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Friday, 30 November, 1962
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Waking up begins with saying
''am'' and ''now''.
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Jennifer, I'm not gonna tell you again.
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For the past eight months waking
up has actually hurt.
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The cold realization that
I'm still here slowly sets in.
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I was never teribly fond of waking up.
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I was never one to jump out of bed and
greet the day with a smile like Jim was.
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I used to want to punch him sometimes
in the morning he was so happy.
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I always used to tell him that only fools
greet the day with a smile...
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...that only fools possibly
escape the simple truth.
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That now isn't simply now.
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It's a cold reminder.
One day later than yesterday.
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One year later than last year.
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And that sooner or later it will come.
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He used to laugh at me and then
give me kiss on the cheek.
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It takes time in the morning
for me to become George.
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The time to adjust to what is expected
of George and how he is to behave.
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By the time I have dressed and
put the final layer of polish...
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...on the now slightly stiff
but quite perfect George...
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...I know fully what part
I'm supposed to play
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Looking in the mirror staring back at me
isn't so much as a face...
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...as the expression of a predicament.
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Just get through the goddamn day.
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A bit melodramatic, I guess.
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But then again...
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...my heart has been broken.
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I feel as if I am sinking, drowning...
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...can't breathe.
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Aren't you going to say something?
Are you kidding? It's spectacular.
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What are you doing?
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Just stop it.
Stop it.
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I don't think that you're quite
ready for life in a glass house.
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Drapes, old man.
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You're the one who is always saying
that we are invisible.
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That's not exactly what I meant.
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For the first time in my life
I can't see my future.
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Every day goes by in a haze.
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But today I have decided
will be different.
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Finally. You know it's been
raining here all day.
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I've been trapped in this house
waiting for you to call.
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I'm sorry, I must have the wrong number.
I'm calling for Mr. George Falconer.
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I'm sorry, I was expecting someone else.
Yes sir, you have indeed called the...
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...correct number. How may I help you?
- This is Harold Ackerley.
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I'm Jim's cousin.
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Of course.
Yes, good evening Mr. Ackerley.
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I'm afraid I'm calling with
some bad news.
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There has been a car accident.
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An accident?
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There has been a lot of snow here
lately and the roads have been icy.
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On his way into town,
Jim lost control of his car.
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It was instantaneous apparently.
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It happened late yesterday, but his
parents didn’t want to call you.
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I see.
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In fact, they don't that
I'm calling you now.
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But I thought that you should know.
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Thank you.
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I know this must be quite a shock.
It was for all of us.
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Yes, indeed.
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- Will there be a service?
- The day after tomorrow.
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Well, I suppose I should
get off the phone...
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...and book a plane flight.
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The service is just for family.
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For family, of course.
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Well, thank you for calling.
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- Mr. Ackerley?
- Yes?
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- May I ask what happened to the dogs?
- Dogs?
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There was a dog with him but he died.
Was there another one?
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Yes, there was a small female.
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I don't know, I'm sorry.
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I haven't heard anyone
mentioning another dog.
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- Well, thank you for calling Mr. Ackerley.
- Goodbye, Mr. Falconer.
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Hello, Charley.
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How did you know it was me?
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Charlotte, nobody else calls me
before eight in the morning.
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I didn't call too early, did I?
You sound grumpy.
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No, I have a headache.
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Listen, I was going to call you actually.
Is too late to change my mind about tonight.
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No, of course not.
I haven't seen you all week.
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- I'm dying for a dose of you.
- I know, I'm sorry.
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So great, I'll see you tonight.
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I have to run.
I'm late for the work.
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I'll call you later from school.
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Alright, I see you then.
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- Bye, kiddo.
- Bye, old man.
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Good morning, Mr. George.
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Sir, you don't look so good today.
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Good morning, Alva.
No, I didn't sleep very well.
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You forgot to take the bread
out of the freezer this morning.
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It stays fresh that way.
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It was a little too fresh this morning.
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There are some papers
laid out on my desk...
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...which need to stay there.
Please don't move them.
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- I'm afraid my pen leaked all over the bed.
- It's okay, sir.
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- Alva?
- Yes, sir?
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Thank you, you're a wonderful.
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This government, as promised,
has maintained the closest surveillance...
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...of the Soviet military buildup
on the Island of Cuba.
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Within the past week unmistakable evidence...
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...has established the fact...
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- Professor Falconer?
- Yes?
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There was a student here this
morning asking for your address.
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My address?
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- Did you give it to him?
- Yes, sir.
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I did.
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I hope that's okay.
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I realize that I probably shouldn't
have but he was very nice.
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Before I knew it he...
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Your hair looks great up like that.
I really fits suits you.
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You always look so beautiful...
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...really fresh...
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You have such a lovely smile.
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- Arpège?
- Sir?
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Really beautiful.
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...that a series of offensive missile sites...
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- Good morning, Don.
- Good morning, George.
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Good morning, George.
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Good morning, Grant.
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You look awful.
What have you been doing?
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Look around you, Grant.
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Most of these students aspire to
nothing more than corporate job...
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...and a desire to raise coke-drinking,
TV-watching children...
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...who as soon as they can
speak start chanting TV jingles...
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...and smashing things with hammers.
- You're really scaring me today, George.
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Don't tell me. You have
easy time with these students.
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I found them staring at me
in a kind of bovine stupor...
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...as if I were lecturing in
a foreign language.
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Remind me why we shouldn't
all just be annihilated.
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You seem to think this is all a joke.
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We're living in a world where
nuclear war is a real threat.
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I don't understand how
that doesn't concern you.
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You're serious, aren't you?
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Yes, I'm serious.
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George did you even read the article
I gave you on bomb shelters?
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Our is almost done. We had 3
contractors work on it...
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...so none of them know what we've got.
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I'm having the outside of it landscaped
so no one will that it's there.
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Really?
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If word gets out that
you've got a better shelter...
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...then everyone will try to get in
when something happens.
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So?
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There will be no time for sentiment
when the Russians fire a missile at us.
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If it's going to be a world with
no time for sentiment Grant...
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...the it's not a world
that I want to live in.
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After Many a Summer Dies the Swan.
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I think you've all...
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...read the Huxley novel I assigned
more than three weeks ago?
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How does the title relate to our story?
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- Yes, Mr. Mong.
- It doesn't.
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It's about a rich guy who's too
afraid that he's too old for this girl...
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...and thinks that a young guy...
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Russ.
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Russ?
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Yes, Mr. Hirsch.
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Sir, on page 79, Mr. Propter says that...
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...the stupidest text in the Bible is
“they hated me without a cause.”
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Does that mean the Nazis were
right to hate the Jews?
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- Is Huxley an anti-Semite?
- No.
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No, Mr. Huxley is not an anti-Semite.
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Of course, the Nazis were
wrong to hate the Jews.
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But their hating the Jews
was not without a cause.
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It's just that the cause wasn't real.
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The cause was imagined.
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The cause was fear.
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Let's leave the Jews out o
this just for a moment.
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Let's think of another minority.
One that...
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One that can go unnoticed if it needs to.
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There are all sorts of minorities,
blondes for example...
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...or people with freckles.
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But a minority is only
thought of as one...
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...when it constitutes some kind of
threat to the majority.
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A real threat or an imagined one.
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And therein lies the fear.
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If the minority is somehow invisible...
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...and the fear is much greater.
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That fear is why the
minority is persecuted.
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So, you see there always is a cause.
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The cause is fear.
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Minorities are just people.
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People like us.
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I can see that I've lost you a bit.
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So tell you what? We're gonna
forget about Mr. Huxley today...
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...and we're gonna talk about fear.
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Fear, after all, is our real enemy.
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Fear is taking over our world.
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Fear is being used as a tool of
manipulation in our society.
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It's how politicians peddle policy.
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It's how Madison Avenue sells us
things that we don't need.
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Think about it.
