Gosh. OK...
"I chose to be a hammer, rather than being a nail."
Not!
Fuck you, bitch!
- Good luck. - Thank you.
Is.
- I need a room for the night. - $ 18.
Unless you bring a friend, the price will be more expensive.
I did not bring a friend.
Then, $ 18.
For now.
And will remain $ 18.
Unless there is a future.
Will not.
May be.
I'm down the PCT.
And I do not have a license or address.
Just write network address.
- Hello. - Hi.
Oh, hi.
- You're in Mojave? - Yes.
I wear your address for registration motel ...
I can not think of another address.
It is okay. Whenever you want.
If you met my brother, can you tell I've been up here?
Although I think he will not care.
Not. He definitely cares.
I was preparing dinner for friends, and ...
Oh, which friend?
It makes no difference?
No, I call you just because I could not contact Leif.
No, I want you to call, we're friends, remember?
- Sorry. - No, I'm sorry.
For what?
I have no idea.
Sorry...
... you have to walk 1000 miles just to ...
Finish the sentence.
Why do I have to walk 1000 miles?
You still have a list of addresses to be written?
Yes, I sent what else do you want?
No need. That task Aimee.
All right.
I have to go.
Goodbye, Cheryl.
Remember, you can be stopped at any time.
Shit.
Gosh.
Shit.
All right.
- Where are you going? - I'm going down the Pacific Crest Trail ..
Starting from the Mexican border to Canada, I will run for 3 months.
- Wow. - Up to Ashland.
You've often do?
I'm not obsessive. It's kind of a challenge for me.
Then we are the last man who would you meet it?
Right.
♪ You can not ... ♪
Return again ... ♪ ♪
Listen,
What is this sound familiar?
You wake up every morning.
Go to school every day.
Spend a night-night in the corner ...
...spend time.
Your life is so lonely,
... like a child without a toy.
Then came a miracle.
A child.
And that is what is called "relief".
♪ ♪ There will never ...
♪ ... home again. ♪
I love you, son.
"If your fear stop you, Lampauilah fears."
- Emily Dickinson (Dan Cheryl Strayed)-
Day 1.
Oh, my God.
What was I doing?
What...
...the fuck.
What...
...the fuck.
What the fuck...
You may stop at any time.
You can stop ...
...anytime.
You may stop .. ANYTIME.
5 THOUSAND
Yes!
Shit.
Oh, my God.
I thought about you today.
I feel drained.
Given this reason I undergo all ..
I hope you're not mad at me if I stopped.
"Today is a hoe unload the earth.
A bottle of brass, perfectly, aged 100 years,
Can treat fever or sadness ..
..sebuah medicine. To live in this world. "
- Today I read about Marie Curie. - "He died as a famous woman ..
Against illness.
Against pain comes from the same place with his strength. "
What did he say?
- He said he'll call you. - Are you serious?
- Does he think we're still in high school? - Precisely!
I think he would ask for your number.
Bobbi?
- How? - Current. Difficult but fun.
That's good. Until found.
Take it easy.
I only briefly.
- Sorry I ignore you today on campus. - It is okay, dear.
We agreed. It was strange to college with your own mother.
Not because I'm not proud of you.
IM very proud of you.
You know, I'm also proud of myself.
I know out there are many new things ..
..but not this much.
- You've been reading Erica Jong, right? - Yes.
Tell me about the "zipless fuck" (love without opening the zipper).
- Mom, I do not want to discuss it with you. - Oh, it should be. I have a task about it.
I mean, does it make it easier for women than ever before?
I do not know, can we not talk about it?
For me it was like covered by retsleting..Retsleting anywhere.
- And I ... hey ?! - Dinner what, Mom? I am hungry.
- Books and essays. - Will I prepared something. You want to eat here?
- Certain. - Mom, they're 18 years old and can cook.
Mother had a job to do.
Oh, if I could not be a mother, then I will not be able to be a student as well.
Once the rules.
It was ridiculous.
If you do not want to make us dinner, then let it be Mom.
Do not you understand that we are reading?
