Alright.
Fana, what do you think of Sea Point, bro?
Seapoint is the shiznit, bru.
I mean... I mean, this place has got everything, man.
- It's got beautiful ladies... - Except for black people.
No! What are you talking about? It's not about the black people. It's about--
- It is! - all of us coming together in unity...
What?
What? That's the biggest load of bullshit I've ever heard, bro.
- It's like-- - All of us coming together...
We should all live together in perfect harmony.
Fuck that!
Y'all have this obsession with recording people.
- Sorry? - Why do y'all love recording people so much?
No, don't knee me in the back!
- What's that? - You're so--
- I think it's better if it's on landscape, babe? - Ja.
Nah, I think it's better like this. What do you think, Lexi?
- It's like a Skype call. - She's driving!
- Smile, guys! - One, two, three!
Wait. I think it's a video.
Hi, Mama! We love you!
I actually don't know how to roll, 'cause I smoke bongs.
This is my friend, Lexi. And Tatiana. - OK.
- Just don't film the butt-hole, please! - The butt-hole? Why would you--?
You can film from the butt-cheek up. Not the whole butt.
There's so many of these small towns.
Can I have two hundred rand unleaded, please? Yes.
Lexi can't afford shit, bra.
Lexi's the poorest white person I know.
I can pay for anything, girl.
You can pay for anything? OK, everybody!
Thami has offered to pay for the petrol for this whole trip.
I'm gonna bless you with the petrol, girl. I got you.
You know what you should bless me with? A real blesser instead of you.
- What?! - So tell me what you do?
All your girlfriends and their girlfriends
and their sisters come to my shit, a'ight?
They come to our parties and they turn up with us.
Do you find that fulfilling?
I mean, I get paid. I make money. I turn up.
- And it's all about the cash dollar for the blacks! All about the money!
- You know what it is. - Sleeping. Sleeping niggas.
- Sleeping niggas? - I'm just saying!
- Sleeping niggas? - I'm just saying.
- I'm a sleeping nigga? - Do you not consider yourself to be?
What do you think you are? Do you think you're awake?
What about you guys, do you think you're awake?
Lexi? Tati? Do you think you're awake?
I decided to go away because...
it's a place where my father and I used to go. Once a year.
And he passed away a couple of years back, and I hadn't been, so...
That was the reason why I wanted to go.
Just figured I'd take the most important people with me
who actually understand me and who I am.
I wasn't really thinking, to be quite honest.
And I kind of said, "Fuck it. Let's just do it."
- Oh, and we can't pass him, I think? - No, we can't.
Fucking open up the window, I wanna tune him.
You can't tune off a fucking truck driver,
who's literally been driving through the night,
and this isn't even his fucking truck, dog!
Don't be a fucking asshole! - What's your fucking problem?
I wanna tell him that he needs to start driving faster, man!
- What the fuck, dog?
- Why you driving like a poes, bro?
- Thami, dog!
Ja, I guess I was irritated because she didn't--
and maybe this is me being selfish and being, like, high school--
but she didn't ask us if it was OK that this random guy came with.
So, it was a little bit annoying.
So, ja, I didn't like it, but what can I do?
"It's your farm... like, it's your idea." And shit.
- Tatiana peeking through! - It's so beautiful!
- Hi, I'm waving on the outside. - Awwww.
Aweh!
Look at all this fucking land, bra? All this fucking land.
- Belongs to one white man. How? - Lexi's forefathers!
How, Sway?! All this land belongs to one man?
- One white man? - Not one! A few.
Fuck that, man.
- Lexi, Lexi. - You guys have fun out there?
Yes we did. How does the land make you feel?
Um... trapped.
I think it's really beautiful, but...
- Tainted beauty. - Tainted how, Tati?
Tainted. Because it didn't belong. Because it was ripped from other people.
It's tainted.
I hear you.
She's right.
Like, I guess, I dunno...
if I'm trying to be diplomatic for you and answer a question,
um...
It was fine. It's fine. You know?
It's a farm that Lexi's family stole, generations ago.
And then property law came into place, post-the-thieving,
so it's a farm that is her family's and...
It was fine, you know?
Independent woman.
She's so cute!
I'm so glad she's back, man.
Tatiana, you're my nigga, fam.
We're shopping for a horror.
And the black guy always dies first.
You can change that story.
But the black woman would die second.
- I know! - I'm sorry,
but it's always the white girl that dies first.
But also it's always the white girl who survives, Lexi!
- No. - Every single movie.
White girl protagonist. White girl survives.
Sure, other white characters will die,
but they kill off all the people of color first.
And then they take their time with the whites.
But then there's this beautiful little white girl,
- probably blonde... - But luckily we're not in Hollywood.
Well, I'm not blonde, so I'm probably gonna die first.
- Tati? - What's up?
Are you fine to sleep outside?
Dude, stars are my vibe! Stars are such a vibe. Let's do stars.
OK.
Fuck. There we go.
I think there's actually one more in the car.
- Yeah? - Yeah.
Xoli! There's a bug on you!
- Oh, my fuck! - Where?
OK, no. I thought that you'd have a better reaction.
No, bra. You can start charging--
Fucking Thami, bra! No, man!
Don't be so fucking childish, bra!
