0 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Support dengan like & share :) 1 00:02:46,220 --> 00:02:48,220 Men can do whatever they want. 2 00:02:49,140 --> 00:02:51,140 They think the city is theirs. 3 00:02:53,100 --> 00:02:55,100 They spray their scent in every corner. 4 00:02:56,900 --> 00:02:58,900 They're not afraid. 5 00:02:59,740 --> 00:03:01,740 I love my scent in the ground too. 6 00:03:09,460 --> 00:03:11,460 I've seen how pleasure touches the cock. 7 00:03:12,420 --> 00:03:14,420 It makes the guy look like he's never coming back. 8 00:03:16,820 --> 00:03:18,820 But it hurls right through him. 9 00:03:20,740 --> 00:03:21,740 I know how to fuck... 10 00:03:22,220 --> 00:03:24,220 how to get what I want. 11 00:03:24,580 --> 00:03:26,580 But my pleasure never feels through. 12 00:03:29,460 --> 00:03:32,460 Even when I come there are parts still stuck inside. 13 00:03:33,860 --> 00:03:36,860 Like, my pleasure clings to my stomach. 14 00:03:37,580 --> 00:03:38,580 swells at my throat. 15 00:03:42,380 --> 00:03:45,380 I need to feel myself like I've never felt myself before. 16 00:04:55,980 --> 00:04:57,980 David... are you in there? 17 00:04:59,300 --> 00:05:00,300 Come on baby. . open up. 18 00:06:42,180 --> 00:06:43,180 Wanna blow job? 19 00:06:43,460 --> 00:06:44,460 Okay... hah. 20 00:06:56,900 --> 00:06:57,900 Uh! 21 00:06:59,140 --> 00:07:00,140 Ah ha. 22 00:07:46,980 --> 00:07:47,980 Are you excited? 23 00:07:49,100 --> 00:07:50,100 Yeh! 24 00:07:50,540 --> 00:07:51,540 *Don't come... 25 00:07:53,460 --> 00:07:54,460 Okay. 26 00:07:55,900 --> 00:07:56,900 Don't come. 27 00:08:13,780 --> 00:08:14,780 Don't come. 28 00:08:14,940 --> 00:08:15,940 Fuck!... . okay. 29 00:08:22,580 --> 00:08:23,580 Don't come. 30 00:08:48,540 --> 00:08:49,540 Don't come. 31 00:08:51,060 --> 00:08:52,060 Don't come. 32 00:08:53,700 --> 00:08:54,700 There's nothing like this feeling of knowing... 33 00:09:06,540 --> 00:09:07,540 Liking... knowing its coming. 34 00:09:11,420 --> 00:09:12,420 Its gonna come... 35 00:09:19,820 --> 00:09:20,820 Its gona come. 36 00:09:50,940 --> 00:09:51,940 Look at me. 37 00:10:39,140 --> 00:10:40,140 Why was this in the garbage? 38 00:10:42,980 --> 00:10:45,260 Oh... sorry... . we need that don't we. Here give me that. 39 00:10:46,980 --> 00:10:47,980 Uh, your dad's in the backyard. 40 00:10:49,700 --> 00:10:50,700 Why is there so much stuff out in the garbage? 41 00:10:52,060 --> 00:10:53,060 Give me that. 42 00:10:58,100 --> 00:10:59,100 What? 43 00:11:03,180 --> 00:11:04,180 Your dad and I... 44 00:11:07,900 --> 00:11:08,900 What... were you guys in a fight or something? 45 00:11:11,860 --> 00:11:13,340 Your father and I haven't been together for a long time. 46 00:11:14,420 --> 00:11:15,420 I'm moving. 47 00:11:25,860 --> 00:11:26,860 Talk to your mom? 48 00:11:29,460 --> 00:11:30,460 Yeah. 49 00:12:13,620 --> 00:12:14,620 I'm not hooked on danger, I'm hooked on sex. 50 00:12:17,460 --> 00:12:18,460 No one felt me up when I was a little girl. 51 00:12:21,940 --> 00:12:25,940 It's just that there are these times when I don't see whats safe... before losing my place. 52 00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:47,980 Down on my knees the very first time... I remember, there was all this hair at my mouth... 53 00:12:50,740 --> 00:12:53,260 I didn't think that was what it would feel like. 54 00:12:54,180 --> 00:12:59,180 And the guy kept forcing himself in my face saying... . please, please, ... please. 55 00:13:00,980 --> 00:13:01,980 He sounded like a girl. 56 00:13:05,380 --> 00:13:08,380 I don't know if I was supposed to close my eyes... . or keep them open, but... 57 00:13:11,020 --> 00:13:14,020 It all just happened so quick... there was this... Flash. 58 00:13:15,420 --> 00:13:18,420 I looked up and I saw his head reeling, and I knew the guy was happy because he kept saying my name... 59 00:13:21,020 --> 00:13:25,500 Lilah... Lilah... ... Lilah. 