1 00:00:53,950 --> 00:01:07,450 2 00:01:40,183 --> 00:01:44,339 Gosh. OK... 3 00:01:45,644 --> 00:01:49,988 "I chose to be a hammer, rather than being a nail." 4 00:01:59,586 --> 00:02:00,988 Not! 5 00:02:01,696 --> 00:02:03,388 Not! 6 00:02:15,950 --> 00:02:18,873 Fuck you, bitch! 7 00:02:58,075 --> 00:03:00,442 - Good luck. - Thank you. 8 00:03:06,639 --> 00:03:07,945 Is. 9 00:03:08,372 --> 00:03:11,194 - I need a room for the night. - $ 18. 10 00:03:12,188 --> 00:03:16,187 Unless you bring a friend, the price will be more expensive. 11 00:03:16,212 --> 00:03:17,795 I did not bring a friend. 12 00:03:18,054 --> 00:03:20,295 Then, $ 18. 13 00:03:21,194 --> 00:03:22,590 For now. 14 00:03:23,752 --> 00:03:25,337 And will remain $ 18. 15 00:03:25,950 --> 00:03:27,775 Unless there is a future. 16 00:03:27,894 --> 00:03:29,949 Will not. 17 00:03:30,419 --> 00:03:31,871 May be. 18 00:03:35,950 --> 00:03:38,426 I'm down the PCT. 19 00:03:40,516 --> 00:03:43,291 And I do not have a license or address. 20 00:03:43,649 --> 00:03:45,821 Just write network address. 21 00:04:02,161 --> 00:04:04,527 - Hello. - Hi. 22 00:04:05,713 --> 00:04:07,090 Oh, hi. 23 00:04:10,602 --> 00:04:12,952 - You're in Mojave? - Yes. 24 00:04:13,862 --> 00:04:16,856 I wear your address for registration motel ... 25 00:04:16,956 --> 00:04:19,786 I can not think of another address. 26 00:04:19,811 --> 00:04:22,175 It is okay. Whenever you want. 27 00:04:23,650 --> 00:04:26,158 If you met my brother, can you tell I've been up here? 28 00:04:26,232 --> 00:04:29,347 Although I think he will not care. 29 00:04:29,485 --> 00:04:31,007 Not. He definitely cares. 30 00:04:31,950 --> 00:04:35,426 I was preparing dinner for friends, and ... 31 00:04:35,450 --> 00:04:37,292 Oh, which friend? 32 00:04:39,247 --> 00:04:41,353 It makes no difference? 33 00:04:42,880 --> 00:04:46,591 No, I call you just because I could not contact Leif. 34 00:04:46,970 --> 00:04:50,806 No, I want you to call, we're friends, remember? 35 00:04:51,561 --> 00:04:55,355 - Sorry. - No, I'm sorry. 36 00:04:56,670 --> 00:04:58,142 For what? 37 00:04:59,239 --> 00:05:00,892 I have no idea. 38 00:05:03,239 --> 00:05:05,263 Sorry... 39 00:05:06,728 --> 00:05:10,198 ... you have to walk 1000 miles just to ... 40 00:05:11,980 --> 00:05:13,518 Finish the sentence. 41 00:05:14,249 --> 00:05:16,551 Why do I have to walk 1000 miles? 42 00:05:24,174 --> 00:05:26,361 You still have a list of addresses to be written? 43 00:05:26,582 --> 00:05:29,998 Yes, I sent what else do you want? 44 00:05:30,572 --> 00:05:33,416 No need. That task Aimee. 45 00:05:34,164 --> 00:05:36,770 All right. 46 00:05:38,671 --> 00:05:40,432 I have to go. 47 00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:44,278 Goodbye, Cheryl. 48 00:05:56,896 --> 00:06:00,469 Remember, you can be stopped at any time. 49 00:07:43,562 --> 00:07:44,878 Shit. 50 00:07:52,562 --> 00:07:54,278 Gosh. 51 00:08:09,772 --> 00:08:11,178 Shit. 52 00:08:16,358 --> 00:08:18,064 All right. 53 00:10:15,392 --> 00:10:18,426 - Where are you going? - I'm going down the Pacific Crest Trail .. 54 00:10:18,627 --> 00:10:23,272 Starting from the Mexican border to Canada, I will run for 3 months. 55 00:10:23,638 --> 00:10:25,765 - Wow. - Up to Ashland. 56 00:10:25,951 --> 00:10:27,765 You've often do? 57 00:10:27,982 --> 00:10:32,175 I'm not obsessive. It's kind of a challenge for me. 58 00:10:33,175 --> 00:10:35,970 Then we are the last man who would you meet it? 59 00:10:36,589 --> 00:10:38,150 Right. 60 00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:53,124 ♪ You can not ... ♪ 61 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:58,289 Return again ... ♪ ♪ 62 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:00,326 Listen, 63 00:11:00,840 --> 00:11:02,842 What is this sound familiar? 64 00:11:03,520 --> 00:11:05,568 You wake up every morning. 65 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:07,603 Go to school every day. 66 00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:10,082 Spend a night-night in the corner ... 67 00:11:10,160 --> 00:11:12,049 ...spend time. 68 00:11:13,360 --> 00:11:15,089 Your life is so lonely, 69 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:17,322 ... like a child without a toy. 70 00:11:18,280 --> 00:11:19,805 Then came a miracle. 71 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:21,490 A child. 72 00:11:24,400 --> 00:11:26,368 And that is what is called "relief". 73 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:31,129 ♪ ♪ There will never ... 74 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:35,405 ♪ ... home again. ♪ 75 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:45,874 I love you, son. 76 00:12:47,950 --> 00:12:52,193 "If your fear stop you, Lampauilah fears." 77 00:12:52,194 --> 00:12:56,274 - Emily Dickinson (Dan Cheryl Strayed)- 78 00:13:05,694 --> 00:13:10,070 Day 1. 79 00:13:12,372 --> 00:13:13,949 Oh, my God. 80 00:13:13,950 --> 00:13:16,450 What was I doing? 81 00:13:17,950 --> 00:13:19,558 What... 82 00:13:20,017 --> 00:13:21,358 ...the fuck. 83 00:13:21,750 --> 00:13:23,258 What... 84 00:13:23,517 --> 00:13:24,758 ...the fuck. 85 00:13:25,054 --> 00:13:27,258 What the fuck... 86 00:13:34,950 --> 00:13:36,672 You may stop at any time. 87 00:13:36,993 --> 00:13:38,984 You can stop ... 88 00:13:39,193 --> 00:13:40,884 ...anytime. 89 00:13:41,193 --> 00:13:44,284 You may stop .. ANYTIME. 90 00:15:11,089 --> 00:15:13,284 5 THOUSAND 91 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:31,291 Yes! 92 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:34,124 Shit. 93 00:15:42,289 --> 00:15:44,384 Oh, my God. 94 00:16:28,677 --> 00:16:30,994 I thought about you today. 95 00:16:32,537 --> 00:16:34,756 I feel drained. 96 00:16:34,950 --> 00:16:37,894 Given this reason I undergo all .. 97 00:16:38,388 --> 00:16:42,642 I hope you're not mad at me if I stopped. 98 00:16:47,950 --> 00:16:52,091 "Today is a hoe unload the earth. 99 00:16:52,092 --> 00:16:55,591 A bottle of brass, perfectly, aged 100 years, 100 00:16:56,119 --> 00:16:58,257 Can treat fever or sadness .. 101 00:16:58,359 --> 00:17:01,257 ..sebuah medicine. To live in this world. " 102 00:17:01,950 --> 00:17:06,849 - Today I read about Marie Curie. - "He died as a famous woman .. 103 00:17:06,850 --> 00:17:08,872 Against illness. 104 00:17:09,063 --> 00:17:14,653 Against pain comes from the same place with his strength. " 105 00:17:17,171 --> 00:17:18,370 What did he say? 106 00:17:18,371 --> 00:17:20,949 - He said he'll call you. - Are you serious? 107 00:17:20,950 --> 00:17:24,172 - Does he think we're still in high school? - Precisely! 108 00:17:24,837 --> 00:17:27,152 I think he would ask for your number. 109 00:17:28,844 --> 00:17:30,983 Bobbi? 110 00:17:33,361 --> 00:17:38,794 - How? - Current. Difficult but fun. 111 00:17:40,195 --> 00:17:42,654 That's good. Until found. 112 00:17:42,733 --> 00:17:43,956 Take it easy. 113 00:17:46,040 --> 00:17:48,088 I only briefly. 114 00:17:52,392 --> 00:17:56,892 - Sorry I ignore you today on campus. - It is okay, dear. 115 00:17:57,382 --> 00:18:01,975 We agreed. It was strange to college with your own mother. 116 00:18:02,161 --> 00:18:04,771 Not because I'm not proud of you. 117 00:18:06,161 --> 00:18:08,071 IM very proud of you. 118 00:18:08,950 --> 00:18:11,949 You know, I'm also proud of myself. 119 00:18:11,950 --> 00:18:16,159 I know out there are many new things .. 120 00:18:16,160 --> 00:18:18,379 ..but not this much. 121 00:18:18,738 --> 00:18:21,651 - You've been reading Erica Jong, right? - Yes. 122 00:18:21,652 --> 00:18:23,793 Tell me about the "zipless fuck" (love without opening the zipper). 123 00:18:23,794 --> 00:18:29,872 - Mom, I do not want to discuss it with you. - Oh, it should be. I have a task about it. 124 00:18:30,599 --> 00:18:34,949 I mean, does it make it easier for women than ever before? 125 00:18:34,950 --> 00:18:37,492 I do not know, can we not talk about it? 126 00:18:37,509 --> 00:18:42,848 For me it was like covered by retsleting..Retsleting anywhere. 127 00:18:42,849 --> 00:18:45,926 - And I ... hey ?! - Dinner what, Mom? I am hungry. 