Just 'rrhamil wakmg you guys up!
Fucking hell!
Lexi, bra, I don't like this guy.
These son-of-a-bitches are seriously sleeping outside.
Yo.
So I'm fucking out here in the fucking Northern Cape.
In the middle of nowhere.
I don't even know why I fucking came here.
But it's cool though. It's whatever.
Ja, I guess, you're putting a white girl, a colored girl,
or a black girl and a black guy,
together, going on a camping trip.
It's quite a diverse friendship group.
Ja. I dunno what you want me to tell you about them.
I dunno. They're-- They're people. They're people.
It was fine, it kind of subsided. There wasn't a major fall-out or anything.
But then when the... happened...
after a while tensions built because of it.
Because of lots of different things.
A lot was going on.
These are very difficult questions that you're asking me.
There was a lot going on, all the time.
Ja.
Moo...
Meow. Meow.
It's a turn-up!
- Tatiana! Why are you like this? - No!
Let's go irritate Thami.
- Is that a pizza? - Yeah.
Stop hating, y'all. This shit is fucking awesome.
Don't be asking to chill on my pizza slice.
This is my party trick at a turn-up. This shit right here.
Like, once this is ready, you can already see it. You know what I mean?
- What must I do? - You can do it, Queen.
- I got a splinter in my finger. - Aw, shit.
You can choose to fall back in love with somebody,
if you want to.
If you really want to.
And then you fall out of love with someone, and then...
you have a choice whether to stay or to go, because...
Do you think you can be in love and fully give yourself to somebody?
- Frida Kahlo and Diego lived in separate houses. - I think you can.
And then he broke her heart and she died of a broken heart, so.
Well, then! Fucking distraction.
'Cause she should not have died of a fucking broken heart.
She had shit to do, you know what I mean?
I have shit to do, yo? Falling in love. Imagine that.
Why don't you shave, bra?
- Do you know, there's a pill for men now? - Oh, really? To do what?
It's like the Pill, but for men.
Get the fuck outta here!
So I can smash a bitch and she won't get pregnant?
- Dude. You can't say that! - What?
- You can't say "smash". - And you definitely can't say "smash a bitch"!
- What are you talking about? - What?!
- So your dad smashed your mom? - Nah, it's not like that--
Just smashed her hard, huh?
And your mother's the bitch that your father smashed?
Come on, y'all. You know what I mean? We're all adults here. Chill.
And because we're adults it means we must use phrases like "smash a bitch"?
Why y'all pretending like this shit ain't real?
Girls wanna get dick, bra.
You guys might be like this, but trust me.
Girls are calling your boy all day for this big dick.
- Oh, my God. - Why y'all mad?
Girls wanna suck dick, it's all good.
It is what it is.
Do you understand the legacy? Of the system?
And how you would think and how you were bred and allowed to think
that women think that way of their own accord?
And even if women do think that way of their own accord,
there's still a systematic mind-rape at work here.
And primarily I do not think that women want to be referred to
as "bitches" who get smashed by niggas in clubs!
So I'm just wondering, did you do well in school?
Did your mother teach you something?
Who is it who was in charge of your education who failed?
This is actually fucking rich coming from you, Lexi.
When I met you, you were waiting
for some nigga you had just met on Tinder.
I mean, I don't have fucking Tinder.
At least I'm not so fucking desperate
that I have to go on social media just to meet someone.
I'm sorry, but what's wrong with Tinder?
Fucking meet someone naturally, bra!
Look, Thami, I'm really sorry,
but the only reason why you actually are here
is because my uncle wouldn't let me come here
unless I brought a guy with me, so...
Well, to be honest, your uncle sounds like a real nigga.
Yoh, I'm gonna sjambok this man!
You know what, Lexi? I appreciate you inviting me and shit,
but when you brought me here, I had no idea that we had Mother Teresa
and fucking Rosa Parks in this bitch.
Y'all are whack.
Oh, my God. Guys, I'm so sorry.
There's this whole thing on Twitter now where people--
or men, sorry-- are trying to defend themselves
because girls are now writing on Facebook and Twitter, "Men Are Trash, Men Are Trash."
And then we're like, no, we're not trash. Some of us are trash. Other guys are trash.
Don't call us all trash if your boyfriend's trash. Nah.
All men are trash.
- Including you? - Including me.
Why is that?
Because we just have no fucking idea what we're doing.
Ching, chong, cha! Ching, chong, cha!
Me and Lexi are winners, we're out.
No, no, it's between you two!
Ching, chong, cha!
- Aha ha! - Best out of three! No!
Why--Why can't-- Why can't dinosaurs clap?
- Why? - Because they're dead.
Because they're what?
You just ruined the whole thing.
Fuck you, Lexi!
That is fucked up! That is so, so fucked up!
OK, cool.
Thami Zulu!
