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[music played on the radio]
Rachael: this is my sister
Man: okay You might want your father's record
makes world class
Dinner Hamburger Helper
He is making Hamburger Helper dinner
Yes. You have dog food tonight
Rachael: It's Dad, Mommy -
hello, Penny--
and I'm Rachael, people who make videos about my family
Next time, join me for another video
I can't think what I will do next, though.
Um, this is Friday, July 27,
and I am a little over two months on testosterone,
two months and 6 days...
and my name is Ben because I changed it
Ben, voice over: all I really want is to, like -
I just want to be loved by my family,
and I think that for my family, is not that simple.
I mean, it's complicated for them.
[guitar continues]
A little.
Some things are something
I only set aside because I think
if ever a child one day -
You are not using that
Wow. I have a lot of Pokemon cards
I never see the allure
Wow. This might be something worthy Do I choose this? No.
You guys, and I also use them everywhere
Uh huh. Oh, my God.
Geez. Oh no.
Is that funny?
Am I carrying this bridal package? from my own face around,
or this for you bring,
Fanny package with my image on it?
You are your child soccer uniforms
With me missing two front teeth
[sighs]
That is ours Christmas cards. Hmm.
[no audio]
Ben, voice over: When I was young,
I hate using women's toilets.
Yes. Ball.
Ben, voice over: My mother will try to get me
to make my ears pierced so that people will know I'm still a girl.
I was tomboy for a very long time,
until I arrived at high school and puberty began to occur.
Everyone changes.
All: ♪ Happy birthday, dear Rachael ♪
♪ Cha cha cha ♪
♪ Congratulations... ♪
Ben, voice over: I feel like I have to, like,
grow my hair or become a loser or become an outcast
or, you know, like, is different,
and I don't want to be different.
I started cutting myself when I was young,
and I think so is my first addiction.
It's definitely how I handle by feeling very wrong
I stole from the people around me
and doing drugs that I swear I will never do it...
and my dad gambles a lot,
and my mother is watching Her family is falling apart.
3 years ago, like, the last time I cut myself
because I go too deep.
I remember the doctor entering and, like, opening a wound,
and he is like, "Oh, baby, you cut the tendon,"
like, "You will have to be operated."
Boy, on a computer: ... annoying me.
Like, I would say, After, like, 6 months...
I don't want to be a woman. I just want to be me.
My body is not how I also want it.
People don't understand what I go every day...
Ben, voice over: There's a large number the number of guys and girls
Out there who are transitioning, share their experiences,
and share hope with each other.
It's okay not to be 6'3 ". It's okay to not have facial hair.
My parents are actually still don't call me Keith,
still call me Kim
Hey, guys, I have decided to talk about, like, dating
and how it happens trans children in high school
Ben, voice over: The best the prize I received
When browsing, I know I am not alone.
I am aware because it can no longer deny
that there is a solution for what I experience,
which is a transition
This is how I will explain it.
I'm really a boy
with the wrong body part.
No, I just thought, you know,
there are arguments from...
you are not.
I don't understand - I just--
Our thinking back to...
This still confuses me.
what defines what is a boy
Is that your brain or what is your body?
In our hearts, you are Rachael
That's what we have know you as,
and it's difficult habits to break
What's wrong? with opinions
You are who you are and You get what you get,
and I understand, you know -
Is that why why? plastic Surgery?
Improve what you have, Is that okay with you?
Where do you draw the line You get what you get.
Stop getting haircuts and hair dyes.
Stop piercing your ears. Stop wearing makeup.
Like, what I have
is the body is not right
Man, voice over: Hey, Rachael, how old are you today
5.
You want to open yourself up gifts?
What I want, what I always,
always want-- suit jacket.
Oh man, is that interesting?
Yes.
Suzy, voice over: We all have received this
for a very long time, and that is Rachael,
and that's what I have tried to explain to you,
that you are Rachael
That's you. Everyone knows you like this.
