1 : 00: 02: 33,000 --> 00: 02: 34,975 I can't believe you finally came. 2 00: 02: 35,000 --> 00: 02: 36.954 Yeah, I do too. 3 00: 02: 37,000 --> 00: 02: 38,800 Oh, come on. Do not be like that. 4 : 00: 02: 38,802 --> 00: 02: 41,699 You know, I hope the driver will never find this place. 5 00: 02: 41.700 --> 00: 02: 43.701 So I can get low the next out of here. 6 00: 02: 43,910 --> 00: 02: 45,816 Oh, come on, kid. Give me a break. 7 00: 02: 45,900 --> 00: 02: 48,108 You deserve, David. 8 : 00: 02: 48,800 --> 00: 02: 51,800 Look, I told Donald that this is not a good idea. 9 00: 02: 52,110 --> 00: 02: 56,811 Well guess what, you know, I also say so. I'm only here because of him. 10 00: 02: 57,248 --> 00: 03: 01,081 All right, that makes me feel really special. Thanks. 11 00: 03: 01,296 --> 00: 03: 02,966 You're welcome . 12 00: 03: 05,400 --> 00: 03: 07,937 All right, you better go in. 13 00: 03: 18,409 --> 00: 03: 20,800 Here you will stay. 14 00: 03: 24,468 --> 00: 03: 26,800 Like a prison cell. 15 : 00: 28: 289 --> 00: 03: 29,801 Why do you hate me so much, kid? 16 : 00-03: 29,851 --> 00: 03: 33,200 Why don't you give me paper and I'll write it for you, David. 17 : 00: 33: 33-208 - 00: 03: 36,230 Stop calling me kid, okay? It really pisses me off. 18 00: 03: 36,250 --> 00: 03: 37,440 Ok, whatever you want, Jack. 7 : 00: 37: 482 --> 00: 03: 39,411 Okay, it's up to you, Jack. 20 00: 03: 42.511 --> 00: 03: 45.841 I do not know what to say except just 21 00: 03: 45.866 --> 00: 03: 48.682 to try and enjoy the next few days. 22 00: 03: 49,100 --> 00: 03: 53,695 - It feels like forever. - Take care of your speech, Jack! 23 00: 03: 58,302 --> 00: 04: 00,898 I don't know what's in your head. 24 00: 04: 01,060 --> 00: 04: 03,501 Believe me, you don't want to know. 25 00: 04: 07,780 --> 00: 04: 09,999 I'll let you with it. You must be tired after your flight. 26 00: 04: 10,000 --> 00: 04: 13,685 Take a break and give me another shout later, okay? 27 00: 04: 13,700 --> 00: 04: 18,900 Thank you for your attention, David. But I will be fine. 28 00: 04: 36,200 --> 00: 04: 38,505 Do I do it here? 29 00: 06: 49,800 --> 00: 06: 51,963 How are you doing , Jack? 30 00: 06: 52,569 --> 00: 06: 54,671 37 Still alive, huh? 31 00: 06: 54,712 --> 00: 06: 55,970 Who is that? 32 00: 06: 56,000 --> 00: 06: 59,504 You two haven't met? That's Maria. 33 00: 06: 59,507 --> 00: 07: 03,526 Since I was alone again, I need someone to look after me. 34 00: 07: 04,200 --> 00: 07-09,147 I worked on him. To help with homework. Cooking, cleaning, everything. 35 00: 07: 09,177 --> 00: 07: 13,922 He is here a few hours every day. If you need anything, ask him. 36 00: 07: 14,100 --> 00: 07: 16,100 I know what you think. 00: 07: 16,116 --> 00: 07: 21,182 She is a very beautiful woman, the main reason I hire her. 38 00: 07: 21,200 --> 00: 07: 27,751 This is good there is a beautiful woman in this place again, and in fact she is very good at cooking. 39 00: 07: 27,802 --> 00: 07: 29,713 This is my son, Jack. 40 00: 07: 29,800 --> 00: 07: 32,252 Nice to meet you, Jack. 41 00: 07: 33,094 --> 00: 07: 35,401 Do you rest well? 42 00: 07: 36,700 --> 00: 07: 40,044 - He doesn't talk much, huh? - He's just a little embarrassed. 43 00: 07: 40,102 --> 00: 07: 42,672 I'm sure he will be fine, David. 44 00: 07: 42,757 --> 00: 07: 47,800 Listen, Jack. I am sorry. I have a one o'clock meeting and it will take several hours. 45 00: 07: 47,850 --> 00: 07: 51,700 So will I leave you in Maria's hand , if you don't mind? 46 00: 07: 51,707 --> 00: 07: 53,925 It's my pleasure. 47 00: 07: 56,323 --> 00: 07: 57,935 See you later , Jack. 48 00: 07: 58,900 --> 00: 08: 02,127 Today is hot, huh? Do I want to make a drink? 49 00: 08: 02,200 --> 00: 08: 05,660 - Yeah, sure. - Okay wait a minute. 50 00: 08: 37,409 --> 00: 08: 39,857 - Please. - Thank you. 58 51 00: 08: 43,950 --> 00: 08: 47,061 - So, how long do you plan to stay? - Just a few days. 52 00: 08: 47,409 --> 00: 08: 49,496 Ah, very bad. 53 00: 08: 49,737 --> 00: 08: 51,788 - Not really. - Why not? 54 00: 08: 51,920 --> 00: 08: 54,763 David and I, we are not really close. 55 00: 08: 54,825 --> 00: 08: 57,092 Sorry to hear that, Jack. 56 00: 08: 58,000 --> 00: 09: 00,875 Then you must be very close to your mother? 57 : 09: 01,300 --> 00: 09: 45,452 Why are you talking to me for what? 00: 09: 11,900 --> 00: 09: 15,422 Jack, I'm sorry if you've talked about something that's bothering you. 59 00: 09: 15,700 --> 00: 09: 17,017 Then why did you say? 60 00: 09: 17,043 --> 00: 09: 20,297 I don't know. I just thought you were close to your mother, that's all. 61 00: 09: 20,721 --> 00: 09: 23,479 Do you want to say that David never told you? 62 00: 09: 24,250 --> 00: 09: 26,683 He said that he was divorced, that's all. 63 00: 09: 26,768 --> 00: 09: 30,100 That is the character of David. He never talked about him. 64 00: 09: 31,695 --> 00: 09: 33,600 Do you live with your mother? 65 00: 09: 33,607 --> 00: 09: 37,860 No, he is not there. Excuse me. 66 00: 10: 56,010 --> 00: 10: 59,333 I want to go home now. I leave your dinner in the oven. 67 00: 11: 00,400 --> 00: 11: 02,531 Alright, see you tomorrow. 68 00: 11: 02,608 --> 00: 11: 04,408 Sorry. 69 00: 11: 05,750 --> 00: 11: 07,922 Already yelling at you. 70 00: 11: 08,400 --> 00: 11: 09,784 This is not your fault. 71 00: 11: 10,109 --> 00: 11: 12,921 It's okay. This is really my fault. 72 00: 11: 13,102 --> 00: 11: 15,136 No, this is not. 73 00: 11: 15,700 --> 00: 11: 17991 81 My life is very complicated. 74 00: 11: 18,011 --> 00: 11: 20,374 Isn't everyone? 75 00: 11: 28,100 --> 00: 11: 31,930 When you say your mother is gone, what do you mean? 76 00: 11: 32,200 --> 00: 11: 33,600 Where is he? 77 00: 11: 34,000 --> 00: 11: 22,22 He died. 78 00: 11: 35,300 --> 00: 11: 37,137 I'm really sorry. 79 00: 11: 37,403 --> 00: 11: 41,531 It's okay. It's been a long time. 80 00: 11: 43,800 --> 00: 11: 46,517 But I think your parents just got divorced? 00: 11: 46,520 --> 00: 11: 50,300 Well, as I said. My life is very complicated. 82 00: 12: 02,540 --> 00: 12: 03,911 Are you OK? 83 00: 12: 04,404 --> 00: 12: 06,174 Yeah, sure, thank you. 84 00: 12: 09,800 --> 00: 12: 11,932 When did your mother die? 85 00: 12: 12,006 --> 00: 12: 14,162 It's been a long time. 86 00: 12: 15,397 --> 00: 12: 17,888 What after your parents divorced? 87 00: 12: 17,941 --> 00: 12: 22,320 No. About the divorce , she's Linda, my stepmother. 88 00: 12: 22,400 --> 00: 12: 24,518 They divorced last year. 89 00: 12: 24,600 --> 00: 12: 27,085 Oh, that makes sense now. 90 00: 12: 29,008 --> 00: 12: 32,518 I hate Linda. He is a bad person. 91 00: 12: 32,800 --> 00: 12: 35,864 How old are you when your mother died? 92 00: 12: 36,603 --> 00: 12: 39,027 I'm still a baby. 93 00: 12: 39,400 --> 00: 12: 41,711 Are you still a baby? 94 00: 12: 41,800 --> 00: 12: 44,136 He died during childbirth. 95 00: 12: 44,904 --> 00: 12: 47,330 He died giving birth to me. 96 00: 12: 49,400 --> 00: 12: 52,385 I hope I can remember something about it, but I can't. 97 00: 12: 52,483 --> 00: 12: 55,600 It's not your fault, Jack. You're still a baby. 98 00: 12: 55,958 --> 00: 12: 58,683 I feel responsible for his death, you know? 99 00: 12: 58,700 --> 00: 13: 00,822 Always. 100 00: 13: 01,106 --> 00: 13: 02,290 I killed him. 101 00: 13: 02,505 --> 00: 13: 04,996 Don't talk like that, Jack. 102 00: 13: 12,100 --> 00: 13: 13,007 Are you okay? 103 00: 13: 13,270 --> 00: 13: 16,136 Yes, I'm fine. 104 00: 13: 17,100 --> 00:13: 19,650 It's late. I have to go. 105 00: 13: 31,745 --> 00: 13: 34,972 112 Jack? You are there? Can I come in? 106 00: 13: 35,097 --> 00: 13: 37,363 Go, David. I am sleeping. 107 00: 13: 37,400 --> 00:13: 41,582 I think tonight we can go out to dinner. There is a good restaurant in the city. 108 00: 13: 41,610 --> 00: 13: 42,610 What do you think? 109 00: 13: 42,900 --> 00: 13: 47,404 I'm not hungry and I'm not very interested. So leave me alone, okay? 110 00: 13: 47,413 --> 00:13: 49,760 Okay, Jack. If you want to be sad and stay 111 00: 13: 49,785 --> 00: 13: 51,820 in your room, just continue. I do not care. 00: 13: 51,852 --> 00: 13: 56,756 You're not a child anymore, now you're a man. So act like that. 113 00: 13: 57,069 --> 00: 13: 58,984 I'm a man, me? 114 00: 13: 59,158 --> 00: 14: 02,439 Leave me alone okay! 115 00: 14: 08,307 --> 00: 14: 10,832 That's enough, David? 