60 00:13:28,620 --> 00:13:30,620 And he cupped his hand on the back of my head... 61 00:13:30,900 --> 00:13:31,900 and you know what I did... ? 62 00:13:33,980 --> 00:13:34,980 I got off my knees and I ran. 63 00:13:37,460 --> 00:13:38,460 That was what I thought to do... I just... 64 00:13:39,900 --> 00:13:42,900 I kept running... . and running... . racing... 65 00:13:43,820 --> 00:13:46,820 So fast that what'd I just done... made my heart burn. 66 00:13:49,820 --> 00:13:52,820 My heart felt like I had just twisted a muscle. 67 00:16:21,940 --> 00:16:23,940 I'm supposed to look beautiful, you know, like... 68 00:16:23,940 --> 00:16:26,940 ... dignified and confident with him. I'm becoming a wife for fucks sake! 69 00:16:31,060 --> 00:16:34,060 The thing is that I don't wear white, I never wear white... why can't I wear white? 70 00:16:35,660 --> 00:16:36,660 Barry came by today. 71 00:16:37,420 --> 00:16:38,420 How Barry? 72 00:16:38,460 --> 00:16:39,460 We fucked! 73 00:16:40,300 --> 00:16:42,780 You fucked your "X" and the wedding's in a month? 74 00:16:43,860 --> 00:16:47,860 He always had this thing where he wanted to cum on my face, and I always said no. 75 00:16:50,220 --> 00:16:52,220 This time I said, sure, ... whatever. 76 00:16:53,420 --> 00:16:54,380 Just don't get it in my hair. 77 00:16:56,700 --> 00:17:01,700 So the sex with barry is that much better. You would give up that great sex for love? 78 00:17:02,540 --> 00:17:04,540 Sex with Joel is great. Its emotional and... 79 00:17:06,580 --> 00:17:10,100 Its, just if I could marry Joels' heart with barrys' cock! 80 00:17:13,940 --> 00:17:16,940 My cousin told me she came so hard she blacked out. 81 00:17:24,180 --> 00:17:27,700 Why would she give up that great sex for love? 82 00:17:44,580 --> 00:17:45,580 What're you doing? 83 00:17:47,380 --> 00:17:48,380 Nothing. 84 00:17:48,820 --> 00:17:49,820 What are you doing? 85 00:17:52,340 --> 00:17:53,340 I was looking for you. 86 00:17:55,220 --> 00:17:56,220 Yeah? 87 00:18:08,940 --> 00:18:09,940 You coming? 88 00:18:35,380 --> 00:18:36,380 I'm not an ax murder, come on. 89 00:18:55,340 --> 00:18:56,340 Excuse me a minute. Okay. 90 00:21:58,260 --> 00:21:59,260 Is that woman from the party your girlfriend? 91 00:22:01,220 --> 00:22:02,220 No. 92 00:22:11,620 --> 00:22:12,620 I don't believe you. 93 00:22:14,940 --> 00:22:15,940 Was she your girlfriend? 94 00:22:19,060 --> 00:22:20,060 Yeah. 95 00:22:21,780 --> 00:22:22,780 But she's not no more? 96 00:22:24,500 --> 00:22:26,780 No... . Don't stop. 97 00:22:28,820 --> 00:22:29,820 I want you to do it. 98 00:22:40,260 --> 00:22:41,260 Come down here. 99 00:25:23,860 --> 00:25:24,860 I guess I'll see you. 100 00:25:29,300 --> 00:25:31,820 You wanna go on a... . a date? 101 00:25:34,260 --> 00:25:35,260 I mean... 102 00:25:37,420 --> 00:25:40,420 Hang out... . . something... . sometime? 103 00:25:40,860 --> 00:25:41,860 Never had a date. 104 00:25:49,180 --> 00:25:50,180 My work number. 105 00:25:51,780 --> 00:25:52,780 Lilah. 106 00:25:53,700 --> 00:25:54,700 David. 107 00:26:57,380 --> 00:27:00,380 I always though that mens hearts were in their cock... 108 00:27:00,820 --> 00:27:03,820 I mean that... . their cocks were the way that they loved. 109 00:27:06,940 --> 00:27:10,940 I finally had the feeling that a real person was inside me. 110 00:27:18,100 --> 00:27:19,100 Lilah can you help out front please? 111 00:27:21,540 --> 00:27:22,540 Hello? 112 00:27:23,940 --> 00:27:24,940 Do you rent hours? 113 00:27:27,340 --> 00:27:28,340 Ah, yeh, we close at six. 114 00:27:30,300 --> 00:27:31,300 No, next day only. 115 00:27:35,900 --> 00:27:36,900 He got intimacy issues. 116 00:27:37,460 --> 00:27:38,460 He needs a mommy. 117 00:27:39,380 --> 00:27:41,380 Are you gonna be his mommy? 118 00:27:45,740 --> 00:27:46,740 Did you fuck him? 119 00:27:53,820 --> 00:27:56,300 You know, you can suck a guys dick all you want... 120 00:27:57,100 --> 00:27:59,100 And it doesn't mean he's ever gonna love you. 121 00:28:03,540 --> 00:28:04,540 Okay. 122 00:28:09,740 --> 00:28:10,740 Hello? 