I have to do everything, and I want to do. And I hope you did as well.
Pasta?
"Against the pain comes from strength."
"Against the pain comes from the same place by force."
I am not afraid.
DAY 2
"Make sure you only use white gas stove suitable for this.
The use of other fuels could damage the equipment so it can not be used. "
Shit.
Damn!
Cold porridge turned out tasty.
Cold porridge with beans.
Cold porridge with tuna fish smell.
Dreams of cold porridge.
Feces cold porridge.
I like cold porridge.
DAY 5
What do you do if there is hiking, Cheryl?
30 MIL
I want to sit in a real toilet.
With a splash of water.
I like to cook.
Eat with others.
People is something I like.
I like talking to people, listening to people.
Turns out it was my hobby that has never been realized.
Until I decided to walk alone in this fucking desert.
DAY 8
I have to feed you, son.
Should I stay or go?
♪ I chose to be a sparrow than a snail. ♪
♪ Yes, I would ... ♪
Hei!
Is.
My name is Cheryl.
I was walking across the PCT. And I ran out of food.
Maybe you could take me to a place where I could get food.
I am working.
Yes, I understand. Maybe when you're done you can take me to a place.
There will not be open at this hour.
Maybe you could take me to a place that will open tomorrow morning for breakfast ..
Then I can camp nearby.
- You must be starving. - I brought food dehidran,
... I brought a stove but I was wrong to bring fuel.
I'm still a bit of work. But you can wait in my truck.
- Thank you. Thank you sir. - Yes.
Well, I guess you can go to my house for dinner and a shower ..
All right.
So, what kind of woman are you?
- What kind? - Yes, what do you like Jane?
You know, Tarzan & Jane. Are you Jane?
Women who are illegal?
I have something for us.
To restore kesegaranmu.
- Certain. - Ladies first.
Cheap but tasty.
- Right, right? - Thank you.
I'll call Jane.
Yes, my husband is also across the PCT with me.
It's just that he's been a little bit ahead.
We will soon meet, possibly at Kennedy Meadows.
Anything else you want to do after a hard day's work.
You like liquorice?
Why, thank you.
Come Jane!
You have to promise not tell my wife, because she does not like me to eat candy.
All right.
You're just going to stand there alone?
Oh, wait a minute dear. No offense.
thanks.
- You'll just looking at it alone? - Thank you.
Your husband, did you guys met in college?
Husband.
- Oh, Paul? - Yes.
Ya. Ya.
He must be crazy.
It's been pretty crazy for a man to travel like this.
Plus allow his wife to do so as well, he must have been really crazy.
Not everyone in this world think like you, Frank.
Not.
That's why the world is so messed up.
Me and Paul had their own desires.
- Do not you think so. - I wish I could.
You want to go with him?
You got an extra tent?
You're going to find me before it reached the end of the road there.
It's really tasty.
So...
- What does this horse tattoo for you two? - We both love horses.
Today we are getting a divorce.
And we thought we should do something that binds us.
Okay.
Would not it be easier if you stay married?
- And also cheaper. - Not. At least we did not regret it.
Couples do not have to stay married, but they also can not remain divorced.
Many requested to remove the tattoo?
Yes sometimes it happens.
I menyelingkuhinya.
It happens.
- He felt guilty. - Indeed.
Cheryl, come on ..
- Hey, man, sorry mistake. - The mistake was fatal.
I've often menyelingkuhinya,
This is true? Stryed?
No, 'Strayed'. As in the 'Stray Dog'.
Form was asked to write a new last name.
I'm looking for the right one.
Sounds good.
All complete.
You stay delivered.
7 years of the craziest and amazing.
Goodbye, Cheryl Strayed.
- Got what you need? - Yes.
Now I do not have to eat porridge cold again. I could eat hot porridge.
No husband, right?
No, I mean there used to be. But now he's in Minneapolis.
Not in PCT.
I say that because I'm afraid of you.
Yes I know.
I can not blame you.
- You ever thought about quitting? - Oh, just about 2-3 minutes.
All my body pain, all the time.