♪ This crippled mind paralyzed the image of myself I'
♪ It felt like I wasn't living outside of myself A'
♪ We go way, way ahead of our given inch a'
♪ Because we're those niggas with a second yellow but we stay on the pitch a'
♪ Nigga, where were you during the revolution "Fees Must Fall"? A'
♪ But at the same time 150 for a G must fall A'
♪ Thami Zulu niggas call me TZB a'
♪ Fuego cooking on that PC we ♪
♪ Trapping with my niggas wearing nothing but a fade gold watch and a BVD S'
♪ Yeah, you know me, I'm the pill-popping, party-planning pussy-beating typa nigga A'
♪ But I really do it 'cause I miss my ex A'
♪ Fuck the others she was the fucking best I'
♪ And I was tripping over insecurities but I get up smiling as if I planned it I'
♪ 'Cause I know one day my mother will see her son rise and set new standards A'
♪ Thami Zulu, nigga a'
What? Oh, my God, that was so beautiful!
- I'm done. - Dropping bars!
- That was amazing. - That was beautiful.
- Aw, Thami! - Thank you.
I'm gonna sound so white. Anyway...
- What?! - Um! Wait, wait!
What? That was heat, y'all!
I learnt this very recently.
But this is also, like-- Hold on, hold on.
I don't know. It's how the people used to move.
I think it's also like... Khoi ancestry vibes...
And also Xhosa people vibes.
And that's me.
What?!
Aweh! Keeping it real,
I appreciate that, fam. Keeping it real.
Feet on fleek!
- Very much alive. - Good night, world.
- Happy to be alive. - Happy.
What's going on?
- Guys? - What?
OK. I get it now.
I should have brought a tent.
It's fucking cold outside. Please, can I sleep in here?
No. You have to beg.
I'm already on my knees. And it's fucking sore.
Please can I sleep inside here, guys? It's cold, please?
Let's have a vote.
Shame.
- Xoli? - Yeah, it's fine.
- Just not by me, please. - OK.
Better get fucking cozy in here!
- Oh, my God! No! - Dude!
Not the pizza slice, it's too big!
It's all good. I'll just have to squeeze in between you guys.
Ouch, my feet! Thami, are you wearing your shoes?
- Please take them off. - I'm sorry. I'll take them off.
You're literally in female territory right now.
- You'd better behave yourself. - I will.
I'd love to hear in your words,
like, what happened that next morning. Like...
What happened? As far as you know?
Um...nothing happened.
What are you talking about?
I'm joking!
What the fuck?
Thami. Thami, bro!
What the fuck?
- What the-- Yo, Lexi, dog! Wake up! - Dude!
Shame, babes. You look upset, are you OK?
Oh! You guys had better wake up
and have a look at yourselves real quick.
What the fuck is-- what?
- Lexi, bra? What's going on? - Why are you--?
I'm not fucking Lexi, man. Who the fuck are you?
Why the fuck do you have my body?!
- Oh, my God, guys... - Fuck! What? What the fuck?
Stop it, Xoli!
Get this fucking white shit off of me, man!
- Thami. Thami, bro! - I'm Tatiana.
-What the fuck? - Where the fuck is Lexi?
What the fuck is happening, Lex?!
I don't fucking know! I'm in Tatiana's body, dude!
How did this happen? I don't understand what's going on.
What the fuck did we do last night? What did you give us, dude?
What was in that fucking weed? - The fuck did I give you, bra?
What was in that weed last night?
Weed, dog! There was weed in there!
Now I wake up and I'm a fucking woman and shit, dog?
How is this my fault? How am I in a better position than all of you?
OK, guys, arguing is not going to help.
We just need to find a way of--
Don't you fucking touch my boobs! Stop it!
Calm down!
Stop it!
I was trying to kind of... just make them calm down.
Make Xoli calm down, especially. Yeah.
And so, why especially her?
Because she was freaking out because she was in Lexi's body
and she didn't want no white girl's hair and no white girl's skin.
Like, I mean, is there any point where it doesn't affect me?
I don't understand that kind of question. What you're asking, like...
Lexi has land on my land.
I don't wanna speak--
It must be fucking awful to have a white person's body if you're black.
- She's upset! She's upset, everybody, OK! \ - It's OK!
Guys, we're gonna sort this out, OK?
Hey! That's my fucking hair, man!
I don't want your fucking hair, Lexi! I don't want your fucking hair!
Fuck!
- What the fuck did you give us? - Ja, Thami!
- Alright. It's always the man's fault. - Yeah!
Well, I'm not a fucking man anymore, I've got boobs now!
- OK, maybe, maybe-- - Jesus fucking Christ!
Maybe I should make us some tea?
You woke up
and you found yourself in somebody else's body,
from what I understand.
Can you tell us who that was
and how did it feel to be in their body?
It's not really a question that I want to answer.
Lexi had my body.
And to be honest, like...
I'm grateful it was Lexi because I know she wouldn't do any harm to it.
I'm glad it wasn't Thami, for instance.
Just because it's a guy. I'm not saying he would go and,Hke,
fuckin' finger me around the corner with his own self. But...
This is off the record, by the way!
But, like... you never fucking know. It's a guy.
The hardest part for me...
was to understand why I was so upset at the fact that I turned into a woman.
Why was I upset about that. And I thought about it...
All the things that I was doing to girls,
they were gonna start happening to me.
I was honestly terrified of that.
- So... And whose body were you in? - In Thami's.
Fucking traumatizing.
Not at the time. But afterwards.
What you filming?
Ah, just fooling around.
You've got really small ears.
Oh, yeah.
Guess I do.
I guess we were all trying to figure out how the fuck this happened.
We have no idea why.