128 00:18:45,942 --> 00:18:51,110 - Books and essays. - Will I prepared something. You want to eat here? 129 00:18:51,254 --> 00:18:54,604 - Certain. - Mom, they're 18 years old and can cook. 130 00:18:54,605 --> 00:18:57,141 Mother had a job to do. 131 00:18:57,142 --> 00:19:00,115 Oh, if I could not be a mother, then I will not be able to be a student as well. 132 00:19:00,116 --> 00:19:01,004 Once the rules. 133 00:19:01,005 --> 00:19:02,404 It was ridiculous. 134 00:19:02,405 --> 00:19:05,152 If you do not want to make us dinner, then let it be Mom. 135 00:19:05,153 --> 00:19:08,426 Do not you understand that we are reading? 136 00:19:08,483 --> 00:19:12,661 I have to do everything, and I want to do. And I hope you did as well. 137 00:19:12,753 --> 00:19:14,272 Pasta? 138 00:19:15,950 --> 00:19:19,302 "Against the pain comes from strength." 139 00:19:20,792 --> 00:19:25,594 "Against the pain comes from the same place by force." 140 00:20:07,782 --> 00:20:09,324 I am not afraid. 141 00:20:10,429 --> 00:20:12,807 I am not afraid. 142 00:20:25,758 --> 00:20:29,186 DAY 2 143 00:20:30,837 --> 00:20:35,512 "Make sure you only use white gas stove suitable for this. 144 00:20:35,623 --> 00:20:39,452 The use of other fuels could damage the equipment so it can not be used. " 145 00:20:40,413 --> 00:20:42,805 Shit. 146 00:20:46,553 --> 00:20:48,005 Damn! 147 00:21:02,727 --> 00:21:04,860 Cold porridge turned out tasty. 148 00:21:07,460 --> 00:21:09,392 Cold porridge with beans. 149 00:21:14,770 --> 00:21:17,431 Cold porridge with tuna fish smell. 150 00:21:23,950 --> 00:21:25,661 Dreams of cold porridge. 151 00:21:28,735 --> 00:21:31,125 Feces cold porridge. 152 00:21:32,392 --> 00:21:34,052 I like cold porridge. 153 00:21:34,925 --> 00:21:36,713 DAY 5 154 00:21:36,738 --> 00:21:38,671 What do you do if there is hiking, Cheryl? 155 00:21:38,722 --> 00:21:40,275 30 MIL 156 00:21:40,300 --> 00:21:42,872 I want to sit in a real toilet. 157 00:21:42,950 --> 00:21:44,650 With a splash of water. 158 00:21:45,084 --> 00:21:47,110 I like to cook. 159 00:21:47,261 --> 00:21:49,871 Eat with others. 160 00:21:50,561 --> 00:21:53,336 People is something I like. 161 00:21:53,805 --> 00:21:57,979 I like talking to people, listening to people. 162 00:21:58,472 --> 00:22:01,971 Turns out it was my hobby that has never been realized. 163 00:22:04,371 --> 00:22:07,972 Until I decided to walk alone in this fucking desert. 164 00:22:15,972 --> 00:22:18,180 DAY 8 165 00:22:20,397 --> 00:22:22,043 I have to feed you, son. 166 00:22:31,483 --> 00:22:34,070 Should I stay or go? 167 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:46,502 ♪ I chose to be a sparrow than a snail. ♪ 168 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:50,555 ♪ Yes, I would ... ♪ 169 00:23:00,950 --> 00:23:02,726 Hei! 170 00:23:04,394 --> 00:23:05,926 Hei! 171 00:23:15,194 --> 00:23:16,726 Is. 172 00:23:16,950 --> 00:23:18,549 My name is Cheryl. 173 00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:22,349 I was walking across the PCT. And I ran out of food. 174 00:23:22,803 --> 00:23:25,926 Maybe you could take me to a place where I could get food. 175 00:23:26,151 --> 00:23:27,874 I am working. 176 00:23:29,872 --> 00:23:34,683 Yes, I understand. Maybe when you're done you can take me to a place. 177 00:23:35,292 --> 00:23:37,892 There will not be open at this hour. 178 00:23:39,155 --> 00:23:43,371 Maybe you could take me to a place that will open tomorrow morning for breakfast .. 179 00:23:43,667 --> 00:23:45,434 Then I can camp nearby. 180 00:23:45,833 --> 00:23:49,419 - You must be starving. - I brought food dehidran, 181 00:23:49,474 --> 00:23:51,796 ... I brought a stove but I was wrong to bring fuel. 182 00:23:52,238 --> 00:23:56,496 I'm still a bit of work. But you can wait in my truck. 183 00:23:56,892 --> 00:24:00,516 - Thank you. Thank you sir. - Yes. 184 00:24:41,776 --> 00:24:49,245 Well, I guess you can go to my house for dinner and a shower .. 185 00:24:50,476 --> 00:24:51,844 All right. 186 00:24:52,950 --> 00:24:55,003 So, what kind of woman are you? 187 00:24:56,950 --> 00:25:00,299 - What kind? - Yes, what do you like Jane? 188 00:25:00,950 --> 00:25:04,826 You know, Tarzan & Jane. Are you Jane? 189 00:25:04,855 --> 00:25:06,450 Women who are illegal? 190 00:25:07,290 --> 00:25:09,942 I have something for us. 191 00:25:10,579 --> 00:25:12,172 To restore kesegaranmu. 192 00:25:12,950 --> 00:25:16,270 - Certain. - Ladies first. 193 00:25:17,774 --> 00:25:20,072 Cheap but tasty. 194 00:25:25,194 --> 00:25:28,826 - Right, right? - Thank you. 195 00:25:28,872 --> 00:25:30,945 I'll call Jane. 196 00:25:33,775 --> 00:25:35,973 Yes, my husband is also across the PCT with me. 197 00:25:36,434 --> 00:25:39,352 It's just that he's been a little bit ahead. 198 00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:42,856 We will soon meet, possibly at Kennedy Meadows. 199 00:25:42,985 --> 00:25:46,796 Anything else you want to do after a hard day's work. 200 00:25:51,206 --> 00:25:52,972 You like liquorice? 201 00:25:54,206 --> 00:25:55,872 Why, thank you. 202 00:25:57,738 --> 00:25:59,392 Come Jane! 203 00:26:00,950 --> 00:26:06,426 You have to promise not tell my wife, because she does not like me to eat candy. 204 00:26:07,610 --> 00:26:09,029 All right. 205 00:26:35,810 --> 00:26:38,429 You're just going to stand there alone? 206 00:26:45,642 --> 00:26:48,870 Oh, wait a minute dear. No offense. 207 00:26:54,442 --> 00:26:56,075 thanks. 208 00:27:03,270 --> 00:27:07,250 - You'll just looking at it alone? - Thank you. 209 00:27:24,773 --> 00:27:27,892 Your husband, did you guys met in college? 210 00:27:30,192 --> 00:27:31,533 Husband. 211 00:27:31,534 --> 00:27:32,933 - Oh, Paul? - Yes. 212 00:27:32,934 --> 00:27:34,360 Ya. Ya. 213 00:27:34,892 --> 00:27:36,972 He must be crazy. 214 00:27:37,792 --> 00:27:40,886 It's been pretty crazy for a man to travel like this. 215 00:27:40,898 --> 00:27:44,492 Plus allow his wife to do so as well, he must have been really crazy. 216 00:27:44,493 --> 00:27:47,112 Not everyone in this world think like you, Frank. 217 00:27:47,244 --> 00:27:48,551 Not. 218 00:27:48,552 --> 00:27:50,949 That's why the world is so messed up. 219 00:27:50,950 --> 00:27:53,870 Me and Paul had their own desires. 220 00:27:56,255 --> 00:27:59,754 - Do not you think so. - I wish I could. 221 00:28:01,370 --> 00:28:03,398 You want to go with him? 222 00:28:05,950 --> 00:28:07,826 You got an extra tent? 223 00:28:08,516 --> 00:28:11,730 You're going to find me before it reached the end of the road there. 224 00:28:12,036 --> 00:28:13,279 It's really tasty. 225 00:28:46,150 --> 00:28:47,485 So... 226 00:28:47,510 --> 00:28:51,909 - What does this horse tattoo for you two? - We both love horses. 227 00:28:53,996 --> 00:28:55,755 Today we are getting a divorce. 228 00:28:55,934 --> 00:29:00,139 And we thought we should do something that binds us. 229 00:29:02,306 --> 00:29:03,879 Okay. 230 00:29:06,950 --> 00:29:10,935 Would not it be easier if you stay married? 231 00:29:11,740 --> 00:29:14,926 - And also cheaper. - Not. At least we did not regret it. 232 00:29:14,950 --> 00:29:18,073 Couples do not have to stay married, but they also can not remain divorced. 233 00:29:18,950 --> 00:29:21,826 Many requested to remove the tattoo? 234 00:29:22,052 --> 00:29:23,051 Yes sometimes it happens. 235 00:29:23,052 --> 00:29:24,908 I menyelingkuhinya. 236 00:29:27,770 --> 00:29:29,439 It happens. 237 00:29:30,294 --> 00:29:32,669 - He felt guilty. - Indeed. 238 00:29:32,694 --> 00:29:34,439 Cheryl, come on .. 239 00:29:34,950 --> 00:29:38,440 - Hey, man, sorry mistake. - The mistake was fatal. 240 00:29:38,939 --> 00:29:41,342 I've often menyelingkuhinya, 241 00:29:46,699 --> 00:29:49,271 This is true? Stryed? 242 00:29:49,272 --> 00:29:52,849 No, 'Strayed'. As in the 'Stray Dog'. 243 00:29:53,290 --> 00:29:56,465 Form was asked to write a new last name. 244 00:29:56,618 --> 00:29:58,140 I'm looking for the right one. 245 00:29:58,290 --> 00:30:00,340 Sounds good. 246 00:30:02,085 --> 00:30:03,954 All complete. 247 00:30:05,025 --> 00:30:07,448 You stay delivered. 