- Do you think I should quit? - Yes.
But do not listen to me. I have a lot of obligations.
Work. Wedding. When were you I'd stop on the first day.
- And do you regret it? - I have no choice.
I can not leave any of it.
There is no life there are no obstacles.
Yes, depending on how much.
- Be careful. - Alright
- Nice to meet you. - You are welcome.
Thanks, Frank.
DAY 9
21-6-95, Will you accept me? Will you?
"California" - Jeni Mitchell dan Cheryl Strayed -
Yes.
Oh, my God!
DAY 10
You're fine, Strayed. 5-7 miles per day.
If you continue like this you can only be completed in 20 years.
IM not hungry.
I do not miss the food.
I did not miss the tacos, chips and guac.
And certainly I did not miss the snow Minneapolis.
I did not miss margaritas.
I'm going to kill the snake for a snack.
I'm not an addict, I can control myself.
Yes, like all people using drugs?
I just try. I'm the type of girl who prefers "Yes" than "No".
DAY 12
80 MIL
Oh! Hi!
- Cheryl Strayed? - Ya. Hai!
- Do I know you? - I saw your name on the list.
- Only you're the only woman on the list. - Right.
- I'm Greg. - Nice to meet you.
- I'm going down. - Oh good.
Sorry, I do not know if there would be guests.
- You're way how many miles per day? - Currently, an average of 22 miles per day.
- You will arrive at Kennedy Meadows tomorrow? - I hope so.
I'm still working at 11-12 miles per day.
Yes, the first few weeks is difficult.
You can do the preparation and practice,
..but you can not prepare for pain and heat.
Moreover we choose the wrong year. You want to pass the Sierra?
Certain. I want to go through it all. So what?
Oh, very heavy there. The snow avalanches during this decade.
No one can pass there.
What if we make plans in Kennedy Meadows?
I would stay there for a few days to rest.
Yes, thank you. Let's make a plan. It was good for me.
All right.
I think I'm pregnant.
What?
- Who is the father? - I do not know.
I mean, I think I know, but ..
Do you think you know?
Are you kidding? What are you doing to yourself?
Please ask her bon.
Probe and shovel pregnancy.
Do it in front of me. And if you're pregnant, we visit his father and we make plans.
Next please.
There need be no plan.
I'm not going to have this baby.
I do not know since when I became this kind of trash.
I used to be strong.
I want to change, I want to think about my life.
I used to be great right? I ruined my marriage and my life.
I have to go back to the store.
And I would walk to me that has been there in the mind of my mother.
- I'll walk alone there. - What are you talking about?!
I'm trying to pass a giant rock.
♪ Maybe another girlfriend ... ♪
♪ ... can not pass the test. ♪
Come on, Bruce. Sing with me.
♪ If you're strong and ready for love ... ♪
♪ Honey, I'm stronger than ... ♪
♪ ... others. ♪
Is.
- You made it! - I did it!
All right, man. This is Cheryl, and his monster.
"Monster"? Tasku?
Gosh.
Okay, Can I get what?
Snapple. I dream of Snapple.
- And the potato chips. Any type. - Any?
- Thanks, I had the cash. - Do not, on me.
Why, thank you.
Seriously you do not bring Snapple in that bag?
I hope so.
- Congratulations! - Thank you.
I hope I get support like that when I walked.
Well, I know some say do not feed the animals, except for special events ..
One Snapple, and chips.
Once you're done, Ed will cook dinner in the camp.
Certainly remarkable. thanks.
Ed was remarkable. They called Ed and unusual.
"Dear,
If you're reading this it means you've managed to walk 100 miles in the Mojave desert.
Whatever happens between us, however angry we are,
..or whatever it is, I'm very proud of you, all of you.
Or, to be so.
Once you're done, you keep going. So you're not really doing anything.
Like me. So we can still be friends.
Minneapolis miss.
- Hey, Cheryl! Come here. - All right.
- So you're not a hiker? - Not like you.
I only come here during the summer and hang out with the original hiker.
You left me in awe.
- I'm not a real hiker. - You just road hundreds of miles in the hot desert.