I still have no idea. Uh...
Xoli was like, "It's the white ancestors coming back to, like...
you know, get revenge."
I don't know what they would want revenge for.
It should be the other way round.
I don't think that black ancestors would have put...
me, us, in that situation.
That is not how... we take back the land.
Tatiana, do you have to be filming this all the time, though?
I really think someone should record what's happening, because...
- this is quite weird. - But all the time?
Imagine how many views on YouTube we'd get
if we posted what happened this weekend.
That's the last thing I'm thinking about.
- Views on fucking YouTube. - I'm just saying.
I mean, if we do post it, I can shout out to my boy, Tino.
Tell your boys that you had your period, right?
Tatiana?
- Can you stop? - OK.
Dude!
Hello!
Hello?
Thami, what are you doing?
I don't know.
Maybe there's a creepy photograph or something.
Hmm.
I know what happened.
Alright?
Lexi, your fucking white forefathers have come here to fuck with us.
That's actually the only reason. That's the only fucking reason!
They think it's funny that they're gonna use us as a test!
And then all the white forefathers are gonna come here, in black bodies.
And that will be that! The new fucking South Africa!
Fuck.
No, I don't think that's it, guys. I think we're just overreacting.
We're in this weird farm in the middle of fucking nowhere.
No! Say it, Xoli! You already said it, so just fucking say it.
Well, we know why because my white forefathers came here.
- Your racist white forefathers! - You're calling me a racist?
I don't know, Lexi! If the pot fits! If the kettle is black!
So, who drove you around every single day during protests--
You think you don't owe me that, with your white fucking skin?
- I knew that, that's why I supported you! - Then shut up about it!
- Then don't call me a fucking racist. - Guys, stop!
I'm fucking going outside!
Ja, you probably should because, you know,
my white forefathers owned the house, so...
- Fuck you, Lexi! - Fuck you.
Oh, shit.
Fuck!
Xoli was very hectic on her about that. And...
she probably thought it was unfair on her.
But it's not.
Ibefieved in the Rainbow Nation before.
I used to sing the national anthem with pride.
Almost have tears in my eyes.
Now I don't fuck with it.
Our national anthem is bullshit, our flag is bullshit.
Rainbow Nation is bullshit. Bullshit.
Hey, guys! I'm two hours into my road-trip. Just pulled up at the petrol station.
There is nothing here but me!
So follow my Snapchat to check my road-trip for the weekend!
Oh, fuck! Yeah, shit!
So, Stacey came to visit.
Who's Stacey?
Stacey...
Who's Stacey?
Just a friend that I met.
I mean, I invited her and...
it was wrong of me not to tell Lexi.
I completely forgot, when she came. But I mean,
everyone was safe and sound by the time she left.
It was fine.
Hey,guys!
Who's this?
Tatiana, babes! Hey, babes!
Wake up! Tatiana?
Hey, wake up!
- Hey, Stacey! - Hey, do I know you?
Uh, y-yeah! Tatiana?
Remember you told us about your friend that's gonna come?
No, Thami! I don't remember my friend that...
Did you forget, babes? I drove so far, like...
Thami, can you jog my memory quickly, about this?
Thami, bra? Do I know you?
I think she was a bit drunk when she told us, but...
I remember her saying she's gonna bring a friend over. Guys?
-$orry, guys! Hi! - Hey.
Don't wanna be rude. I'm Stacey Lee. I'm friends with Tatiana.
She told me to come to your guys', like, camp?
Tatiana, you don't remember, babes?
- Can we talk in the tent? Can I speak to you in the tent. - Yeah.
Tell her straight, she needs to go.
We're already in a situation. She needs to leave, Tatiana.
- Guys, she drove six hours to come here. - Can't tell her to leave now.
Just tell her that Lexi's uncle said we can't have an extra person.
But Tatiana needs to do it because I'm not gonna fucking do it.
- It's your fucking farm, Lexi. - Well, you are Lexi now so you're gonna have to--
- I'm not fuckin' telling her shit!
- Then Tatiana needs to do it. We're going to stay in the tent.
- Just calm down, we should have a couple of drinks--
- No, Thami!
Hey, so, um,"
I think we should play a game or something, guys. We can't be so boring.
Never Have I Ever.
- I'm ready! - Ah, no.
Never have I ever... sucked a dick, yo.
- Ohhhhhh...!
- Drink! Drink, bra! - I love sucking dick.
Aaah! I knew you were gay, bra!
Could you not tell?
- Bra, you cannot tell-- - Thami, how gay?
- I'm very gay. - Stacey.
- I love sucking dick. - Trust me. Thami?
- He's not gay, bra. - I'm at the club...
- In the club!
- Yes! - You know it, girl.
- Why you so mad? - Xoli, why you so mad?
Thami sucking dick on the weekends!
It's your turn, Tatiana, dog.
Guys, so how do you have a connection here?
Like, who hooked you up?
I came with Lexi. Lexi invited me.
- Lexi? How do you have a connection here? - Lexi's...
Trust the white girl to have a connection to the land!
Trust the white girl to have a connection to the fucking land.
Trust the white girl, yo.
But their family was also fleeing the country. They were fleeing as well.
It was her family that, I mean... It was passed down through generations.