They know that you-- you know,
You march to your own drummer, and you are unique,
and that's why they all love you,
and the whole flip is for, you know,
"No, it's not strange.
" You know, I'm in the wrong body, "is -
You know, I think we all have that feeling,
" I'm in a body wrong.
I have to on Charlize Theron's body. "
[splashing water]
You know, he saves for surgery,
and he goes to therapy for 6 months
so he can get hormones, and it feels like,
" Only that is needed, 6 months? "
Looks like a little time
for someone who has changed he - his mind is so frequent,
um, to make decisions this serious.
Ben, voice over: I hope that my family is willing
to, like, give me a chance.
My sister doesn't talk to me
and my father, who sucks, do you know?
Like, I'm very angry to my parents
It becomes difficult when they don't answer your phone calls or don't want to see you
♪ If the only truth you have is that you are living a lie ♪
♪ And if time won't free pain ♪
♪ You have held hostage in your mind ♪
♪ Fear of my love ♪
♪ If your skin your soul manifests ♪
♪ Looks like isn't very suitable ♪
♪ And you hate what their god gave you ♪
♪ Fear of my love ♪
♪ my love ♪
♪ My love ♪
[music ends]
Your first YouTube video is like,
"Hi friends, this is Dyl--"
Ha ha ha! Very funny.
Ben, voice over: Dylan is my best friend.
It used to be very funny.
Ben, voice over: We both, like, drunk and trance,
and our friends know each other and like,
"Why don't we introduce it?"
We have known each other for a very short time,
but I have never had it friends like Dylan...
and we will move to Santa Cruz along with
in a few months and start at the same school,
and funny how, like, I've never felt so close
to friends
All of our photos are we are on Facebook
we need to do it again but with a beard
Ha ha ha! with lines.
Clothes, we wear only striped shirts.
Yes. Oh wait.
Didn't we start doing it? on the same side
so we will have this
Yes. I am on left side today
Me too. Oh, yes.
That means our is on schedule
Ben, voice over: Our testosterone injections
on the same day, Monday,
and so we are Skyping our injections
I can't wait until we can actually
do this next each other again.
Do I have a beard yet?
Yes? Dude, right
Ha ha ha!
Do you tell my coworkers are single
Chk chk chk chk chk. Ha ha ha!
He is not single. No.
Oh, damn it.
We ordered our top operations for the same day -
December 27 this year, who are in, like, 5 months -
go to the doctor Garramone in Florida,
and his mother paid for our plane ticket and hotel,
and he will come and take care of us,
which is crazy because my mother doesn't want to.
Oh...
Mm-hmm.
Alright, so you don't want to be there I don't-- I never said that.
You are not interested in in participating, and -
No, I - not what I say.
I say - you want-- as far as finance -
I will not pay for your plane ticket
I don't ask you to pay for my plane ticket,
But, I mean, if you will undergo
some serious operations--
No, I mean, is very serious Yes. This.
Really okay if it's only them
That's all. Oh.
That's how you want .
[stomping]
[clears throat]
[stomping continues]
[close the door]
Suzy, voice over: It's difficult are around a lot of my friends
because, you know, they talk about their children
and the success of their children and you know,
"My child goes to Harvard," or has a scholarship,
and, "How is Rachael?" and I--
[sniffles]
"Oh, okay, you know, find - find their way,
find the way," you know,
like, run away over pronouns.
Ben: My mother is all about, like, looks good,
and, like, you know, he doesn't even support
from my operating idea, but then as I like,
"Mrs. Dylan will come," She was like, "Can I come?"
and it's like, "No."
I like, "No. Like, no.
" I work very hard to make it It happens for myself,
"and, like, all you have done is kind of trying
" and standing in that way, and, like, why do I want you?
"pretending so supports that
when, like, I have people who is actually supporting?"