And almost killed me.
- You want to help? - What do I look like I need help?
Shoes too small. That's why you lost your nails.
Yes you're right.
I realized after you told me.
I suppose it feels painful.
What should I do, I do not have the money to buy shoes.
- You buy it at REI? - Yes.
Contact them, explain, and they will send the shoes at the next stop.
- Very? - Yes.
And your bag, it's crazy. We need to do the trimming.
Fine, I will choose the things that are not useful to you,
..and you can get rid of it unless you can explain why you need it.
- Okay. - Okay?
- What good is this for you? - I smell. All the time...
And armpits was the source.
- You're having fun with this? - I've never even used it.
I do not know for what the saw.
- You burn what are you reading? - You want me to burn the books?
I promise you will not be a Nazi. But you have to make your bag much lighter.
So, all these things before the Kennedy Meadows ...
Oh, not that it was.
That this can not be burned.
It was a burden for you.
I did not take pictures at night.
Never.
You need this much?
What kind of women who carry condoms 12 while hiking.
Wait a minute.
You just send the shoes to get there? I do not need to do anything?
Thank you very much. You will become a firm favorite forever.
Well. Nice.
- What's wrong with James Michener? - He sucked, that's wrong.
- And which books have you read? - I have not read the book.
I read Adrienne Rich, Flannery O'Connor, you do not know them both anyway.
- Is there a difference for you? - I do not know what to say.
I like James Michener. And will not change.
- It must be very strange to you. - What?
How clever I am than when you were my age.
Yes, that's the plan.
- What plan? - I always want you're smarter than me.
I do not know if it hurts.
How did you cover up flaws?
You look very pretty in that dress.
Will soon me to make one more.
Any decision about the snow?
I think I will go ahead if possible.
Ed told me many a hiker through PCT 40 miles ahead towards Trail Pass.
And there they were forced to stop because of snow.
Then they boarded a bus to Reno and Truckee.
Then back on track with a lower height.
I'm not here to ride the bus.
Maybe you're not here to fall off the mountain.
Certain.
If you hesitate to lie to yourself, then further down ...
Lewat Mount Hood, atau Bridge of the Gods.
Bridge of the Gods (Bridge of God)? I like that name.
Do not force yourself.
You are speaking as if he had often done this all.
Can I ride my horse?
Bobbi Grey?
- I am sorry. - How long until I can ride my horse?
We'll give you radiation to shrink tumors in the spine.
One injection and the tumor will burst and shrink.
How long?
You're not okay, honey?
Yes, I am doing okay.
Hi, this is Paul. Leave a message and I'll call you.
Hi, sorry to call so late.
thanks. I'm in Reno.
If you're here maybe we can get divorced again.
I'm still alive.
That's it from me, and that's what I learned from my journey.
All right, bye.
DAY 25
Hi, I'm Cheryl. I hiker woman without friends.
Can I get in your car so that you can rape and dumping me?
- Hey, you're up North? - Yes, right.
I need a ride to 12 miles ahead.
- a big bag once. - Thank you.
I can not give you a lift because there is no more space.
What do you mean?
Yes, just stop by. Jimmy Carter.
There were no relatives.
I interviewed the homeless Hobo Times.
Touring the United States. And I tell you ...
... homeless woman was hard to find.
Oh, I think you misunderstood. I'm not homeless.
And tunggu..Itu real? Homeless magazine?
Yes, enough to pay for the car and bakarku material.
So, how long have you on the street?
I'm not on the street, I walked along the Pacific Crest Trail.
Except I was slightly shortens it, because there are avalanches of snow.
Well, if you're not homeless, where do you live?
Now I'm on the move. I plan to stay in Portland after completion.
Very cool. I just spoke with a homeless woman in two years.
Let me be clear. I'm not homeless. Not only because she left her life.
They should take care of the child. Should take care of the elderly.
- You sound like a feminist. - Indeed.
Perfect. It's wonderful. I like feminist.
So if you're not homeless, you'd have a job right?
I have a lot of different jobs.
Several years ago I was in college.