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Fear of being attacked.
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Fear of that there are communists
lurking around every corner.
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Fear of that some little
Caribbean country...
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...that doesn't believe in our way
of life poses a threat to us.
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Fear that black culture
may take over the world.
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Fear of Elvis Presley's hips.
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Actually, maybe that one is a real fear.
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Fear that our bad breath
might ruin our friendships.
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Fear of growing old and being alone.
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The of that we're useless and that
no one cares what we have to say.
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Have a good weekend.
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Sir! May I talk to you for a minute?
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Why don't you always
talk to us like that?
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I don't think it went over very well.
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Man, fear of things gets
to me all the time.
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But you can't talk about it with
anyone or you just sound like a fool.
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- You can't even talk about it with Lois?
- I don't think she's afraid of anything.
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Everyone's afraid of something, Kenny.
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What are you afraid of, sir?
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Cars.
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How can you live in Los Angeles
and be afraid of cars?
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Maybe you can't.
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Sometimes my fear of things
can almost paralyze me.
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It's like I get really panic stricken and
I feel like I might explode or something.
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- May I ask you a personal question, sir?
- If you like.
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Do you ever get high?
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- How old do I look to you?
- Have you ever taken any drugs?
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Of course, Kenny.
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Like what?
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I don't feel I should be discussing this
with you on campus Mr. Potter.
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It's the only way I get by sometimes.
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- Have you ever tried mescaline?
- Not my drug of choice.
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I shaved off one of my eyebrows once
on mescaline. Not a good look for me.
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- Sir?
- I looked in the mirror.
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Big mistake if you're high on mescaline.
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I decided that my eyebrows
were taking over my face.
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Before I knew it, I had shaved one off.
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I wore a band-aid over my eye for about
six weeks while my brow grew back.
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Very embarrassing.
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- You didn't take it again after that?
- Kenny, have you been listening to me?
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I shaved off my eyebrow.
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I wanted an experience Mr. Potter,
not a career on stage.
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If you ever want to get high sir,
I usually have some dope.
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You're really mad aren't you?
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I'm sorry, sir. I guess you don't feel
very comfortable talking like this.
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What makes you say that?
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Lois thinks you're kind of cagey.
Like this morning...
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...when you were listening to all that
crap we were talking about Huxley.
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Well, not all of you.
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I didn't notice you open
your mouth once.
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I was watching you.
241
00:26:51,253 --> 00:26:55,773
You let us ramble on and on
and then you straighten us out.
242
00:26:55,853 --> 00:26:59,053
But you never really tell us
everything you know about something.
243
00:26:59,973 --> 00:27:03,203
Well, maybe that's true up to a point.
244
00:27:04,533 --> 00:27:06,253
It's not that I want to be cagey.
245
00:27:07,213 --> 00:27:11,283
It's just that I can't really discuss
things completely openly...
246
00:27:11,373 --> 00:27:12,603
...at school.
247
00:27:12,693 --> 00:27:14,732
Someone would misunderstand.
248
00:27:16,412 --> 00:27:19,402
I tried that today.
It didn't really work out.
249
00:27:25,492 --> 00:27:27,882
What was it you wanted to get, sir?
250
00:27:27,972 --> 00:27:30,202
Nothing. I was on my way
to the dean's office.
251
00:27:30,292 --> 00:27:32,852
You mean you walked all the way
down here just to talk to me?
252
00:27:32,932 --> 00:27:34,762
- Why not?
- Well...
253
00:27:34,852 --> 00:27:37,842
I think you deserve
something for that, sir.
254
00:27:37,932 --> 00:27:38,922
Here sir, take your pick.
255
00:27:40,772 --> 00:27:42,812
- It's on me.
- Thank you.
256
00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:47,892
I thought you'd probably pick blue.
257
00:27:48,852 --> 00:27:51,812
- Why blue?
- Isn't blue supposed to be spiritual?
258
00:27:51,892 --> 00:27:53,532
What makes you think I'm spiritual?
259
00:27:56,932 --> 00:27:58,282
And you? Red?
260
00:28:00,252 --> 00:28:02,722
- What is red stand for?
- A lot of things.
261
00:28:02,812 --> 00:28:04,722
Rage, lust.
262
00:28:06,251 --> 00:28:07,291
No kidding?
263
00:28:12,851 --> 00:28:14,171
Well sir, I...
264
00:28:14,251 --> 00:28:15,681
I guess I see you around.
265
00:29:34,810 --> 00:29:35,800
Hello?
266
00:29:35,890 --> 00:29:37,560
What are you up to, kiddo?
267
00:29:37,650 --> 00:29:41,250
Just trying to finish up a book.
How's your day going?
268
00:29:41,330 --> 00:29:42,450
Fine.
269
00:29:42,530 --> 00:29:46,090
I was just leaving school and wanted to
know if you needed anything for tonight.
270
00:29:46,170 --> 00:29:48,290
Thanks, you're sweet.
271
00:29:48,370 --> 00:29:50,490
But I think I'm all set.
272
00:29:51,489 --> 00:29:52,919
Be a darling and...
273
00:29:53,009 --> 00:29:57,959
...pick up gin for me, Tangueray.
I love the color of the bottle.
274
00:29:58,809 --> 00:30:01,479
You love what's in it.
What time do you want me?
275
00:30:02,649 --> 00:30:04,959
7 would be great if that's ok with you.
276
00:30:05,049 --> 00:30:07,719
Perfect. I'll see you then.
277
00:30:07,809 --> 00:30:09,719
I'll see you then.
Bye, Geo.
278
00:30:09,809 --> 00:30:10,929
Bye, kiddo.
279
00:30:32,609 --> 00:30:34,519
Beautiful.
280
00:31:27,248 --> 00:31:29,688
- Yes, Mr. Potter?
- Are you going somewhere, sir?
281
00:31:29,768 --> 00:31:32,598
That is usually why people
get into their cars.
282
00:31:32,688 --> 00:31:34,803
No, I mean are you going on
vacation or something?
283
00:31:34,838 --> 00:31:37,037
- What?
- I saw you cleaning out your office.
284
00:31:42,007 --> 00:31:44,837
What exactly is it that you want, Kenny?
285
00:31:46,567 --> 00:31:49,957
I was just hoping that perhaps we could get
together for a drink or something sometime.
286
00:31:50,847 --> 00:31:52,357
Why is that?
287
00:31:53,727 --> 00:31:55,007
I don't know, sir.
288
00:31:55,807 --> 00:31:57,687
Because I think you might like it.
And...
289
00:31:59,407 --> 00:32:00,997
...because you seem as though
you could use a friend.
290
00:32:01,087 --> 00:32:03,527
- Oh really?
- Yes, sir. You do.
291
00:32:08,087 --> 00:32:09,887
They may be right.
292
00:32:11,367 --> 00:32:13,887
It will have to be another time.
I'm late.
293
00:32:15,327 --> 00:32:16,647
But thank you for the invitation.
294
00:32:17,807 --> 00:32:20,007
And thank you for the talk earlier.
295
00:32:21,407 --> 00:32:23,397
And stay away from the mescaline.
296
00:32:54,566 --> 00:32:55,966
Hello, Mr. Falconer.
297
00:32:56,046 --> 00:32:58,326
- Hello. How are you today?
- I'm fine, sir.
298
00:32:58,406 --> 00:33:00,846
- Do you need to get into your box?
- Yes, I do.
299
00:33:00,926 --> 00:33:02,206
Follow me.
300
00:33:10,406 --> 00:33:11,686
Here you are, sir.
301
00:33:13,886 --> 00:33:15,766
If you could please sign here...
302
00:33:24,165 --> 00:33:25,445
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
303
00:34:30,404 --> 00:34:32,794
So explain your friend Charlotte to me.
304
00:34:34,084 --> 00:34:35,964
What would you like to know?
305
00:34:36,044 --> 00:34:38,484
I don't know.