- Like, she inherited it. - Ja, my uncle--
Inherited? What do you mean, "It was passed down"?
Who owned it first, 'cause it wasn't yours?
- It wasn't yours to begin with-- - They bought it though.
They never bought shit! They bought stuff during a corrupt system. Fuck!
- But come on, guys? Guys! - Yeah.
- It was during a time-- - I can't disagree with you.
Black people couldn't even say how much the land was worth.
- Y'all just took it. - Yeah.
- Ninety-nine cents. - How much you gonna pay?
- No! Tatiana, fuck. - I mean, they had to live somewhere.
It was the system. It was the system.
OK, and they benefitted from the system.
It's not their fuckin' system.
- And it wasn't their land to start off. - Agreed.
- Exactly.
Well, she gave you the land for the weekend,
so I guess we gotta be grateful, right?
- It's the least we can do. - Except give it back? How 'bout that?
No, it doesn't have to be awkward--
Let's be honest. The land it wasn't theirs to begin with.
Stacey, you're a turn-up, but you're making shit hella awkward!
- Stacey, I think you need to leave. - What?
Wait, a white girl's gonna tell me I need to leave?
- Stacey? We swapped bodies. - What?!
Thami, bra! What the fuck are you talking about?
Shit, like, I mean we did, though.
- Yeah. - OK, so...
- Who the fuck's in your body? - I'm Thami. And Thami ain't gay.
As a black woman, you're gonna say there's a black man in your body.
But he ain't gay? He's this straight, black guy?
As a black woman, dog? Nah, you ain't listening.
I ain't a black fucking woman.
So who the fuck's in your body, Thami?
- So, who's this? - Tatiana?
What?! Guys, that's not--
Why do you think it's OK to say there's a woman trapped in your body?
Do you not know? That's what people say about gay men. That's a problem!
- You don't understand, Stacey. - Tatiana, who the fuck's in your body then?
Guys, nah! This isn't some fucking joke! OK. Tell me...
Then in the white girl, right? Who's in the white girl?
I wanna know who's inside of you?
Tatiana, why are standing up for this?
I don't wanna do this, but you have to fucking leave--
Guys, what the fuck? Come on, guys?
- Stacey-- - Come on! As people of color--
You need to leave!
You're not gonna be some white girl telling me that I need to fucking--
- She's not white! - It's not her saying it!
OK. Her white body ain't gonna tell me I need to get off the land.
Do you not see a problem with this, Tatiana?
Stacey, I see the problem but you don't fucking understand.
OK, you're not woke at all! And neither are your fucking friends.
You guys are all fucking problematic. You're gonna stand up for some white girl--
I ain't even saying I'm woke, bro.
My family was removed off the land.
Now you gonna remove me off the land?
I know it sounds really fucked up and confusing, but...
- that's what happened. - Nah, fuck, bra!
Take this fucking camera and get the fuck out of my face.
- Stacey, I'm sorry. - There you go, white girl.
See this as a blessing for your beautiful land. Thank you for having us here.
I will remove myself 'cause y'all not gonna fucking bulldoze me. Again!
$tacey!
Stacey, please come back! Stacey!
- Thami, bra. Get away from me. - OK, I'm sorry.
There's no point in being young South Africans
"making a difference." How are you making a difference?
By fighting each other on Facebook?
By being a part of Black Twitter?
I don't call myself an activist.
I don't know if I have, but I shouldn't because I don't do enough.
But I do a lot more than those people who were at the camp, that's for sure. Yeah.
- Aweh, bra. - What's your problem, bra?
Like, why you like this?
Why am I like this?
Me...
I think all black men can be saved. I think you can be saved.
And we can take back the land, yo. But we need to do it together,
we need to work together. And you need to be better.
Shit, yo.
You're right.
But it is what it is, you know what I mean?
I chose the life I live. You are who you are.
I'm happy, I guess.
Thami? Do you use toilet paper also?
What the fuck are you--? Tatiana, bra?
- Are you peeing? - Ja.
Why the fuck are you sitting down then? Stand up!
Yeah, OK. Now you grab it, shake it, but--
Nah, you're playing with it, girl.
Stop playing with it, yo!
How many times a day do I have to wank?
'Cause I don't wanna get blue balls.
Nah, you see, blue balls you get when...
when a girl is teasing you and she doesn't finish the job.
Oh! There's piss on my hands.
Well, you did that to yourself, so...
That's what you get when you shake it more than twice, yo!
You tryin' to play with it.
You guys are so obsessed with your dicks.
Second try...
Second try.
Now that I'm being watched.
I'll show you a little tutorial.
OK.
You're supposed to be watching the hands.
Yes, yes, yes.
Watching your hands...
What must I do if your hands go to your mouth?
That's true.
Lexi smoking her own demonstration.
Now I can't help but keep the camera on your face.
There was I point, I think I just lost all awareness of other people.
And just was in this...
tortured position...
being punished to learn something. You know?
Xoli and my relationship, um...
we have a respectful, understanding friendship.
And she manages to...
She managed to...
divide politics and friendship with me.
You mentioned the protests in 2016
and back maybe also 2015.
Can you tell me what kind of impact did it have on you?
Me and Xoli would do a lot of things together.