I hope you do not think this is too personal.
But I think it was the private trauma that force people to leave their lives ..
..and get into the homeless life. You think this is the same case for you?
This is my life. I was only a short break.
This is not the life of the homeless. I do not know what to say anymore.
- Can I take a picture? - No! It was ...
You will enter in the fall issue. Also in several other magazines.
- Harper interested in writing. - Harper?
Magazines in New York.
- Very posh. Something big. - Yes I know. I want to write for Harper ...
I do not want the spotlight and become 'the Poor of the Month'.
- What is this? - Package for the homeless. Thank you very much.
- Who's your dog's name? - Stevie Ray.
I got it at the moment the only Stevie Ray died.
I like Stevie Ray.
Hey, turn the "Love Struck". (Vibration of Love)
- Happened to me when you get into this car. - Shut up, Spider.
Ignore him. He's just an old jerk who was lust.
You must be tough to be able explore this path.
I was in the car with you. Hitchhike.
Not too tough.
You've got a cute child. How old is she?
8 years.
- I am sorry. - He was hit by a truck while cycling.
5 years ago.
He's a tough kid. Like her mother.
- I am really, really sorry. - I know, dear.
- It's not me. - No, it's not over yet.
We'll find someone who can help you, we will fight against the disease.
I've always been a mother, or a wife.
I have never been a driver in my own life.
I think there is still so much time.
It is just..
So many things have already started.
All right.
You must be kidding.
All right.
♪ The sun was behind me. The North should there. ♪
♪ I will not give up on this damn track, or I would end up in Delaware ... ♪
♪ Portland Bound. ♪
♪ I wish I was in Portland Bound. ♪
Hei!
- Where am I? - California.
- Extraordinary. - Plumas County!
Are you lost?
Not!
Just confused.
Hey, beautiful. Hi, my girl.
He saved my life. You know, after the mother left the father is.
I will not tell you promise.
I also know this is hard for you.
Try to do the best.
DAY 32
Back!
Back.
Back!
This will make mothers stay warm.
Tomorrow morning I will be here with Leif.
I love you.
Wou are everything. Only you have a mother.
What is progress?
Doctors say one year. This is just one month.
One month!
I'm sorry.
I will pray for him.
Saint Patrick jerk.
Go to hell you guys, the Santa.
Thank you, God, have shown the way to me.
As if he cares.
Sorry, but the Lord is a cruel bitch.
Yes, I do. This is urgent. Tell him to call.
Where have you been, Leif? I was in the hospital all day.
- Mother dying. You know that, right? - Do not say like that.
- Capital can not die. - Can. And he is dying.
Stop!
He can not die.
- There is a Killer, and Doobie. - Doobie.
Also Motorcycle Dan.
Motorcycle Dan.
I want to be like him.
"If you hold your face to the glass, you will be able to see most of Lake Superior."
A room with a view of.
All my life I've always wanted to have a room with a great view.
Gosh, Mom never changed.
In recent years, I acted as if the mother was a nobody to me.
But, really, the mother is everything.
What are you doing?
I was praying.
Diameter.
I pray to the universe.
I hope there is a God up there.
I want a miracle. Wonders!
I do not want Mom died at the age of 45 years.
I can not wait to see his face.
He must be very happy to see you.
He would have been happy to see us.
- How big is the mother loves you? - Not.
- As much as this? - Not.
Mom's hands could not be wider again!
"PLEASE REPORT BEFORE DUTY NURSE TO THE TABLE."
- We're compressing his eyes. - What?
He wants to donate his corneas, so we ...
Gosh!
Fuck you, bitch!
What do you want?
Screw it, let's go!
♪ I chose to be a sparrow than a snail. ♪
♪ Yes, I would ... ♪
♪ ♪ If I could ...
♪ sure I would ... ♪
♪ I chose to be a hammer than to be a nail. ♪
♪ Yes, I would ... ♪
What is going on?
What's wrong with you, ma'am?
"What happened to you"? I'm happy. People love to sing.
Why mother happy?
- You do not have anything, ma'am. - No, we are rich in affection.