248 00:30:15,594 --> 00:30:18,440 7 years of the craziest and amazing. 249 00:30:32,270 --> 00:30:35,955 Goodbye, Cheryl Strayed. 250 00:31:11,790 --> 00:31:14,292 - Got what you need? - Yes. 251 00:31:14,346 --> 00:31:17,380 Now I do not have to eat porridge cold again. I could eat hot porridge. 252 00:31:24,704 --> 00:31:26,945 No husband, right? 253 00:31:28,950 --> 00:31:32,826 No, I mean there used to be. But now he's in Minneapolis. 254 00:31:32,950 --> 00:31:34,851 Not in PCT. 255 00:31:36,299 --> 00:31:38,309 I say that because I'm afraid of you. 256 00:31:39,099 --> 00:31:40,842 Yes I know. 257 00:31:40,843 --> 00:31:42,979 I can not blame you. 258 00:31:45,061 --> 00:31:49,949 - You ever thought about quitting? - Oh, just about 2-3 minutes. 259 00:31:49,950 --> 00:31:53,426 All my body pain, all the time. 260 00:31:54,294 --> 00:31:57,372 - Do you think I should quit? - Yes. 261 00:32:00,950 --> 00:32:03,294 But do not listen to me. I have a lot of obligations. 262 00:32:03,295 --> 00:32:08,396 Work. Wedding. When were you I'd stop on the first day. 263 00:32:09,199 --> 00:32:12,980 - And do you regret it? - I have no choice. 264 00:32:13,199 --> 00:32:14,980 I can not leave any of it. 265 00:32:15,950 --> 00:32:18,973 There is no life there are no obstacles. 266 00:32:21,095 --> 00:32:24,870 Yes, depending on how much. 267 00:32:27,798 --> 00:32:28,941 - Be careful. - Alright 268 00:32:28,942 --> 00:32:31,182 - Nice to meet you. - You are welcome. 269 00:32:31,183 --> 00:32:33,280 Thanks, Frank. 270 00:32:44,222 --> 00:32:46,622 DAY 9 271 00:32:47,055 --> 00:32:50,643 21-6-95, Will you accept me? Will you? 272 00:32:50,668 --> 00:32:53,988 "California" - Jeni Mitchell dan Cheryl Strayed - 273 00:32:58,359 --> 00:32:59,715 Yes. 274 00:33:17,966 --> 00:33:21,097 Oh, my God! 275 00:33:44,165 --> 00:33:45,432 DAY 10 276 00:33:45,457 --> 00:33:49,372 You're fine, Strayed. 5-7 miles per day. 277 00:33:50,164 --> 00:33:53,286 If you continue like this you can only be completed in 20 years. 278 00:34:29,395 --> 00:34:31,095 IM not hungry. 279 00:34:32,295 --> 00:34:34,095 I do not miss the food. 280 00:34:35,868 --> 00:34:38,852 I did not miss the tacos, chips and guac. 281 00:34:40,272 --> 00:34:43,227 And certainly I did not miss the snow Minneapolis. 282 00:34:44,587 --> 00:34:46,807 I did not miss margaritas. 283 00:34:48,087 --> 00:34:51,183 I'm going to kill the snake for a snack. 284 00:35:49,708 --> 00:35:51,868 I'm not an addict, I can control myself. 285 00:35:51,921 --> 00:35:53,853 Yes, like all people using drugs? 286 00:35:53,854 --> 00:35:59,151 I just try. I'm the type of girl who prefers "Yes" than "No". 287 00:35:59,597 --> 00:36:01,559 DAY 12 288 00:36:03,398 --> 00:36:05,486 80 MIL 289 00:36:26,392 --> 00:36:28,172 Oh! Hi! 290 00:36:28,551 --> 00:36:32,193 - Cheryl Strayed? - Ya. Hai! 291 00:36:32,194 --> 00:36:35,843 - Do I know you? - I saw your name on the list. 292 00:36:36,069 --> 00:36:38,615 - Only you're the only woman on the list. - Right. 293 00:36:38,889 --> 00:36:41,864 - I'm Greg. - Nice to meet you. 294 00:36:42,435 --> 00:36:46,240 - I'm going down. - Oh good. 295 00:36:48,830 --> 00:36:52,151 Sorry, I do not know if there would be guests. 296 00:36:56,505 --> 00:37:01,681 - You're way how many miles per day? - Currently, an average of 22 miles per day. 297 00:37:03,502 --> 00:37:06,684 - You will arrive at Kennedy Meadows tomorrow? - I hope so. 298 00:37:09,806 --> 00:37:13,694 I'm still working at 11-12 miles per day. 299 00:37:14,106 --> 00:37:16,604 Yes, the first few weeks is difficult. 300 00:37:16,605 --> 00:37:19,343 You can do the preparation and practice, 301 00:37:19,430 --> 00:37:22,975 ..but you can not prepare for pain and heat. 302 00:37:24,409 --> 00:37:28,873 Moreover we choose the wrong year. You want to pass the Sierra? 303 00:37:29,708 --> 00:37:33,289 Certain. I want to go through it all. So what? 304 00:37:33,483 --> 00:37:38,233 Oh, very heavy there. The snow avalanches during this decade. 305 00:37:38,460 --> 00:37:39,873 No one can pass there. 306 00:37:44,727 --> 00:37:48,988 What if we make plans in Kennedy Meadows? 307 00:37:49,133 --> 00:37:52,092 I would stay there for a few days to rest. 308 00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:58,194 Yes, thank you. Let's make a plan. It was good for me. 309 00:37:58,488 --> 00:38:00,585 All right. 310 00:38:16,834 --> 00:38:18,394 I think I'm pregnant. 311 00:38:19,312 --> 00:38:20,790 What? 312 00:38:23,676 --> 00:38:26,002 - Who is the father? - I do not know. 313 00:38:26,844 --> 00:38:30,548 I mean, I think I know, but .. 314 00:38:30,549 --> 00:38:32,140 Do you think you know? 315 00:38:32,506 --> 00:38:37,272 Are you kidding? What are you doing to yourself? 316 00:38:41,784 --> 00:38:43,928 Please ask her bon. 317 00:38:45,084 --> 00:38:47,782 Probe and shovel pregnancy. 318 00:38:47,933 --> 00:38:53,382 Do it in front of me. And if you're pregnant, we visit his father and we make plans. 319 00:38:56,345 --> 00:38:57,860 Next please. 320 00:39:58,295 --> 00:40:01,088 There need be no plan. 321 00:40:01,635 --> 00:40:03,928 I'm not going to have this baby. 322 00:40:07,295 --> 00:40:10,402 I do not know since when I became this kind of trash. 323 00:40:10,695 --> 00:40:12,388 I used to be strong. 324 00:40:12,950 --> 00:40:18,002 I want to change, I want to think about my life. 325 00:40:18,409 --> 00:40:24,979 I used to be great right? I ruined my marriage and my life. 326 00:40:26,694 --> 00:40:28,954 I have to go back to the store. 327 00:40:30,950 --> 00:40:34,870 And I would walk to me that has been there in the mind of my mother. 328 00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:43,340 - I'll walk alone there. - What are you talking about?! 329 00:40:48,950 --> 00:40:51,974 I'm trying to pass a giant rock. 330 00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:06,560 ♪ Maybe another girlfriend ... ♪ 331 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:10,080 ♪ ... can not pass the test. ♪ 332 00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:19,687 Come on, Bruce. Sing with me. 333 00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:23,853 ♪ If you're strong and ready for love ... ♪ 334 00:42:24,733 --> 00:42:28,055 ♪ Honey, I'm stronger than ... ♪ 335 00:42:28,146 --> 00:42:29,352 ♪ ... others. ♪ 336 00:42:48,292 --> 00:42:49,774 Is. 337 00:42:57,799 --> 00:43:00,531 - You made it! - I did it! 338 00:43:00,657 --> 00:43:05,144 All right, man. This is Cheryl, and his monster. 339 00:43:05,702 --> 00:43:08,701 "Monster"? Tasku? 340 00:43:08,981 --> 00:43:10,520 Gosh. 341 00:43:12,891 --> 00:43:15,145 Okay, Can I get what? 342 00:43:16,306 --> 00:43:19,826 Snapple. I dream of Snapple. 343 00:43:19,857 --> 00:43:23,358 - And the potato chips. Any type. - Any? 344 00:43:23,383 --> 00:43:26,099 - Thanks, I had the cash. - Do not, on me. 345 00:43:26,124 --> 00:43:27,778 Why, thank you. 346 00:43:29,638 --> 00:43:32,304 Seriously you do not bring Snapple in that bag? 347 00:43:32,895 --> 00:43:34,190 I hope so. 348 00:43:37,416 --> 00:43:38,693 - Congratulations! - Thank you. 349 00:43:38,694 --> 00:43:42,138 I hope I get support like that when I walked. 350 00:43:42,850 --> 00:43:47,775 Well, I know some say do not feed the animals, except for special events .. 351 00:43:47,890 --> 00:43:50,222 One Snapple, and chips. 352 00:43:53,294 --> 00:43:58,475 Once you're done, Ed will cook dinner in the camp. 353 00:43:58,544 --> 00:44:01,092 Certainly remarkable. thanks. 354 00:44:01,592 --> 00:44:04,905 Ed was remarkable. They called Ed and unusual. 355 00:44:18,405 --> 00:44:20,074 "Dear, 356 00:44:23,445 --> 00:44:27,179 If you're reading this it means you've managed to walk 100 miles in the Mojave desert. 357 00:44:27,694 --> 00:44:30,748 Whatever happens between us, however angry we are, 358 00:44:30,749 --> 00:44:35,652 ..or whatever it is, I'm very proud of you, all of you. 359 00:44:35,653 --> 00:44:37,493 Or, to be so. 360 00:44:37,494 --> 00:44:42,849 Once you're done, you keep going. So you're not really doing anything. 361 00:44:42,850 --> 00:44:45,906 Like me. So we can still be friends. 