123 00:28:13,260 --> 00:28:15,260 Oh, um, yeah, no I'll be there after work... Okay. 124 00:29:07,540 --> 00:29:11,540 David, hi, its, its Lilah... . I... . 125 00:29:23,980 --> 00:29:26,980 I didn't know how to get what I usually got from a man... 126 00:29:29,180 --> 00:29:32,180 I mean I wanted to be having sex with this guy... . even more. 127 00:29:32,460 --> 00:29:33,460 All the time... 128 00:29:36,860 --> 00:29:37,860 I didn't know how to make it happen. 129 00:29:42,180 --> 00:29:44,180 I thought about him in my bed... . 130 00:29:45,100 --> 00:29:46,100 On the street... 131 00:29:47,220 --> 00:29:48,220 It didn't matter. 132 00:34:47,300 --> 00:34:48,300 ... that really smarts. 133 00:34:49,980 --> 00:34:50,980 Its so cold, you know... 134 00:34:53,540 --> 00:34:56,540 Its freezing in here man... can I... put on some hot water? 135 00:35:00,980 --> 00:35:01,980 Do you have to drink that now? 136 00:35:04,260 --> 00:35:07,260 Fuck yes I gotta drink it now... Alright... you're done. 137 00:35:08,820 --> 00:35:10,820 Lets move the bar to the house. Lets get you up. Okay. 138 00:35:12,540 --> 00:35:13,220 Want some help? 139 00:35:13,260 --> 00:35:14,260 No... . I'm going to do it by myself. 140 00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:15,460 Okay... . you got it? 141 00:35:17,180 --> 00:35:18,180 I think I can. 142 00:35:18,460 --> 00:35:19,460 I think I can. 143 00:35:19,580 --> 00:35:20,580 I think I did. 144 00:35:20,580 --> 00:35:22,060 You got it? yea, very nice, very nice. 145 00:35:25,940 --> 00:35:29,900 Oh, ... I spy... . a very pretty girl. 146 00:35:31,380 --> 00:35:32,380 Sorry. 147 00:35:33,060 --> 00:35:34,860 Oh, want to put the robe on? 148 00:35:35,180 --> 00:35:36,180 Yeah, if I have to. 149 00:35:38,940 --> 00:35:40,940 oh, ... . sorry... . thats okay. 150 00:35:41,420 --> 00:35:43,420 Okay, yea 151 00:35:51,180 --> 00:35:53,180 Well... are you going to introduce me, son? 152 00:35:53,860 --> 00:35:55,860 Oh, ah, yeah, sorry... . um... 153 00:35:56,980 --> 00:35:57,980 this is Lilah. Ah. 154 00:35:59,940 --> 00:36:00,900 Nice to meet you. 155 00:36:01,980 --> 00:36:06,980 Yeah... . Yeah... . I heard you... but its nice to finally to meet you. 156 00:36:07,380 --> 00:36:08,380 You heard me? 157 00:36:08,980 --> 00:36:10,980 Yeah, Yeah, but its okay... 158 00:36:10,980 --> 00:36:13,460 You can have premarital sex under my roof any time. 159 00:36:13,700 --> 00:36:15,700 Oh pop, what the matter with you! 160 00:36:16,980 --> 00:36:17,980 Ah, miss Lilah... 161 00:36:18,900 --> 00:36:19,900 May I borrow your arm? 162 00:36:21,060 --> 00:36:23,540 To see you is a pleasure, thank you. 163 00:36:26,980 --> 00:36:30,580 Okay, there was a girl in 203, this was a long time, you weren't here... . 164 00:36:31,260 --> 00:36:34,260 And she was a screamer, and the superintendant, had to kick her out. 165 00:36:35,260 --> 00:36:39,260 She doesn't need to know... Oh dear, Please tell her I'm sorry. 166 00:36:40,900 --> 00:36:42,900 I wish I could ride my bike forever. 167 00:36:46,660 --> 00:36:48,660 I wish the sun would never go down. 168 00:36:52,420 --> 00:36:54,420 The summer will go on... and on. 169 00:36:56,460 --> 00:36:58,460 Until every person is out on the street... 170 00:37:00,220 --> 00:37:01,220 And feeling like me. 171 00:39:29,580 --> 00:39:30,580 I have a question for you. 172 00:39:35,540 --> 00:39:37,540 Have you ever had... 173 00:39:39,420 --> 00:39:41,420 one man's dick in your ass... 174 00:39:45,900 --> 00:39:47,900 And his friends cock in your mouth? 175 00:39:54,660 --> 00:39:55,660 Yeah. 176 00:40:02,580 --> 00:40:04,580 You slut. 177 00:40:19,060 --> 00:40:20,060 What... because um... 178 00:40:25,220 --> 00:40:27,220 ... because I was dancing with those guys? 179 00:40:31,580 --> 00:40:33,580 Come on David I'm sorry... 180 00:40:35,140 --> 00:40:36,140 I'm sorry. 