We'd always go on protests and stuff. But, like,
I guess it got a bit-- I don't wanna say too radical,
but it got a bit too much for me. And that's also why I left and went to China.
- This place is beautiful, hey? - Yeah.
- How was China? - It was cool.
I don't know. No, it was cool.
I just really didn't want to talk about it because I know how you felt about me leaving.
I didn't want any bad vibes between us.
- It wasn't just the face that you'd abandoned the revolution.
It felt like you'd abandoned the community.
- The family. - I know, I know.
If it makes you feel any better, China was really shit.
I didn't have a home, any foundation.
And I really thought that I could handle it.
I thought that would make me stronger. But it didn't.
That's why I admire you so much.
You're so strong and you care so much.
- This whole farce-thing about "strong, black women"...
It's like we have to be stronger than our pain.
Stronger than the struggle.
You care so much, babe.
You carry everyone.
Xoli.
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You look like you're fucking-- You need to come in!
Lexi, yo!
- Get a shot of me. - Don't do that!
Tatiana, stop it!
Tatiana! Bra! Fuck you!
All of your braids, though.
Xoli, dog! Whassup?
We're out here in the reservoir.
- We are kings and queens, yo! - Having a good time.
On your behalf!
Banzai'.
Going in, guys. One! Two! Three!
In my mind, I always thought, "We're gonna swap back."
Like, this is not gonna be forever.
You know?
And then you did?
Ja. And then we did. We swapped back. And it was chilled.
- Fuck! Fuck! - Ho ho!
- Gimme my fucking pizza slice! - Where's my towel! I just fell!
- Shit! - Oh, my God!
God bless this water!
I just wanna send a message to the people.
Ayo, what's up? Thami Zulu's back!
Tatiana's back!
- My boobs are back. - Boobs are back!
- Thami Zulu's back, y'all! - Oh, my God.
We're back. Yay!
Let me get my pizza slice.
This has been fucked up.
This has been so fucked up.
I'm smiling on the outside, but this is traumatizing.
How does it feel like?
- I don't know. I feel fucking weird, dude.
It's a weird experience to be a part of.
- I mean, you were definitely in a boy for, like...
I think we need to internalize all of this stuff, you know?
Can't fucking believe you were in that water, fam.
- Ja, fuck you, Thami. - Guys! Like...
how cool is it that we have so much documentation of all of this stuff?
- Nah. - Like, we have so much footage,
if we were to forget, say, a few years from now, we'd be, like,
"Fuck, was that a dream? Was that a nightmare?"
And then you're like, "Fuck, it actually happened."
- Like a bad relationship. - Fuck that, bra.
I'm never gonna talk about this shit again.
Ja, I'm never talking about this again.
When I get back to Cape Town, my life is normal again.
I'm actually not impressed about having to walk all the way back to the campsite,
when I specifically chose to stay at the fucking campsite.
- I think it's quite amazing. - Nah, nah.
Fam, you must be traumatized. You were a white girl for, like, two days!
- Bra? - Fuck that.
Don't you think that everyone should experience it?
So you wanna be in a white girl again?
So I can have empathy for a white person?
I felt nothing, the whole entire time.
- Do I understand her better? No. - Well, now you appreciate being more yourself.
I always appreciate being myself. I did not need this fucking experience.
- Lexi! - Lexi!
Lexi!
- Yo, Lexi? - Lexi?
Babe?
- Yo? - Babe!
Lexi?
Ayo, Lexi? Whassup, man?
Babe? Lexi! Hey, what's up? Lexi!
Are you OK? Babe?
I'm not Lexi.
- What the fuck? - Awkward.
Ayo, Lexi. Stop playing, man.
Lexi!
Think she feels a bit traumatized. I think she just needs time to chill.
- Where's she going though, like? - She's knows the farm.
She knows the farm, dog. She really knows. It's her farm.
Babe, we'll be here when you get back.
We need to leave, so don't take too long!
What do you think?
You think we're bad friends for not looking for her?
I mean, she had a fucking choice and she's an adult.
Yeah, but fam, something's up with her. You saw the way she was acting.
I get it. I know how you feel about her, but we can't just leave her.
- How do I feel about her, Thami? - Babes, please come with me?
- Well, how do you feel about white people, fam? - OK, Tatiana.
Thami's gonna stay here and me and you can go look.
- OK, OK, OK. - Where do you think we should go?
I don't understand why she would go off
so that black people have to come look for her.
I feel like she's not feeling well.
What is this? Is she the protagonist
of everyone's fucking life story? Jesus.
If you went missing, I'd go looking for you, fam. You know that.
Shut the fuck up, Thami. We're going.
- Thanks, Thami. - A'ight.
Be safe, y'all.
Walking among the bones.
Hmm.
Why do you inconvenience us so? Lexi!
What does that even mean, dude? Like, "I'm not Lexi. I'm not Lexi"?
Who fucking leaves with a puzzle and then disappears into the fucking wilderness?
- That's what I'm saying. - I'm so angry at her, Tatiana.
I'm so angry at her.
Lex, it's raining now.
Jesus Christ. What are we gonna do?
Just keep calling for her, as you are wont to do.
That's what you wanted to come here and do.
Call for Lexi endlessly into the night and hope she comes back
on a fucking white stallion.
- What else are we supposed to do, babe? - Lexi! Lexi!