362 00:44:46,073 --> 00:44:47,880 Minneapolis miss. 363 00:45:00,532 --> 00:45:04,092 - Hey, Cheryl! Come here. - All right. 364 00:45:04,983 --> 00:45:07,405 - So you're not a hiker? - Not like you. 365 00:45:07,736 --> 00:45:10,689 I only come here during the summer and hang out with the original hiker. 366 00:45:10,829 --> 00:45:12,849 You left me in awe. 367 00:45:13,023 --> 00:45:17,194 - I'm not a real hiker. - You just road hundreds of miles in the hot desert. 368 00:45:17,323 --> 00:45:19,195 And almost killed me. 369 00:45:21,682 --> 00:45:26,674 - You want to help? - What do I look like I need help? 370 00:45:29,578 --> 00:45:33,612 Shoes too small. That's why you lost your nails. 371 00:45:34,638 --> 00:45:36,849 Yes you're right. 372 00:45:37,515 --> 00:45:39,849 I realized after you told me. 373 00:45:40,280 --> 00:45:42,346 I suppose it feels painful. 374 00:45:42,675 --> 00:45:45,431 What should I do, I do not have the money to buy shoes. 375 00:45:45,456 --> 00:45:47,626 - You buy it at REI? - Yes. 376 00:45:47,627 --> 00:45:51,334 Contact them, explain, and they will send the shoes at the next stop. 377 00:45:51,371 --> 00:45:52,692 - Very? - Yes. 378 00:45:53,850 --> 00:45:57,875 And your bag, it's crazy. We need to do the trimming. 379 00:45:58,683 --> 00:46:01,983 Fine, I will choose the things that are not useful to you, 380 00:46:01,984 --> 00:46:05,983 ..and you can get rid of it unless you can explain why you need it. 381 00:46:05,984 --> 00:46:07,595 - Okay. - Okay? 382 00:46:09,830 --> 00:46:14,251 - What good is this for you? - I smell. All the time... 383 00:46:14,252 --> 00:46:16,298 And armpits was the source. 384 00:46:17,184 --> 00:46:20,642 - You're having fun with this? - I've never even used it. 385 00:46:27,182 --> 00:46:29,934 I do not know for what the saw. 386 00:46:34,194 --> 00:46:37,173 - You burn what are you reading? - You want me to burn the books? 387 00:46:37,174 --> 00:46:42,116 I promise you will not be a Nazi. But you have to make your bag much lighter. 388 00:46:42,272 --> 00:46:45,871 So, all these things before the Kennedy Meadows ... 389 00:46:49,438 --> 00:46:51,371 Oh, not that it was. 390 00:46:51,982 --> 00:46:53,871 That this can not be burned. 391 00:46:54,074 --> 00:46:55,392 It was a burden for you. 392 00:46:57,878 --> 00:46:59,992 I did not take pictures at night. 393 00:47:01,372 --> 00:47:03,061 Never. 394 00:47:08,597 --> 00:47:10,819 You need this much? 395 00:47:11,672 --> 00:47:14,800 What kind of women who carry condoms 12 while hiking. 396 00:47:15,627 --> 00:47:16,912 Wait a minute. 397 00:47:24,608 --> 00:47:28,049 You just send the shoes to get there? I do not need to do anything? 398 00:47:29,095 --> 00:47:33,013 Thank you very much. You will become a firm favorite forever. 399 00:47:34,095 --> 00:47:38,013 Well. Nice. 400 00:47:53,486 --> 00:47:57,190 - What's wrong with James Michener? - He sucked, that's wrong. 401 00:47:57,842 --> 00:48:00,834 - And which books have you read? - I have not read the book. 402 00:48:00,835 --> 00:48:06,294 I read Adrienne Rich, Flannery O'Connor, you do not know them both anyway. 403 00:48:06,455 --> 00:48:10,774 - Is there a difference for you? - I do not know what to say. 404 00:48:10,850 --> 00:48:15,013 I like James Michener. And will not change. 405 00:48:17,850 --> 00:48:21,072 - It must be very strange to you. - What? 406 00:48:21,850 --> 00:48:25,808 How clever I am than when you were my age. 407 00:48:30,194 --> 00:48:33,035 Yes, that's the plan. 408 00:48:33,182 --> 00:48:38,124 - What plan? - I always want you're smarter than me. 409 00:48:38,982 --> 00:48:42,124 I do not know if it hurts. 410 00:48:46,670 --> 00:48:48,906 How did you cover up flaws? 411 00:48:50,405 --> 00:48:52,986 You look very pretty in that dress. 412 00:48:54,194 --> 00:48:56,900 Will soon me to make one more. 413 00:48:59,174 --> 00:49:01,572 Any decision about the snow? 414 00:49:01,802 --> 00:49:04,754 I think I will go ahead if possible. 415 00:49:04,953 --> 00:49:10,193 Ed told me many a hiker through PCT 40 miles ahead towards Trail Pass. 416 00:49:10,194 --> 00:49:12,694 And there they were forced to stop because of snow. 417 00:49:12,799 --> 00:49:15,215 Then they boarded a bus to Reno and Truckee. 418 00:49:15,216 --> 00:49:18,229 Then back on track with a lower height. 419 00:49:18,283 --> 00:49:21,016 I'm not here to ride the bus. 420 00:49:21,194 --> 00:49:24,805 Maybe you're not here to fall off the mountain. 421 00:49:24,882 --> 00:49:25,849 Certain. 422 00:49:25,850 --> 00:49:30,038 If you hesitate to lie to yourself, then further down ... 423 00:49:30,313 --> 00:49:35,098 Lewat Mount Hood, atau Bridge of the Gods. 424 00:49:35,850 --> 00:49:39,874 Bridge of the Gods (Bridge of God)? I like that name. 425 00:49:42,060 --> 00:49:44,183 Do not force yourself. 426 00:49:44,598 --> 00:49:48,999 You are speaking as if he had often done this all. 427 00:50:16,270 --> 00:50:18,716 Can I ride my horse? 428 00:50:19,470 --> 00:50:21,249 Bobbi Grey? 429 00:50:23,545 --> 00:50:27,108 - I am sorry. - How long until I can ride my horse? 430 00:50:27,863 --> 00:50:32,144 We'll give you radiation to shrink tumors in the spine. 431 00:50:32,994 --> 00:50:34,788 One injection and the tumor will burst and shrink. 432 00:50:34,894 --> 00:50:36,208 How long? 433 00:50:54,523 --> 00:50:55,792 You're not okay, honey? 434 00:50:58,850 --> 00:51:00,885 Yes, I am doing okay. 435 00:51:16,850 --> 00:51:20,806 Hi, this is Paul. Leave a message and I'll call you. 436 00:51:21,554 --> 00:51:23,805 Hi, sorry to call so late. 437 00:51:24,183 --> 00:51:27,105 thanks. I'm in Reno. 438 00:51:27,363 --> 00:51:30,313 If you're here maybe we can get divorced again. 439 00:51:32,095 --> 00:51:34,017 I'm still alive. 440 00:51:35,512 --> 00:51:40,909 That's it from me, and that's what I learned from my journey. 441 00:51:43,871 --> 00:51:45,709 All right, bye. 442 00:52:01,132 --> 00:52:03,004 DAY 25 443 00:52:03,005 --> 00:52:07,868 Hi, I'm Cheryl. I hiker woman without friends. 444 00:52:08,492 --> 00:52:13,013 Can I get in your car so that you can rape and dumping me? 445 00:52:17,595 --> 00:52:19,976 - Hey, you're up North? - Yes, right. 446 00:52:20,001 --> 00:52:23,309 I need a ride to 12 miles ahead. 447 00:52:24,263 --> 00:52:27,069 - a big bag once. - Thank you. 448 00:52:27,169 --> 00:52:30,153 I can not give you a lift because there is no more space. 449 00:52:31,147 --> 00:52:32,147 What do you mean? 450 00:52:32,488 --> 00:52:35,200 Yes, just stop by. Jimmy Carter. 451 00:52:36,294 --> 00:52:37,905 There were no relatives. 452 00:52:37,992 --> 00:52:39,871 I interviewed the homeless Hobo Times. 453 00:52:40,045 --> 00:52:42,494 Touring the United States. And I tell you ... 454 00:52:42,495 --> 00:52:45,541 ... homeless woman was hard to find. 455 00:52:45,574 --> 00:52:48,491 Oh, I think you misunderstood. I'm not homeless. 456 00:52:48,516 --> 00:52:51,248 And tunggu..Itu real? Homeless magazine? 457 00:52:51,249 --> 00:52:54,013 Yes, enough to pay for the car and bakarku material. 458 00:52:54,061 --> 00:52:56,593 So, how long have you on the street? 459 00:52:56,716 --> 00:52:59,882 I'm not on the street, I walked along the Pacific Crest Trail. 460 00:53:00,263 --> 00:53:04,243 Except I was slightly shortens it, because there are avalanches of snow. 461 00:53:04,518 --> 00:53:07,072 Well, if you're not homeless, where do you live? 462 00:53:07,074 --> 00:53:11,271 Now I'm on the move. I plan to stay in Portland after completion. 463 00:53:11,272 --> 00:53:16,772 Very cool. I just spoke with a homeless woman in two years. 464 00:53:16,798 --> 00:53:21,704 Let me be clear. I'm not homeless. Not only because she left her life. 465 00:53:21,771 --> 00:53:24,776 They should take care of the child. Should take care of the elderly. 466 00:53:24,983 --> 00:53:27,983 - You sound like a feminist. - Indeed. 467 00:53:28,195 --> 00:53:31,582 Perfect. It's wonderful. I like feminist. 468 00:53:32,974 --> 00:53:37,005 So if you're not homeless, you'd have a job right? 469 00:53:37,006 --> 00:53:39,027 I have a lot of different jobs. 470 00:53:39,637 --> 00:53:42,516 Several years ago I was in college. 