116 00: 14: 20,800 --> 00: 14: 21,853 Hi. 117 00: 14: 22,600 --> 00: 14: 25,764 I have never seen you here before, you are new here? 118 00: 14: 25,800 --> 00: 14: 27,756 I'm just on vacation. 119 00: 14: 27,800 --> 00: 14: 30,561 Your accent, are you from America? 120 00: 14: 30,620 --> 00: 14: 32,597 Ah, yeah. 121 00: 14: 32,916 --> 00: 14: 34,637 I'm Becky. 122 00: 14: 35,800 --> 00: 14: 37,139 Jack. 123 00: 14: 39,445 --> 00: 14: 41,923 Are you here with your family? 124 00: 14: 42,175 --> 00: 14: 43,600 No. 125 00: 14: 44,103 --> 00: 14: 46,218 With your girlfriend? 126 00: 14: 46,231 --> 00: 14: 47,607 No. 127 00: 14: 47,816 --> 00: 14: 50,490 All right. How long will you be here? 128 00: 14: 50,500 --> 00: 14: 52,379 Only a few days. 129 00: 14: 52,800 --> 00: 14: 55,426 Ah, that's not fair. 130 00: 14: 56,800 --> 00: 14: 58,598 Do you want to take a walk? 131 00: 14: 59,646 --> 00: 15: 02,399 I don't know. I have to do a number of things. 132 00: 15: 05,232 --> 00: 15: 06,918 Who is that? 133 00: 15: 07,443 --> 00: 15: 09,343 Friends. 134 00: 15: 09,540 --> 00: 15: 11,605 Do you want to drink? 135 00: 15: 12,327 --> 00: 15: 15,699 I'm sorry I can't. I have to go back actually. 136 00: 15: 16,441 --> 00: 15: 17,800 Can we meet again? 137 00: 15: 17,895 --> 00: 15: 20,567 Of course, whatever. 138 00: 16: 26,480 --> 00: 16: 28,454 Hi Jack. You go home really fast. 139 00: 16: 28,497 --> 00: 16: 30,847 Well yeah. There's not much to do here. 140 00: 16: 30,860 --> 00: 16: 33,312 I just took a few pictures, that's all. 141 00: 16: 33,800 --> 00: 16: 35,465 I am thirsty. Can I have a drink? 142 00: 16: 35,485 --> 00: 16: 37,539 Yes, I'll make it for you. 143 00: 16: 38,307 --> 00: 16: 39,681 I see you have new friends. 144 00: 16: 39,790 --> 00: 16: 40,670 Sorry? 145 00: 16: 40,890 --> 00: 16: 42,970 Oh, is the girl back there? 146 00: 16: 43,056 --> 00: 16: 45,493 Yes. That's why I don't stop and say hello. 147 00: 16: 45,500 --> 00: 16: 48,981 I don't want to bother you. Making friends is good. 148 00: 16: 48,996 --> 00: 16: 51,000 Looks like she's a good girl. 149 00: 16: 51,050 --> 00: 16: 54,425 I hope. I only met him today. 150 00: 16: 57,364 --> 00: 16: 59,044 You have a girlfriend at home, Jack? 151 00: 16: 59,050 --> 00: 17: 00,114 No. 152 00: 17: 00,122 --> 00:17: 01,732 Really? Why not? 153 00: 17: 01,949 --> 00: 17: 05,052 I don't know. I've never met a girl I really like. 154 00: 17: 05,097 --> 00: 17: 07,460 it's I feel a girl my age really immature. 155 00: 17: 07,600 --> 00: 17: 08,851 How old are you, Jack? 156 00: 17: 08,902 --> 00:17: 10,252 Seventeen years. 157 00: 17: 10,262 --> 00: 17: 12,484 Oh, but it won't be long, right? 158 00: 17: 12,600 --> 00: 17: 16,772 Your father told me. He said you would come to celebrate your birthday with him. 159 00: 17: 16,780 --> 00: 17: 17,799 Really? 160 00: 17: 17,800 --> 00: 17: 20,960 He told you about the last time we celebrated my birthday together? 161 00: 17: 21,000 --> 00: 17: 23,157 Sad. 162 00: 17: 42,600 --> 00:17: 46,444 169 Sorry, Jack, you've made you sad again. 163 00: 17: 46,451 --> 00: 17: 50,007 You don't make me sad, Maria. David. 164 00: 17: 53,359 --> 00: 17: 55,674 Do you always call your father by name? 165 00: 17: 55,690 --> 00: 18: 00,551 I really don't think of him as my father. He's the one who makes me sick. 166 00: 18: 01,318 --> 00:18: 04,344 Always that bad between you two? 167 00: 18: 04,700 --> 00:18: 06,970 Well, he never existed for me. 168 00: 18: 08,076 --> 00: 18: 10,253 So, who do you live with now? 00: 18: 10,326 --> 00: 18: 13,589 I live with my uncle in America. Uncle Donald. 170 00: 18: 13,770 --> 00: 18: 15,985 He is my mother's younger brother. 171 00: 18: 16,000 --> 00: 18: 19,691 He is more than a father to me than David. 172 00: 18: 23,376 --> 00:18: 26,835 I know that maybe you've heard this before, Jack. 173 00: 18: 27,652 --> 00:18: 32,131 But I really understand what you are experiencing. 174 00: 18: 33,035 --> 00: 18: 36,837 I also had the same problem with my parents. 175 00: 18: 38,520 --> 00: 18: 42,510 Parents really can mess up your life if they want to. 176 00: 18: 43,600 --> 00: 18: 46,042 Do you have children, Maria? 177 00: 18: 50,030 --> 00: 18: 53,833 No. For some things, I like not having children. 178 00: 18: 54,267 --> 00: 18: 56,261 I think I'll be a bad mother. 179 00: 18: 56,469 --> 00:19: 02,462 Yesterday, when I told you about my mother, you really looked sad. 180 00: 19: 03,018 --> 00:19: 05,304 Objection if I ask why? 181 00: 19: 07,307 --> 00:19: 11,849 As I said before, Jack. I understand what you are experiencing. 182 00: 19: 12,447 --> 00:19: 15,118 You lost someone close to you? 183 00: 19: 16,734 --> 00:19: 18,245 Yes. 184 00: 19: 19,286 --> 00:19: 22,700 And like you, it's been a long time. 185 00: 19: 23,683 --> 00: 19: 26,549 So I understand your pain. 186 00: 19: 27,700 --> 00: 19: 31,349 It must be very difficult to grow up without a mother. 187 00: 19: 31,357 --> 00:19: 36,555 Yes. Even more difficult if you have a father who really doesn't care about you. 188 00: 19: 37,384 --> 00:19: 39,344 I always feel like an orphan. 189 00: 19: 39,350 --> 00:19: 47,254 Oh, don't talk like that, Jack. I am sure deep inside your father loves you so much. 190 00: 19: 49,000 --> 00:19: 52,073 Well, if so, he never showed it. 191 00: 19: 53,262 --> 00:19: 56,149 My life is very sad. We just talk about other things. 192 00: 19: 56,228 --> 00:19: 57,307 Alright. 193 00: 19: 58,040 --> 00:20: 00,721 So, how long have you been living in England? 194 00: 20: 01,603 --> 00:20: 03,983 About two years now. 195 00: 20: 04,000 --> 00: 20: 08,346 And before that I lived in Germany for about three years. 196 00: 20: 08,808 --> 00:20: 11,674 You learned to speak English after you arrived? 197 00: 20: 11,986 --> 00:20: 14,671 Well, that's a funny story. 198 00: 20: 15,461 --> 00:20: 19,417 When I was young, I used to watch a lot of American films. 199 00: 20: 19,504 --> 00:20: 22,077 That's how I learned to speak English. 200 00: 20: 22,700 --> 00: 20: 25,863 This is beautiful language. 201 00: 20: 26,094 --> 00:20: 28,153 Do you speak other languages, Jack? 202 00: 20: 28,307 --> 00:20: 32,167 Not really. I know one or two French words, that's how it is. 203 00: 20: 32,499 --> 00:20: 36,522 I speak German very well, also a little Spanish. 204 00: 20: 36,598 --> 00:20: 39,534 Maybe later you can teach me some French? 205 00: 20: 42,478 --> 00:20: 45,166 I will be happy. 206 00: 20: 48,660 --> 00:20: 51,660 Look at the clock. I better get back to work. 207 00: 20: 51,870 --> 00:20: 53,171 I don't want you to starve. 208 00: 21: 10,543 --> 00: 21: 12,000 This is very good. 209 00: 21: 23,000 --> 00: 21: 28,048 It might sound a little weird but me feel really comfortable talking to you. 210 00: 21: 28,115 --> 00: 21: 32,697 Oh, thank you, Jack. That means a lot to me. 211 00: 21: 33,834 --> 00:21: 36,256 I'm always here for you. 212 00: 21: 51,402 --> 00: 21: 52,700 Thank you. 213 00: 21: 57,700 --> 00: 22: 00996 I am very happy with what you said earlier. 214 00: 22: 01,255 --> 00: 22: 03,606 It's good to talk to someone about your problem. 215 00: 22: 03,800 --> 00: 22: 06,685 Usually I don't but, with you it's different. 216 00: 22: 06,700 --> 00: 22: 10,543 Ah. I am here for you. 217 00: 22: 11,148 --> 00: 22: 14,302 You can talk about anything you want. 218 00: 22: 14,902 --> 00:22: 17,256 I just want to show you something. 219 00: 22: 26,699 --> 00: 22: 28,421 Your mother? 220 00: 22: 29,524 --> 00: 22: 31,504 She's beautiful. 221 00: 22: 31,850 --> 00: 22: 33,794 You are very similar to him. 222 00: 22: 35,000 --> 00: 22: 38,902 Yes, maybe. But he is prettier than me. 223 00: 22: 43,351 --> 00: 22: 48,709 You know, I'm always curious how my life will change if he's here now. 224 225 00: 22: 55,359 --> 00: 22: 58,320 00: 22: 49,000 --> 00: 22: 51,638 Yes, I know what you mean. What about your birthday? You're not like other teenagers , right, Jack? 226 00: 22: 58,341 --> 00: 23: 00,572 I think a lot, that's my problem. 