Sick Nick so many times.

799
00:50:26,610 --> 00:50:28,323
Life or death, he made
sure he gave the fans

800
00:50:28,324 --> 00:50:30,174
what they wanted to see.

801
00:50:30,175 --> 00:50:31,960
I took that in my own personal level.

802
00:50:31,961 --> 00:50:35,044
I'm willing to do whatever it takes.

803
00:50:35,972 --> 00:50:37,578
My God, to the stomach.

804
00:50:37,579 --> 00:50:38,412
Oh, my God, look at the stomach

805
00:50:38,413 --> 00:50:43,396
of Bryant Woods, I hope there's
a camera closeup of that.

806
00:50:43,397 --> 00:50:46,908
Then Cage of Death, Nick Mondo returns.

807
00:50:46,909 --> 00:50:48,159
An epic pause.

808
00:50:49,756 --> 00:50:51,760
And there he is.

809
00:50:51,761 --> 00:50:53,559
How awesome is that?

810
00:50:53,560 --> 00:50:56,068
For him to come back
10-plus years later,

811
00:50:56,069 --> 00:50:58,481
after he's been gone and
stopped in this business,

812
00:50:58,482 --> 00:51:01,134
and to share that moment
on top of the Cage of Death

813
00:51:01,135 --> 00:51:04,167
with him, to have that and hear the crowd

814
00:51:04,168 --> 00:51:05,893
and share that moment with
Nick Mondo is something

815
00:51:05,894 --> 00:51:07,893
I'll always remember and cherish.

816
00:51:07,894 --> 00:51:10,703
He paved the way for guys like
myself and a lot of others

817
00:51:10,704 --> 00:51:13,021
to continue this style
and genre of wrestling

818
00:51:13,022 --> 00:51:14,546
and to keep CZW alive.

819
00:51:14,547 --> 00:51:17,378
He was one of the pioneers,
and as I like to say often,

820
00:51:17,379 --> 00:51:20,279
part of the ultra-violent
foundation that built the company

821
00:51:20,280 --> 00:51:23,011
and paved the way and to give guys like me

822
00:51:23,012 --> 00:51:24,477
to be able to do all this craziness.

823
00:51:24,478 --> 00:51:27,420
So Nick, thank you very much.

824
00:51:27,421 --> 00:51:28,648
If it wasn't for you, there wouldn't be

825
00:51:28,649 --> 00:51:31,035
a Lucky 13, so thanks.

826
00:51:31,036 --> 00:51:33,253
As I was telling
everybody before, Nick Mondo

827
00:51:33,254 --> 00:51:35,246
will always be a special memory for me.

828
00:51:35,247 --> 00:51:36,901
An inspiration to
myself and many others.

829
00:51:36,902 --> 00:51:38,323
Inspiration.

830
00:51:38,324 --> 00:51:41,100
Everything about Sick Nick
Mondo inspired me so much.

831
00:51:41,101 --> 00:51:44,189
Mondo is my inspiration, he's my idol.

832
00:51:44,190 --> 00:51:45,925
He impacted my whole wrestling career.

833
00:51:45,926 --> 00:51:48,563
He inspired me in many ways, such as

834
00:51:48,564 --> 00:51:50,853
wrestling moves, of course.

835
00:51:50,854 --> 00:51:51,764
Assault Driver!

836
00:51:51,765 --> 00:51:53,490
That's it,
we're going to see it.

837
00:51:53,491 --> 00:51:54,902
New champion.

838
00:51:54,903 --> 00:51:56,153
No, oh!

839
00:51:57,791 --> 00:51:59,397
Oh, my God.

840
00:51:59,398 --> 00:52:00,405
Oh!

841
00:52:00,406 --> 00:52:02,184
So that leaves me with this.

842
00:52:02,185 --> 00:52:05,427
With a broken ankle in two places

843
00:52:05,428 --> 00:52:07,100
and needing surgery.

844
00:52:07,101 --> 00:52:10,970
I had an opportunity to
wrestle the ultra-violent

845
00:52:10,971 --> 00:52:11,971
icon Zandig.