Jeez, do not start again ..
- We both just a waitress. - And also a student.
And we owe our lifetime. The house was also damaged.
You now live alone because you're married to an alcoholic abusive.
And how could you sing. What else have not you get?
I do not care about all that, believe me.
But then what?
Cheryl, no one can teach you, but you give your best effort.
If you can do it, then you will be able to survive.
- And this is your best effort? - I'm trying.
What I regret marrying rough and alcoholics?
Not. Because on the other hand I could have you.
And your brother. It turned out to be right? It was not easy.
You are everything.
All they could be much worse than this, dear.
You could have committed suicide ..
But I do not know, I want to live.
I want to live, and see you guys happy life.
DAY 49
Hi, you have a package for me? My name is Cheryl Strayed.
- New shoes on REI? - Yes.
- How much do you like the way it was? - About 50 miles.
- Are you sure there are no more packages? - Yes I am sure.
You walked 50 miles with plaster. I'm sure this is the right package.
- And two dollars for his Snappler. - No need.
thanks.
You like my shoes?
Dear Cheryl, you're already half way. 600 miles. Gosh.
I heard from Aimee you will run longer.
Did you set your final destination?
Tell me if you want I sent foot cream.
Sorry I cut off your phone before you left.
I knew it was not good.
The funny thing is ..
I admit that ...
...I miss you.
Remember to bring enough water before you go on.
There is a water tank about 20 miles from here, is that true?
Yes, but out there the temperature is above 100 degrees.
- So will a lot of sweat. - Okay thank you.
- Hi. - How are you?
- There's a package for Stacey Johnson? - Have I checked.
- Hey, you down the PCT? - Yes, you too?
You're a woman!
You met with a man named Greg?
Yes, right. While still at Kennedy Meadows.
My knowledge is even less than today.
- He stopped. - What?
- Greg? - He can not continue because of the snow.
- He'll be back next year. - Wow!
Greg stopped and I still survive.
Let's drink to that.
Do you feel lonely?
To be honest, I would feel lonely in my normal life than here.
I certainly missed my friend, but ...
It seems no one is really waiting for me back home.
How about you? Why are you here?
I have no idea. I just felt the need to find something in myself.
I think this track is good for that. I mean just look ...
This trip has the power to mencerahkanmu if you understand.
My mother often said something that pissed me off:
"The sun rises and sets every day ..
And you can choose to see which one.
You can go into the incredible beauty. "
The kind of woman that I love.
She was the love of my life.
Nothing else needs to be explained.
I think there will be a sofa and Kleenex.
That the therapy $ 50 / hour.
This therapy is $ 10 / hour.
Why do you think that death ibumulah the crush?
What kind of job is only advocated that people do not really grieve?
People grieve in different ways.
- I asked about you. - Am I that bad?
You're using heroin. And you had sex with anyone who asks.
I'm not sure if it will make you happy.
You're wrong. Because when I do that I feel good and happy.
And if it does not do it, I'd want to die.
You slept with your husband, too?
Not. For matters of sex I'm more like a man. I prefer without bond.
Once he think?
"Youre here".
I saw the poster is everywhere, and I hated it.
Why do you teach children that they are nothing.
- You feel mean? - Yes, I know I mean.
So who's left?
It will not succeed. Not because of his talk.
You want the sandwich?
Come on, quickly. Quickly get in the car.
- Quickly get into the car. - Get out of you!
Damn you whore!
I will kill you!
I'll kick you with my new shoes, bitch.
Thank you, dear.
- Eggs and pork roast. - You want eggs and pork roast?
No more rain, no more pain.
"Even children with normal feet will be happy after getting new shoes."
Flannery O'Connor.
Dan Cheryl Strayed.
DAY 56
Ashes from the body is not like ash from a fire,
Soft and smooth.
Looks like a mix of white pebbles and gray.
Most of us sprinkle around his tombstone.
And others, I put in my mouth.
And I swallow everything.
Then I moved to Portland.
With Joe's crazy.
The first time I smoked heroin,
I laughed like a child.