You seem very intimate I guess.
306
00:34:39,764 --> 00:34:42,564
Like you were once
together or something.
307
00:34:43,644 --> 00:34:45,764
- You haven't slept with her, have you?
- Yes.
308
00:34:48,444 --> 00:34:49,514
And?
309
00:34:50,844 --> 00:34:52,914
A few times when we were young.
310
00:34:52,959 --> 00:34:54,855
I wouldn't say that it
meant nothing to me...
311
00:34:54,890 --> 00:34:57,445
...but it certainly meant
a great deal more to Charley.
312
00:34:57,524 --> 00:34:59,594
It was a long time ago in London.
313
00:35:01,324 --> 00:35:03,314
I love Charley.
314
00:35:03,404 --> 00:35:06,283
- And We were very close friends
but that's all. - Well, I'm confused.
315
00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:09,523
If you sleep with women
then why are you with me?
316
00:35:09,603 --> 00:35:11,593
Because I fall in love with men.
317
00:35:11,683 --> 00:35:13,673
Because I fell in love with you.
318
00:35:15,883 --> 00:35:18,083
Anyway, doesn't everyone sleep with
women when they're young?
319
00:35:18,163 --> 00:35:20,603
- I haven't.
- You're joking.
320
00:35:20,683 --> 00:35:22,833
No, I'm not.
321
00:35:22,923 --> 00:35:24,706
It was just never anything
that interested me.
322
00:35:24,741 --> 00:35:27,554
Well, you're awfully
modern aren't you?
323
00:35:27,563 --> 00:35:30,523
You know, I think that was the first
thing that I noticed about you...
324
00:35:31,683 --> 00:35:33,803
...was how sure of yourself you were.
325
00:35:36,283 --> 00:35:39,113
How can you be so sure about
everything at your age?
326
00:35:40,203 --> 00:35:42,003
You think I'm sure of myself?
327
00:35:42,563 --> 00:35:44,043
Of course, you are.
328
00:36:05,282 --> 00:36:06,872
I'm finished now.
Thank you.
329
00:36:12,482 --> 00:36:14,152
Yes, Mr. Falconer?
330
00:36:15,322 --> 00:36:16,962
Is there something else we
can help you with today?
331
00:36:17,042 --> 00:36:20,352
I can't find my check book
and I need some cash.
332
00:36:20,442 --> 00:36:22,672
Not my day I'm afraid.
Excuse me a minute.
333
00:37:14,241 --> 00:37:18,601
Mommy says bushy eyebrows are pedestrian,
but I think yours are pretty.
334
00:37:19,921 --> 00:37:21,801
I think yours are pretty too.
335
00:37:21,881 --> 00:37:25,791
Why do you look so sad?
Would you like to meet Charlton Heston?
336
00:37:27,401 --> 00:37:28,721
Ben Hur.
337
00:37:31,321 --> 00:37:33,311
He's our scorpion.
338
00:37:33,401 --> 00:37:37,391
Every night we throw in something
new to him and watch him kill it.
339
00:37:37,481 --> 00:37:41,630
Daddy says it's like the colosseum. So my
brother Tom put on all the columns in here.
340
00:37:41,720 --> 00:37:43,360
He wants to be a set designer.
341
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:46,016
He hasn't eaten the spider yet...
342
00:37:46,051 --> 00:37:48,775
...cause he's still full from
the moth we gave him last night.
343
00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:52,510
Daddy says he wants to throw
you in to the colosseum.
344
00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:54,720
No kidding?
Why?
345
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,630
He says you're light in your loafers...
346
00:37:57,720 --> 00:37:59,680
...but you aren't even wearing loafers.
347
00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:01,800
I think my brother Tom is
light in his loafers too...
348
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:04,190
...but he wears Keds.
349
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:10,080
He made me do a hair conditioning
treatment on my hair with eggs.
350
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:12,560
Does it look shiny?
351
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:14,920
Sweetheart, what are you doing
bothering Mr. Falconer?
352
00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:17,560
She's not bothering me at all Susan.
How are you?
353
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,000
I'm glad to see you George.
354
00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:23,655
George, we're having a few people
over tonight for drinks...
355
00:38:23,690 --> 00:38:25,441
...and would love to have you
join us if you could.
356
00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:30,200
- Thank you. That's very kind of you but I
have plans. - Another time then.
357
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:32,750
Jennifer, let's let Mr. Falconer get
back to his banking.
358
00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:34,069
Goodbye, George.
359
00:38:34,159 --> 00:38:35,959
Bye, Susan.
Bye, Jennifer.
360
00:38:45,159 --> 00:38:48,839
- May I help you, sir? - I'd like to buy
some bullets for this gun, please.
361
00:38:48,919 --> 00:38:52,599
Yes, sir.
This is a really old gun, sir.
362
00:38:52,679 --> 00:38:54,909
We have a two for one sale on
handguns at the moment.
363
00:38:54,999 --> 00:38:59,069
- Perhaps one for the little lady?
- No thank you. Just the bullets, please.
364
00:39:00,959 --> 00:39:03,679
- Here you go. Anything else?
- No, thank you.
365
00:39:03,759 --> 00:39:05,719
That would be $2.29, sir.
366
00:39:08,399 --> 00:39:09,879
Thank you.
367
00:39:46,158 --> 00:39:49,038
I'm sorry. I hope she
didn't growl at you.
368
00:39:49,118 --> 00:39:51,238
She goes a little crazy sometimes when
I have to leave her in the car.
369
00:39:51,318 --> 00:39:53,068
She's perfect.
What's her name?
370
00:39:53,158 --> 00:39:54,908
India.
371
00:39:54,998 --> 00:39:56,508
Let's go there.
372
00:40:00,998 --> 00:40:03,308
You little baby.
373
00:40:05,918 --> 00:40:09,958
I used to have smooth fox terriers.
You don't see them very often.
374
00:40:29,757 --> 00:40:31,667
The very smell of buttered toast.
375
00:40:32,917 --> 00:40:34,267
She's still a puppy isn't she?
376
00:40:40,477 --> 00:40:41,707
Well.
377
00:40:41,797 --> 00:40:43,917
- Have a nice evening.
- You too.
378
00:40:43,997 --> 00:40:45,317
Good night, India.
379
00:40:57,917 --> 00:41:00,307
- I'm sorry about that.
- No, It's ok.
380
00:41:00,397 --> 00:41:04,597
- It's my fault. I'll get you another pack.
- It's ok. Don't worry.
381
00:41:04,677 --> 00:41:06,557
No, no I insist.
382
00:41:11,236 --> 00:41:12,716
Thank you.
383
00:41:12,796 --> 00:41:14,466
I'm sorry about the broken glass.
384
00:41:15,196 --> 00:41:16,916
- Here you go.
- Thanks man.
385
00:41:18,556 --> 00:41:20,036
You want one?
386
00:41:20,796 --> 00:41:22,706
No, thanks.
387
00:41:23,756 --> 00:41:25,476
Actually, yes.
Why not?
388
00:41:26,116 --> 00:41:27,266
Thank you.
389
00:41:57,636 --> 00:41:59,356
- Carlos.
- What did you say?
390
00:41:59,436 --> 00:42:01,826
Carlos. You asked me my name.
391
00:42:01,916 --> 00:42:03,795
Are you okay?
392
00:42:03,875 --> 00:42:05,545
Yeah.
393
00:42:06,475 --> 00:42:07,875
Yeah, I'm sorry.
394
00:42:12,081 --> 00:42:13,529
You're really something.
395
00:42:13,954 --> 00:42:16,114
You have an incredible face.
396
00:42:16,412 --> 00:42:18,925
Enjoy that. It's a great gift.
397
00:42:18,972 --> 00:42:20,354
Your Spanish is perfect.
398
00:42:20,475 --> 00:42:21,755
Thank you.