227 00: 23: 00,594 --> 00:23: 07,191 It is very difficult to meet my peers to talk like adults. 228 00: 23: 10,502 --> 00: 23: 14,009 Let's just talk to the others. Something that will keep you entertained. 229 00: 23: 14,013 --> 00: 23: 15,275 I have no passion. 230 00: 23: 15,279 --> 00: 23: 17,113 Don't be like that. 231 00: 23: 17,331 --> 00: 23: 20,494 Have you decided what to do? 232 00: 23: 20,560 --> 00: 23: 22,566 I really don't like birthdays. 233 00: 23: 22,604 --> 00: 23: 25,440 Why not? Everyone likes it. 234 00: 23: 25,449 --> 00: 23: 28,099 This is the happiest celebration of our lives, isn't that right? 235 00: 23: 28,100 --> 00: 23: 29,454 Well, it's not mine. 236 00: 23: 29,485 --> 00: 23: 30,660 Don't say that. 237 00: 23: 30,700 --> 00: 23: 33,003 Are you very stupid? 238 00: 23: 33,494 --> 00: 23: 34,600 Jack. 239 00: 23: 34,655 --> 00: 23: 36,855 Leave me alone, okay? 240 00: 23: 56,542 --> 00: 23: 57,706 What's the matter, Jack? 241 00: 23: 57,720 --> 00: 24: 00,853 I told you I don't want to celebrate my birthday. 242 00: 24: 00,878 --> 00: 24: 02,680 So please don't ask again, okay? 243 00: 24: 02,700 --> 00: 24: 04,800 I'm just trying to cheer you up. 244 00: 24: 04,810 --> 00: 24: 08,696 I can't celebrate my birthday without feeling guilty. 245 00: 24: 09,202 --> 00: 24: 12,257 I want to be happy, I want to. But how am I 246 247 00: 24: 12,282 --> 00: 24: 15,273 can be happy if this is also the day of my mother's death. 00: 24: 15,555 --> 00: 24: 17,881 What should I do, say? 248 00: 24: 18,000 --> 00: 24: 20,976 I'm sorry, Jack. Forgive me. 249 00: 24: 21,109 --> 00: 24: 25,457 Every year I feel guilty when my year comes. 250 00: 24: 25,800 --> 00: 24: 29,460 I always felt that I should have lamented his death. 251 00: 24: 29,800 --> 00: 24: 32,095 Oh, Jack. 252 00: 24: 33,300 --> 00: 24: 36,765 I am always depressed on my birthday. 253 00: 24: 37,605 --> 00: 24: 39,478 I want to forget it. 254 00: 24: 39,518 --> 00: 24: 43,455 I want to be happy but remember my mother just made me sadder. 255 00: 24: 43,512 --> 00: 24: 47,600 I understand your sadness. I really understand. 256 00: 24: 49,067 --> 00: 24: 54,207 I know the difficulty of losing someone who is very precious to you. 257 00: 24: 56,140 --> 00: 24: 57,921 What is your husband? 258 00: 24: 58,000 --> 00:25: 01,290 No, I never married. 259 00: 25: 02,900 --> 00: 25: 04,169 Sorry. 260 00: 25: 04,241 --> 00: 25: 05,800 It's okay. 261 00: 25: 06,300 --> 00: 25: 13,300 I don't like talking about it. This is something I would rather save myself. 262 00: 25: 13,301 --> 00: 25: 15,650 You don't feel comfortable telling me? 263 00: 25: 15,675 --> 00: 25: 18,599 You know, you can trust me. I won't tell anyone. 264 00: 25: 18,600 --> 00: 25: 21,100 I believe in you, Jack. 265 00: 25: 22,805 --> 00: 25: 27,006 This is just very painful to remember the past, that's all. 266 00: 25: 27,072 --> 00: 25: 28,678 Yeah. 267 00: 25: 29,109 --> 00: 25: 33,022 Sometimes it's best not to remember bad things. 268 00: 25: 33,209 --> 00: 25: 36,459 Yes, you are right. 269 00: 25: 48,603 --> 00: 25: 51,635 But also, it's good to tell. 270 00: 25: 51,702 --> 00: 25: 53,929 Yes, maybe. 271 00: 26: 00,750 --> 00: 26: 03,585 This is a long time ago. 272 00: 26: 04,208 --> 00: 26: 06,499 I'm still your age. 273 00: 26: 06,500 --> 12:00 26: 12,889 A naive seventeen-year-old girl thinks I know about the world, you know. 274 00: 26: 13,402 --> 00:26: 16,138 I met a boy. 275 00: 26: 16,358 --> 00: 26: 19,618 And one thing leads to another problem. And I ended up pregnant. 276 00: 26: 19,700 --> 00: 26: 22,900 277 00: 26: 23,628 --> 00: 26: 27,354 My boyfriend doesn't want me to keep the baby. 278 00: 26: 27,514 --> 00: 26: 30,933 He told me to abort him. 279 00: 26: 32,000 --> 00: 26: 34,507 But I didn't do it. 280 00: 26: 36,430 --> 00: 26: 41,048 I tried to keep this from my parents as long as I could. 281 00: 26: 41,193 --> 00: 26: 44,983 When they found out, they were very angry. 282 00: 26: 45,710 --> 00: 26: 48,629 My parents are very religious. 283 00: 26: 48,761 --> 00: 26: 55,269 We live in a small town where everyone knows other people's business. 284 00: 26: 56,080 --> 00: 26: 59,705 This is a big scandal. 285 00: 27: 00,179 --> 00: 27: 02,500 What happened to the baby? 286 00: 27: 03,800 --> 00: 27: 09,778 My parents oppose abortion, so they let me have a baby. 287 00: 27: 10,606 --> 00:27: 14,110 The only thing they did right. 288 00: 27: 14,201 --> 00: 27: 16,452 So you have a baby? 289 00: 27: 17,273 --> 00:27: 19,106 Yes. 290 00: 27: 20,000 --> 00: 27: 27,993 A boy. Two and a half kilograms. He is small. 291 00: 27: 28,700 --> 00: 27: 32,232 I still remember that day at the hospital. 292 00: 27: 38,286 --> 00:27: 41,358 They let me have the baby. 293 00: 27: 42,056 --> 00: 27: 45,769 But they don't allow me to look after them. 294 00: 27: 47,453 --> 00: 27: 50,567 They made me hand it over. 295 00: 27: 51,100 --> 00: 27: 58,506 They made me give my handsome baby boy to be adopted. 296 00: 28: 04,700 --> 00: 28: 10,431 I will never forgive my parents for what I did. 297 00: 28: 16,254 --> 00: 28: 19,499 My father died a few years ago. 298 00: 28: 19,500 --> 00:28: 26,105 I didn't go to his funeral, because I still can't forgive him. 299 00: 28: 34,033 --> 00:28: 41,286 But I hate myself more for not keeping my son. 300 00: 28: 45,700 --> 00: 28: 49,403 I hate myself for being a coward. 301 00: 28: 54,401 --> 00: 28: 59,596 But this is something I have learned in life. 302 00: 29: 03,340 --> 00: 29: 08,325 You know, my life isn't as perfect as they think. 303 00: 29: 13,426 --> 00: 29: 15,618 I'm really sorry. 304 00: 29: 16,867 --> 00: 29: 22,836 Well, I just blame myself. 305 00: 29: 25,050 --> 00: 29: 27,428 Have you ever tried looking for it? 306 00: 29: 28,095 --> 00: 29: 32,495 No, I feel very guilty. 307 00: 29: 47,393 --> 00: 29: 50,690 Wherever he is, I'm sure he will be fine. 308 00: 29: 54,107 --> 00: 29: 58,388 Yes. Thanks. 309 00: 30: 02,002 --> 00:30: 05,319 We have something in common, do n't we? 310 00: 30: 05,647 --> 00:30: 07,319 Yeah. 311 00: 30: 10,140 --> 00: 30: 11,711 Maria? 312 00: 30: 15,653 --> 00: 30: 16,738 Ah, there you are. 313 00: 30: 31,708 --> 00:30: 33,861 How are you doing , Jack? 314 00: 30: 38,890 --> 00:30: 42,424 Listen, I'm sorry. I'm really busy working lately. 315 00: 30: 42,429 --> 00:30: 46,361 Why doesn't it surprise me, David? You know, you have not changed at all. 316 00: 30: 46,900 --> 00:30: 50,757 Don't be like that, kid. I'm really trying, okay. 317 00: 30: 51,056 --> 00:30: 53,879 By the way, the problem is ... 318 00: 30: 55,448 --> 00: 30: 319 00: 30: 58,900 --> 00: 31: 03,082 I know you will cheating me because of this. 325 I have to go to Paris for a day. 320 00: 31: 03,244 --> 00: 31: 10,116 I have a meeting with a new client and it is very important to meet him directly. 321 00: 31: 10,333 --> 00: 31: 13,232 His trademark is David. There is no time for family. 322 00: 31: 13,700 --> 00: 31: 17,000 Don't worry. I will fix it after I return. 323 00: 31: 17,010 --> 00: 31: 19,719 Like you did for the past seventeen years? 324 00: 31: 19,800 --> 00: 31: 22,030 I don't even know why you came here. 00: 31: 22,150 --> 00: 31: 24,071 Don't talk like that. 326 00: 31: 27,136 --> 00: 31: 31,557 I have asked Maria to stay and look after you until I return. 327 00: 31: 33,000 --> 00: 31: 34,832 Should I feel better? 328 00: 31: 35,100 --> 00: 31: 39,701 No, I don't think so. But at least you will have friends. 329 00: 31: 40,400 --> 00: 31: 43,171 Reason for reasons. 330 00: 31: 56,900 --> 00: 31: 58,575 Your dinner is ready. 331 00: 31: 58,900 --> 00: 32: 01,540 I'm not hungry. I'll eat later. 332 00: 32: 06,600 --> 00: 32: 08,564 Are you still mad at your father? 333 00: 32: 08,600 --> 00: 32: 12,383 No. I was angry at myself for coming here. 334 00: 32: 15,426 --> 00: 32: 17,054 He's always like this? 335 00: 32: 17,100 --> 00: 32: 19,140 As long as I remember, yeah. 336 00: 32: 19,403 --> 00:32: 24,994 David is always workaholic. Work is always number one, family number two with him. 337 00: 32: 25,100 --> 00:32: 27,302 What about your stepmother? 