471 00:53:44,483 --> 00:53:46,916 I hope you do not think this is too personal. 472 00:53:47,638 --> 00:53:52,649 But I think it was the private trauma that force people to leave their lives .. 473 00:53:52,650 --> 00:53:55,991 ..and get into the homeless life. You think this is the same case for you? 474 00:53:56,225 --> 00:53:59,645 This is my life. I was only a short break. 475 00:53:59,825 --> 00:54:04,172 This is not the life of the homeless. I do not know what to say anymore. 476 00:54:05,416 --> 00:54:08,093 - Can I take a picture? - No! It was ... 477 00:54:08,577 --> 00:54:13,274 You will enter in the fall issue. Also in several other magazines. 478 00:54:13,577 --> 00:54:16,274 - Harper interested in writing. - Harper? 479 00:54:16,351 --> 00:54:17,860 Magazines in New York. 480 00:54:17,861 --> 00:54:21,159 - Very posh. Something big. - Yes I know. I want to write for Harper ... 481 00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:24,464 I do not want the spotlight and become 'the Poor of the Month'. 482 00:54:24,987 --> 00:54:28,869 - What is this? - Package for the homeless. Thank you very much. 483 00:54:50,687 --> 00:54:53,404 - Who's your dog's name? - Stevie Ray. 484 00:54:53,405 --> 00:54:58,173 I got it at the moment the only Stevie Ray died. 485 00:54:58,174 --> 00:54:59,892 I like Stevie Ray. 486 00:55:05,692 --> 00:55:07,794 Hey, turn the "Love Struck". (Vibration of Love) 487 00:55:08,294 --> 00:55:13,282 - Happened to me when you get into this car. - Shut up, Spider. 488 00:55:13,489 --> 00:55:17,800 Ignore him. He's just an old jerk who was lust. 489 00:55:18,861 --> 00:55:22,595 You must be tough to be able explore this path. 490 00:55:23,961 --> 00:55:27,070 I was in the car with you. Hitchhike. 491 00:55:27,071 --> 00:55:28,960 Not too tough. 492 00:55:28,961 --> 00:55:31,872 You've got a cute child. How old is she? 493 00:55:35,916 --> 00:55:37,672 8 years. 494 00:55:41,074 --> 00:55:45,772 - I am sorry. - He was hit by a truck while cycling. 495 00:55:45,954 --> 00:55:47,564 5 years ago. 496 00:55:48,194 --> 00:55:52,695 He's a tough kid. Like her mother. 497 00:55:55,137 --> 00:55:59,761 - I am really, really sorry. - I know, dear. 498 00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:06,004 - It's not me. - No, it's not over yet. 499 00:56:06,005 --> 00:56:08,849 We'll find someone who can help you, we will fight against the disease. 500 00:56:08,850 --> 00:56:14,584 I've always been a mother, or a wife. 501 00:56:19,699 --> 00:56:23,096 I have never been a driver in my own life. 502 00:56:23,961 --> 00:56:27,916 I think there is still so much time. 503 00:56:31,194 --> 00:56:32,870 It is just.. 504 00:56:35,194 --> 00:56:38,013 So many things have already started. 505 00:56:41,598 --> 00:56:43,783 All right. 506 00:57:00,064 --> 00:57:01,878 You must be kidding. 507 00:57:06,371 --> 00:57:07,944 All right. 508 00:57:19,371 --> 00:57:20,944 All right. 509 00:58:03,734 --> 00:58:08,667 ♪ The sun was behind me. The North should there. ♪ 510 00:58:08,734 --> 00:58:14,771 ♪ I will not give up on this damn track, or I would end up in Delaware ... ♪ 511 00:58:14,854 --> 00:58:17,491 ♪ Portland Bound. ♪ 512 00:58:18,134 --> 00:58:21,771 ♪ I wish I was in Portland Bound. ♪ 513 00:58:23,671 --> 00:58:25,702 Hei! 514 00:58:26,271 --> 00:58:27,902 Hei! 515 00:58:28,850 --> 00:58:33,974 - Where am I? - California. 516 00:58:35,404 --> 00:58:39,109 - Extraordinary. - Plumas County! 517 00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:40,985 Are you lost? 518 00:58:42,280 --> 00:58:43,885 Not! 519 00:58:46,274 --> 00:58:47,772 Just confused. 520 00:59:03,172 --> 00:59:07,177 Hey, beautiful. Hi, my girl. 521 00:59:08,052 --> 00:59:11,354 He saved my life. You know, after the mother left the father is. 522 00:59:13,274 --> 00:59:16,401 I will not tell you promise. 523 00:59:17,815 --> 00:59:20,180 I also know this is hard for you. 524 00:59:23,472 --> 00:59:26,697 Try to do the best. 525 00:59:50,945 --> 00:59:53,425 DAY 32 526 01:00:26,896 --> 01:00:28,494 Back! 527 01:00:34,667 --> 01:00:36,223 Back. 528 01:00:39,727 --> 01:00:41,672 Back! 529 01:00:42,933 --> 01:00:45,691 This will make mothers stay warm. 530 01:00:49,722 --> 01:00:51,872 Tomorrow morning I will be here with Leif. 531 01:00:59,375 --> 01:01:01,075 I love you. 532 01:01:04,182 --> 01:01:08,771 Wou are everything. Only you have a mother. 533 01:01:23,405 --> 01:01:24,983 What is progress? 534 01:01:25,372 --> 01:01:28,973 Doctors say one year. This is just one month. 535 01:01:29,772 --> 01:01:31,805 One month! 536 01:01:33,272 --> 01:01:34,805 I'm sorry. 537 01:01:37,527 --> 01:01:39,205 I will pray for him. 538 01:01:55,638 --> 01:01:57,902 Saint Patrick jerk. 539 01:01:58,222 --> 01:02:00,618 Go to hell you guys, the Santa. 540 01:02:04,906 --> 01:02:08,012 Thank you, God, have shown the way to me. 541 01:02:08,871 --> 01:02:10,483 As if he cares. 542 01:02:11,363 --> 01:02:13,904 Sorry, but the Lord is a cruel bitch. 543 01:02:15,850 --> 01:02:20,620 Yes, I do. This is urgent. Tell him to call. 544 01:02:43,300 --> 01:02:47,401 Where have you been, Leif? I was in the hospital all day. 545 01:02:47,826 --> 01:02:50,371 - Mother dying. You know that, right? - Do not say like that. 546 01:02:50,506 --> 01:02:53,063 - Capital can not die. - Can. And he is dying. 547 01:02:53,123 --> 01:02:54,682 Stop! 548 01:02:55,441 --> 01:02:57,523 He can not die. 549 01:03:06,372 --> 01:03:10,902 - There is a Killer, and Doobie. - Doobie. 550 01:03:11,964 --> 01:03:14,071 Also Motorcycle Dan. 551 01:03:14,894 --> 01:03:17,008 Motorcycle Dan. 552 01:03:17,850 --> 01:03:19,795 I want to be like him. 553 01:03:29,850 --> 01:03:34,244 "If you hold your face to the glass, you will be able to see most of Lake Superior." 554 01:03:35,083 --> 01:03:37,582 A room with a view of. 555 01:03:37,583 --> 01:03:40,849 All my life I've always wanted to have a room with a great view. 556 01:03:41,256 --> 01:03:43,916 Gosh, Mom never changed. 557 01:03:47,071 --> 01:03:51,170 In recent years, I acted as if the mother was a nobody to me. 558 01:03:52,074 --> 01:03:57,013 But, really, the mother is everything. 559 01:04:08,692 --> 01:04:10,365 What are you doing? 560 01:04:11,371 --> 01:04:13,418 I was praying. 561 01:04:15,187 --> 01:04:16,812 Diameter. 562 01:04:17,850 --> 01:04:20,792 I pray to the universe. 563 01:04:22,961 --> 01:04:24,916 I hope there is a God up there. 564 01:04:26,402 --> 01:04:29,963 I want a miracle. Wonders! 565 01:04:30,278 --> 01:04:33,108 I do not want Mom died at the age of 45 years. 566 01:04:55,552 --> 01:04:58,119 I can not wait to see his face. 567 01:04:58,807 --> 01:05:01,385 He must be very happy to see you. 568 01:05:06,075 --> 01:05:08,344 He would have been happy to see us. 569 01:05:15,699 --> 01:05:19,013 - How big is the mother loves you? - Not. 570 01:05:19,094 --> 01:05:26,418 - As much as this? - Not. 571 01:05:26,732 --> 01:05:30,232 Mom's hands could not be wider again! 572 01:05:38,392 --> 01:05:40,468 "PLEASE REPORT BEFORE DUTY NURSE TO THE TABLE." 573 01:05:40,493 --> 01:05:42,995 - We're compressing his eyes. - What? 574 01:05:43,661 --> 01:05:46,536 He wants to donate his corneas, so we ... 575 01:05:46,561 --> 01:05:47,839 Gosh! 576 01:05:57,361 --> 01:05:59,839 Fuck you, bitch! 577 01:06:09,612 --> 01:06:15,638 578 01:07:12,272 --> 01:07:14,105 What do you want? 579 01:07:47,838 --> 01:07:49,198 Screw it, let's go! 580 01:07:49,223 --> 01:07:54,324 ♪ I chose to be a sparrow than a snail. ♪ 581 01:07:54,820 --> 01:07:57,265 ♪ Yes, I would ... ♪ 582 01:07:58,100 --> 01:08:00,421 ♪ ♪ If I could ... 583 01:08:00,940 --> 01:08:04,011 ♪ sure I would ... ♪ 584 01:08:08,540 --> 01:08:13,027 ♪ I chose to be a hammer than to be a nail. ♪ 585 01:08:13,380 --> 01:08:15,382 ♪ Yes, I would ... ♪ 586 01:10:17,339 --> 01:10:20,019 What is going on? 587 01:10:22,981 --> 01:10:24,902 What's wrong with you, ma'am? 588 01:10:25,071 --> 01:10:28,532 "What happened to you"? I'm happy. People love to sing. 589 01:10:28,557 --> 01:10:29,849 Why mother happy? 590 01:10:29,850 --> 01:10:34,660 - You do not have anything, ma'am. - No, we are rich in affection. 