846
00:52:14,020 --> 00:52:16,691
Basically it was the Sick Nick Mondo,

847
00:52:16,692 --> 00:52:19,800
Zandig bump of 2003, which is basically

848
00:52:19,801 --> 00:52:23,968
a bump that inspired me to
be as crazy as I am today.

849
00:52:28,217 --> 00:52:30,175
Ruptured tendons.

850
00:52:30,176 --> 00:52:31,009
Surgery.

851
00:52:32,152 --> 00:52:33,839
I was inspired by Nick Mondo,

852
00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:38,248
and I tried to emulate
him and to do stunts

853
00:52:38,249 --> 00:52:40,785
just as crazy as the ones he was doing

854
00:52:40,786 --> 00:52:43,004
back in the United
States and over in Japan,

855
00:52:43,005 --> 00:52:44,752
but I broke my back.

856
00:52:44,753 --> 00:52:48,629
I broke my spine and
had to quit wrestling.

857
00:52:48,630 --> 00:52:50,112
Just like that it was gone.

858
00:52:50,113 --> 00:52:53,527
I just hope that the legend
of Sick Nick Mondo never dies

859
00:52:53,528 --> 00:52:57,129
and it keeps influencing people
the way it's influenced me.

860
00:52:57,130 --> 00:53:01,058
I mean, thank God I found him and CZW

861
00:53:01,059 --> 00:53:02,269
and everything else that followed.

862
00:53:02,270 --> 00:53:04,601
I mean, you were around
for such a short time,

863
00:53:04,602 --> 00:53:07,603
but you made such an impact
on so many people's lives.

864
00:53:07,604 --> 00:53:11,051
Wrestlers, wrestling fans, everyone, man.

865
00:53:20,589 --> 00:53:22,608
Look at you.

866
00:53:22,609 --> 00:53:23,776
What a leader.

867
00:53:24,722 --> 00:53:26,896
With your followers

868
00:53:26,897 --> 00:53:29,783
carrying on your legacy.

869
00:53:29,784 --> 00:53:31,617
Sacrificing, bleeding,

870
00:53:33,001 --> 00:53:36,501
all to become the image that you created.

871
00:53:39,054 --> 00:53:42,221
A reckless, furious, suicidal maniac.

872
00:53:44,435 --> 00:53:46,018
Breeding violence.

873
00:53:48,805 --> 00:53:50,987
That's who you are.

874
00:53:50,988 --> 00:53:53,373
That's all you are.

875
00:53:53,374 --> 00:53:54,874
And you know this.

876
00:53:55,988 --> 00:53:59,130
But no, you wanted this, you wanted it!

877
00:53:59,131 --> 00:54:02,419
You chose this, and you knew the price.

878
00:54:02,420 --> 00:54:04,920
You understood, even as a boy,

879
00:54:06,049 --> 00:54:08,299
the wages of sin is death.

880
00:54:10,047 --> 00:54:13,630
Not flesh wounds, not broken bones, death.

881
00:54:14,511 --> 00:54:16,428
And you stopped short.

882
00:54:19,237 --> 00:54:21,313
Now there's blood on your hands.

883
00:54:21,314 --> 00:54:23,647
There's blood on your hands.

884
00:54:24,738 --> 00:54:26,162
Not just your own.

885
00:54:26,163 --> 00:54:30,816
It's the blood of your
followers, of your disciples.

886
00:54:30,817 --> 00:54:34,400
So stand up like a man and finish the job.

887
00:54:37,967 --> 00:54:38,800
No.

888
00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:41,570
I was confused.

889
00:54:43,205 --> 00:54:44,288
I was misled.

890
00:54:45,950 --> 00:54:47,984
But the message.

891
00:54:47,985 --> 00:54:51,318
The message was never meant to be guilt.

892
00:54:54,275 --> 00:54:56,858
It was a gesture of compassion.

893
00:54:58,375 --> 00:55:01,708
A free gift that could never be repaid.

894
00:55:02,877 --> 00:55:05,377
But it was never meant to be.

895
00:55:06,642 --> 00:55:08,833
The path I chose,

896
00:55:08,834 --> 00:55:12,334
the path that I created, led me to a lost,

897
00:55:13,593 --> 00:55:17,676
isolated battlefield where
nobody is victorious.