[sniffles]
Joe Stevens: ♪ The wind has arrived to lower me ♪
♪ I built this childhood for boys ♪
♪ I looked around they were thin trees ♪
♪ And sunken cows ♪
♪ Nobody knows anything ♪
♪ Unless I and the crow knows... ♪
Ben, voice over: Music has, like,
Like, I knew Joe Stevens beforehand I know Joe Stevens, you know?
You know, when I want to know if my voice will be okay
♪ Who am I facing the storm? ♪
♪ And one morning, I woke up ♪
♪ And I'm this guy named Joe ♪
Heh heh
Ben: And then I met him. This is crazy.
Joe: ♪ I've seen your life begin... ♪
Ben: I met Joe at a wise conference.
I was very inspired with everything he did.
Joe: ♪ The love I know ♪
♪ I will come to you... ♪
Ben: When I first met her, I starred,
You know, "Oh, my God, I'm with Joe Stevens. God."
Joe: ♪ All right, it's okay ♪
♪ Say that's fine ♪
♪ Oh, who, oh ♪
[knock on the door]
Hello. Hey.
WELCOME. Thank you.
Hurray! Glad to see you.
Does your back hurt?
A little, sweating. Yes.
So, welcome. Ahh...
Ben, voice over: Like, I don't even have words to say
How amazed I am for Joe's generosity,
invite me to just come stay free from rent in Sacramento
and record music with me, and the fact that Joe
is, like, not only will help me record my music,
but potentially playing with me just crazy
Like, it's already like a dream come true.
Awesome This will be...
Excited.
good month
Mm-hmm. Ha ha ha!
Can't wait
Just cut it
Joe, voice over: I met him at a weak youth conference,
and I turn it on there are another trans person.
Want to be cut down all the small ones
which stands out everywhere.
Mm-hmm.
Joe, voice over: You know, we're both addicts,
and we are both trans, and we are both musicians,
and I have never around other people
which has all 3 similarities.
That may be the 3 things that determine me the most.
[mandolin and double bass play]
[Joe sings unclear]
Joe, voice over: We are very similar in that matter
You know, we have a very difficult time Adolescence and family are not in good condition,
and we are sent to the program, and we have lots
from the same acting behavior.
Joe: ♪ He has a sister, oh, they are two of a kind ♪
♪ They grow ♪
♪ He comes around, I can see through his eyes ♪
♪ All the pain, the pain ♪
♪ That's bad, starts lying ♪
Joe, voice over: I know how it feels
to be inoperable and to try and find out
how to make it happen
I know how it feels really have trouble
with your family, and if I can make it easier for him,
it is worth - it is worth through all of that
[buzzing]
GOOD.
I am impressed. OK?
I'm a little nervous, Yes.
but I-- Me too
♪ I'm so scared ♪
♪ Everything stays the same ♪
♪ The page turns, the words are learned ♪
♪ But the meaning never changes ♪
♪ And also not ♪
Wait. GOOD, but stupid talk
Like capo here.
Any chords This?
Yes. GOOD.
[played B minor chord]
Major, though.
[Plays B chord]
Uh-huh, only to make it like the whole phrase.
I need music theoretical lessons
♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪ Oh, when darkness all looks light ♪
Good. It works well.
OK. Cool. We have a new bridge.
Joe: Your hair is cute
Joe: ♪ Born blind, born blind ♪
♪ I can never see... ♪
Joe, voice over: I am 9 months conscious on 20--
which, in my opinion, is one day now -
and that's definitely the longest time I've ever had.
I've been pretty much unconscious over the past 13 years
Joe: ♪ I know where I am... ♪
It almost looks like like a movie set
Joe: I know right?
Joe, voice over: I want Bennett to heal and be happy
the way that I have a hard time feelings about myself
Joe: Ha ha ha! Chilhood friend
Joe, voice over: So having it around, it makes me aware.
Joe: ♪ Turn the corner, say goodbye ♪
♪ Blind birth ♪
[whistles]
Hi, Ben.
Hi. Hi, Mama
Mwah. You look very funny.