338 00: 32: 27,448 --> 00:32: 30,759 He was the reason why I went to America. 339 00: 32: 30,900 --> 00: 32: 34,223 Father married her a year after my mother's death. 340 00: 32: 34,308 --> 00: 32: 38,160 And at first I grew up thinking he was my mother, you know. 341 00: 32: 38,600 --> 00: 32: 46,011 Then my stepbrother Matthew was born and his behavior began to change to me. 342 00: 32: 46,100 --> 00: 32: 50,388 I was excluded. I got into trouble because of all his actions. 343 00: 32: 50,413 --> 00: 32: 53,653 I became nobody. 344 00: 32: 53,689 --> 00: 32: 56,602 David is not there to find out. He is always very busy with work. 345 00: 32: 56,619 --> 00: 33: 00,914 Too busy looking for money so my stepmother can spend it. 346 00: 33: 03,114 --> 00: 33: 08,407 Now their marriage is over and everything feels very meaningless. 347 00: 33: 08,501 --> 00: 33: 11,150 It's just a waste of time. 348 00: 33: 12,100 --> 00: 33: 14,930 When do you realize that he is not your real mother? 349 00: 33: 15,000 --> 00: 33: 16,826 I'm about six years old. 350 00: 33: 16,900 --> 00:33: 19,252 Find photos of my mother and David together, 351 00: 33: 19,277 --> 00: 33: 21,627 and when I asked my stepmother about this ... 352 00: 33: 21,700 --> 00: 33: 27,005 He is very happy to tell me that he is not my real mother. 353 00: 33: 27,854 --> 00: 33: 30,086 Sorry, Jack. 354 00: 33: 31,100 --> 00: 33: 34,509 No child has to experience what you have experienced. 355 00: 33: 34,615 --> 00: 33: 38,187 Yeah, I hope too. 356 00: 33: 38,641 --> 00:33: 42,704 Maybe divorce is not a bad thing, you know. 357 00: 33: 43,805 --> 00:33: 45,997 Maybe you can start over with your father again. 358 00: 33: 46,020 --> 00: 33: 48,235 I don't think that's possible. 359 00: 33: 48,305 --> 00: 33: 50,835 Have you ever told him what you felt in those years? 366 360 00: 33: 50,870 --> 00: 33: 52,800 - No. - Maybe you should. 361 00: 33: 52,805 --> 00: 33: 57,400 Maybe you should give your father another chance. 362 00: 33: 58,570 --> 00: 34: 01,602 - Do you think so? - Yes, of course. 363 00: 34: 05,126 --> 00: 34: 09,172 Thank you, Maria. Thank you for all your advice. 364 00: 34: 10,535 --> 00: 34: 13,193 You will be a great mother. 365 00: 34: 17,715 --> 00: 34: 20,277 So what are you watching? 00: 34: 20,497 --> 00: 34: 22,451 Nothing special. 367 00: 34: 23,200 --> 00: 34: 25,260 I feel tired. 368 00: 34: 26,045 --> 00: 34: 28,708 I don't like sports. Try another. 369 00: 34: 29,703 --> 00: 34: 31,801 Ah, this seems interesting. 370 00: 36: 37,050 --> 00: 36: 38,746 Maria? 371 00: 36: 39,383 --> 00: 36: 41,700 Hi, Jacob. 372 00: 36: 42,324 --> 00: 36: 44,130 I think this is you. 373 00: 36: 44,800 --> 00: 36: 46,435 How are you? 374 00: 36: 46,516 --> 00: 36: 49,388 Good. What are you doing here? 375 00: 36: 49,804 --> 00: 36: 52,246 Don't worry. I did not follow you. I'm here to finish a story. 376 00: 36: 52,514 --> 00: 36: 53,952 I'm here completing a story. 377 00: 36: 54,320 --> 00: 36: 56,365 Small world, right? 378 00: 36: 58,228 --> 00: 36: 59,943 Nice to meet you. 379 : 37: 01,832 --> 00: 37: 05,650 Will you take me to drink coffee? 380 00: 37: 10,200 --> 00: 37: 13,173 So what have you done? 381 00: 37: 14,783 --> 00: 37: 17,825 Nothing special. And you? 382 00: 37: 18,080 --> 00: 37: 20,686 You know, normal. 383 00: 37: 20,807 --> 00: 37: 24,404 I'm working on an article about 00: 37: 47,510 --> 00: 37: 50,940 local wildlife reserves. 384 00: 37: 24,662 --> 00: 37: 26,203 Interesting thing. 385 00: 37: 26,706 --> 00:37: 28,780 Someone has to do it right? 386 00: 37: 31,604 --> 00:37: 35,111 So how are you doing Jacob? 387 00: 37: 35,599 --> 00: 37: 37,134 Very good. 388 00: 37: 38,200 --> 00: 37: 39,725 I think. 389 : 37: 42,648 --> 00: 37: 46,370 So, is there a special person in your life now? 390 00: 37: 46,573 --> 00: 37: 47,476 Oh, Jacob. 391 Sorry, I have to ask. 392 00: 37: 51,250 --> 00: 37: 53,461 I'm not looking for anyone. 393 00: 37: 55,132 --> 00: 37: 56,587 What about you? 394 00: 37: 57,141 --> 00: 37: 58,630 Yeah. 395 00: 37: 59,809 --> 00:38: 03,907 I've met someone for about two months now. 396 00: 38: 05,200 --> 00: 38: 07,062 I'm happy for you. 397 00: 38: 08,000 --> 00: 38: 11,565 After you leave me, I spend a lot of time ... 398 00: 38: 12,470 --> 00: 38: 15,178 Try to understand what is my fault, you know. 399 00: 38: 15,200 --> 00: 38: 18,184 You did nothing wrong, Jacob. 400 is 00: 38: 18,660 --> 00: 38: 23,334 I'm just not ready for committed, that's all. 401 00: 38: 24,200 --> 00: 38: 27,006 I don't plan to hurt you. 402 00: 38: 27,600 --> 00: 38: 30,631 Well, you do. 403 00: 38: 31,611 --> 00: 38: 33,862 I hope this is really not my own fault. 404 00: 38: 33,956 --> 00: 38: 39,005 I shouldn't start talking about marriage so quickly. 405 00: 38: 39,200 --> 00: 38: 41,262 This is complicated. 406 00: 38: 42,100 --> 00: 38: 46,578 I really don't expect to fall in love with you so quickly. 407 00: 38: 47,691 --> 00: 38: 56,100 I think marriage will be a natural way to improve our relationship, you know. 408 00: 38: 57,200 --> 00: 38: 59,028 Does that make sense? 409 00: 38: 59,502 --> 00: 39: 01,846 This makes perfect sense. 410 00: 39: 02,678 --> 00: 39: 08,355 I just, I have a lot of problems to solve first. 411 00: 39: 09,400 --> 00: 39: 11,944 All the time I'm with you ... 412 00: 39: 12,905 --> 00: 39: 18,407 I don't think you ever really open me emotionally, you know. 413 00: 39: 18,801 --> 00: 39: 22,300 I hope you will end it. 414 00: 39: 24,708 --> 00: 39: 26,804 But I was wrong. 415 00: 39: 27,939 --> 00: 39: 30,795 It's not your fault, Jacob. 416 00: 39: 34,935 --> 00: 39: 37,740 I'm still in love with you, Maria. 417 00: 39: 40,000 --> 00: 39: 41,673 And I want you to come back. 418 00: 39: 41,766 --> 00: 39: 43,834 Listen to me. 419 00: 39: 46,709 --> 00: 39: 49,605 We can start again. 420 00: 39: 50,887 --> 00: 39: 53,514 Slow down this time. 421 00: 39: 55,633 --> 00: 39: 59,842 We can only date if that's what you want. 422 00: 40: 00,400 --> 00: 40: 04,433 And I won't talk about marriage. 423 00: 40: 05,400 --> 00: 40: 08,016 I don't know, Jacob. 424 00: 40: 09,422 --> 00:40: 12,752 Consider this, huh? 425 00: 40: 13,193 --> 00: 40: 14,469 Alright. 426 00: 40: 14,609 --> 00:40: 15,912 Please. 427 00: 40: 25,608 --> 00:40: 27,653 Well, I'm here for a week. 428 00: 40: 27,849 --> 00: 40: 33,508 If you want to see me or just want to take a walk ... 429 00: 40: 33,908 --> 00:40: 36,178 Contact me. Do you still have my cellphone number? 430 00: 40: 37,707 --> 00: 40: 40,175 431 00: 40: 41,200 --> 00: 40: 42,705 Yes. 432 00: 40: 44,901 --> 00:40: 48,249 I have a feeling that you won't call me. 433 00: 40: 48,417 --> 00: 40: 52,632 And I will never hear you again. 434 00: 40: 52,675 --> 00: 40: 56,928 I don't know, Jacob. This might not be a good idea. 435 00: 40: 58,629 --> 00: 41: 00,999 How about your girlfriend? 436 00: 41: 04,756 --> 00: 41: 10,391 I don't feel something the same as I feel for you. 437 00: 41: 13,400 --> 00: 41: 19,417 Just say that you will consider this, huh? 438 00: 41: 23,638 --> 00: 41: 28,404 We can still be friends? I do not mind. 439 00: 41: 34,200 --> 00: 41: 37,316 What do you think? 440 00: 41: 38,918 --> 00: 41: 41,059 This is complicated. 441 00: 41: 43,509 --> 00: 41: 44,992 I know. 442 00: 41: 47,709 --> 00: 41: 49,243 Well ... 443 00: 41: 52,064 --> 00: 41: 54,109 Consider. 444 00: 41: 55,521 --> 00: 42: 03,498 Remember, I'm only as far as a telephone call. Okay? 445 00: 42: 13,062 --> 00: 42: 15,069 I will leave. 00: 42: 20,200 --> 00: 42: 22,132 446 Take care of yourself, Maria. 447 00: 42: 22,220 --> 00: 42: 2,212 You too, Jacob. 448 00: 42: 54,260 --> 00: 42: 55,600 Hi Jack, finally you wake up? 449 : 42: 55,670 --> 00: 42: 57,271 Yeah, I woke up from earlier. 450 00: 42: 57,280 --> 00: 42: 58,365 Okay. 451 00: 42: 59,801 --> 00: 43: 02,173 Who was the man I saw leaving this house? 452 00: 43: 02,268 --> 00: 43: 03,919 Oh, you mean Jacob? 