181 00:40:38,620 --> 00:40:39,620 God. 182 00:40:39,940 --> 00:40:41,940 I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm sorry. 183 00:40:55,420 --> 00:40:56,420 Take your skirt off. 184 00:41:02,100 --> 00:41:03,100 Ok. 185 00:41:19,340 --> 00:41:20,340 There. 186 00:41:23,980 --> 00:41:24,980 Come here. 187 00:42:17,180 --> 00:42:19,180 Why do you dance with them? 188 00:42:22,100 --> 00:42:24,100 I don't know... . Because... 189 00:42:25,820 --> 00:42:27,820 Because I like it. 190 00:42:30,300 --> 00:42:32,820 I think there's another reason. No, because I like it. 191 00:42:56,500 --> 00:42:57,500 Say something. 192 00:43:00,740 --> 00:43:01,740 I can't. 193 00:43:04,620 --> 00:43:06,100 Say something... . anything. 194 00:43:12,700 --> 00:43:15,700 Alright... . . sometimes I think that something's stuck inside of me. 195 00:43:20,540 --> 00:43:21,540 David come on... 196 00:43:27,540 --> 00:43:28,540 David. 197 00:43:38,980 --> 00:43:39,980 What are you doing? 198 00:43:47,860 --> 00:43:49,860 I can't stop thinking about you... 199 00:43:53,740 --> 00:43:57,740 All day... . All night. 200 00:43:59,940 --> 00:44:01,940 All I do is think about you. 201 00:44:03,540 --> 00:44:05,540 Its all I have left. 202 00:44:22,460 --> 00:44:23,460 Tell me... 203 00:44:24,620 --> 00:44:26,620 Tell those things... . the way I do. 204 00:44:29,540 --> 00:44:30,540 Tell me. 205 00:44:34,060 --> 00:44:35,540 Tell me your not going to leave me. 206 00:44:35,820 --> 00:44:36,820 Promise me. 207 00:44:37,220 --> 00:44:38,220 yes. 208 00:44:46,060 --> 00:44:47,060 Promise me you're never gonna leave me. 209 00:44:47,580 --> 00:44:50,580 Never... Promise me... never. 210 00:45:51,220 --> 00:45:52,220 Look at me. 211 00:46:16,700 --> 00:46:19,220 I must ask how do you know what I know... . when... 212 00:46:19,660 --> 00:46:22,660 When you've had sex with someone you are in love with. 213 00:46:40,540 --> 00:46:42,540 Nature is... . very unforgiving. 214 00:46:43,660 --> 00:46:44,660 Yeah. 215 00:46:49,780 --> 00:46:50,780 Oh man... 216 00:46:51,300 --> 00:46:52,300 Its alright. 217 00:46:53,060 --> 00:46:54,060 Ah shit. 218 00:46:55,100 --> 00:46:56,580 Don't worry about it pop it time to go to bed anyway. 219 00:46:57,420 --> 00:46:58,420 come on... 220 00:46:58,420 --> 00:46:59,380 I'm gonna try it. 221 00:46:59,860 --> 00:47:00,860 Wanna do it on your own? Yeah. 222 00:47:01,300 --> 00:47:05,780 Alright. Ah no... okay... Hang on. 223 00:47:07,940 --> 00:47:09,940 God damn you're gettin heavy old man! 224 00:47:12,860 --> 00:47:14,860 Sorry son... no it's alright. 225 00:47:17,540 --> 00:47:20,540 Okay... Okay, got it. Yeah. 226 00:47:21,340 --> 00:47:22,340 Go get the towel. 227 00:47:22,340 --> 00:47:22,940 Okay. 228 00:47:31,220 --> 00:47:32,220 Hey David... 229 00:47:32,220 --> 00:47:37,220 Yeah... You think that the leopard misses more than he catches? 230 00:47:38,580 --> 00:47:39,580 Ahhh... 231 00:47:41,460 --> 00:47:43,460 Yeah... yeah I think they probably miss more. 232 00:47:43,740 --> 00:47:46,740 Yeah I think that... . Leopard... . misses more than he catches. 233 00:47:50,660 --> 00:47:53,140 At least I... I hope so. 234 00:47:53,660 --> 00:47:58,660 Oh! Boy its hot. What are trying to do, scorch me to death? 235 00:48:00,900 --> 00:48:01,900 Turn on your side. 236 00:48:03,780 --> 00:48:04,780 Alright. 237 00:48:07,740 --> 00:48:09,740 Oh boy! I know... I know. Uhum. 238 00:48:14,740 --> 00:48:17,740 Better? Yeah. Alright. Let me get your pants. 239 00:48:18,980 --> 00:48:20,020 Thank you. 240 00:48:26,020 --> 00:48:27,020 You going out tonight? 241 00:48:29,140 --> 00:48:30,140 Ah, no. No I'll work tonight. 242 00:48:33,500 --> 00:48:34,500 You'll work? 243 00:48:35,740 --> 00:48:36,740 Yeah, I'm gonna work. 244 00:48:40,220 --> 00:48:43,220 You know theres a... more to life than work you know. 245 00:48:43,780 --> 00:48:44,780 Oh yeah? Yeah. 246 00:48:45,580 --> 00:48:46,580 Like what? 247 00:49:37,380 --> 00:49:38,380 Pop? 248 00:51:01,020 --> 00:51:03,500 People fuck each other for one night... 