591 01:10:34,661 --> 01:10:37,962 Jeez, do not start again .. 592 01:10:37,963 --> 01:10:40,962 - We both just a waitress. - And also a student. 593 01:10:40,963 --> 01:10:45,665 And we owe our lifetime. The house was also damaged. 594 01:10:45,690 --> 01:10:50,071 You now live alone because you're married to an alcoholic abusive. 595 01:10:50,072 --> 01:10:54,051 And how could you sing. What else have not you get? 596 01:10:54,124 --> 01:10:56,792 I do not care about all that, believe me. 597 01:10:58,928 --> 01:11:00,484 But then what? 598 01:11:01,295 --> 01:11:06,511 Cheryl, no one can teach you, but you give your best effort. 599 01:11:06,512 --> 01:11:09,748 If you can do it, then you will be able to survive. 600 01:11:09,749 --> 01:11:13,792 - And this is your best effort? - I'm trying. 601 01:11:15,994 --> 01:11:20,298 What I regret marrying rough and alcoholics? 602 01:11:22,850 --> 01:11:28,039 Not. Because on the other hand I could have you. 603 01:11:28,337 --> 01:11:33,805 And your brother. It turned out to be right? It was not easy. 604 01:11:34,314 --> 01:11:35,537 You are everything. 605 01:11:35,997 --> 01:11:38,960 All they could be much worse than this, dear. 606 01:11:38,961 --> 01:11:41,138 You could have committed suicide .. 607 01:11:41,850 --> 01:11:46,192 But I do not know, I want to live. 608 01:11:47,078 --> 01:11:52,794 I want to live, and see you guys happy life. 609 01:11:53,671 --> 01:11:56,304 DAY 49 610 01:11:58,083 --> 01:12:01,694 Hi, you have a package for me? My name is Cheryl Strayed. 611 01:12:02,171 --> 01:12:04,404 - New shoes on REI? - Yes. 612 01:12:04,405 --> 01:12:08,028 - How much do you like the way it was? - About 50 miles. 613 01:12:08,073 --> 01:12:11,838 - Are you sure there are no more packages? - Yes I am sure. 614 01:12:11,839 --> 01:12:16,794 You walked 50 miles with plaster. I'm sure this is the right package. 615 01:12:16,964 --> 01:12:20,872 - And two dollars for his Snappler. - No need. 616 01:12:21,850 --> 01:12:23,672 thanks. 617 01:12:33,394 --> 01:12:35,464 You like my shoes? 618 01:12:37,850 --> 01:12:43,126 Dear Cheryl, you're already half way. 600 miles. Gosh. 619 01:12:43,271 --> 01:12:47,490 I heard from Aimee you will run longer. 620 01:12:47,491 --> 01:12:49,238 Did you set your final destination? 621 01:12:49,294 --> 01:12:52,294 Tell me if you want I sent foot cream. 622 01:12:52,295 --> 01:12:56,197 Sorry I cut off your phone before you left. 623 01:12:56,348 --> 01:12:58,572 I knew it was not good. 624 01:12:58,870 --> 01:13:01,170 The funny thing is .. 625 01:13:01,170 --> 01:13:02,969 I admit that ... 626 01:13:02,970 --> 01:13:04,838 ...I miss you. 627 01:13:04,839 --> 01:13:08,039 Remember to bring enough water before you go on. 628 01:13:08,194 --> 01:13:10,359 There is a water tank about 20 miles from here, is that true? 629 01:13:10,452 --> 01:13:13,632 Yes, but out there the temperature is above 100 degrees. 630 01:13:13,633 --> 01:13:16,983 - So will a lot of sweat. - Okay thank you. 631 01:13:18,994 --> 01:13:20,641 - Hi. - How are you? 632 01:13:20,754 --> 01:13:25,023 - There's a package for Stacey Johnson? - Have I checked. 633 01:13:26,538 --> 01:13:31,916 - Hey, you down the PCT? - Yes, you too? 634 01:13:32,748 --> 01:13:34,774 You're a woman! 635 01:13:38,295 --> 01:13:40,899 You met with a man named Greg? 636 01:13:41,190 --> 01:13:45,404 Yes, right. While still at Kennedy Meadows. 637 01:13:45,405 --> 01:13:47,914 My knowledge is even less than today. 638 01:13:48,171 --> 01:13:50,594 - He stopped. - What? 639 01:13:50,963 --> 01:13:53,523 - Greg? - He can not continue because of the snow. 640 01:13:53,792 --> 01:13:56,036 - He'll be back next year. - Wow! 641 01:13:56,837 --> 01:13:59,228 Greg stopped and I still survive. 642 01:14:02,305 --> 01:14:04,225 Let's drink to that. 643 01:14:10,376 --> 01:14:12,054 Do you feel lonely? 644 01:14:15,195 --> 01:14:19,283 To be honest, I would feel lonely in my normal life than here. 645 01:14:20,171 --> 01:14:23,705 I certainly missed my friend, but ... 646 01:14:24,724 --> 01:14:27,806 It seems no one is really waiting for me back home. 647 01:14:28,174 --> 01:14:30,910 How about you? Why are you here? 648 01:14:35,984 --> 01:14:40,099 I have no idea. I just felt the need to find something in myself. 649 01:14:40,371 --> 01:14:45,012 I think this track is good for that. I mean just look ... 650 01:14:45,996 --> 01:14:49,116 This trip has the power to mencerahkanmu if you understand. 651 01:14:51,086 --> 01:14:53,626 My mother often said something that pissed me off: 652 01:14:53,690 --> 01:14:56,776 "The sun rises and sets every day .. 653 01:14:56,964 --> 01:14:59,771 And you can choose to see which one. 654 01:15:00,602 --> 01:15:03,332 You can go into the incredible beauty. " 655 01:15:05,270 --> 01:15:07,099 The kind of woman that I love. 656 01:15:15,479 --> 01:15:17,478 She was the love of my life. 657 01:15:17,672 --> 01:15:19,264 Nothing else needs to be explained. 658 01:15:21,372 --> 01:15:24,327 I think there will be a sofa and Kleenex. 659 01:15:24,512 --> 01:15:27,034 That the therapy $ 50 / hour. 660 01:15:27,184 --> 01:15:29,838 This therapy is $ 10 / hour. 661 01:15:30,517 --> 01:15:33,474 Why do you think that death ibumulah the crush? 662 01:15:33,475 --> 01:15:36,963 What kind of job is only advocated that people do not really grieve? 663 01:15:36,964 --> 01:15:41,283 People grieve in different ways. 664 01:15:41,284 --> 01:15:43,406 - I asked about you. - Am I that bad? 665 01:15:43,407 --> 01:15:46,863 You're using heroin. And you had sex with anyone who asks. 666 01:15:46,864 --> 01:15:50,570 I'm not sure if it will make you happy. 667 01:15:50,571 --> 01:15:54,485 You're wrong. Because when I do that I feel good and happy. 668 01:15:54,486 --> 01:15:56,882 And if it does not do it, I'd want to die. 669 01:15:56,883 --> 01:15:58,980 You slept with your husband, too? 670 01:15:59,480 --> 01:16:03,328 Not. For matters of sex I'm more like a man. I prefer without bond. 671 01:16:03,464 --> 01:16:05,994 Once he think? 672 01:16:10,067 --> 01:16:11,873 "Youre here". 673 01:16:12,267 --> 01:16:16,212 I saw the poster is everywhere, and I hated it. 674 01:16:16,213 --> 01:16:19,091 Why do you teach children that they are nothing. 675 01:16:20,064 --> 01:16:23,487 - You feel mean? - Yes, I know I mean. 676 01:16:25,882 --> 01:16:28,597 So who's left? 677 01:16:33,262 --> 01:16:37,317 It will not succeed. Not because of his talk. 678 01:16:52,954 --> 01:16:55,012 You want the sandwich? 679 01:16:58,729 --> 01:17:02,984 You want the sandwich? 680 01:17:04,065 --> 01:17:05,906 Come on, quickly. Quickly get in the car. 681 01:17:08,084 --> 01:17:10,805 - Quickly get into the car. - Get out of you! 682 01:17:10,940 --> 01:17:12,101 Damn you whore! 683 01:17:12,460 --> 01:17:14,462 I will kill you! 684 01:17:16,584 --> 01:17:19,883 I'll kick you with my new shoes, bitch. 685 01:17:20,050 --> 01:17:21,768 Thank you, dear. 686 01:17:42,376 --> 01:17:46,131 - Eggs and pork roast. - You want eggs and pork roast? 687 01:18:00,744 --> 01:18:03,530 No more rain, no more pain. 688 01:18:07,595 --> 01:18:12,723 "Even children with normal feet will be happy after getting new shoes." 689 01:18:13,628 --> 01:18:15,081 Flannery O'Connor. 690 01:18:17,095 --> 01:18:18,871 Dan Cheryl Strayed. 691 01:18:22,360 --> 01:18:23,976 DAY 56 692 01:18:44,745 --> 01:18:49,071 Ashes from the body is not like ash from a fire, 693 01:18:49,096 --> 01:18:50,849 Soft and smooth. 694 01:18:50,850 --> 01:18:56,051 Looks like a mix of white pebbles and gray. 695 01:18:58,791 --> 01:19:01,521 Most of us sprinkle around his tombstone. 696 01:19:03,071 --> 01:19:07,217 And others, I put in my mouth. 697 01:19:08,209 --> 01:19:09,994 And I swallow everything. 698 01:19:12,427 --> 01:19:14,272 Then I moved to Portland. 699 01:19:15,361 --> 01:19:17,338 With Joe's crazy. 700 01:19:18,677 --> 01:19:20,902 The first time I smoked heroin, 701 01:19:21,292 --> 01:19:23,022 I laughed like a child. 702 01:19:23,573 --> 01:19:26,736 And danced in front of her music box. 703 01:19:29,697 --> 01:19:33,574 I regret it. I will not try it again. 