453 00: 43: 04,095 --> 00: 43: 08,945 Only old friends. I met him on the road so I invited him to drink coffee. 454 00: 43: 09,063 --> 00: 43: 10,270 OK. 455 00: 43: 10,800 --> 00: 43: 14,067 Do you want to eat something or do you want to wait until lunch? 456 00: 43: 14,422 --> 00: 43: 18,166 - I'll wait until lunch, thank you. - Okay, lunch will be ready soon. 457 00: 43: 19,134 --> 00: 43: 20,365 Hey, Jack. 458 00: 43: 21,849 --> 00 43: 24,721 I don't want you to misunderstand me. 459 00: 43: 26,040 --> 00: 43: 27,905 But I want to say ... 460 00: 43: 28,400 --> 00: 43: 30,427 Happy Birthday. 461 00: 43: 31,100 --> 00: 43: 32,082 Thank you. 462 00: 43: 32,130 --> 00: 43: 33,431 You're welcome . 463 00: 43: 35,804 --> 00: 43: 37,602 Where is my gift? 464 00: 43: 37,934 --> 00: 43: 43,362 - Ah, Jack. I did not bring you anything. - I'm just teasing you, Maria. 465 00: 43: 43,763 --> 00 43: 47,294 But honestly, if you give me something ... 466 00: 43: 47,400 --> 00: 43: 49,130 I won't say no. 467 00: 43: 49,205 --> 00: 43: 51,376 I will consider it very special. 468 00: 43: 51,398 --> 00: 43: 53,070 Ah, thank you, Jack. 469 00: 43: 53,125 --> 00: 43: 56,091 If you will give me something, what is that? 470 00: 43: 56,400 --> 00: 43: 59,086 Oh, I don't know ... 471 00: 43: 59,100 --> 00: 44: 04,157 Something you like, something you always want. I have no idea. 472 00: 44: 04,234 --> 00:44: 08,880 It's still not too late, Jack. 473 00: 44: 05,942 --> 00:44: 09,363 Why don't you say what you want for your birthday and I'll give it to you. 474 00: 44: 09,400 --> 00:44: 10,207 Do you promise? 475 00: 44: 10,300 --> 00:44: 13,321 Yes, I promise, so far it's not too expensive. 476 00: 44: 13,400 --> 00: 44: 14,464 I want you, Maria. 477 00: 44: 14,465 --> 00: 44: 15,842 What? 478 00: 44: 16,068 --> 00: 44: 18,210 I want you. 479 00: 44: 19,600 --> 12:00: 21,902 Stop talking silly, Jack. 480 00: 44: 39,106 --> 00: 44: 41,380 So you won't give me a present? 481 00: 44: 41,946 --> 00: 44: 43,758 What do you mean, Jack? 482 00: 44: 44,200 --> 00:44: 45,854 I think you know what I mean. 483 00: 44: 45,916 --> 00: 44: 46,892 I don't know. 484 00: 44: 46,893 --> 00:44: 48,733 I think you know. 485 486 00: 44: 50,010 --> 00: 44: 52,162 I think I have to go back to work. 493 00: 44: 52,202 --> 00: 44: 54,409 Don't ignore me, Maria. 487 00: 44: 55,500 --> 00: 44: 58,830 You promised to give me what I wanted for my birthday. 488 00: 44: 58,907 --> 00:45: 01,810 Now I'll tell you what I want. 489 00:45: 03,400 --> 00:45: 05,484 I want you. 490 00: 45: 06,516 --> 00:45: 08,120 You can't be serious, Jack. 491 00: 45: 08,150 --> 00:45: 10,455 I am very serious, Maria. 492 00: 45: 10,496 --> 00: 45: 13,045 We have something in common. 00: 45: 13,113 --> 00: 45: 15,612 We have a connection. 494 00: 45: 15,618 --> 00:45: 16,931 I know you feel the way I feel. 495 00: 45: 17,020 --> 00:45: 20,750 Yes, we have a connection, Jack. I won't reject it. 496 00: 45: 20,914 --> 00: 45: 23,499 What do you really want from me? 497 00: 45: 23,541 --> 00:45: 25,491 I want you. 498 00: 45: 27,200 --> 00:45: 29,195 I want to hug you. 499 00: 45: 30,101 --> 00:45: 32,103 I want to hold you. 500 00: 45: 33,400 --> 00:45: 36,198 I want to touch you. 502 501 00: 45: 36,502 --> 00: 45: 38,268 This is wrong. 00: 45: 38,318 --> 00:45: 41,104 You shouldn't talk like this. You're still a child. 503 00: 45: 41,200 --> 00: 45: 43,513 I'm not a child anymore. 504 00: 45: 43,806 --> 00:45: 45,976 Today I'm a man. 505 00: 45: 46,000 --> 00: 45: 50,416 And the problem is that we have connections, nothing else. 506 00: 45: 50,597 --> 00:45: 53,446 That won't justify this, Jack. 507 00: 45: 53,900 --> 00:45: 56,602 I didn't see you that way. 508 00: 45: 59,201 --> 00: 46: 03,191 You're confusing our friendship. 516 509 00: 46: 03,660 --> 00: 46: 09,200 I consider you a friend, Jack. A good friend. Only that. 510 00: 46: 09,800 --> 00: 46: 14,505 So you would say that you don't feel anything about me other than friendship? 511 00: 46: 15,203 --> 00: 46: 16,798 No, I don't. 512 00: 46: 17,249 --> 00: 46: 20,449 Why don't you see my eyes and say that? 513 00: 46: 22,403 --> 00: 46: 25,427 You're just a friend to me, Jack. 514 00: 46: 25,500 --> 00: 46: 27,904 Nothing more. 515 00: 46: 34,800 --> 00: 46: 37,289 Do you still love that man? 00: 46: 41,265 --> 00: 46: 42,404 What are you talking about? 517 00: 46: 42,443 --> 00: 46: 46,234 Don't fake it. I listen to you. 518 00: 46: 47,237 --> 00: 46: 49,237 He wants you to come back, right? 519 00: 46: 49,900 --> 00: 46: 51,492 That's none of your business. 520 00: 46: 52,006 --> 00: 46: 54,300 Are you thinking of returning to him? 521 00: 46: 54,330 --> 00: 46: 58,474 Jack, please stop. I can't continue this anymore. Just stop it. 522 00: 46: 58,500 --> 00: 47: 00,100 You know, Maria? 523 00: 47: 00,900 --> 00: 47: 03,572 of For the first time at my life, I think I'm 524 00: 47: 03,597 --> 00: 47: 06,324 can feel a little happiness on my birthday. 525 00: 47: 06,824 --> 00: 47: 06:40 I think I've found something special. 526 00: 47: 10,030 --> 00: 47: 16,679 Someone who cares about me. But ... 527 00: 47: 19,550 --> 00: 47: 21,546 I was wrong. 528 00: 47: 23,351 --> 00: 47: 25,615 You never cared about me. 529 00: 47: 26,512 --> 00: 47: 28,690 You're the same as David. 530 00: 47: 29,800 --> 00: 47: 33,770 - You're just pretending. - I care about you, Jack. 531 00: 47: 34,150 --> 00: 47: 37,455 It's just not that way. 532 00: 47: 40,680 --> 00: 47: 44,320 It's okay. Deep in my heart I know it's too beautiful to be real. 533 00: 47: 44,400 --> 00: 47: 49,004 I don't mean to give that impression, Jack. I'm just trying to be friendly. 534 00: 47: 49,046 --> 00: 47: 50,729 No, you're lying. 535 00: 47: 50,800 --> 00: 47: 54,845 I know you like me. I know you feel something similar to me. 536 00: 47: 54,907 --> 00: 47: 58,507 - I don't. - I love you, Maria. 537 00: 48: 05,650 --> 00: 48: 08,963 I love you more than you will this man ever do. 538 00: 48: 15,293 --> 00: 48: 17,724 You don't love me, Jack. 539 00: 48: 17,800 --> 00: 48: 19,912 You only miss your mother. 540 00: 48: 19,913 --> 00: 48: 23,968 I'm not your mother, Jack. I will never be able to replace it. 541 00: 48: 23,977 --> 00: 48: 26,000 Why not? 542 00: 48: 29,804 --> 00: 48: 32,012 You gave your son. 543 00: 48: 32,200 --> 00: 48: 35,369 And you live with guilt. 544 00: 48: 35,950 --> 00: 48: 40,006 Always curious, it would be like do you live close to him. 545 00: 48: 40,100 --> 00: 48: 42,100 Hold it. 546 00: 48: 43,300 --> 00: 48: 45,300 Hugging him. 547 00: 48: 47,829 --> 00: 48: 49,921 Touching it. 548 00: 48: 54,403 --> 00: 48: 56,404 Kiss it. 549 00: 49: 03,800 --> 00: 49: 05,800 Feel it. 550 00: 49: 26,200 --> 00: 49: 28,977 Hi. I'm looking for Jack. 551 00: 49: 32,700 --> 00: 49: 36,900 Hi Jack. I think we can take a walk today. 552 00: 49: 37,349 --> 00: 49: 41,768 Yeah, sure. I really need to get out of this place. 553 00: 49: 56,600 --> 00: 49: 57,878 Are you okay? 554 00: 49: 58,300 --> 00: 49: 59,199 Jack? 555 00: 49: 59,200 --> 00: 50: 00,241 Yeah. 556 00: 50: 00,750 --> 00: 50: 02,055 Is something wrong? 557 00: 50: 03,303 --> 00: 50: 04,742 Nothing. 558 00: 50: 06,100 --> 00:50: 07,702 How can you find me? 559 00: 50: 08,359 --> 00:50: 11,747 I followed you that day. 560 00: 50: 12,106 --> 00: 50: 13,526 Do you follow me? 561 00: 50: 13,600 --> 00:50: 14,607 Do you want me to do it? 562 00: 50: 16,600 --> 00: 50: 18,379 You don't have a boyfriend? 563 00: 50: 18,590 --> 00: 50: 19,700 No. 564 00: 50: 19,709 --> 00:50: 21,974 You want to be my girlfriend? 565 00: 50: 23,000 --> 00: 50: 24,509 Today is my birthday. 566 00: 50: 24,567 --> 00:50: 27,304 Really? Happy birthday, Jack. 567 00: 50: 29,804 --> 00:50: 32,208 The first time in my life, I really want something 568 00: 50: 32,233 --> 00:50: 34,300 for my birthday but I can't get it. 569 00: 50: 34,304 --> 00: 50: 38,273 Oh yes? What do you want, Jack? Maybe I can give it to you. 570 00: 50: 38,302 --> 00:50: 39,759 No, you can't give this to me. 571 00: 50: 39,800 --> 00: 50: 42,987 Really? Are you sure? Maybe I can. 572 00: 50: 43,004 --> 00: 50: 47,100 Do you want to go back to my house? My parents aren't home now. 573 00: 50: 51,500 --> 00: 50: 53,300 I can't. 574 00: 50: 53,303 --> 00: 50: 57,400 You're like a very good girl, but I like other people. 