249 00:51:04,020 --> 00:51:06,020 One year... . twenty years. 250 00:51:06,660 --> 00:51:07,660 It doesn't matter. 251 00:51:09,660 --> 00:51:10,660 It'll hurt. 252 00:51:20,580 --> 00:51:21,580 Dad its okay... 253 00:51:22,660 --> 00:51:23,660 Now I know. 254 00:51:26,220 --> 00:51:27,220 I know. 255 00:51:34,580 --> 00:51:35,580 Yeah. 256 00:51:37,620 --> 00:51:38,620 Go for dinner. 257 00:51:39,220 --> 00:51:42,220 I don't think my mom and dad ever really loved each other. 258 00:51:44,180 --> 00:51:46,180 Maybe they shouldn't have fucked. 259 00:51:48,660 --> 00:51:51,180 This is Lilah, leave a message. 260 00:51:52,740 --> 00:51:55,740 Lilah, Its mom. Call me on my cell. 261 00:52:08,460 --> 00:52:09,500 I think the suit case is under his bed. 262 00:52:09,580 --> 00:52:10,580 Thanks. 263 00:52:36,420 --> 00:52:37,420 David? 264 00:52:41,220 --> 00:52:42,220 What are you doing? 265 00:52:49,300 --> 00:52:52,300 My dad used to laugh so hard when I crawled underneath his bed. 266 00:52:53,660 --> 00:52:57,660 And I would sort of... push him through the mattress. 267 00:53:06,140 --> 00:53:07,140 Will you come under here with me? 268 00:53:09,540 --> 00:53:10,540 Lets just go to sleep. 269 00:53:19,700 --> 00:53:20,700 Stop it. 270 00:53:22,780 --> 00:53:23,780 David stop it! 271 00:53:24,980 --> 00:53:25,980 David! 272 00:54:18,860 --> 00:54:19,860 I can't. 273 00:54:21,820 --> 00:54:22,820 David, stop it. 274 00:54:24,500 --> 00:54:25,500 David... . stop it! 275 00:54:29,140 --> 00:54:30,140 Stop it! 276 00:54:55,180 --> 00:54:57,180 How does a woman love a man? 277 00:55:06,180 --> 00:55:08,180 He asked me never to leave him. 278 00:55:10,620 --> 00:55:12,620 It was a promise I couldn't keep. 279 00:55:17,660 --> 00:55:19,660 I didn't know how to love him. 280 00:55:24,700 --> 00:55:26,700 All I knew how to do was fuck. 281 00:55:28,700 --> 00:55:30,700 Its not enough to fuck. 282 00:55:31,580 --> 00:55:34,580 Its not enough. 283 00:56:02,780 --> 00:56:03,780 I just want your opionion... 284 00:56:05,580 --> 00:56:06,580 Before I sign on the dotted line. 285 00:56:08,100 --> 00:56:09,100 What do you think? 286 00:56:09,940 --> 00:56:10,940 The Landlord seems... . 287 00:56:11,620 --> 00:56:13,620 Nice. Oh... 288 00:56:16,260 --> 00:56:18,260 He and his boyfriend live in the... suites downstairs. 289 00:56:20,620 --> 00:56:22,620 It could be a really good location for me. 290 00:56:24,660 --> 00:56:26,660 Of course its... not so isolated. 291 00:56:29,220 --> 00:56:30,220 Where are you? 292 00:56:32,780 --> 00:56:33,780 I'm coming over. 293 00:56:58,740 --> 00:57:00,740 I woke up this morning... you weren't there. 294 00:57:02,100 --> 00:57:03,100 Ah it was so gross in there tonight. 295 00:57:04,980 --> 00:57:06,980 Some asshole was trying to pick me up and... 296 00:57:08,500 --> 00:57:10,500 I was just thinking how I could have kicked his balls. 297 00:57:13,580 --> 00:57:15,580 He just kept grabbing my anus... 298 00:57:17,980 --> 00:57:18,980 ... but I just wasn't interested, you know? 299 00:57:21,580 --> 00:57:22,580 It was disgusting. 300 00:57:26,540 --> 00:57:27,540 He ran his hand down my legs. 301 00:57:29,180 --> 00:57:30,180 He just kept on looking at me. 302 00:57:33,060 --> 00:57:34,060 I had to practically run outside. 303 00:57:36,380 --> 00:57:37,380 He continued following me I swear. 304 00:57:39,260 --> 00:57:40,260 Its hard for you to understand... 305 00:57:43,220 --> 00:57:44,220 ... to be with somebody and then fucking leave. 306 00:57:46,500 --> 00:57:47,500 I'm not going back there. 307 00:57:49,740 --> 00:57:50,740 I never did like that place. 308 00:57:52,620 --> 00:57:53,620 I just take the music, you know? 309 00:57:57,380 --> 00:57:58,380 It's so good I just love the dancing. 310 00:58:01,100 --> 00:58:02,140 I just think dance. 