Nice to see you.
Nice to see you too.
Look at my hair. Terrible.
Yes. You don't know what to do with it They made me blow dry it.
Oh, Joe.
Ha ha ha! Ha ha ha!
Oh... that's how it is Boys wear it?
It is in the girls school yes
Do you know? Uh-eh.
GOOD. Yes. Don't know
Mm. Oh, we eat late
So your mother and father are in L.A.
My mother is in Pasadena.
My father on the other side,
but they are divorced
like, like, two years ago, so -
Mm-hmm,
and I understand, you contact your sister...
Mm-hmm.
and that's good
Yes, and apparently I don't want to meet me,
but it's okay, so - Mm-hmm.
He will. Mm-hmm.
It only takes time.
solve it for family,
for my sister and brother-in-law,
and I remember-- that's weird--
we are in Jack-- Norman, and I--
"I need to tell you something,"
and then when I say , you know,
Caitlyn really-- now Joe,
Aunt Becky just said, "Okay, good for him.
Good for him." Ha ha ha!
"Oh, alright," and, of course, Bob left,
"Well, that's the way. Let's drink again."
[Laughter]
Suzy: I returned to one at my high school reunion,
and I remember someone saying, "Oh, do you remember that and that?
He is - he's a woman now," and I - even then,
I don't know that is called, um, transgender.
That's just weird.
People declare their gender preferences--
You know, "preference" is not the right word, but -
even though we don't do it talk about things like that
You know, fair people are more vocal about that now
I grew up in Texas.
I was raised in Presbyterian church, and I was in the choir.
My mother is ahead of time.
He about Planned Parenthood.
He is about having one of his best trustees,
Gay hairdressers, to the Thanksgiving table.
Um, he is an educated woman, But I grew up in a mentality
"Don't fly your dirty laundry
[Perrey and Kingsley's " Baroque Hoedown "play]
[children laugh]
Rachael: I - I will dance.
I will - I'll -
That's how I dance.
Suzy: Can you look up here? and give me a big smile?
Cheese.
Suzy, voice over: I have this vision
When I named my son Rachael
from Rapunzely's vision alone.
I just thought of his name "Rachael" rightly so the most beautiful name ever.
See what I found.
Hi.
Suzy, voice over: We are all loved, You know, Rachael
like Rachael.
From Santa Claus.
That is very special.
Suzy, voice over: You can't help but love him,
he is so unique and creative, athletic, funny...
♪ Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake ♪
Suzy:... and the hardest part with Bennett is that
I still see the same person...
Still I'm Rachael, you know?
See you, buddy. OK.
I will. how it happened.
My text too, I will.
and say hi for your mother for me
Here?
[Dylan whistles]
Ben: ♪ You are my Samson ♪
♪ The only Samson ♪
♪ You make me happy when the sky is gray ♪
Don't support that one. You will lose it
Uh, oh, my God, I'm very tired.
Dude, we, like, are here
I know. Ha ha!
Oh, God, it's been the longest day ever.
Dylan: are you want to do
This is 4 - 30 minutes before we go to the gym.
Here is cold.
Why not? Our heating work?
I don't even know how do I turn it on
It's here
This is at 90 degrees, and has been forever.
[clang]
It's not open.
Wait. There are pilot lights
What does that mean?
It's not true they have students
moving to this place is old-fashioned
and not have instructions
on anything
That's the only people who will move -
that's the problem - because they are like,
"Oh yeah..." No, I understand,
But, as it should have newer equipment
because I'm not understanding
old technology
What is it - I know what the pilot lamp is I just don't know how it works.
Ben, voice over: Lately, I have experienced, like,
physical response for anxiety and shame
and nervousness, So, like, I became very hot
and, like, sweating, and, like, I feel like I'm red,
and it's harder for me to talk and - I don't know
I forget why I can feel very sad
or, like, why I, like, all go up and down
and experience this mood change, and then click,
and I like, "Wow. Hormones really change."