898
00:55:20,138 --> 00:55:22,492
But it was my choice.

899
00:55:22,493 --> 00:55:24,076
And it is my choice

900
00:55:24,980 --> 00:55:26,897
to lay my weapons down.

901
00:55:29,709 --> 00:55:30,792
Listen to me.

902
00:55:32,361 --> 00:55:34,278
There is no separation.

903
00:55:35,837 --> 00:55:37,587
You are a part of me,

904
00:55:39,279 --> 00:55:41,529
and I know what that means.

905
00:55:44,298 --> 00:55:47,298
But this time, I decide how it ends.

906
00:56:09,943 --> 00:56:12,713
No, don't do it, don't do it.

907
00:56:12,714 --> 00:56:14,668
It's not worth it.

908
00:56:14,669 --> 00:56:18,262
You were always,
always and will be

909
00:56:18,263 --> 00:56:21,794
what extreme wrestling,
hardcore wrestling,

910
00:56:21,795 --> 00:56:24,933
and ultra-violent
wrestling is meant to be.

911
00:56:28,934 --> 00:56:30,596
I think it's fine if
people want to get involved

912
00:56:30,597 --> 00:56:33,200
in wrestling, even death-match wrestling.

913
00:56:33,201 --> 00:56:35,178
But you need to be sensible
and you need to know

914
00:56:35,179 --> 00:56:36,886
when it's time to step away.

915
00:56:36,887 --> 00:56:40,298
So I hope that's more part of my legacy is

916
00:56:40,299 --> 00:56:43,284
if people are gonna follow
me, I hope that they follow

917
00:56:43,285 --> 00:56:47,035
the decision to leave
at the right time, too.

918
00:56:54,137 --> 00:56:56,728
I've had some people tell
me that I've inspired them

919
00:56:56,729 --> 00:57:00,947
to do what they're doing,
and it's on one hand

920
00:57:00,948 --> 00:57:04,464
flattering and on another
hand kind of disconcerting,

921
00:57:04,465 --> 00:57:07,022
because I understand
what's gonna happen to them

922
00:57:07,023 --> 00:57:09,602
if they mimic what I'm doing.

923
00:57:09,603 --> 00:57:12,078
So I just hope that
people walk the same road

924
00:57:12,079 --> 00:57:14,609
that I did and just know
when it's time to walk away

925
00:57:14,610 --> 00:57:17,178
'cause it's gonna wreck
your life if you don't.

926
00:57:17,179 --> 00:57:18,256
So I hope that's the case.

927
00:57:34,850 --> 00:57:38,276
♫ No longer anchored down

928
00:57:38,277 --> 00:57:41,684
♫ The world's inside me now

929
00:57:41,685 --> 00:57:45,067
♫ My love will see me through

930
00:57:45,068 --> 00:57:47,778
♫ Till I return to you

931
00:57:47,779 --> 00:57:49,946
♫ In time

932
00:57:54,995 --> 00:57:57,162
♫ In time

933
00:58:01,348 --> 00:58:03,515
♫ In time

934
00:58:08,212 --> 00:58:10,379
♫ In time

935
00:58:15,723 --> 00:58:19,306
♫ It gives then takes away

936
00:58:21,984 --> 00:58:25,901
♫ It breathes then breaks away

937
00:58:28,528 --> 00:58:32,278
♫ I'm just a drifting breeze

938
00:58:35,217 --> 00:58:38,884
♫ Sailing never-ending seas

939
00:58:57,158 --> 00:59:00,632
♫ No longer anchored down

940
00:59:00,633 --> 00:59:04,013
♫ The world's inside me now

941
00:59:04,014 --> 00:59:07,326
♫ My love will see me through

942
00:59:07,327 --> 00:59:10,167
♫ Till I return to you

943
00:59:10,168 --> 00:59:12,335
♫ In time

944
00:59:17,189 --> 00:59:19,356
♫ In time

945
00:59:23,717 --> 00:59:25,884
♫ In time

946
00:59:30,695 --> 00:59:32,862
♫ In time