575 00: 50: 57,462 --> 00: 50: 59,784 Sorry if I gave the wrong impression. 576 00: 50: 59,876 --> 00: 51: 01,202 Who is she? 577 00: 51: 01,217 --> 00: 51: 04,293 Former girlfriend? Someone in America? 578 00: 51: 05,460 --> 00: 51: 09,247 This is complicated. I have to go. 579 00: 51: 09,700 --> 00: 51: 12,785 Where do you want to go? Jack? 580 00: 51: 45,400 --> 00: 51: 47,775 What are you doing here, Jack? Where is your friend? 581 00: 51: 47,794 --> 00: 51: 49,028 Why are you crying? 582 00: 51: 49,105 --> 00: 51: 52,201 - I don't cry. - Stop lying, Maria. 583 00: 51: 52,703 --> 00: 51: 54,778 Why are you still here? 584 00: 51: 56,500 --> 00: 52: 00,408 If we're just friends why are you n't stop and just leave, huh? 585 00: 52: 03,000 --> 00: 52: 07,702 What I feel about you is more than friends. 586 00: 52: 09,392 --> 00: 52: 11,709 I care about you. 587 00: 52: 12,200 --> 00: 52: 14,310 I want to take care of you. 588 00: 52: 16,207 --> 00: 52: 17,916 I love you. 589 00: 52: 18,000 --> 00: 52: 20,008 Oh, don't say that, Jack. 590 00: 52: 32,508 --> 00: 52: 33,956 What do you want from me? 591 00: 52: 34,050 --> 00: 52: 37,335 Love me, Maria. Love me like your son. 592 00: 52: 41,100 --> 00: 52: 43,100 601 Come here. 593 00: 52: 56,000 --> 00: 52: 58,100 Stop it, Jack. 594 00: 53: 01,596 --> 00: 53: 05,801 Don't stop me, Maria. I like this feeling. 595 00: 53: 12,103 --> 00: 53: 13,976 This is wrong, Jack. 596 00: 53: 14,127 --> 00: 53: 16,736 For me this is not wrong. 597 00: 53: 37,250 --> 00: 53: 39,307 Can I smell it? 598 00: 54: 36,500 --> 00: 54: 38,508 Stop it? 599 00: 54: 42,200 --> 00: 54: 44,552 Are you happy now? 600 00: 54: 57,650 --> 00: 54: 59,462 Sorry. 00: 55: 21,535 --> 00: 55: 27,530 What happened between us is a very special moment in my life. 602 00: 55: 38,060 --> 00: 55: 41,065 You don't like what I did earlier? 603 00: 55: 43,030 --> 00: 55: 46,577 I can do better with practice. 604 00: 55: 51,516 --> 00:55: 53,588 Am I being too rude? 605 00: 55: 53,612 --> 00:55: 56,157 I didn't hurt you, right? 606 00: 55: 56,401 --> 00: 55: 59,130 No, you don't hurt me. 607 00: 56: 03,453 --> 00: 56: 05,709 There is no future between us, do you know that? 608 00: 56: 05,800 --> 00: 56: 08,303 Please don't say that. 609 : 56: 10,753 --> 00: 56: 13,663 We have a special connection. 610 00: 56: 17,200 --> 00: 56: 20,951 What is the only age that separates us? 611 00: 56: 22,200 --> 00: 56: 23,882 Is that it? 612 00: 56: 29,759 --> 00: 56: 33,907 Have you ever been dating before? 613 00: 56: 34,968 --> 00: 56: 37,794 Have you ever made love before? 614 00: 56: 40,250 --> 00: 56: 42,954 Are you still a virgin? 615 00: 56: 45,700 --> 00: 56: 49,496 I don't mean to embarrass you. I always have trouble relating 616 00: 56: 55,800 --> 00: 57: 02,627 00: 57: 26,200 --> 00: 57: 30,309 with girl emotionally. 617 00: 57: 03,700 --> 00: 57: 05,452 Always. 618 00: 57: 06,758 --> 00: 57: 08,481 Until now. 619 00: 57: 11,050 --> 00: 57: 15,237 You're the first woman to make me feel comfortable. 620 00: 57: 17,572 --> 00: 57: 20,606 You're the woman I 've been waiting for all my life. 621 00: 57: 20,633 --> 00: 57: 23.115 Don't say that, Jack. 622 00: 57: 23,200 --> 00: 57: 26,11 You're still so young and I'm much older. 623 Why are you always talking about age? This is only a number. 624 00: 57: 30,798 --> 00: 57: 32,298 Maybe ... 625 00: 57: 32,579 --> 00: 57: 34,993 You might leave me. 626 00: 57: 36,190 --> 00: 57: 38,504 As you did your son. 627 00: 57: 38,605 --> 00: 57: 40,953 Why are you talking so badly like that? 628 00: 57: 41,000 --> 00: 57: 42,790 Maybe this is true. 629 00: 57: 43,000 --> 00: 57: 46,778 Maybe you always leave the people you love. 630 00: 57: 47,253 --> 00: 57: 49,461 You leave your girlfriend, huh? - I'm not like that, Jack. 631 00: 57: 49,504 --> 00: 57: 52,980 - Yes, you. 632 00: 57: 56,760 --> 00: 57: 58,307 I love you. 633 00: 57: 58,364 --> 00: 58: 00,865 And you will leave me. 634 00: 58: 01,559 --> 00: 58: 03,815 Maybe I should go and die somewhere. 635 00: 58: 03,910 --> 00: 58: 07,619 Cut my arm or hang myself. Maybe that will make you happy. 636 00: 58: 11,346 --> 00: 58: 15,336 - Why are you talking like this? - I can't live without you, Maria. 637 00: 58: 15,406 --> 00: 58: 17,282 If you leave me ... 638 00: 58: 17,630 --> 00: 58: 20,284 I will kill myself. 646 639 00: 58: 21,605 --> 00: 58: 24,631 I will never leave you, Jack. 640 00: 58: 24,900 --> 00: 58: 26,748 I don't believe you. 641 00: 58: 27,000 --> 00: 58: 31,006 You have to believe if I say I will never leave you. 642 00: 58: 32,907 --> 00: 58: 34,040 Do you promise? 643 00: 58: 34,300 --> 00: 58: 36,407 I promise. 644 00: 58: 51,665 --> 00: 58: 54,462 Show me if you are serious. 645 00: 58: 56,705 --> 00: 58: 59,275 Show me if you love me. 01: 01: 00858 --> 01: 1: 02,420 Are you okay? 647 01: 01: 02986 --> 1: 1: 04,808 Yes, I'm fine. 648 01: 15,204 --> 01: 1: 17,298 Your father will be home soon. 649 01: 17: 1722 --> 01: 01: 19,311 Who cares? 650 01: 1: 21,002 --> 1: 1: 23,193 Will you remain angry with him forever? 651 01: 23: 291 --> 01: 01: 25,766 Why not? He deserves it. 652 01: 1: 26,747 --> 01: 01: 31,100 You have to find a way to get rid of your anger and continue your life. 653 01: 31: 314 --> 01: 01: 33,227 It's easier said than done. 661 654 01: 01: 34,300 --> 01: 01: 36,946 We can't change the past, Jack. 655 01: 37,106 --> 01: 1: 42,512 But you have a chance to improve something with your father and start again. 656 01: 42: 800 --> 01: 1:45:27 I don't want you to end up like me. 657 01: 45: 4550 --> 01: 01: 47,637 I don't know. I'm very angry with him. 658 01: 47,700 --> 01: 01: 49,638 I know. 659 01: 50,150 --> 01: 1: 53,783 But he is trying hard to change. 660 01: 01: 54,066 --> 01: 1: 55,232 So give him a chance. 01: 01: 55,500 --> 01: 01: 59,208 I have given many opportunities. He threw everything away. 662 01: 59: 255 --> 1: 2: 03,122 But you never told him how you felt for those years, have you? 663 01: 02: 04,309 --> 01: 02: 08,030 Or do you just think he knows and doesn't care? 664 01: 02: 13,002 --> 01: 02: 17,299 At least you sit and talk to him ... 665 01: 02: 17,550 --> 01: 02: 21,112 Tell me how you feel about him and why ... 666 01:02 : 21,232 --> 01: 02: 25,285 Then you will never be happy, Jack. You will never be happy. 667 01: 02: 26,067 --> 01: 02: 29,489 I don't want you to make the same mistake as me. 668 01: 02: 29,500 --> 01: 02: 33,899 You're still young. You still have time to recover. 669 01: 37: 005 --> 01: 02: 40,612 Promise me, if you will try hard for 670 01: 02: 40,637 --> 01: 02: 44,049 fix everything with your father before you leave. 671 01: 02: 44,500 --> 01: 02: 46,626 Promise me. 672 01: 02: 54,350 --> 01: 02: 57,753 Okay, I promise. 673 01: 04: 09,800 --> 01: 04: 11,080 Hello? 674 01: 04: 17,508 --> 01: 04: 20,607 - There you are, you two. - Hi David. How was your trip? 675 01: 04: 20,700 --> 01: 04: 23,135 Alright, thank you. 676 01: 04: 23,247 --> 01: 04: 24,801 Hi, Jack. 677 01: 04: 25,009 --> 01: 04: 27,280 Happy Birthday. 678 01: 04: 29,500 --> 01: 04: 32,846 Well, I bring you a present. 679 01: 04: 36,303 --> 01: 04: 38,993 Come on, kid. Take it 680 01: 04: 47,200 --> 01: 04: 51,065 Well, I hope you don't complicate Mary when I'm away. 681 01: 04: 51,101 --> 01: 04: 52,685 He is a good boy. 682 01: 04: 52,700 --> 01: 04: 58,100 Ah, good. Listen, why didn't I take you out for dinner tonight? 683 01: 04: 58,850 --> 01: 05: 0088 Why don't we all leave? 684 01: 05: 24-24 --> 01: 05: 04,280 - Oh, I don't know. I don't want to have dinner outside. - I'm not interested, thanks. 685 01: 05: 286 --> 01: 05: 06,132 Come on, kid. This is your birthday. 686 01: 05: 06,451 --> 01: 05: 08,079 No, thank you. 687 01: 08: 208 --> 01: 05: 10,104 - Come on. - I say no, don't you? 688 01: 05: 16,800 --> 01: 05: 19,515 I'm trying hard here, but it seems like it's not enough. 