399
00:42:25,165 --> 00:42:27,305
I should have used it more.
400
00:42:27,785 --> 00:42:28,789
Well...
401
00:42:29,029 --> 00:42:30,815
It's not too late.
402
00:42:56,834 --> 00:42:58,064
What are you doing?
403
00:42:58,994 --> 00:43:01,304
Aren't we going somewhere?
404
00:43:01,394 --> 00:43:04,114
No. But, thanks.
405
00:43:09,475 --> 00:43:12,559
You know, it's the smog that
makes it that color.
406
00:43:12,594 --> 00:43:14,674
I've never seen a sky like this before.
407
00:43:16,066 --> 00:43:19,655
Sometimes awful things have
their own kind of beauty.
408
00:43:24,434 --> 00:43:25,864
Could I have another cigarette?
409
00:43:25,954 --> 00:43:27,464
Sure.
410
00:43:54,553 --> 00:43:57,273
- Are sure that you don't want to go
for a drive? - I'm sure.
411
00:44:00,713 --> 00:44:02,463
- Where are you from?
- Madrid.
412
00:44:02,553 --> 00:44:05,153
Madrid?
How did you get here?
413
00:44:05,233 --> 00:44:06,983
It's a long story.
414
00:44:07,073 --> 00:44:10,033
I met a guy from LA at the
hotel where I worked...
415
00:44:10,113 --> 00:44:13,473
...who told me I could live with him
and that he could get me an agent.
416
00:44:13,553 --> 00:44:16,113
But he never realized that
I have a Spanish accent.
417
00:44:17,633 --> 00:44:20,863
I like your accent.
You speak very well.
418
00:44:22,073 --> 00:44:26,913
- How did you learn English? - My mom had
an American boyfriend when I was little.
419
00:44:26,993 --> 00:44:29,063
Is your mother in Madrid?
420
00:44:29,793 --> 00:44:31,513
Yes, she is.
She cuts hair.
421
00:44:31,593 --> 00:44:34,793
She cut my hair before I left.
Do you like it?
422
00:44:36,553 --> 00:44:39,752
- I thought it made me look like James Dean.
- You are better than James Dean.
423
00:44:39,832 --> 00:44:41,232
Really?
424
00:44:41,312 --> 00:44:42,822
Thanks.
425
00:44:46,832 --> 00:44:49,582
No one has ever picked me up
and not wanted something.
426
00:44:49,672 --> 00:44:51,262
I think you picked me up.
427
00:44:53,232 --> 00:44:54,952
This is kind of a serious day for me.
428
00:44:55,952 --> 00:44:59,232
Come on. What could be
so serious for a guy like you?
429
00:45:00,552 --> 00:45:04,462
I'm just trying to get over
an old love I guess.
430
00:45:06,072 --> 00:45:09,352
My mother says that
lovers are like buses.
431
00:45:09,432 --> 00:45:12,072
You just have to wait a little while
and another one comes along.
432
00:45:18,472 --> 00:45:20,142
I have to go.
433
00:45:21,463 --> 00:45:22,637
You're a nice guy.
434
00:45:22,956 --> 00:45:24,541
I hope you find...
435
00:45:24,733 --> 00:45:26,411
...someone like you.
436
00:45:26,432 --> 00:45:28,182
Thanks.
437
00:45:28,272 --> 00:45:30,582
I'm going away.
438
00:46:25,350 --> 00:46:27,710
It's your turn to change it.
439
00:46:27,790 --> 00:46:30,310
Yeah, I'm not changing it.
It's your turn.
440
00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:32,700
Besides, you never like
what I put on anyway.
441
00:46:32,790 --> 00:46:35,590
I'll give you five dollars if you
change it. I'm too old to get up.
442
00:46:35,670 --> 00:46:37,580
You're only old when it's
convenient for you to be old.
443
00:46:37,670 --> 00:46:40,310
What are you reading anyway?
444
00:46:40,390 --> 00:46:42,700
Oh God. Not that depressing crap again.
445
00:46:42,790 --> 00:46:44,350
It's for my class.
446
00:46:45,830 --> 00:46:47,870
What highbrow work of fiction
might you be reading?
447
00:46:50,510 --> 00:46:52,550
Don't be so smug.
448
00:46:56,030 --> 00:46:57,590
Man, what a life he has.
449
00:46:58,670 --> 00:47:00,630
- Don't you just envy him?
- Why?
450
00:47:00,710 --> 00:47:02,670
Because he can sniff
anyone's arse he wants?
451
00:47:04,070 --> 00:47:05,820
Nice.
452
00:47:05,910 --> 00:47:09,700
No, because he just does what he wants.
Like yesterday...
453
00:47:09,790 --> 00:47:12,670
...I was standing in the front yard
and Susan came over to talk.
454
00:47:12,750 --> 00:47:15,110
And that little brat of hers
Christopher came...
455
00:47:15,145 --> 00:47:17,220
...running over waving that
damned gun of his around.
456
00:47:17,309 --> 00:47:21,269
And our little dog walked
right up, hiked his leg...
457
00:47:21,349 --> 00:47:23,789
...and peed all over Christopher's
new tennis shoes.
458
00:47:23,869 --> 00:47:26,389
All over Christopher actually.
459
00:47:26,469 --> 00:47:28,859
And of course, I had
to act like I was upset
460
00:47:28,949 --> 00:47:31,859
It was so perfectly executed
you should have seen it.
461
00:47:31,949 --> 00:47:34,619
After all the times those kids
have tortured that poor dog.
462
00:47:35,909 --> 00:47:38,029
I mean, you should take a
lesson from him. They don't...
463
00:47:38,109 --> 00:47:40,669
They don't stay up all night worrying.
464
00:47:40,749 --> 00:47:44,299
They figured out how to get the two
of us to do exactly what they want.
465
00:47:44,389 --> 00:47:48,946
They are basically very sophisticated
little parasites when you think about it.
466
00:47:48,981 --> 00:47:52,629
Well, the dumbest creatures are the
happiest. Just look at your mother.
467
00:47:55,589 --> 00:47:57,549
He's really just living the moment.
468
00:47:59,549 --> 00:48:01,189
It's like now.
469
00:48:01,269 --> 00:48:03,789
What could be better than
being tucked up here with you?
470
00:48:07,509 --> 00:48:10,868
If I died right now it would be OK.
471
00:48:12,868 --> 00:48:17,788
Well, it wouldn't be OK with me so why don't
you shut up and go change the record.
472
00:48:19,588 --> 00:48:21,708
Good answer.
473
00:48:22,532 --> 00:48:23,874
You know what? I was thinking
about taking them up...
474
00:48:23,909 --> 00:48:26,749
...to Denver with me next week
if it's okay with you.
475
00:48:26,948 --> 00:48:28,298
It's my mom.
She loves them.
476
00:48:28,388 --> 00:48:31,668
Probably that recognition
of a similar mind.
477
00:48:35,028 --> 00:48:36,908
You stay there, old man.
478
00:52:12,824 --> 00:52:17,054
No, I did not forget the gin.
I'll see you in ten minutes.
479
00:52:59,583 --> 00:53:02,263
Christopher, would you
like it if I killed you?
480
00:53:02,298 --> 00:53:03,393
I don't know.
481
00:53:03,428 --> 00:53:05,903
If you keep this up
we're going to find out.
482
00:53:05,983 --> 00:53:08,943
So, why don't you go home
and stop shooting people?
483
00:53:38,622 --> 00:53:40,342
I'm so happy to see you.
484
00:53:45,422 --> 00:53:46,932
Come on in.
485
00:53:49,582 --> 00:53:52,302
It smells wonderful.
I'm very hungry. Where is Lois?
486
00:53:52,382 --> 00:53:54,942
I gave her the night off.
I'm cooking myself.
487
00:53:55,022 --> 00:53:57,092
- You are?
- Yes, I'm trying something new.