704 01:19:34,271 --> 01:19:35,906 Will never. 705 01:19:38,774 --> 01:19:41,204 The first time I injected it, I ask: 706 01:19:41,205 --> 01:19:45,894 ♪ "Again, again, again. Do you like it?" ♪ 707 01:19:53,935 --> 01:19:58,750 The day after my birthday, a man asked me for money. 708 01:20:17,963 --> 01:20:19,971 A week after that ... 709 01:20:21,014 --> 01:20:23,671 Finally someone say birthday to me, 710 01:20:35,274 --> 01:20:38,483 - Do not touch me! - Do not mess with me! 711 01:20:38,484 --> 01:20:42,953 Why did you come. I'm not telling. You want tomorrow to be a hero? 712 01:20:42,954 --> 01:20:44,790 Yes, maybe. 713 01:20:47,975 --> 01:20:51,100 - Why did you come here? - Because! 714 01:20:53,596 --> 01:20:56,000 Just because. 715 01:21:11,699 --> 01:21:13,349 Fuck. 716 01:21:25,118 --> 01:21:28,271 Where is that damn water tank? 717 01:21:46,995 --> 01:21:49,082 Not! 718 01:21:51,995 --> 01:21:53,782 Not! 719 01:23:18,702 --> 01:23:22,416 Oh, my God. I do not want to die here. 720 01:24:05,742 --> 01:24:09,338 30 minutes?! Iodine pills shit! 721 01:24:43,054 --> 01:24:44,791 Is. 722 01:24:48,964 --> 01:24:50,939 Do you have water? 723 01:24:53,544 --> 01:24:56,334 I'll give it to you, but it's still not ready. 724 01:24:56,964 --> 01:25:00,564 Keep half an hour, taking iodine tablets. 725 01:25:00,565 --> 01:25:03,034 We have to filter it first. 726 01:25:03,265 --> 01:25:05,070 We do not have filters. 727 01:25:05,971 --> 01:25:07,779 You can use mine. 728 01:25:07,971 --> 01:25:10,070 You've got the bottle? 729 01:25:10,576 --> 01:25:13,902 - empty beer cans? - OK. 730 01:25:23,792 --> 01:25:27,672 - What are you doing here? - Down the PCT. 731 01:25:34,373 --> 01:25:39,316 - How do we kill time? - I have an idea. 732 01:25:39,638 --> 01:25:42,805 Nice body too right? 733 01:25:44,095 --> 01:25:47,072 My journey is still long, so I had to get going. 734 01:25:47,073 --> 01:25:49,871 Why do not you just here first? 735 01:25:58,261 --> 01:26:00,994 Yes, we also had to go. 736 01:26:05,961 --> 01:26:08,280 - Thank you very much. - Yes. 737 01:27:14,180 --> 01:27:15,782 I thought you were gone. 738 01:27:17,589 --> 01:27:20,187 I changed my mind. 739 01:27:20,967 --> 01:27:22,771 Want to deceive us? 740 01:27:24,275 --> 01:27:26,222 No, I changed my mind. 741 01:27:27,798 --> 01:27:29,854 Clothes also changed. 742 01:27:30,482 --> 01:27:34,732 I like your pants. Suitable for you. 743 01:27:35,072 --> 01:27:37,198 Shows hips and legs. 744 01:27:38,081 --> 01:27:40,192 And also your little ass. 745 01:27:40,281 --> 01:27:41,962 Please do not say that. 746 01:27:41,963 --> 01:27:44,777 Not may I commend ladies man? 747 01:27:47,699 --> 01:27:49,671 thanks. 748 01:27:56,080 --> 01:27:59,661 What are you doing? I thought you were lost! 749 01:27:59,695 --> 01:28:02,332 Come quickly. Let's go! 750 01:28:05,084 --> 01:28:08,670 This is for the young woman alone in the woods. 751 01:29:01,085 --> 01:29:03,625 DAY 62 752 01:29:08,885 --> 01:29:12,070 WELCOME TO WASHINGTON AND OREGON BORDER OF CANADA 753 01:29:14,290 --> 01:29:16,738 Hello, Oregon Cow! 754 01:29:16,990 --> 01:29:19,933 "But I have an appointment and the distance that must kutepati before I sleep." 755 01:29:19,958 --> 01:29:22,946 Robert Frost dan Cheryl Strayed. 756 01:30:36,412 --> 01:30:39,888 - That color looks good on you. - So do you think? 757 01:30:40,271 --> 01:30:42,388 Gosh. 758 01:30:43,954 --> 01:30:46,982 - Can I say something? - Sure. 759 01:30:47,171 --> 01:30:50,193 Lipstick-best in the world will not help ... 760 01:30:50,194 --> 01:30:53,896 ... if she does not keep her. 761 01:30:55,060 --> 01:31:01,750 - I do intend to keep it. - It should be uppermost, gorgeous. 762 01:31:18,672 --> 01:31:20,100 Is. 763 01:31:21,772 --> 01:31:23,200 To. 764 01:31:25,963 --> 01:31:28,079 I work in the music club at the end of the road, 765 01:31:28,080 --> 01:31:31,048 Tonight we invite Jerry Garcia, 766 01:31:31,252 --> 01:31:33,882 - Can you come? - Certain. 767 01:31:35,527 --> 01:31:37,881 - What is your name? - Cheryl. 768 01:31:40,270 --> 01:31:44,039 - Do not worry, I do not bite. - I do not mind being bitten. 769 01:31:46,061 --> 01:31:48,411 Gosh, I do not believe in saying it. 770 01:31:48,412 --> 01:31:51,833 Sorry, I'm so long alone. 771 01:31:51,834 --> 01:31:54,870 I do not mean that. Of course, I often a relationship but .. 772 01:31:54,871 --> 01:31:57,771 ..sudah some time now I'm alone. 773 01:31:58,275 --> 01:32:00,695 I'll put your name on the guest list. 774 01:32:02,271 --> 01:32:03,772 See you later, I hope. 775 01:32:10,209 --> 01:32:14,012 Hi, dear. This package Ashland-mu. 776 01:32:15,060 --> 01:32:18,093 Enjoy a decent break, but ... 777 01:32:18,293 --> 01:32:22,327 ... do not overdo it? Stay focused on your journey. 778 01:32:24,113 --> 01:32:26,983 I told you you could stop anytime. 779 01:32:27,385 --> 01:32:29,385 But I take back what I said. 780 01:32:29,631 --> 01:32:32,077 Call me when you get to the finish line. 781 01:32:33,284 --> 01:32:35,717 Hugs and kisses, Aimee. 782 01:33:05,964 --> 01:33:07,942 Do I know you? 783 01:35:02,780 --> 01:35:07,906 Dear Paul, this morning I woke up and put your name on the sand. 784 01:35:08,867 --> 01:35:12,460 I did that at every beach I'd gone since I met you. 785 01:35:13,432 --> 01:35:15,798 But I will not do it again. 786 01:35:16,292 --> 01:35:18,472 I'm ready to go. 787 01:35:23,707 --> 01:35:26,988 I only have to walk 300 miles. 788 01:35:28,080 --> 01:35:30,560 I really want this to be done. 789 01:35:33,271 --> 01:35:34,989 But I was too scared. 790 01:35:36,661 --> 01:35:40,954 When I was done, I only have two words in my name. 791 01:35:42,370 --> 01:35:43,982 But I have to start a new life. 792 01:35:47,074 --> 01:35:48,879 And I do not know what I'm ready. 793 01:36:06,742 --> 01:36:10,916 - Please. Please wait. - I just closed. 794 01:36:19,027 --> 01:36:22,847 - I think you're saving my package in there. - Can not wait until tomorrow? 795 01:36:23,360 --> 01:36:27,190 The contents of food and much needed battery. 796 01:36:29,472 --> 01:36:30,775 All right. 797 01:36:31,623 --> 01:36:34,113 You must be willing to drink with me afterwards. 798 01:36:36,091 --> 01:36:37,809 Certain. 799 01:36:42,271 --> 01:36:44,974 This is it, beautiful. 800 01:36:45,171 --> 01:36:46,526 thanks. 801 01:36:47,660 --> 01:36:49,372 You like Punch? 802 01:36:49,397 --> 01:36:52,235 I'll make that tasty. I put all the wine into the container, 803 01:36:52,260 --> 01:36:54,772 ... then pour the juice on it. 804 01:36:55,161 --> 01:36:56,908 Sounds good. 805 01:37:02,160 --> 01:37:03,825 - Cheryl? - Ya. 806 01:37:03,850 --> 01:37:05,605 - Oh my god. - We're closed, man. 807 01:37:05,638 --> 01:37:07,351 "If your fear stop you, lampauilah fears." 808 01:37:07,352 --> 01:37:08,991 - Emily Dickinson. - Ya. 809 01:37:08,992 --> 01:37:12,469 "And I have an appointment and the distance that must kutepati before I sleep." 810 01:37:12,470 --> 01:37:15,251 - Walt Whitman? - That it has Robert Frost. 811 01:37:15,391 --> 01:37:17,859 - "Stay curious, not knowingly." - Yes. 812 01:37:17,860 --> 01:37:21,045 "God is a cruel bitch." You did not write his name? 813 01:37:21,165 --> 01:37:23,078 - That's my work. - You're our hero! 814 01:37:23,079 --> 01:37:25,101 All right, man. I was about to close. 815 01:37:25,102 --> 01:37:27,091 We just want to take our package. 816 01:37:27,092 --> 01:37:30,833 Sorry. Earlier I only serve this lady. I'm not going to open this store again. 817 01:37:30,834 --> 01:37:34,983 You do not need to open his shop Jack. Their package is there. 818 01:37:34,984 --> 01:37:39,474 It's a bad night, and I'm sure the package that will make this night even better. 819 01:37:39,499 --> 01:37:40,881 Do you mind? 820 01:37:46,864 --> 01:37:50,663 - That's your horse? - You may ride in the morning if you like. 821 01:37:50,984 --> 01:37:56,071 - Hey we build a camp, you stopped it? - Yes. 822 01:37:56,897 --> 01:37:59,589 Good night. See you tomorrow morning. 823 01:38:04,261 --> 01:38:06,234 No. 1 and No. 2. 824 01:38:14,861 --> 01:38:21,871 Cheryl, how can you own? We are always together just still feel bored. 