689 01: 05: 19,700 --> 01: 05: 22,097 Let me talk to him, David. 690 01: 05: 23,013 --> 01: 05: 25,455 Okay, sure. 691 01: 41: 708 --> 01: 05: 42,796 Are you okay? 692 01: 05: 45,600 --> 01: 05: 47,004 I don't want to go to dinner with him? 693 01: 05: 473-3> 01: 49: 499 This won't hurt if you do it. 694 01: 05: 50,700 --> 1: 05: 542 I know but, I want him to suffer. 695 01: 05: 54,500 --> 01: 05: 56,750 I will not make it easier for him. 696 01: 05: 56,909 --> 01: 06: 00,301 He thinks he can fix all those years in just one day? 697 : 06: 00,308 --> 01: 06: 04,803 You can't stay alive in the past, Jack. You have to move on. 698 01: 06: 04999 --> 01: 06: 07,305 I'm here for you now. 699 01: 08: 08001 --> 01: 06: 10,400 You have to let go. 700 01: 06: 1068 --> 01: 06: 13:108 Give him another chance. 701 01: 06: 11,115 --> 01: 06: 19,273 For me. 702 : 06: 21,600 --> 01: 06: 25,376 But I would rather have dinner with you than with him. 703 01: 06: 25,705 --> 01: 06: 28,900 I think we can be together tonight. 704 01: 06: 30.507 --> 01: 06: 33,264 You have to be mature, Jack. 705 01: 06: 33,500 --> 01: 06: 39,805 You know deep in your heart, this is the right thing to do. 706 01: 06: 40,695 --> 01: 06: 45,000 But, I really want to spend tonight with you. 707 : 06: 45,106 --> 01: 06: 46,999 I want to make love to you. 708 01: 06: 47,200 --> 01: 06: 50,199 I know. And you will. 709 01: 06: 50,400 --> 01: 06: 52,967 We can be together tomorrow night. 710 01: 06: 53,206 --> 01: 06: 58,721 01: 08: 13,400 --> 01: 08: 15,778 But tonight, you will spend it with your father. 711 01: 07: 698 --> 01: 07: 05,068 See you tomorrow. 712 01: 07: 05,700 --> 01: 7: 07,873 And good luck. 713 01: 07: 4277 --> 01: 07: 45,006 Oh, hello. 714 01: 07: 45,400 --> 01: 07: 48,061 It does n't occur to you that you will go down. 715 01: 07: 48,300 --> 01: 07: 50,154 Sit down. 716 01: 07: 52,700 --> 01: 07: 54,803 I'll get a glass. 717 01: 08: 901 --> 01: 08: 09,500 Please. 718 719 01: 08: 22,684 --> 01: 08: 25,800 Happy birthday, son. Hey, slow down. 720 01: 08: 26,300 --> 01: 08: 29,700 Oh, my goodness. Add more? 721 : 08: 42,702 --> 01: 08: 44,953 Do you want to slow down, kid? 722 01: 08: 46,199 --> 01: 08: 47,945 Why hurry up? 723 01: 8: 48,000 --> 01: 08: 51,133 We still have all night before us. 724 : 08: 55,100 --> 1: 9: 00,714 I feel you will say something to me, isn't it? 725 01: 09: 01,700 --> 01: 09: 03,401 You are absolutely right. 726 01: 09: 04,201 --> 01: 09: 06:402 All right, say. 727 01: 09: 08,706 --> 01: 09: 11,003 01: 09: 33,900 --> 01: 09: 37,507 You shit, David. 728 01-09: 11,397 --> 01: 09: 14,403 Oh, so you think your father is a jerk, huh? 729 01: 09: 14,409 --> 1: 9: 16,708 Yeah, I think. 730 01: 9: 258 --> 1: 9: 20,148 You are a jerk who doesn't care. 731 : 09: 20,245 --> 1: 9: 24,304 - I don't care, really? - Yeah, you. 732 01: 09: 27,601 --> 01: 09: 30,004 And let's not forget about selfishness. 733 1: 09: 30,100 --> 1: 09: 32,408 And selfish? 734 What else do you want to mention? You might too. 735 01: 09: 37,509 --> 01: 09: 43,300 You are a selfish, uncaring, and unloving jerk . 736 01-09: 44,309 --> 01: 09: 46,886 Everything you think about is just yourself. 737 1: 9: 46,911 --> 1: 9: 50,524 I am very happy that your marriage with Linda ended. 738 : 09: 50,800 --> 1: 09: 53,702 I hope you die as a lonely old man. 739 01: 09: 53,900 --> 01: 09: 58,108 Now, that hurts a lot, son. 740 01: 10: 00,702 --> 01: 10: 04,206 741 01: 10: 04,602 --> 01: 10: 08,808 Kau pikir aku egois, aku hanya care about myself? You think I don't care about you, that I never cared about your mother? 742 01: 10: 08,900 --> 01: 10: 12,079 Don't take my mother here. You never love him. 743 01: 10: 12,100 --> 1:10: 15,060 That's your fault, Jack. 744 01: 10: 15,338 --> 1:10: 20,334 Before he was your mother, he was my wife. 745 01: 10: 20,700 --> 01: 10: 22,723 And I love him. 746 01: 10: 22,800 --> 01: 10: 26,004 That is a lie. You never love him. 747 01: 10: 27,900 --> 01: 10: 31,699 I love him, Jack. I really love him. 748 01:10: 31,750 --> 01: 10: 34,390 So much that you ca n't wait to get married again. 749 01: 10: 34,507 --> 01: 10: 36,753 - I just did it for you. - It is a lie. 750 01: 10: 36,800 --> 01: 10: 42,610 No, no. That's the truth. I don't want you to grow up without a mother. 751 01: 10: 42,708 --> 1:10: 47,013 That's the only reason I remarried very quickly. 752 : 10: 49,800 --> 01: 10: 53,966 I just want you to have a normal life, that's all. 753 01: 10: 56,900 --> 01: 10: 59,385 I always love you and Matthew together. 754 01: 10: 59,420 --> 01: 11: 03,300 It is a lie. Mathew is always your favorite. 755 01: 11: 05,900 --> 01: 11: 6:11 I am always invisible to you. 756 01: 11: 07,700 --> 01: 11: 12,900 No, that's not true. I always see you and Mathew together. 757 : 11: 12,950 --> 1: 11: 14,804 No, you don't. 758 01: 15: 407 --> 1: 11-18,309 You always blame me for his death. 759 : 11: 20,591 --> 01: 11: 24,301 Wait. What are you thinking about? 760 01: 11: 27,450 --> 01: 11: 33,503 I never blame you for your mother's death. I never. 761 01: 11: 34,501 --> 1: 11: 37,601 Look, I don't know why this happened. 762 01: 11: 38,903 --> 1: 11: 44,863 Maybe this is fate, or bad luck, I don't know. 763 01:11: 45,232 --> 01: 11: 51,963 Sometimes bad things happen to good people. Your mother is a very kind woman. 764 01: 11: 52,100 --> 01: 11: 57,580 Always helping others in their own way. 765 01: 12: 02,351 --> 01: 12: 05,486 I still think about it, you know. 766 01: 12: 06,700 --> 01: 12: 09,601 I think of him all the time. 767 768 01: 12: 11,617 --> 01: 12: 14,395 I only know him through photos. 01: 12: 15,505 --> 01: 12: 17,716 It's really sad. 769 01: 12: 18,705 --> 01: 12: 21,303 There is no memory to hold. 770 01: 12: 21,800 --> 01: 12: 26,521 I'm sorry this made you like this, Jack. 771 01: 12: 27,350 --> 01: 12: 34,776 We cannot return it. You must try to let it go. 772 01: 12: 35,000 --> 01: 12: 36,827 I will never forget it. 773 01: 12: 36,900 --> 01: 12: 412 Look, I know I'm not a good father to you, Jack. 774 01: 12: 41,491 --> 01: 12: 45,260 And I'm sorry for that, seriously. 775 01: 12: 47,305 --> 01: 12: 50,461 I want a way to make up with you. 776 01: 12: 50,689 --> 01: 12: 54,512 If you allow. Will you do it? 777 01: 12: 54,771 --> 01: 12: 56,890 I don't know, David. 778 01: 59: 180 --> 1:13: 02,300 This is already a little too late, isn't that right? 779 01:13: 03,673 --> 01:13: 07,504 It's never too late for a man to change. 780 01:13: 08,000 --> 1:13: 13,988 So, you want to say that you deserve another chance, yeah? 01: 13,654 --> 01: 13: 18,900 781 01:14: 26,973 --> 01:14: 29,662 Yes, I am worthy. 782 01: 13: 20,900 --> 1:13: 24,709 I will make you proud of me someday. 783 01:13: 40,601 --> 1:13: 42,800 Beautiful dreams, son. 784 01:14: 16,951 --> 01:14: 18,054 Are you OK? 785 01:14: 18,139 --> 1:14: 20,961 Yes, I'm fine. How was the result with your father? 786 01: 14: 22,100 --> 01: 14: 24,659 Not what I expected. Many to consider. 787 01:14: 24,684 --> 01: 14: 26,824 I am happy to carry out your advice. Thanks. 788 It doesn't matter. I am happy for you. 789 01: 14: 30,862 --> 01: 14: 33,650 - Your father at home? - You won't be there today. 790 01: 14: 33,903 --> 01: 14: 35,877 Why not? There is something wrong? 791 01: 14: 35,908 --> 01: 14: 38,560 I just want to spend all this day with you, that's all. 792 01: 14: 38,606 --> 01:14: 42,191 Jack, indeed. Later, tonight. 793 01:14: 42,400 --> 1:14: 46,425 Look, I'm leaving tomorrow and I won't take any chances. 794 01: 14: 46,488 --> 1:14: 49,931 Knowing my bad luck, something can arise and confuse everything. 795 01: 14: 50,203 --> 01: 14: 53,600 Please, mary. Let's go back to your place. Please. 796 01: 14: 53,760 --> 01: 14: 57,498 I want to spend a full day with you. Please. 797 01: 14: 58,607 --> 01: 15: 00,704 What about your father? He will look for me. 798 01:15: 00,720 --> 01:15: 05,004 He will be fine. Tell him something happened. Please. 799 01: 16: 36,802 --> 01: 16: 39,601 Somehow but I'm really nervous. 