488
00:53:57,182 --> 00:53:59,902
- Charley darling, ''you cooking' is new.
- Don't be smart.
489
00:53:59,982 --> 00:54:02,702
I'm in a good mood tonight.
I'm going to be fun.
490
00:54:02,782 --> 00:54:05,342
I've already made two
New Year's resolutions.
491
00:54:05,422 --> 00:54:08,641
Resolution one: No more talk
that of awful ex-husbands...
492
00:54:08,676 --> 00:54:10,503
..and children who don't give a damn.
493
00:54:10,582 --> 00:54:11,812
- And the other one?
- One what?
494
00:54:11,902 --> 00:54:13,542
Resolution.
495
00:54:13,622 --> 00:54:18,301
Resolution two: More smoking and more
drinking and screw it all! So come on...
496
00:54:18,381 --> 00:54:19,781
...mix me up a drink.
497
00:54:19,861 --> 00:54:21,771
I'll have a gin and tonic, please.
498
00:54:21,861 --> 00:54:23,901
- And watch out baby!
- Coming up.
499
00:54:28,541 --> 00:54:32,581
- It was sweet of you to come tonight.
- Sweet had nothing to do with it.
500
00:54:33,501 --> 00:54:37,461
- I needed to see you.
- Come off it.
501
00:54:37,541 --> 00:54:40,691
Whenever you do something sweet
you're too ashamed to admit it.
502
00:54:42,101 --> 00:54:44,741
Here is to our early
New Year's resolutions.
503
00:54:46,861 --> 00:54:48,611
Cheers.
504
00:54:49,981 --> 00:54:51,891
What are your resolutions by the way?
505
00:54:53,461 --> 00:54:58,171
To let go of the past completely,
entirely, and forever.
506
00:55:00,301 --> 00:55:01,861
Light me up, will you?
507
00:55:09,700 --> 00:55:12,370
Darling, you don’t look well.
508
00:55:12,460 --> 00:55:15,125
Do you remember that little
heart attack you had last year?
509
00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:17,381
- It wasn’t a heart attack.
- Well whatever it was darling...
510
00:55:17,460 --> 00:55:19,210
...you don’t look so hot.
511
00:55:19,300 --> 00:55:22,450
I’m fine.
I never felt better.
512
00:55:22,540 --> 00:55:26,330
- I'm a little tired. I haven't
been sleeping... - Geo, it's normal.
513
00:55:26,420 --> 00:55:28,250
You were with Jim for 16 years.
514
00:55:28,340 --> 00:55:30,940
I think about Richard every day.
515
00:55:31,020 --> 00:55:32,690
It’s hard being alone.
516
00:55:34,100 --> 00:55:37,060
At least you have a job and a life.
517
00:55:38,300 --> 00:55:40,610
Let’s have a bit of dinner shall we?
518
00:55:40,700 --> 00:55:44,930
Because I’ve worked so very hard.
519
00:55:46,340 --> 00:55:49,300
- What are you talking about? - Seriously,
there no such thing as old anymore.
520
00:55:49,380 --> 00:55:53,220
The other day one of my students
has called me a senior citizen.
521
00:55:53,300 --> 00:55:55,130
I wouldn't mind if old didn't exist...
522
00:55:55,165 --> 00:55:58,091
...but I'm not sure senior is
what I'm aiming for either.
523
00:55:58,180 --> 00:56:00,619
It's all becoming so bland.
It's not why I came to America.
524
00:56:00,699 --> 00:56:02,899
It's like a complete breakdown
of culture and manners.
525
00:56:02,979 --> 00:56:05,579
The young ones have no manners.
526
00:56:05,659 --> 00:56:09,569
The other day at the car wash
a young man looked me up and down...
527
00:56:09,659 --> 00:56:11,939
...and actually asked me if I
was a natural blonde.
528
00:56:12,019 --> 00:56:13,929
- What did you say?
- I looked him straight in the eye...
529
00:56:14,019 --> 00:56:17,569
...and said: ''Let's just say
if I stood on my head...
530
00:56:17,659 --> 00:56:19,299
...I would be a natural
brunette with lovely breath.”
531
00:56:19,379 --> 00:56:21,339
- You didn't!
- I did!
532
00:56:23,219 --> 00:56:27,849
And the amusing thing was
that it went right over his head!
533
00:56:27,939 --> 00:56:30,329
You know, you had a mouth on you
even back in London.
534
00:56:30,419 --> 00:56:32,939
Do you remember that old lesbian
who threw her drink over your head...
535
00:56:33,019 --> 00:56:35,619
...because you asked her if
she was hung like a donut.
536
00:56:45,539 --> 00:56:47,099
Geo.
537
00:56:47,179 --> 00:56:49,569
We could always go back to London.
The two of us.
538
00:56:49,659 --> 00:56:53,098
- No, thanks.
- You know you miss it.
539
00:56:53,178 --> 00:56:54,088
I miss it sometimes.
540
00:56:55,418 --> 00:56:57,408
Maybe if Jim had lived.
541
00:56:57,498 --> 00:57:00,298
He loved being in England. He asked us
to stay the last time we were there.
542
00:57:00,378 --> 00:57:02,768
Do you really think you
would have moved?
543
00:57:04,618 --> 00:57:07,418
I don't know. It's silly to even talk
about it. It was only a fantasy.
544
00:57:15,418 --> 00:57:17,088
What's this?
545
00:57:17,178 --> 00:57:19,218
It's my mother's wedding ring.
546
00:57:20,058 --> 00:57:22,288
I found it a drawer
when I was cleaning out.
547
00:57:28,978 --> 00:57:31,618
Charley my dear, you and I are
both in need of another drink.
548
00:58:59,696 --> 00:59:01,576
Wait!
Wait, wait!
549
00:59:10,736 --> 00:59:12,646
I love this!
550
00:59:12,736 --> 00:59:15,016
- You're insane!
- Come on, old man!
551
01:00:31,494 --> 01:00:33,004
Don't move.
552
01:00:41,254 --> 01:00:42,764
Thank you.
553
01:00:52,134 --> 01:00:56,094
- Very smooth cigarette move.
- I've always wanted to do that.
554
01:00:57,694 --> 01:00:58,924
You don't even smoke.
555
01:00:59,014 --> 01:01:01,454
Well, not for the last
sixteen years. Jim hated it.
556
01:01:02,414 --> 01:01:05,164
What's to stop me now?
It's not as if he's gonna to kill me.
557
01:01:11,214 --> 01:01:14,733
This is so nice, lying here with you.
558
01:01:16,733 --> 01:01:18,350
Don't you ever miss this?
559
01:01:19,311 --> 01:01:21,460
What we could have been to each other?
560
01:01:22,013 --> 01:01:24,733
Having a real relationship and kids?
561
01:01:27,893 --> 01:01:32,093
- I had Jim.
- I know, but I mean a real relationship.
562
01:01:32,991 --> 01:01:36,933
Geo, let's be honest, what you and Jim
had together was wonderful but...
563
01:01:38,237 --> 01:01:40,893
...wasn't it really just a
substitute for something else?
564
01:01:44,013 --> 01:01:46,733
Is that really what you think
after all of these years?
565
01:01:48,813 --> 01:01:53,043
You think Jim was just some
kind of substitute for real love?
566
01:01:56,693 --> 01:02:00,083
Jim was not a substitute for anything.
567
01:02:01,173 --> 01:02:02,573
Do you understand?
568
01:02:02,653 --> 01:02:04,661
There is no substitute for Jim...
569
01:02:04,696 --> 01:02:06,482
...anywhere!
570
01:02:06,572 --> 01:02:09,258
And by the way, what is so real
about your relationship with Richard?
571
01:02:09,293 --> 01:02:12,122
He left you after nine years!
572
01:02:13,092 --> 01:02:15,188
Jim and I were together
for sixteen years!