We can go past the farm house, go past the reservoir.
We can head back along the gravel path. Maybe she's not so inconsiderate
that she would go somewhere where we can't fucking find her.
Maybe something's actually wrong. Maybe.
OK, cool. Let's go.
We don't have any signal at the tent site,
so I think the only way we can get help is in town.
I don't know. Maybe there's some way of them...
some sort of search party. Ja, sure.
Dude, I also don't feel like doing this.
I really don't. Like, I'm fucking over it.
I wanna go home now.
It is our problem because we came with her and she's our friend!
It is our problem! - She is the one who got out of the fuckin' tent
and just decided to walk off into the distance, saying, "I'm not Lexi."
And now we're supposed to fucking care?! No, bra.
So we must just fucking leave with her car and leave her on the fucking farm?
I'm not saying we must leave with her car.
I'm just saying we shouldn't have to be doing this much work.
Like, surely, Lexi's a grown fucking adult and she knows what she's doing.
If she's off having her own fucking crisis, that's got nothing to do with me.
Just wanna check the boot and then we're gonna go to Brandvlei.
- We're gonna go to Brandvlei? - Dude--
OK, who are we gonna go to? Are we gonna go to the shops?
Are we gonna go to the petrol attendants?
What are we gonna do in Brandvlei that--
The only thing I can think of is the police.
The police! Tatiana, are you fucking serious? The fucking police?
That's the only thing I can think of.
To the fucking police, dog?!
Then at least we don't have to deal with it anymore.
Since when did you forget you're fucking black, bra? The police?!
We don't have to deal with it anymore, they can fucking deal with it.
The police? Listen, Tatiana.
Maybe 2015 was a very long time ago for you,
but for me, 2016, I put my body on the fucking line, Tatiana.
And I will not be dealing with the fucking police for Lexi!
Well, then you don't have to fucking do it! I'll go do it.
You fucking do it.
I will fucking do it because I actually care about my friend.
What? So now what you gonna do now?
What am I gonna do, bra? I'll hike back for all I fucking care.
Don't be a fucking idiot. Just get in the car.
You want me to put my body on the line--
You can sit in the car and I will go to the police!
For a fucking white girl, bra? Listen!
Lexi's problems are not your fucking problems, Tatiana.
Lexi's crises are not our fucking crises, dog!
This is not what we should be doing with our time!
How dare you fucking bring up the police, bra?
Like, you don't even fucking know what I went through last year.
Fucking bring up the police for a fucking white woman!
Dude, it's not about the fact that she's fucking white--
Yes, it is, bra! - She could be fucking dead and you don't even care!
You don't even fucking care if she's dead or not!
Only a fucking white girl would be so inconsiderate.
Only a fucking white girl would go off into the distance for three fucking hours
and expect people to come look for her, bra!
You don't know if she's expecting that or not.
You don't even know if she's expecting that or not!
She could be lying under a rock somewhere, fucking dead,
- and you don't even give a fuck! - I don't give a fuck.
I do not-- Listen. Maybe you've been confused.
Maybe you're confused about who I am since China went, warped your brain,
whatever fuck neo-colonial situation happened with you there. OK?
But me, I'm not confused.
Lexi and all her fucking white compatriots, I do not give a fuck!
My body is for black lives. That is who it's for.
Lexi can go die in a fucking ditch for all I care.
How fucking dare you ask me to go to the police? - OK. Fine.
Whassup?
You good?
Ja. Ja, I'm good.
You sure?
Ja, I'm fine.
Can I please have a rollie?
No problem at all.
Where did you go?
I don't even know.
Nah, it's all good.
We all deal with our shit in different ways.
X and Tatiana went looking for you.
- Really? - Yeah.
Oh, shit! Ah, no.
They're gonna hate me.
Nah, they won't hate you.
- They won't hate you.
Sorry, I wish I was better with these moments.
I don't know what to say.
I just really don't wanna go home.
Why not?
Do I feel relieved?
Why would anyone be relieved to be like this?
What did you mean when you said, "I'm not Lexi"?
You're white. How does it feel to be white?
- It's conflicting. - Mm-hm. Isn't it?
So if you...
had the choice to be in another race's body...
would you choose to be white?
Um... yeah, I guess so.
From what I hear about the grievances of black people,
black people are not treated very well in this country.
I'm not trying to escape who I am,
if that's what you're trying to get at.
This is-- I was born with this body and I can't escape it, no.
Am I angry about what it is? Yes.
There.
See, I can't drop under pressure.
They come spontaneously, you know what I mean?
♪ Bushes on my left Rocks on my right a'
♪ Cruising down the road like I'm out of sight S'
♪ Completely out of sight No signal, no reception A'
♪ Uh-huh This is redemption S'
Sexy Lexi, y'all! Droppin' bars. On the mic.
On the mic!
Hottest white rapper in the city.
- Sexy Lexi. Would that be your rap name? - No.
What? What's your rap name?
I don't have one. I'll be... "Unknown".
Unknown? Why?
- Anonymous! - Anonymous?
I'm glad you're happy again and you're smiling.
I think I've just met somebody who's as shy as I am.
This is quite hilarious.
- Who you talking about, me? - Yes.
Shy? Come on, girl.