And danced in front of her music box.
I regret it. I will not try it again.
Will never.
The first time I injected it, I ask:
♪ "Again, again, again. Do you like it?" ♪
The day after my birthday, a man asked me for money.
A week after that ...
Finally someone say birthday to me,
- Do not touch me! - Do not mess with me!
Why did you come. I'm not telling. You want tomorrow to be a hero?
Yes, maybe.
- Why did you come here? - Because!
Just because.
Fuck.
Where is that damn water tank?
Not!
Oh, my God. I do not want to die here.
30 minutes?! Iodine pills shit!
Is.
Do you have water?
I'll give it to you, but it's still not ready.
Keep half an hour, taking iodine tablets.
We have to filter it first.
We do not have filters.
You can use mine.
You've got the bottle?
- empty beer cans? - OK.
- What are you doing here? - Down the PCT.
- How do we kill time? - I have an idea.
Nice body too right?
My journey is still long, so I had to get going.
Why do not you just here first?
Yes, we also had to go.
- Thank you very much. - Yes.
I thought you were gone.
I changed my mind.
Want to deceive us?
No, I changed my mind.
Clothes also changed.
I like your pants. Suitable for you.
Shows hips and legs.
And also your little ass.
Please do not say that.
Not may I commend ladies man?
thanks.
What are you doing? I thought you were lost!
Come quickly. Let's go!
This is for the young woman alone in the woods.
DAY 62
WELCOME TO WASHINGTON AND OREGON BORDER OF CANADA
Hello, Oregon Cow!
"But I have an appointment and the distance that must kutepati before I sleep."
Robert Frost dan Cheryl Strayed.
- That color looks good on you. - So do you think?
Gosh.
- Can I say something? - Sure.
Lipstick-best in the world will not help ...
... if she does not keep her.
- I do intend to keep it. - It should be uppermost, gorgeous.
Is.
To.
I work in the music club at the end of the road,
Tonight we invite Jerry Garcia,
- Can you come? - Certain.
- What is your name? - Cheryl.
- Do not worry, I do not bite. - I do not mind being bitten.
Gosh, I do not believe in saying it.
Sorry, I'm so long alone.
I do not mean that. Of course, I often a relationship but ..
..sudah some time now I'm alone.
I'll put your name on the guest list.
See you later, I hope.
Hi, dear. This package Ashland-mu.
Enjoy a decent break, but ...
... do not overdo it? Stay focused on your journey.
I told you you could stop anytime.
But I take back what I said.
Call me when you get to the finish line.
Hugs and kisses, Aimee.
Do I know you?
Dear Paul, this morning I woke up and put your name on the sand.
I did that at every beach I'd gone since I met you.
But I will not do it again.
I'm ready to go.
I only have to walk 300 miles.
I really want this to be done.
But I was too scared.
When I was done, I only have two words in my name.
But I have to start a new life.
And I do not know what I'm ready.
- Please. Please wait. - I just closed.
- I think you're saving my package in there. - Can not wait until tomorrow?
The contents of food and much needed battery.
All right.
You must be willing to drink with me afterwards.
Certain.
This is it, beautiful.
thanks.
You like Punch?
I'll make that tasty. I put all the wine into the container,
... then pour the juice on it.
Sounds good.
- Cheryl? - Ya.
- Oh my god. - We're closed, man.
"If your fear stop you, lampauilah fears."
- Emily Dickinson. - Ya.
"And I have an appointment and the distance that must kutepati before I sleep."
- Walt Whitman? - That it has Robert Frost.
- "Stay curious, not knowingly." - Yes.
"God is a cruel bitch." You did not write his name?
- That's my work. - You're our hero!
All right, man. I was about to close.
We just want to take our package.
Sorry. Earlier I only serve this lady. I'm not going to open this store again.
You do not need to open his shop Jack. Their package is there.
It's a bad night, and I'm sure the package that will make this night even better.
Do you mind?
- That's your horse? - You may ride in the morning if you like.
- Hey we build a camp, you stopped it? - Yes.
Good night. See you tomorrow morning.