573
01:02:15,223 --> 01:02:17,442
And if he hadn't died we
would still be together!
574
01:02:17,532 --> 01:02:19,012
What the hell is not real about that?
575
01:02:19,092 --> 01:02:21,532
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
576
01:02:21,612 --> 01:02:24,132
I know how much the two
of you loved each other.
577
01:02:25,132 --> 01:02:28,602
I suppose I'm just jealous that
you and I never had that kind of love.
578
01:02:31,692 --> 01:02:34,652
Actually, I've never had that
kind of love with anybody.
579
01:02:36,372 --> 01:02:38,652
I don't think Richard ever loved me...
580
01:02:39,128 --> 01:02:40,154
...except for the way I looked.
581
01:02:41,094 --> 01:02:42,032
And Clay...
582
01:02:42,067 --> 01:02:44,196
I don't know. You raise
a child and love it...
583
01:02:44,231 --> 01:02:46,200
...and then when they are
old enough they just leave.
584
01:02:47,106 --> 01:02:48,866
Charley, there is nothing
wrong with your life.
585
01:02:48,977 --> 01:02:51,780
You just like feeling sorry for yourself.
It's one of your great pleasures.
586
01:02:51,815 --> 01:02:53,802
And it's not one of yours?
587
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:55,787
You're as pathetic as I am.
588
01:02:55,822 --> 01:02:58,659
Feeling sorry for myself is definitely
not one of my great pleasures.
589
01:02:58,694 --> 01:03:01,775
Well, it's not one of mine either. I don't
like feeling sorry for myself one bit.
590
01:03:01,810 --> 01:03:03,521
I tried to hold onto
Richard for so long...
591
01:03:03,611 --> 01:03:05,651
...even when it was obvious to
everyone but me that it was over.
592
01:03:05,731 --> 01:03:07,129
And now Clay is grown up.
593
01:03:07,164 --> 01:03:09,571
I mean, what am I doing here Geo?
Tell me, what?
594
01:03:09,651 --> 01:03:11,881
You have plenty of friends.
You'll be fine.
595
01:03:11,971 --> 01:03:14,529
Yes, I have friends.
But none of them need me.
596
01:03:14,564 --> 01:03:18,021
And yes I have you and if you weren't such a
goddamn poof we could have all been happy!
597
01:03:24,411 --> 01:03:26,721
I only have you now
because you lost Jim.
598
01:03:26,811 --> 01:03:29,851
Soon I'll lose you to someone else.
It's not as easy for a woman.
599
01:03:29,931 --> 01:03:31,687
I've done everything the way
I was supposed to and...
600
01:03:31,722 --> 01:03:33,851
...all I have to keep me
company is a bottle of gin.
601
01:03:33,931 --> 01:03:35,964
Maybe you should try
donuts with your gin.
602
01:03:37,371 --> 01:03:39,091
Screw you.
603
01:03:41,651 --> 01:03:44,321
Charlotte, you are dramatic.
604
01:03:44,411 --> 01:03:45,701
I swear you really almost had me.
605
01:03:45,736 --> 01:03:49,531
A tiny tear was beginning to
form in the corner of my eye.
606
01:03:49,610 --> 01:03:51,170
Now stop it.
607
01:03:51,250 --> 01:03:54,130
You are still
breathtakingly beautiful.
608
01:03:55,370 --> 01:03:57,272
When you can be bothered
to get up and out of bed...
609
01:03:57,307 --> 01:04:00,251
...and you stop whimpering about
everything for five minutes.
610
01:04:00,930 --> 01:04:03,760
Go to London.
Change your life.
611
01:04:03,850 --> 01:04:06,210
If you're not happy being a woman
then stop acting like one.
612
01:04:06,290 --> 01:04:07,690
You have all the answers.
613
01:04:09,090 --> 01:04:11,290
No, I don't have any to mention.
614
01:04:11,370 --> 01:04:14,120
If you're so smart why don't you
have something new in your life?
615
01:04:14,210 --> 01:04:15,390
Take that position at Stanford.
616
01:04:15,425 --> 01:04:18,290
You complain about that little school
but you could go anywhere you want.
617
01:04:18,325 --> 01:04:20,680
I think what I've done
has been worthwhile.
618
01:04:20,770 --> 01:04:22,920
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
619
01:04:23,010 --> 01:04:25,080
I shouldn't have said that.
620
01:04:26,010 --> 01:04:28,480
As much as I dread it, I think
I will go back to London.
621
01:04:28,570 --> 01:04:30,400
Why do you dread it?
622
01:04:30,490 --> 01:04:33,880
When I lived in London last I was
young. I was fresh, I was everything.
623
01:04:35,050 --> 01:04:38,680
Coming to America was such a dream,
it was the icing on the cake.
624
01:04:38,770 --> 01:04:41,050
Going home is defeat.
625
01:04:41,130 --> 01:04:43,649
None of it really worked
out the way I'd planned.
626
01:04:43,729 --> 01:04:46,609
Most things don't work out
the way people plan.
627
01:04:48,529 --> 01:04:51,489
You're just living in the past. You need
to start thinking about your future.
628
01:04:51,569 --> 01:04:54,529
Living in the past is my future.
629
01:04:55,329 --> 01:04:58,129
It doesn't have to be yours.
You're a man.
630
01:04:59,409 --> 01:05:01,559
And you're a bore tonight.
631
01:05:02,609 --> 01:05:05,759
Can't we just feel sorry for
ourselves a little bit longer?
632
01:05:05,849 --> 01:05:07,548
Let's have another drink.
633
01:05:07,583 --> 01:05:10,530
- I don't think so. I have to go. Come on.
Walk me out. - Please, please!
634
01:05:10,609 --> 01:05:13,006
- Come on, I have to!
- No, this was such fun! No.
635
01:05:21,929 --> 01:05:23,439
When will I see you again?
636
01:05:25,649 --> 01:05:28,719
- Aren't you going to England?
- I'll never do that!
637
01:05:28,809 --> 01:05:30,689
It's far too much effort.
638
01:05:31,489 --> 01:05:36,358
Besides, I don't think Jim would want me
to leave you here in LA all alone.
639
01:05:36,984 --> 01:05:40,343
Don't worry about me. I'll be fine.
I've got all the answers. Remember?
640
01:05:41,168 --> 01:05:42,968
What are you doing this weekend?
641
01:05:44,208 --> 01:05:46,728
I think I might just be very quiet.
642
01:05:48,488 --> 01:05:51,848
You never really did take me
seriously, did you George?
643
01:05:51,928 --> 01:05:54,918
I tried to Charley. Remember?
A long time ago.
644
01:05:56,608 --> 01:05:58,488
It didn't really work out, did it?
645
01:06:00,688 --> 01:06:02,038
No, Charley.
646
01:06:08,808 --> 01:06:10,288
Sleep tight.
647
01:06:52,207 --> 01:06:55,647
Patrick, a beer and a
packet of Lucky Strike, please.
648
01:07:38,475 --> 01:07:39,848
Excuse me.
649
01:07:54,446 --> 01:07:56,566
It's too hot in there.
650
01:07:56,646 --> 01:07:58,046
Yes, it is.
651
01:07:58,126 --> 01:08:00,686
- Would you like a cigarette?
- No thanks, I don't smoke.
652
01:08:02,246 --> 01:08:06,006
- This place is really crowded.
- Well, it is Saturday night.
653
01:08:07,166 --> 01:08:08,580
It's usually as bad as this.
654
01:08:08,615 --> 01:08:12,525
People normally just stop by and pick
someone up and then head on down the beach.
655
01:08:12,605 --> 01:08:14,515
Yeah. It's pretty wild out there.
656
01:08:14,605 --> 01:08:17,275
I'm surprised the cops
don't break it up.
657
01:08:17,365 --> 01:08:19,805
- Is it always like that?
- Since the war ended.