- Shy about what? - You are very shy.
No I'm not. I'm cool. I'm good.
This is fucking stupid.
See? It's not that bad.
Ja, not so bad. You made a big deal out of it.
You made this whole...
Hold on.
Like, is this story not finished now? Is it not finished?
What else do you want? What else do you want?
Because, like... obviously, it was about her.
Obviously, she was the main character.
It's nice to be the protagonist.
I was supporting cast.
So I thought that I was immersed in a process.
But now I'm actually seeing I was a backdrop...
scenery.
I'm sorry.
Xoli, bra? What the fuck?
Why you filming this, bra?
Yo, Lexi? Speak to your girl. Why the fuck are you filming this?
Xoli, why the fuck are you filming this, bra?!
Mind your own fucking business, dog.
No, stop that shit, dog! Why you filming this?
Wait, what was that, Lexi?
- I'm sorry. - You're sorry?
About what?
Sorry about what, Lexi?
Are you sorry that you slept with a black guy? - No!
What? You feel like you betrayed your friends now 'cause you slept with me?
And all that bullshit before that? You crying to me and shit?
What was that about, Lexi?
I'm fucking talking to you, Lexi! What was that about?
I'm sorry.
Stop fucking apologizing! It's not helping!
Xoli, why the fuck are you filming this, bra? What the fuck is your--
Why the fuck did you guys bring me here?
Don't fucking tell me to calm down!
Don't fucking tell me to calm down, no!
You guys bring me here, you judge me,
tell me I'm a fucking dog and all that shit.
- Now you wanna come film all this shit? - Calm down.
'Cause I fucked your friend? No, I'm not gonna fucking calm down!
You guys fucking judge me because of fucking bitches like her.
You guys fucking sleep with us, then you get embarrassed about it afterwards.
You fucking use us, too. Do you know how hard I try not to be this fucking person?
Fuck that!
OK? I am what I am.
I'm a black man. I fuck bitches.
I get my dick sucked at a club. All that shit.
No, no, no! Don't give me that vernac bullshit.
- You're spitting all over everything-- - You know what?
I'm a fucking problem! I'm a black man and I'm a fucking problem!
Fucking bitches.
- Thami! - Fuck off!
- Thami? - Fuck off!
Let's go.
To say that it happened because of this, or because of that?
I can't say.
I...
I can't say.
Maybe the three of you and somebody else would've went
and the same thing would've happened.
Why us? What makes us so special?
If someone told me they went on a trip to the Northern Cape
and they turned into a woman? "Fuck off."
That's exactly what I'd say.
And if they showed you a YouTube video?
I'd like to see the video of them from a woman turning into a man.
I'd like to see that.
Like, the actual transformation, that's what I'd like to see.
And that's what we have, so... yeah.
So how do you feel about people seeing that?
People will be shocked.
People won't believe that.
But I definitely think that's something people wanna see.
But how would you feel about it, not them?
How I would-- Oh. Now, that's...
Ahh.
We could finally go back home to our normal lives.
Who wouldn't be happy about that?
You know? I think maybe it's nice for, like...
a white woman to be inside a black woman's body. You know?
Maybe... people learn something. Maybe...
you know, walking in somebody else's shoes.
Yes, maybe, but, like...
No, it was pretty much shit the whole time.
Oh, you're right! Sorry!
I'm thinking that first line.
OK! One, two, three.
Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
Oh, yeah! Oh, yeah!
Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
OK, y'all not ready for this. Y'all not ready for this one.
You are actually the coolest.
- Oh, my God. - We're just your back-up dancers.
- Bring it! Work! - We're just your back-up dancers!
- I'm done! - Whoo!
♪ Ya 'II better know where you come from ♪
♪ If you know where you coming from Bum, bum, bum, eh S'
♪ Better know where you come from A'
♪ If you know where you coming from Bum, bum, bum, eh S'
♪ Better know where you come from A'
♪ If you know where you coming from Bum, bum, bum, eh S'
♪ Better know where you come from A'
♪ If you know that then show that I'
♪ Tell me who are you now a'
♪ Did you ever wanna be somebody else in the crowd? a'
♪ Let me know, I can break the ice if you want S'
♪ Acquaint you with yourself Because you're unique A'
♪ I can see perfection there You're intelligent S'
♪ Baby boy, never have a care ♪
♪ With roots in your hair People will stare A'
♪ Gotta love just who you are You're unique a'
♪ You're unique You're unique a'
♪ Come and wake up Look at your reflection I'
♪ Such a beautiful blessing deserves to be mentioned 4'
♪ Release the tension and just relax a'
♪ Be your lovely self Keep integrity intact, yo a'
♪ Remember there can be only one of you if you want it A'
♪ Follow whatever is the money A'
♪ Some took you in themselves Not even funny ♪
♪ My mission every day to keep my soul from stumbling a'
♪ Heavy humbling, so scientific I'm sort of numbing ♪
♪ Try to double-punch personal attack a'
♪ Up your back Full of every kind of cunning a'
♪ Think and make you forget that you'll be stunning A'
♪ Have to get my meeting Or should I make it clear S'
♪ Never gotten power over your appearance I'
♪ Sun and moon is in sync With your bum, bum, bum body a'
♪ Be yourself and that is all you need I'
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