Things are happening in my body
it's different than I've ever experienced
When I'm alone, like, my head gets louder.
"Is my chest flat?
" What is my shoulder? enough square?
"What about my hips? Do my hips -
Am I a muffin-topping?" You know,
or, like, "Am I acting socially awkward
" Is my voice low enough?
Can they see my folder? "
I hope I can, like, not worry, but I can't stop
[beeping]
[Ben evaporates]
Ben, voice over: I save for my own operations.
I work full time, so I'm 5 days a week
in company photos
I hate my job, but, like, I will work every day,
and I appear early, and I stay late,
And like it, I am a good worker.
The top operation is something worth fighting for.
This is something valuable sweat for
This is something worthy of grinding my teeth work all day.
[distant dog dog]
Suzy, voice over: This is a drastic operation,
and I'm not for that
I feel I have to be there.
[sighs]
I don't know yet.
Joe: ♪ It's just another show ♪
♪ That's the only thing I know ♪
♪ There is no other way ♪
♪ So good night, lady ♪
♪ It's just another show ♪
♪ You're the only one I know ♪
♪ No, there's no other way ♪
♪ So good night, lady ♪
♪ Good night, Miss ♪
♪ Good night ♪
[cheering and applause]
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
Ingrid: For you who doesn't know,
some results from tonight will go to our friends
Bennett Wallace, who is the other singer-songwriter
and our good friends, and that will help fund
operation for him, and so we say thank you
because, consciously or unconsciously, supports this amazing cause.
[applause]
[gulls clawing]
Yes.
I have received or lost 15 pounds.
Am I a circle huh?
Not because I don't think
muscle is very important
Uh, yes Ha! No? Ha ha!
[telephone rings]
The last date comes month.
I just put my "T" date.
Woman: You must be there at 8:30 a.m.
Do you have transportation for surgery?
Yes. You do
I can't wait, man.
His face, though.
I need an arm
Ben, voice over: I feel good that he came.
I also feel bad
Because, uh, he came, and - I don't know -
This shows that he loves me it does a lot of things
that makes it not happy,
But, you know, being there for me when I need it
Hopefully, it will happen Get well soon
and they will wake up and around in a short time
and then continue the rest of their lives
I hope they will find someone
that, you know -
I really have every confidence
that they will find the right person for them
because I think is always there
someone for all people in this world.
You know, Dylan's has a boyfriend,
and I just thought he would find it
the right person for him.
Dylan has boyfriend
since he was Dylan?
Yes. Yes, so I think that doesn't really make
there is a difference, um, where you are in the spectrum.
I think you will do it find the person
what you want to spend your time with
and that you will love, but you know,
we are all there different places.
That's all.
We don't have to do it certainly understand it
fully and fully.
We only have to support them,
support them and love them
Yes. Correct.
Love them through it, That's all you can do.
Being there and their love and supporting them.
You just nailed it above the head.
This is like, not really understand, but -
There are many other things people in this world
it will love to bring them down
We only need make sure we don't--
not from them people, you know
[sniffles]
It's okay. Leave it alone.
It's not your job be strong.
It's not your job to feel it something special
Anything You feel good.
It's okay. Leave it alone. Yes, right.
This happens That's good.
Here it is. There he is.
Let-- remove everything.
Leave it alone. This is good.
This is so cool,
and the fat doesn't hang out from this -
I mean, I can't even lift my arm, but--
I'm like--
I'm talking about chest No.
Of course there are items here
because we are tied so tightly, but--
Uh huh.
Start getting in a lot of pain
Ah! Do not do it.
To be honest I didn't expect that to hurt this much...
3 1/2. neither do I.
but that's because no says something about it
People like, "It will hurt,
but most like--"
Do you know what I mean?
I know it will hurt, but I don't know
it will be fair Be like--
Yesterday was terrible
I am very happy I am not remember most
I remember being in a car and being like,
"I am very frustrated," and with great pain
that I feel like I just want to kick and scream
and cry and spit.