658
01:08:20,845 --> 01:08:23,242
It's pretty great actually.
It's kind of pagan.
659
01:08:24,685 --> 01:08:26,725
- I'm Jim.
- I'm George.
660
01:08:26,805 --> 01:08:27,838
Pleased to meet you Jim.
661
01:08:27,873 --> 01:08:30,956
I'm sorry, I'm supposed to meet some
friends but I can't find them.
662
01:08:31,045 --> 01:08:35,485
I just needed to get out of the house
but the lure of a cold beer got to me.
663
01:08:36,132 --> 01:08:37,307
Do you live hereby?
664
01:08:37,342 --> 01:08:38,875
Canyon.
665
01:08:38,965 --> 01:08:41,035
- For how long?
- Since 38.
666
01:08:41,125 --> 01:08:43,195
- Where are you from?
- Colorado.
667
01:08:44,645 --> 01:08:47,747
I really like it here.
It's close to beach.
668
01:08:49,485 --> 01:08:51,715
I think I might stay after
I'm discharged.
669
01:08:52,485 --> 01:08:55,315
I don't know, maybe
I'm a bit of a pagan.
670
01:08:59,653 --> 01:09:01,381
- After you.
- No.
671
01:09:07,564 --> 01:09:09,074
Sorry.
672
01:09:16,284 --> 01:09:18,564
- Well, hello.
- Hi.
673
01:09:20,124 --> 01:09:22,194
Do you buy me a drink?
674
01:09:23,884 --> 01:09:25,714
I think I'm taken.
675
01:09:27,044 --> 01:09:29,954
Too bad, too bad.
676
01:09:32,404 --> 01:09:34,764
Do you want another beer?
677
01:10:28,803 --> 01:10:32,923
Patrick, a bottle of scotch and
a pack of Lucky Strikes to go, please?
678
01:10:42,363 --> 01:10:43,953
Patrick, cancel that.
679
01:10:55,202 --> 01:10:56,952
Well, hello Mr. Potter.
680
01:10:57,042 --> 01:10:59,002
Hello, sir.
681
01:11:00,442 --> 01:11:02,832
- What are we drinking?
- Scotch.
682
01:11:03,642 --> 01:11:04,792
Okay.
683
01:11:10,962 --> 01:11:15,432
I come here all the time. I live just
around the corner, but then you knew that.
684
01:11:15,522 --> 01:11:17,242
On Camphor Tree Lane.
685
01:11:23,162 --> 01:11:25,042
You're still carrying that around.
686
01:11:27,002 --> 01:11:29,442
One must always appreciate
life's little gifts.
687
01:11:34,162 --> 01:11:35,442
So, what are you doing here?
688
01:11:36,202 --> 01:11:38,135
- Just out for a ride on my bike.
- Is that all?
689
01:11:39,322 --> 01:11:40,311
I don't know.
690
01:11:40,401 --> 01:11:41,991
Were you looking for me?
691
01:11:42,841 --> 01:11:44,751
Maybe. I don't know.
692
01:11:45,361 --> 01:11:47,191
I feel like my head's
stopped up with stuff.
693
01:11:47,281 --> 01:11:48,420
What kind of stuff?
694
01:11:48,455 --> 01:11:50,807
Like, the stuff you were talking
about today in class.
695
01:11:50,842 --> 01:11:52,552
That is definitely not important.
696
01:11:52,641 --> 01:11:55,031
No, it is important.
Your class is great.
697
01:11:55,121 --> 01:11:59,481
But somehow we always seem
to get stuck talking about the past.
698
01:11:59,561 --> 01:12:01,121
The past just doesn't matter to me.
699
01:12:01,201 --> 01:12:04,881
- The present?
- I can't wait for the present to be over.
700
01:12:04,961 --> 01:12:06,871
It's a total drag.
701
01:12:07,681 --> 01:12:09,801
Well, tonight is the exception.
702
01:12:11,201 --> 01:12:13,031
What?
703
01:12:13,121 --> 01:12:16,001
Tonight, yes!
The present, no!
704
01:12:16,761 --> 01:12:18,041
Let's drink to tonight.
705
01:12:18,121 --> 01:12:20,241
Tonight.
706
01:12:22,041 --> 01:12:24,088
So if the past doesn't matter and
the present is a total drag.
707
01:12:24,123 --> 01:12:25,952
What about the future?
708
01:12:26,041 --> 01:12:29,561
What future?
Cuba might just blow us up.
709
01:12:29,641 --> 01:12:31,205
Death is the future.
710
01:12:31,240 --> 01:12:33,054
I'm sorry.
I don't mean to be depressing.
711
01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:35,265
It's not depressing.
It's not depressing, it's true.
712
01:12:35,300 --> 01:12:38,266
It may not be your immediate future
but it's what we all share.
713
01:12:39,000 --> 01:12:40,350
Death is the future.
714
01:12:40,440 --> 01:12:42,430
You're right, I guess.
715
01:12:42,520 --> 01:12:45,416
If one is not enjoying one's present
there isn't a great deal to...
716
01:12:45,451 --> 01:12:47,398
...suggest that the future
should be any better.
717
01:12:48,070 --> 01:12:49,816
Yeah, I've thought that before.
718
01:12:50,520 --> 01:12:53,670
But the thing is you just never know.
719
01:12:54,520 --> 01:12:55,750
Look at tonight.
720
01:12:59,720 --> 01:13:01,360
Actually...
721
01:13:01,440 --> 01:13:03,830
...I feel really alone most of the time.
722
01:13:04,377 --> 01:13:05,990
- You do?
- Yeah.
723
01:13:06,960 --> 01:13:08,536
I've always felt this way.
724
01:13:08,571 --> 01:13:11,870
I mean we're born alone, we die alone.
725
01:13:11,960 --> 01:13:16,320
And while we're here we are absolutely,
completely sealed in our own bodies.
726
01:13:17,360 --> 01:13:18,950
Really weird.
727
01:13:20,000 --> 01:13:22,560
Kinda freaks me out to think about it.
728
01:13:22,640 --> 01:13:27,349
We can only experience the outside world
through our own slanted perception of it.
729
01:13:28,999 --> 01:13:31,069
Who knows what you're really like?
730
01:13:31,159 --> 01:13:35,359
- I just see what I think you're like.
- I'm exactly what I appear to be.
731
01:13:37,999 --> 01:13:40,279
If you look closely.
732
01:13:45,719 --> 01:13:49,189
You know the only thing that has made
the whole thing worthwhile...
733
01:13:50,199 --> 01:13:51,679
...has been those...
734
01:13:52,359 --> 01:13:56,509
...few times that I've been able to really,
truly connect with another human being.
735
01:13:59,719 --> 01:14:01,549
I had a hunch about you, sir.
736
01:14:01,926 --> 01:14:03,469
- You did?
- Yes, sir.
737
01:14:04,279 --> 01:14:06,919
I had a hunch you might
be a real romantic.
738
01:14:12,119 --> 01:14:14,869
You know, everyone
keeps telling you that...
739
01:14:14,959 --> 01:14:17,637
...when you're older, that you'll
have all this experience.
740
01:14:17,672 --> 01:14:19,342
Like it's some great thing.
741
01:14:19,377 --> 01:14:20,792
That's a load of shit.
742
01:14:21,328 --> 01:14:23,500
I think I've actually just
gotten sillier and sillier.
743
01:14:23,535 --> 01:14:25,678
- Really?
- Absolutely.
744
01:14:25,758 --> 01:14:28,428
So, all your experience is useless.
745
01:14:30,038 --> 01:14:31,628
No, I wouldn't say that.
746
01:14:32,438 --> 01:14:35,441
As our friend Mr. Huxley says:
Experience is not what happens to a man.
747
01:14:35,476 --> 01:14:38,205
It is what a man does
with what happens to him.
748
01:14:39,958 --> 01:14:41,758
- Let's go swimming.