311 00:58:04,220 --> 00:58:05,220 You like to dance? Uhmm. 312 00:58:10,900 --> 00:58:11,900 I want you to dance for me. 313 00:58:14,540 --> 00:58:15,540 You want me to dance for you? 314 00:58:19,620 --> 00:58:20,620 I want you to dance for me. 315 00:58:56,140 --> 00:58:57,140 Get the fuck out! What? 316 00:58:58,500 --> 00:59:00,500 I want you to just get the fuck out of here! 317 00:59:02,460 --> 00:59:04,460 Okay? What the fuck are you doing? 318 00:59:05,500 --> 00:59:07,500 Go on. Get the fuck out of here! 319 00:59:15,860 --> 00:59:16,860 You fucked up women okay. You fucked up! 320 00:59:18,420 --> 00:59:22,420 Yea you fucked up men. Oh yeah? Good. 321 00:59:25,140 --> 00:59:26,140 No, No... 322 00:59:30,620 --> 00:59:32,620 I won'tever do that again, I promise... 323 00:59:33,380 --> 00:59:34,380 Lets be together tonight. 324 00:59:35,540 --> 00:59:36,540 Come on please. 325 00:59:38,140 --> 00:59:40,140 We can lie to each other and... 326 00:59:42,540 --> 00:59:44,540 Fucking whore! 327 00:59:48,380 --> 00:59:50,380 Fuck I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 328 00:59:54,260 --> 00:59:56,260 Please, get the fuck out. 329 00:59:56,860 --> 00:59:57,860 Please, please. 330 01:00:19,380 --> 01:00:20,380 No dad its fine. 331 01:00:24,820 --> 01:00:29,820 Its just that... . its solely because... . . because your married, and you've been together for so long... 332 01:00:30,060 --> 01:00:32,060 ... that everything is going to be fine. 333 01:00:34,420 --> 01:00:35,420 I don't, I don't know. 334 01:00:41,460 --> 01:00:42,460 I know, I don't. 335 01:00:49,740 --> 01:00:50,740 No, I've never felt anything like that. 336 01:01:16,460 --> 01:01:18,460 I won't become good. 337 01:01:20,420 --> 01:01:22,420 I won't become nice. 338 01:01:25,340 --> 01:01:27,340 I'll be bad just for him. 339 01:01:28,980 --> 01:01:30,980 I'll fuck... just for him. 340 01:01:33,460 --> 01:01:36,460 When I can fuck with just looking for his love... 341 01:01:37,420 --> 01:01:38,420 I'll stop running. 342 01:01:45,580 --> 01:01:46,580 Hey miss... 343 01:01:46,980 --> 01:01:47,980 Miss... 344 01:01:48,340 --> 01:01:50,340 You wanna come to a party? 345 01:02:00,340 --> 01:02:01,340 Whats up, bigger up. 346 01:02:15,540 --> 01:02:16,540 I was... 347 01:02:19,820 --> 01:02:20,820 Upset. 348 01:02:22,660 --> 01:02:23,660 With a girl like you. 349 01:02:24,940 --> 01:02:25,940 Yeah. 350 01:02:31,980 --> 01:02:32,980 So I followed her... 351 01:02:33,820 --> 01:02:34,820 ... into the bathroom at the club... 352 01:02:36,820 --> 01:02:39,340 ... and I went into the stall right next to her, right... 353 01:02:46,380 --> 01:02:49,380 ... I wanted... . I wanted to break right through the wall. 354 01:02:51,300 --> 01:02:54,300 I could almost taste her sweet juicies. 355 01:02:55,780 --> 01:02:56,780 Yeah. 356 01:03:02,580 --> 01:03:08,580 You have to get... . the scent... . of your lover all over you. and then... 357 01:03:08,980 --> 01:03:09,980 You follow? 358 01:03:11,340 --> 01:03:19,340 You gotta be near the sexiest scent... . all over you. 359 01:03:20,660 --> 01:03:21,660 Yeah. 360 01:03:22,500 --> 01:03:23,500 Crazy. 361 01:03:27,500 --> 01:03:28,500 I'm going crazy. 362 01:03:31,340 --> 01:03:32,340 I bet you got a lover crazy. 363 01:03:37,340 --> 01:03:41,340 Drive me crazy... come. Come on. 364 01:04:03,500 --> 01:04:04,500 David, its me. 365 01:04:05,220 --> 01:04:08,220 I uh... 366 01:05:03,500 --> 01:05:04,500 David, hi... 367 01:05:07,140 --> 01:05:08,140 Hi... 368 01:05:09,220 --> 01:05:10,220 Come here. Hi. 369 01:05:14,380 --> 01:05:15,380 I'm sorry I left your dads'... . 370 01:05:16,780 --> 01:05:17,780 I can't understand you... 371 01:05:18,620 --> 01:05:23,620 I'm sorry that I left your dad's house. I'm sorry that I left you. Sorry. 372 01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:26,420 I don't never want to leave you again. 373 01:05:26,660 --> 01:05:27,660 Sorry. 374 01:05:30,860 --> 01:05:31,860 My uh... . 