Yes. We must go bowling.
Hello. Hi, how are you?
Good. How are you? I am fine.
I am a little sick.
I am sure of you. Yes, but -
What is happening? Look at you.
Yes. Standing very fast
Oh, buddy.
Yes. Yes.
Hi, Joe. Oh, hi.
This is Bailey. Hi, Bailey.
This is Mrs. Ben
Hi, mother
I'm just being a buttinsky
and enter to say hello
Oh my God, it's very funny He is amazing. I thought I woke him up.
I've been emotional - Shh!
Oh I have an emot -
No. I just said that because it's not right Oh, I've become an emotional roller coaster,
but-- Joe: My mother too.
Yes. He is simple,
but he already really, really amazing
I wake it up every 3 hours
He is happy To help me
and just really sweet all the time,
and, like, above that, I know it's hard for him,
So, you know, he has already been very strong and useful,
though That's not what he wants
maybe better do it.
I will make you posted as something changes
and bandages can take off and others,
Yes.
and I look forward to see you directly
come Februaryish
I love you I am happy for you.
Oh, we love you too. Thank you very much, Joe.
This is impossible happens without you
Women: Not only masculinity because some critics say,
"Okay, it's masculine for all time,"
You know, but he's talking about hypermasculinity
contribute to sexual assault, murder...
Woman: Even is just a road rage
... even just road rage.
Right. There are not only those two narrow categories
of what should match,
but we also know that there is a hierarchy, right,
and one of them is rated more.
Masculinity is considered more in our society, right,
so if you are more suitable into that box--
and I really think the easiest example
is to think of young girls who is tomboy, right,
that we talked about,
ways that are more acceptable than alternatives, right?
OK. Happy weekend. Thank you.
Woman: Thank you.
Ben, voice over: It's hard to get Joe to keep up lately.
There is one message that he sent me saying,
"Things have happened are a little crazy,
hoping to get out of there soon."
That's very vague...
so I honestly don't know where he is in...
But it takes it a little a little more to get back to me.
Joe, voice over: I had a wonderful day
with my friend, which I usually party with,
and it's beautiful outside, and I want to smoke a few pans,
so I smoke a few pots, and then I like,
"Let's go have a beer"...
and I go home, and I go to bed,
and I wake up, and I like,
"Okay, so I did that,"
and now feels like warp time.
[kerat spatula]
I get my first DUI,
spend a night in prison
I hope everything is better.
Joe? What?
Good morning.
Ohh! Ha ha!
Ahh... Hey.
Aah! Ha ha ha!
Let me see.
Crazy.
My cute, a little nickel nipples
I know? Small nipples
[Acoustic Guitar and banjo playing]
[playing 7 notes]
Eh...
Ben, voice over: Become that He is very excited
in my life, I just want him to be fine.
There is something
that needs to be answered.
I just hope he doesn't do it
in pain
before he found it for himself.
Ben: which one do you want to do?
You must do pumpkins
Yes. Bau like Thanksgiving
Wow. His is truly reliable
I know.
My mother is baking cake and decorating them.
Mm-hmm.
Are you - are you here? for that last year
Uh-eh. Oh.
Well, it should be like this do this year
This is very fun.
He continues on Christmas music and -
[cellphone flicker]
My sister just said...
[clears throat]
"You are very focused to be" you "
" find yourself, all that [sleep],
"I don't think you understand
"that some people have never actually found themselves,
" and they turned out All right.
"You want to be stuck in this case immature,
" I don't give [bleep] about what other people think "stage.
" It's off-putting, and I don't want
to be associated with someone like that. "
That's literally so far
from me that experience--
How long is this pie? need to get in there?
Dylan: Until we it smells burning
GOOD. I will call my father and tell him that we have...
[clears throat]
make pie and can I bring one more
for dessert.
I will come take a meal
and say hi to you two and spend a little
from time with you and Kimmy
and Chelsea and Christina.