No. 1 and No. 2.
Cheryl, how can you own? We are always together just still feel bored.
No, I passed a lot of scenic spots and places that do not want me to visit,
But I think there are one or two places ..
- Somehow the reason I ... - I understand.
There were our girlfriend at home who do not want to rush us think.
I think I know what you mean what you say.
I do not want to discuss it.
Oh, not again! Good night!
Please look after him well.
You do not have to do it.
We promise to my mother to take care of her.
There must be another way.
We did not have the money to do it right. We would not be able to take care of him.
Otherwise he will die slowly.
Keep him well.
Hey, bro, it's me. I know we've not have a home anymore,
But I want you to come with.
It's difficult, but please obey my will ya?
A little walk.
I love you.
Until found.
Hey, beautiful. I bought coffee and donuts for breakfast.
Thank you. Very.
- Recharge your strength before you leave. - Yes, thank you.
Good morning friend.
Good morning.
Do you have an alias? A sort of nickname.
- We've got one for you. - Really?
- 'Queen of the PCT' - Right.
Do you have a story of how people want to help you ...
And no one is giving us. No one is giving us any.
"Please come and restore your energy, your Majesty .."
His Majesty is not going anywhere. Energy will heal by itself.
Absolutely.
Stop! Stop!
The song will be ringing in my head to 100 miles ahead.
- Would you ... - No!
Do not.
Shut up, man!
Diam!
DAY 80
It is okay. You're safe.
It is okay.
Do not be afraid.
Ah, you got it.
thanks.
- He's got a name? - Shooting Star.
- Shooting Star? - I Vera and this is Kyle.
I'm Cheryl, you enjoy the road-roads on today?
We really enjoyed it, thank you very much for asking.
You're polite.
We're just a weekend, either raining or not.
Vera was my grandmother.
He was watching because I have a problem that should not tell to strangers.
Well ... You do not need to tell them.
Everybody's got problems. I also had a problem.
Like what's the problem?
Well ...
I had problems with my father, and many others.
Me too. What about your mother?
He was dead.
But the problem will not necessarily be a problem. They will turn into something else.
How did he die?
He's very sick.
My mother was a singer. He taught me a lot of songs.
- Oh really? - You want to hear it?
Ya.
♪ They say of this hill you go. ♪
♪ We missed cerahmu eyes and your sweet smile. ♪
♪ You brought the entire sun, ♪
♪ ... which shine on us for a moment. ♪
♪ Come and sit next to me if you really love me. ♪
♪ Do not ever disappoint me. ♪
♪ Remember Bukit Red River. ♪
♪ And the cowboy who love you so much. ♪
♪ Remember Bukit Red River. ♪
♪ And the cowboy who love you so much. ♪
Very beautiful.
thanks.
I miss you.
God, I beg of you.
There is no way to know what makes things happen or not.
What causes what.
What destroys what.
What causes it, what are the consequences.
Or dead.
Or get another lesson.
What if I forget myself?
What if I regret it?
But if I could turn back time, I would do it all differently.
What if I want to sleep with all men?
What if heroin teach me something?
What if all I did was the one who brought me here?
What if I never regret my mistake?
What if I never existed?
15-9-95 "We have never been prepared on what we thought."
James Michener dan Cheryl Strayed.
It will take many years to be a woman who was raised by my mother.
It should be 4 years and 7 months and 3 days to do so.
Without him.
After I lost in the strong sense of my grief.
Finally I could find my own.
I do not know where I was until I got there.
On the last day of my trip.
thanks. I thought about it again and again.
For all the things that have been taught. And all that I can not learn.
It has been 4 years, I crossed the bridge life.
I married a man who is almost always there where I stood.
And after nine years, I and he had a son named Carver.
And a year later, I had a daughter who was named after my mother, Bobbi.
I realized I did not need to reach for something with his bare hands again.
Because looking at the fish in the water level enough.
That's everything.
My life is just like any other living ...
Mysterious, can not be changed, and the sacred.
Very, very close.
So close to the present.
It feels like mine.
So wild to be released.