375 01:05:32,700 --> 01:05:33,700 My house is for sale. 376 01:05:34,500 --> 01:05:38,500 What do you mean your house... . my... . my parents house. Its for sale. And... 377 01:05:38,620 --> 01:05:45,140 Calm down... . Everything... . everything... is... a fucking mess. 378 01:05:46,060 --> 01:05:48,060 I need to be with you. 379 01:05:48,620 --> 01:05:50,620 I need to be with you. 380 01:05:51,340 --> 01:05:57,340 I love you. and... . I don't know what to do with this. 381 01:05:58,260 --> 01:05:59,260 Okay. 382 01:06:00,860 --> 01:06:01,860 Its my mom... . 383 01:06:01,860 --> 01:06:02,420 She drives me... 384 01:06:03,860 --> 01:06:04,860 I fucking hate it... 385 01:06:08,020 --> 01:06:09,540 ... and... I just want to be with you. 386 01:06:09,900 --> 01:06:11,700 I just want to be with you. 387 01:06:12,060 --> 01:06:12,660 Lilah... 388 01:06:13,060 --> 01:06:13,740 I just wanna... 389 01:06:13,860 --> 01:06:14,340 Look at me. 390 01:06:14,540 --> 01:06:15,540 I want you to know me. 391 01:06:16,420 --> 01:06:17,420 Lilah... I want... 392 01:06:17,420 --> 01:06:18,140 Lilah look at me... 393 01:06:18,940 --> 01:06:19,940 Look at me... Look at me! 394 01:06:21,060 --> 01:06:22,060 I want to never leave you again. 395 01:06:22,380 --> 01:06:24,380 Lilah listen to me. I don't want to hurt you... 396 01:06:25,460 --> 01:06:27,980 Lilah... I don't want to ever hurt you again. 397 01:06:28,260 --> 01:06:29,260 I don't... 398 01:06:29,340 --> 01:06:31,340 ... want to be with you. 399 01:06:36,780 --> 01:06:37,780 I'm sorry. 400 01:06:40,220 --> 01:06:41,220 I'm sorry. 401 01:06:44,940 --> 01:06:45,940 I have to give a signal to you. 402 01:06:59,300 --> 01:07:01,300 I wanted to get fucked while he watched me. 403 01:07:04,060 --> 01:07:08,060 And then find men creeping around me, touching me... or having me... 404 01:07:09,180 --> 01:07:10,180 ... pinching my tits. 405 01:07:12,300 --> 01:07:14,300 I wanted them all to do it to me while he watched. 406 01:07:15,860 --> 01:07:19,860 Men laughing at me and saying, "look how he wants it". 407 01:07:22,580 --> 01:07:26,580 I feel a cock between my thighs and he'd say "you've got a good girl. 408 01:07:29,380 --> 01:07:30,380 A cock dropping into my mouth... 409 01:07:31,620 --> 01:07:32,620 A cock dropping into my cunt. 410 01:07:35,500 --> 01:07:38,500 I knew that he'd seen everything about me right then. 411 01:07:39,740 --> 01:07:42,220 Over and over, each time I'd feel better. 412 01:07:43,780 --> 01:07:46,780 And over and over, each time It would feel worse. 413 01:07:49,140 --> 01:07:50,140 but no, this... . . 414 01:07:51,620 --> 01:07:52,620 Being seen. 415 01:07:56,300 --> 01:07:57,300 Being known. 416 01:08:13,380 --> 01:08:14,380 Well, it will be a fine life to live alone. 417 01:08:14,420 --> 01:08:15,420 Don't you think Morrow? 418 01:08:16,340 --> 01:08:18,340 Oh, maybe you've all ready got someone else. 419 01:08:18,860 --> 01:08:19,860 Some bastard waitiing in the wings. 420 01:08:21,140 --> 01:08:22,140 Come on there's no bastard waiting in the wings. 421 01:08:23,460 --> 01:08:24,460 Thats when you're stoned. 422 01:08:24,460 --> 01:08:27,420 Your mother wanted me to know. Yes, I fucking want to be alone. 423 01:08:28,100 --> 01:08:31,100 Is that so hard to understand, after all these years... 424 01:08:31,100 --> 01:08:32,100 I want to be alone. 425 01:08:34,380 --> 01:08:35,380 I just don't want to be married right now. 426 01:08:36,260 --> 01:08:37,260 What do you mean right now? 427 01:08:38,340 --> 01:08:40,340 When, when do you want to be married? 428 01:09:10,220 --> 01:09:12,220 I want to have some fun. How about you? 429 01:09:13,180 --> 01:09:15,180 Okay. 430 01:09:15,180 --> 01:09:16,020 Take your pants off. 431 01:09:17,020 --> 01:09:18,020 what? 432 01:09:19,540 --> 01:09:20,540 Take your pants off. 433 01:09:33,940 --> 01:09:36,940 Take those off too. I want to see your cock. 434 01:09:40,220 --> 01:09:41,220 Take them off. 435 01:09:45,580 --> 01:09:46,580 Don't touch yourself. 436 01:10:32,820 --> 01:10:33,820 Don't fucking touch yourself until I say you can. 437 01:10:37,460 --> 01:10:38,460 Don't fucking touch yourself! 