GOOD. Forget it.
I just think so what are you asking
I think that's what you want. Forget it.
I will not come , Daddy
GOOD. Good, do you know what?
I'm sorry, and I'm really sorry
try to come get away
to come and see your , be -
I'm not mad at you. I'm not angry at you.
I'm just literally telling you that this -
Plans change. Sorry. Do not intend to impose.
I really don't know what to say
I am not interested in arguing with you
Because I'm not interested -
I apologize that I -
OK. Happy Thanksgiving.
My family [bidur], Dude. I just--
Happy Thanksgiving.
Oh yeah. Happy Thanksgiving.
[gulping]
Um...
I keep trying to be angry with my family
to be, like, broken,
but I'm really Good Thanksgiving
Yes. Ha ha ha! Ha ha ha!
You know, ohh...
Man, they see very well.
Dylan, smile with pie.
1, 2, 3.
Very good. This is it.
Suzy: is that deviled egg?
Yes. Ohh...
Joe: yes Mother... Ha ha ha!
My deviled egg is very good
They belong to my mother.
Oh, they are beautiful.
Um, yes.
This one will let me do pretty much everything I mean, I put it in skirts and dresses,
but what I love is, he wants to wear pants,
and that's funny Things I remember.
Idol Katherine Hepburn,
and I think, "I like that.
I like that."
Suzy: He said, "I'm gay," and I said,
"Of course you are."
I say, "Thank God.
I think you will tell me You are transgender."
Lynn: You know that!
Well, because I watch Oprah,
or what, and...
[laughter]
Ben: for me when I come out, not like--
I mean, there are parts of me
Like, like, there is a relief
where I like, "I found it."
Joe: "Oh, God, I know what it is."
Yes. "Finally I find it,"
but then it's almost like
open the door everywhere
There are only jobs to do
Last couple years, I'm right
spend time trying to find the answer
about who I am and what that means
and how gender is involved in that,
and now I'm not sure I know
more than that I started with,
but I'm happier,
so I think means something
I think My parents, like,
Even at this time, they want to be like,
"You are great. You are trans
You are a boy You are great."
And for me, like, I still have
so much baggage, like, and no,
like, bad luggage
It's just, like, I will need
to do work, like, heal myself
of how painful this has been, you know
Right. I know, and so many,
You know, there are, like, body parts,
of course, and then there is a whole, like,
social and mental and emotional part,
and that's the part that is at least people
outside don't see much
You have, like... Yes.
Ha ha ha! Ha ha ha!
Hey, Joe, check who's working
at the merch section to make shirts.
This is my mother. Hey there.
Ha ha! Looks good.
See you again, buddy.
I like to handle it twice just because
Alright, just drag it.
Ah, look? I was there.
Good work, Mom.
[Playing acoustic guitar]
[clears throat]
♪ Mama, forgive me ♪
♪ I don't mean to make you cry ♪
♪ I've tried to say hello ♪
♪ You think I say goodbye ♪
♪ I know some things ♪
♪ not for us to decide ♪
♪ I hope you think I'm dead good ♪
♪ Mama, I'm grateful ♪
♪ That I got this opportunity to rise ♪
♪ To wake up one more day ♪
♪ And look at this world with new eyes ♪
♪ I know it's yours love that gives me life ♪
♪ I hope you are proud ♪
♪ From how bright I can shine ♪
♪ Because of when I look inside ♪
♪ I can always see ♪
♪ That child in this world ♪
♪ I know I'm blessed to be ♪
♪ This one is for my family ♪
♪ If the only truth you have is that you are living a lie ♪
♪ And if time won't free pain ♪
♪ You have held hostage in your mind ♪
♪ Fear of my love ♪
♪ If your skin your soul manifests ♪
♪ Looks like doesn't fit very well ♪
♪ And you hate what their god gave you ♪
♪ Fear of my love ♪
♪ My love ♪
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