- Okay.
749
01:14:43,398 --> 01:14:45,838
- What?
- It was a test.
750
01:14:45,918 --> 01:14:48,558
I thought you were
bluffing about being silly so...
751
01:14:48,638 --> 01:14:53,348
...I said to myself I'll suggest doing
something completely outrageous.
752
01:14:53,438 --> 01:14:57,638
And if he resists, if he even hesitates
then I know he's full of shit.
753
01:14:59,598 --> 01:15:01,428
Well, I wasn't.
Were you?
754
01:15:02,478 --> 01:15:04,038
Hell, no!
755
01:15:21,157 --> 01:15:23,277
Come on sir.
I'll help you down.
756
01:15:25,077 --> 01:15:26,557
Let's go.
757
01:16:10,756 --> 01:16:12,556
Come on, sir.
758
01:16:44,636 --> 01:16:46,546
Sir?
759
01:16:47,076 --> 01:16:48,716
Sir?
760
01:16:58,195 --> 01:17:00,665
That's enough for now, sir.
761
01:17:01,315 --> 01:17:03,875
- I'm fine.
- I'm cold. Come on.
762
01:17:16,795 --> 01:17:18,465
Can we go back to your place, sir?
763
01:17:18,555 --> 01:17:20,995
Of course.
Where else?
764
01:17:22,155 --> 01:17:24,195
- Where else.
- Are you out of your mind?
765
01:17:24,275 --> 01:17:28,065
- What's the matter?
- You can't get home like that!
766
01:17:28,155 --> 01:17:29,955
We're invisible, don't you know that?
767
01:17:31,915 --> 01:17:34,393
You know sir, they ought not
to let you out on your own.
768
01:17:34,633 --> 01:17:36,465
You're liable to get into real trouble.
769
01:17:36,755 --> 01:17:38,905
I excel at it.
770
01:17:38,995 --> 01:17:40,955
Your forehead is bleeding.
771
01:18:03,874 --> 01:18:07,394
The bathroom is just down the hall
if you would like to take a shower.
772
01:18:07,474 --> 01:18:09,754
Aren't you taking a shower too, sir?
773
01:18:09,834 --> 01:18:13,064
I'm fine. I'm English.
We like to be cold and wet.
774
01:18:13,154 --> 01:18:15,524
First, I think that we need
to take care of that cut, sir.
775
01:18:15,559 --> 01:18:17,011
Do you have any band-aids?
776
01:18:20,834 --> 01:18:23,932
- Going camping, sir?
- I'm fine, really.
777
01:18:25,314 --> 01:18:27,034
Stay there.
I'll be right back.
778
01:19:09,353 --> 01:19:10,943
Sit up.
779
01:19:12,393 --> 01:19:14,193
Tilt your head back.
780
01:19:38,032 --> 01:19:40,484
Well sir, I'm afraid this
time you don't have...
781
01:19:40,519 --> 01:19:43,209
...the excuse of mescaline
to explain your band-aid.
782
01:19:44,912 --> 01:19:47,472
I think we should get you
out of those wet clothes.
783
01:19:49,912 --> 01:19:51,342
Yes, sir.
784
01:21:20,630 --> 01:21:23,620
- You're not too cold?
- I'm great.
785
01:21:23,710 --> 01:21:26,460
- Would you like a drink?
- A beer, sir. If you have one.
786
01:21:26,550 --> 01:21:29,300
I'm afraid that's all we have.
787
01:21:29,390 --> 01:21:30,980
Two beers coming up.
788
01:21:44,710 --> 01:21:47,350
- You live here all by yourself, sir?
- I do now.
789
01:21:47,430 --> 01:21:50,260
I used to share this place with
a friend. He was an architect.
790
01:21:50,350 --> 01:21:54,082
Man, guys my age dream about the
kind of setup you've got here.
791
01:21:54,117 --> 01:21:56,790
I mean, what more can you want?
792
01:21:56,870 --> 01:22:00,260
You get to be left alone and
come and go as you please.
793
01:22:01,910 --> 01:22:03,621
Is that's your idea of the perfect life?
794
01:22:03,656 --> 01:22:05,623
What's the matter, sir?
Don't you believe me?
795
01:22:06,150 --> 01:22:08,173
If you're so keen on the
idea living by yourself...
796
01:22:08,208 --> 01:22:09,995
...where does Lois fit into this plan?
797
01:22:10,117 --> 01:22:13,165
Lois? What's she got to
do with anything?
798
01:22:13,749 --> 01:22:15,743
I got the impression that you
and she were together.
799
01:22:18,869 --> 01:22:22,069
Not really.
She is kind of cool and...
800
01:22:22,758 --> 01:22:24,589
...we're good friends but...
801
01:22:26,549 --> 01:22:29,379
I think what you really want to
ask me is if we sleep together.
802
01:22:30,709 --> 01:22:33,019
- And do you?
- We did. Once.
803
01:22:33,109 --> 01:22:37,229
- Why only once?
- I didn't say only once, I said once.
804
01:22:38,429 --> 01:22:41,099
Come on, the last thing I want to
talk about right now is Lois.
805
01:22:41,189 --> 01:22:42,619
What time is it?
806
01:22:45,109 --> 01:22:47,149
My watch seems to have stopped.
807
01:22:53,829 --> 01:22:55,339
Do you want me to go?
808
01:22:56,269 --> 01:22:58,739
You must be kidding.
Go, get us another beer.
809
01:23:00,268 --> 01:23:02,068
Is that an order, sir?
810
01:23:03,868 --> 01:23:04,929
You're damn right it is.
811
01:23:16,268 --> 01:23:17,908
Pathetic.
812
01:23:19,108 --> 01:23:21,068
Did you say something, sir?
813
01:23:25,308 --> 01:23:26,738
Why are you here?
814
01:23:28,828 --> 01:23:34,138
Why did you get to the office and
ask secretary for my address?
815
01:23:35,588 --> 01:23:39,804
I just wanted to see you
someplace other than school.
816
01:23:40,908 --> 01:23:42,578
Why?
817
01:23:45,588 --> 01:23:49,376
Sometimes I think I'm crazy cause I see
things so differently than everyone else.
818
01:23:50,618 --> 01:23:52,297
I feel like I can talk to you.
819
01:23:53,665 --> 01:23:56,587
To be honest sir, I was also
worried about you today.
820
01:24:01,347 --> 01:24:02,777
Me?
821
01:24:02,867 --> 01:24:05,537
What's to be worried about?
822
01:24:06,267 --> 01:24:07,747
I'm fine.
823
01:24:16,427 --> 01:24:17,937
I'm...
824
01:24:19,107 --> 01:24:20,587
I'm fine.
825
01:26:57,728 --> 01:27:02,081
A few times in my life I've had
moments of absolute clarity.
826
01:27:04,784 --> 01:27:06,832
When for a few brief seconds...
827
01:27:07,664 --> 01:27:09,840
...the silence drowns out the noise...
828
01:27:09,875 --> 01:27:13,120
...and I can feel rather than think.
829
01:27:13,944 --> 01:27:16,014
And things seem so sharp...
830
01:27:16,944 --> 01:27:18,934
And the world seems so fresh...
831
01:27:20,504 --> 01:27:23,623
...as though it had all
just come into existence.
832
01:27:42,863 --> 01:27:44,931
I can never make these moments last.
833
01:27:45,969 --> 01:27:47,283
I cling to them...
834
01:27:47,318 --> 01:27:49,403
...but like everything they fade.
835
01:27:51,383 --> 01:27:53,533
I've lived my live on these moments.
836
01:27:54,943 --> 01:27:56,663
They pull me back to the present...
837
01:27:58,783 --> 01:28:03,426
...and I realize that everything is
exactly the way it was meant to be.
838
01:30:17,660 --> 01:30:20,896
And just like that it came.
839
01:30:27,644 --> 01:30:31,240