825 01:38:22,162 --> 01:38:27,578 No, I passed a lot of scenic spots and places that do not want me to visit, 826 01:38:27,579 --> 01:38:30,775 But I think there are one or two places .. 827 01:38:30,879 --> 01:38:33,991 - Somehow the reason I ... - I understand. 828 01:38:34,540 --> 01:38:39,027 There were our girlfriend at home who do not want to rush us think. 829 01:38:42,142 --> 01:38:44,638 I think I know what you mean what you say. 830 01:38:45,881 --> 01:38:49,871 I do not want to discuss it. 831 01:38:51,453 --> 01:38:54,571 Oh, not again! Good night! 832 01:39:13,161 --> 01:39:16,561 Please look after him well. 833 01:39:29,185 --> 01:39:30,771 You do not have to do it. 834 01:39:36,478 --> 01:39:39,591 We promise to my mother to take care of her. 835 01:39:40,850 --> 01:39:42,671 There must be another way. 836 01:39:44,744 --> 01:39:48,651 We did not have the money to do it right. We would not be able to take care of him. 837 01:39:52,989 --> 01:39:56,040 Otherwise he will die slowly. 838 01:40:00,963 --> 01:40:02,948 Keep him well. 839 01:41:05,995 --> 01:41:10,431 Hey, bro, it's me. I know we've not have a home anymore, 840 01:41:10,898 --> 01:41:14,674 But I want you to come with. 841 01:41:14,870 --> 01:41:19,327 It's difficult, but please obey my will ya? 842 01:41:20,054 --> 01:41:22,012 A little walk. 843 01:41:25,432 --> 01:41:27,412 I love you. 844 01:41:28,732 --> 01:41:29,812 Until found. 845 01:41:32,828 --> 01:41:37,795 Hey, beautiful. I bought coffee and donuts for breakfast. 846 01:41:37,895 --> 01:41:39,983 Thank you. Very. 847 01:41:40,270 --> 01:41:44,871 - Recharge your strength before you leave. - Yes, thank you. 848 01:41:45,754 --> 01:41:46,905 Good morning friend. 849 01:41:47,963 --> 01:41:49,771 Good morning. 850 01:41:55,094 --> 01:41:59,094 Do you have an alias? A sort of nickname. 851 01:41:59,134 --> 01:42:02,114 - We've got one for you. - Really? 852 01:42:02,247 --> 01:42:05,082 - 'Queen of the PCT' - Right. 853 01:42:05,083 --> 01:42:09,274 Do you have a story of how people want to help you ... 854 01:42:09,275 --> 01:42:14,063 And no one is giving us. No one is giving us any. 855 01:42:14,203 --> 01:42:17,515 "Please come and restore your energy, your Majesty .." 856 01:42:17,817 --> 01:42:22,115 His Majesty is not going anywhere. Energy will heal by itself. 857 01:42:22,116 --> 01:42:23,818 Absolutely. 858 01:42:30,067 --> 01:42:33,437 Stop! Stop! 859 01:42:33,877 --> 01:42:37,177 The song will be ringing in my head to 100 miles ahead. 860 01:42:37,881 --> 01:42:39,971 - Would you ... - No! 861 01:42:40,663 --> 01:42:41,988 Do not. 862 01:42:50,582 --> 01:42:52,275 Shut up, man! 863 01:42:53,582 --> 01:42:54,875 Diam! 864 01:43:14,856 --> 01:43:17,122 DAY 80 865 01:43:41,416 --> 01:43:44,580 It is okay. You're safe. 866 01:43:46,616 --> 01:43:48,280 It is okay. 867 01:43:58,871 --> 01:44:00,284 Do not be afraid. 868 01:44:00,461 --> 01:44:02,296 Ah, you got it. 869 01:44:02,961 --> 01:44:04,784 thanks. 870 01:44:13,730 --> 01:44:16,010 - He's got a name? - Shooting Star. 871 01:44:16,200 --> 01:44:20,242 - Shooting Star? - I Vera and this is Kyle. 872 01:44:21,095 --> 01:44:24,074 I'm Cheryl, you enjoy the road-roads on today? 873 01:44:24,075 --> 01:44:27,353 We really enjoyed it, thank you very much for asking. 874 01:44:27,507 --> 01:44:28,979 You're polite. 875 01:44:29,047 --> 01:44:32,187 We're just a weekend, either raining or not. 876 01:44:32,370 --> 01:44:34,073 Vera was my grandmother. 877 01:44:34,273 --> 01:44:39,027 He was watching because I have a problem that should not tell to strangers. 878 01:44:43,578 --> 01:44:46,598 Well ... You do not need to tell them. 879 01:44:46,951 --> 01:44:50,491 Everybody's got problems. I also had a problem. 880 01:44:50,864 --> 01:44:53,043 Like what's the problem? 881 01:44:53,067 --> 01:44:54,116 Well ... 882 01:44:54,279 --> 01:44:58,751 I had problems with my father, and many others. 883 01:44:58,831 --> 01:45:02,280 Me too. What about your mother? 884 01:45:04,074 --> 01:45:05,871 He was dead. 885 01:45:09,961 --> 01:45:15,092 But the problem will not necessarily be a problem. They will turn into something else. 886 01:45:16,211 --> 01:45:18,138 How did he die? 887 01:45:20,545 --> 01:45:22,637 He's very sick. 888 01:45:23,194 --> 01:45:26,970 My mother was a singer. He taught me a lot of songs. 889 01:45:27,181 --> 01:45:30,017 - Oh really? - You want to hear it? 890 01:45:30,447 --> 01:45:31,795 Ya. 891 01:45:32,220 --> 01:45:36,713 ♪ They say of this hill you go. ♪ 892 01:45:37,140 --> 01:45:41,065 ♪ We missed cerahmu eyes and your sweet smile. ♪ 893 01:45:41,860 --> 01:45:46,149 ♪ You brought the entire sun, ♪ 894 01:45:46,500 --> 01:45:50,630 ♪ ... which shine on us for a moment. ♪ 895 01:45:51,180 --> 01:45:55,105 ♪ Come and sit next to me if you really love me. ♪ 896 01:45:55,700 --> 01:45:59,182 ♪ Do not ever disappoint me. ♪ 897 01:45:59,860 --> 01:46:03,785 ♪ Remember Bukit Red River. ♪ 898 01:46:04,060 --> 01:46:08,031 ♪ And the cowboy who love you so much. ♪ 899 01:46:08,620 --> 01:46:12,864 ♪ Remember Bukit Red River. ♪ 900 01:46:13,260 --> 01:46:17,185 ♪ And the cowboy who love you so much. ♪ 901 01:46:19,585 --> 01:46:21,202 Very beautiful. 902 01:46:22,185 --> 01:46:23,902 thanks. 903 01:46:57,705 --> 01:47:00,361 I miss you. 904 01:47:03,683 --> 01:47:06,272 God, I beg of you. 905 01:47:23,623 --> 01:47:27,912 There is no way to know what makes things happen or not. 906 01:47:29,293 --> 01:47:31,312 What causes what. 907 01:47:32,579 --> 01:47:34,726 What destroys what. 908 01:47:36,053 --> 01:47:38,489 What causes it, what are the consequences. 909 01:47:38,990 --> 01:47:40,571 Or dead. 910 01:47:40,990 --> 01:47:42,671 Or get another lesson. 911 01:47:46,500 --> 01:47:48,825 What if I forget myself? 912 01:47:51,074 --> 01:47:52,984 What if I regret it? 913 01:47:54,512 --> 01:47:59,217 But if I could turn back time, I would do it all differently. 914 01:48:02,888 --> 01:48:05,916 What if I want to sleep with all men? 915 01:48:07,773 --> 01:48:10,503 What if heroin teach me something? 916 01:48:14,700 --> 01:48:19,015 What if all I did was the one who brought me here? 917 01:48:21,171 --> 01:48:25,249 What if I never regret my mistake? 918 01:48:26,850 --> 01:48:29,019 What if I never existed? 919 01:48:40,489 --> 01:48:42,918 15-9-95 "We have never been prepared on what we thought." 920 01:48:43,002 --> 01:48:47,329 James Michener dan Cheryl Strayed. 921 01:48:47,662 --> 01:48:50,240 It will take many years to be a woman who was raised by my mother. 922 01:48:52,595 --> 01:48:55,988 It should be 4 years and 7 months and 3 days to do so. 923 01:48:57,249 --> 01:48:59,138 Without him. 924 01:49:01,324 --> 01:49:05,058 After I lost in the strong sense of my grief. 925 01:49:06,246 --> 01:49:08,584 Finally I could find my own. 926 01:49:16,628 --> 01:49:19,454 I do not know where I was until I got there. 927 01:49:19,628 --> 01:49:21,874 On the last day of my trip. 928 01:49:22,698 --> 01:49:26,249 thanks. I thought about it again and again. 929 01:49:26,709 --> 01:49:32,080 For all the things that have been taught. And all that I can not learn. 930 01:49:35,983 --> 01:49:38,800 It has been 4 years, I crossed the bridge life. 931 01:49:39,271 --> 01:49:43,591 I married a man who is almost always there where I stood. 932 01:49:44,372 --> 01:49:48,983 And after nine years, I and he had a son named Carver. 933 01:49:49,084 --> 01:49:53,918 And a year later, I had a daughter who was named after my mother, Bobbi. 934 01:49:56,494 --> 01:50:00,726 I realized I did not need to reach for something with his bare hands again. 935 01:50:00,749 --> 01:50:04,494 Because looking at the fish in the water level enough. 936 01:50:04,697 --> 01:50:06,771 That's everything. 937 01:50:08,255 --> 01:50:11,805 My life is just like any other living ... 938 01:50:12,779 --> 01:50:16,412 Mysterious, can not be changed, and the sacred. 939 01:50:17,492 --> 01:50:19,804 Very, very close. 940 01:50:21,116 --> 01:50:22,979 So close to the present. 941 01:50:25,208 --> 01:50:27,902 It feels like mine. 942 01:50:29,271 --> 01:50:33,124 So wild to be released. 943 01:50:34,850 --> 01:50:59,349