800 01: 16: 39,703 --> 01: 16: 41,222 Me too. 801 01: 16: 42,553 --> 01: 16: 45,005 Like a butterfly in my stomach. 802 01: 17: 05,000 --> 01: 17: 09,653 This doesn't feel real. Feels like a dream. 803 : 17: 10,100 --> 01: 17: 12,222 Don't say that, Jack. 804 01:17: 12,400 --> 01: 17: 15,013 I am not a dream. I'm real. 805 : 17: 15,600 --> 01: 17: 19,697 I don't want you to remember today as a fantasy. 806 : 17: 21,400 --> 01: 17: 25,581 I'm here because I want to be here, with you. 807 01:20: 15,100 --> 01:20: 18,100 Are you okay? I hurt you? 808 01: 20: 18,150 --> 01:20: 20,701 No. No, this is not you. 809 01: 20: 23,100 --> 01:20: 26,876 You know, we don't have to do this. 810 01: 20: 27,700 --> 01: 20: 30,993 I'll be fine. Give me a minute. 811 01: 20: 36,000 --> 01:20: 38,494 I want to say something to you. 812 01: 20: 39,805 --> 1:20: 42,253 Something I never told anyone. 813 01: 20: 44,500 --> 01:20: 46,774 This is always with me. 814 01: 20: 47,550 --> 01:20: 49,575 Gnawing inside me. 815 01: 20: 49,800 --> 01:20: 51,100 All right. 816 01: 20: 54,900 --> 01: 20: 57,819 I have not really been honest with you. 817 01: 20: 58,308 --> 01:20: 59,608 OK. 818 01:21: 01,693 --> 1:21: 05,254 What I have said about my son is not true. 819 01: 21: 07,100 --> 1: 21: 09,900 I gave him to be adopted. 820 01: 21: 11,283 --> 1: 21: 16,202 You first asked me if I had tried to find it. 821 01: 21: 20,900 --> 1: 21: 24,409 Well, I lied to you when I said no. 822 01: 21: 406 --> 1: 21: 34,186 After I left home, I tried hard to find it. 823 01: 21: 38,800 --> 01: 21: 42,105 He will be five years old. 824 01: 21: 43,501 --> 01: 21: 48,655 I planned to look for my son, my precious little baby boy. 825 01: 21: 48,700 --> 01: 21: 50,504 What happened? 826 01: 21: 58,900 --> 1: 22: 01,452 I found that he was killed ... 827 01: 22: 01,510 --> 01: 22: 04,170 In a crash hit and run ... 828 01: 22: 04,270 --> 01: 22: 06,600 When he was playing outside. 829 01: 22: 10,507 --> 1: 22: 15,601 He bled to death on the streets before anyone could help him. 830 01: 22: 18,600 --> 01: 22: 20,822 I'm sorry. 831 01: 22: 23,405 --> 1: 22: 25,957 These are all my faults . 832 01: 22: 27,750 --> 01: 22: 29,305 I killed him. 833 01: 22: 29,397 --> 01: 22: 31,555 You did not kill him, Maria. This is not your fault. 834 01: 22: 31,600 --> 01: 22: 34,200 This is my fault. 835 01: 22: 37,303 --> 01: 22: 40,800 If only I had found it faster. 836 01: 22: 41,900 --> 01: 22: 48,400 I can save his life. He might still be here today. 837 01: 22: 54,493 --> 01: 22: 56,898 They have found the culprit? 838 01: 22: 58,750 --> 01: 23: 00,157 Yes. 839 01: 23: 00,700 --> 01: 23: 03,200 They imprisoned him. 840 01: 23: 05,305 --> 1: 23: 08,990 But no one can return my son. 841 01: 23: 13,850 --> 01:23: 17,155 You cannot continue to blame yourself for what happened. 842 01: 23: 44,44 --> 1: 23: 20,109 This has happened, okay? 843 01: 23: 20,900 --> 01: 23: 26,508 I realize that sometimes bad things will happen in life ... 844 01: 23: 26,900 --> 01: 23: 30,989 Without reason, without going ... 845 01: 23: 31,504 --> 01: 23: 35,727 We just have to accept and move on, I guess. 852 846 01: 23: 37,290 --> 01: 23: 39,495 But I can't. 847 01: 23: 41,450 --> 01:23: 46,398 I still imagine it, lying there on the road ... 848 01: 23: 47,790 --> 01: 23: 55,556 Bloody, sick, alone ... 849 01: 23: 58,407 --> 1: 24: 01,792 And I'm not with him. 850 01: 24: 03,900 --> 01: 24: 12,139 The image still appears again and again in my head every day. 851 01: 24: 15,405 --> 24: 20,602 I don't know what to say to cure you, but ... 01: 24: 21,100 --> 1: 24: 25,100 Meet you, with you ... 853 1: 24: 25,510 --> 01: 24: 27,550 This really helps me 854 : 24: 27,636 --> 01: 24: 33,110 dealing with what was in my head for years. 855 01: 24: 57,700 --> 01: 24: 59,098 Make love with me. 856 01:25: 02,800 --> 01:25: 04,525 Make love with me, Jack. 857 01:25: 48,500 --> 1:25: 50,176 I'm doing it right? 858 01: 25: 50,200 --> 01: 25: 53,889 It's okay. Just continue what you did. 859 01: 25: 54,300 --> 01: 25: 55,579 I will arrive. 860 01: 25: 55,700 --> 01: 25: 57,991 It's okay. It is okay. 861 01: 26: 00,409 --> 01: 26: 02,560 I arrived ... 862 01: 26: 40,105 --> 1: 26: 43,268 I haven't felt this way for a long time. 863 01: 26: 44,284 --> 01: 26: 45,872 Really? 864 01: 26: 46,500 --> 01: 26: 47,962 Yes. 865 01: 26: 49,709 --> 01: 26: 53,436 I once had some serious relationships but ... 866 01: 26: 53,953 --> 01:27: 00,225 I always ran away when they talked about marriage and having children . 867 01:27: 01,105 --> 01:27: 03,541 That's what happened with Jacob. 868 875 01: 27: 10,500 --> 01:27: 12,300 Are you still in love with him? 869 01: 27: 14,700 --> 1:27: 19,999 I still have feelings for him but, I don't think of returning to him. 870 01: 27: 20,000 --> 1:27: 24,859 He wants to get married and I think I'm not ready for that. 871 01: 27: 27,500 --> 01: 27: 30,903 You know you can't live like this forever. 872 : 27: 31,805 --> 1:27: 35,901 I actually think your problem will make you a better mother. 873 01: 27: 36,300 --> 01: 27: 37,566 Really? 874 01: 27: 37,625 --> 1:27: 40,219 Yeah, that's how it is. 01: 27: 41,008 --> 1:27: 45,352 Because you really know how precious a child's life is. 876 01: 27: 45,600 --> 01:27: 48,147 You will love him with all your heart. 877 01: 27: 48,200 --> 01: 27: 53,898 You will try to be the most extraordinary mother expected by a child. 878 01: 27: 54,500 --> 1:27: 57,952 Something I have never experienced in my life. 879 : 27: 58,159 --> 01: 28: 01,370 The true love of a mother. 880 01: 28: 04,100 --> 1: 28: 07,010 I hope I am your child. 881 01: 28: 07,602 --> 01: 28: 10,094 I hope I have all the love from you. 882 01: 28: 10,201 --> 01: 28: 12,001 I love you. 883 01: 28: 12,200 --> 01: 28: 14,690 I love you more. 884 01: 28: 53,874 --> 01: 28: 56,004 Are you okay, kid? I don't see you all day. 885 01: 28: 56,036 --> 01: 28: 578 Yeah, I'm in town. 886 01: 28: 589 --> 1: 29: 04,289 I've ordered you to taxi for tomorrow. Will arrive here around nine o'clock. 887 01: 29: 04,530 --> 01: 29: 06,000 Thank you. 888 01: 29: 06,500 --> 01: 29: 08,557 Are you feeling fine? 889 01: 29: 08,801 --> 01: 29: 10,096 What do you mean? 890 01: 29: 10,132 --> 01: 29: 13,566 This is the first time you are calm. 891 01: 29: 13,849 --> 01: 29: 15,814 I like it. 892 01: 29: 18,192 --> 01: 29: 22,051 Listen, what we talked about last night ... 893 : 29: 22,104 --> 01: 29: 25,418 I don't know how much you remember before you asleep ... 894 01: 29: 25,508 --> 1: 29: 27,272 What do you want to say, David? 895 01: 29: 27,600 --> 01: 29: 30,373 I consider each word meaningful. 896 01: 29: 31,500 --> 01: 29: 35,710 I know I'm not father which is good for you and ... 897 01:29:36,000 ---> 01:29:39,604 There are many misunderstandings between us ... 898 01: 29: 40,215 --> 01: 29: 45,410 And I want to try to fix it ... 899 : 29: 45,500 --> 01:29 : 48,606 If you want to give me that opportunity. 900 01: 29: 49,281 --> 01: 29: 50,902 Are you done? 901 01: 29: 52,009 --> 1: 29: 54,211 Yeah, that's all I want to say. 902 01: 29: 55,500 --> 01: 29: 57,800 I will consider it. 903 01: 31: 22,640 --> 1: 31: 25,622 Jack, come on. The taxi has arrived. Give your bag to me. 904 01: 31: 36,434 --> 01: 31: 38,399 I thought I wouldn't see you before I left. 905 01: 31: 38,400 --> 01: 31: 42,504 Don't worry. I won't let you go before saying goodbye. 906 1: 31: 42,808 --> 01: 31: 45,053 I will miss you. 907 01: 46: 800 --> 01: 31: 48,536 Will you come and visit me in America? 908 01: 31: 48,566 --> 01: 31: 50,182 Oh, I don't know. 909 : 31: 50,195 --> 1: 31: 54,279 I don't want to promise anything. I will see. 910 01: 31: 54,706 --> 01: 31: 58,383 Okay. Thank you for everything, Maria. 911 01:31:59,206 ---> 01:32:01,368 Take care of yourself, my dear. 912 01:32: 15,100 --> 1:32: 19,924 What are you doing there, Jack? Taxi is waiting. Let's go. 913 01: 32: 47,912 --> 1:32: 51,920 Look, hopefully your return trip is safe, kid and ... 914 01: 32: 52,000 --> 1: 32: 57,641 Tell Donald that this is not a bad idea after all . 915 01: 33: 12,800 --> 01: 33: 15,160 Good luck, son.