438 01:10:42,780 --> 01:10:44,780 Don't come until I say you can. 439 01:11:24,260 --> 01:11:25,260 Yeah. 440 01:11:28,900 --> 01:11:29,900 You can't fucking make me come. 441 01:11:29,900 --> 01:11:30,700 Huh? 442 01:11:30,700 --> 01:11:31,700 You can't make me fucking come. 443 01:11:35,980 --> 01:11:36,940 You can't fucking make me come. 444 01:11:37,300 --> 01:11:38,300 You can't fucking make me come. 445 01:11:39,340 --> 01:11:42,340 Get up! Getup! I want you to get up! 446 01:11:42,340 --> 01:11:43,180 Get the fuck out of here. 447 01:11:43,180 --> 01:11:46,180 Get the fuck out of here! Wait! Don't fucking come! 448 01:11:54,260 --> 01:11:55,260 Look what you just fucking did. 449 01:11:55,980 --> 01:11:56,980 Get the fuck out of my house. 450 01:11:58,540 --> 01:11:59,540 Get the fuck out of my house. 451 01:11:59,780 --> 01:12:01,780 Get the fuck out of here! Can I use the... 452 01:12:01,900 --> 01:12:03,900 Get the fuck out of here! Can I use the bathroom? 453 01:12:04,380 --> 01:12:06,380 No, just leave, just fucking leave! 454 01:14:32,940 --> 01:14:33,940 Do you want to have brunch or something? 455 01:14:47,580 --> 01:14:48,580 That was all right. 456 01:15:07,580 --> 01:15:08,580 In here. Hey! 457 01:15:20,220 --> 01:15:21,220 My dress is almost ready. 458 01:15:24,020 --> 01:15:25,620 Will you come with me to my final dress fitting? 459 01:15:25,780 --> 01:15:26,780 Sure. 460 01:15:28,940 --> 01:15:29,940 Your folks... 461 01:15:31,860 --> 01:15:32,860 My dad is fucked. 462 01:15:36,380 --> 01:15:37,380 But I'm sure he'll be fine. 463 01:15:44,100 --> 01:15:45,100 Barry keeps calling me. 464 01:15:46,180 --> 01:15:49,700 And I told him it was okay if he came by... while joel was still away. 465 01:15:50,220 --> 01:15:51,740 thats probably not the best thing you know. 466 01:17:36,020 --> 01:17:38,020 The summer was over I could feel it. 467 01:17:38,740 --> 01:17:41,220 It always gets hotter before it gets cooler. 468 01:17:43,260 --> 01:17:45,260 You don't want it to end, but... 469 01:17:45,300 --> 01:17:47,300 The heat slips away. 470 01:17:51,220 --> 01:17:57,220 The trucks here in five, I'm going to put those plants outside. 471 01:17:57,300 --> 01:17:59,660 Your dad is not ready for those plants. 472 01:18:13,620 --> 01:18:14,620 You're not packing? 473 01:18:14,820 --> 01:18:15,820 Should I? 474 01:18:24,260 --> 01:18:25,260 Dad. 475 01:18:28,060 --> 01:18:29,060 You can't stay here. 476 01:18:29,460 --> 01:18:30,460 Why not? 477 01:18:32,020 --> 01:18:33,020 It's my house. 478 01:18:34,420 --> 01:18:36,420 You grew up here for christs sake. 479 01:18:39,660 --> 01:18:40,660 Let her go if she wants. 480 01:18:42,540 --> 01:18:43,540 Okay. 481 01:18:44,940 --> 01:18:45,940 Its okay. 482 01:18:48,900 --> 01:18:49,900 Its okay. 483 01:18:53,860 --> 01:18:54,860 It'll be fine. 484 01:18:56,460 --> 01:18:57,460 I promise you. 485 01:19:03,420 --> 01:19:05,420 I'm going to go visit you all the time. 486 01:19:07,380 --> 01:19:09,380 And you can come to my place for desserts. 487 01:19:12,700 --> 01:19:13,700 You're going to be okay. 488 01:19:23,460 --> 01:19:24,460 Its not so bad to be alone. 489 01:21:11,220 --> 01:21:12,220 I don't know where you live. 490 01:21:14,140 --> 01:21:16,140 I don't know anything about you. 491 01:21:17,180 --> 01:21:18,180 Lilah look at me. 492 01:21:18,860 --> 01:21:19,860 This time its a drunker! 493 01:21:24,820 --> 01:21:25,820 Are you coming? 494 01:23:47,980 --> 01:23:48,460 Lilah. 495 01:23:48,780 --> 01:23:49,780 Lilah! 496 01:23:54,100 --> 01:23:55,100 Hey. 497 01:24:04,860 --> 01:24:05,860 Lilah I'm... 498 01:24:06,540 --> 01:24:07,540 I'm not gonna leave. 499 01:24:12,780 --> 01:24:13,780 Please open the door. 500 01:25:22,420 --> 01:25:24,420 You have to wait until you are uncovered. 501 01:25:26,300 --> 01:25:28,300 You have to wait with someone naked. 502 01:25:31,420 --> 01:25:34,460 And then you have to wait some more.