The Words...
... By me.
Part one.
"The old man stood up in the rain.
He watches Rory and Dora Jansen walk to the limo.
Somehow it seems as if raindrops missed them. "
- Thank you. - Good night.
No, no, tell Mom you don't need to worry. Listen, we just want him to feel better, okay? </ P>
All right? </ P>
Yes. No, no. He brought his camera. They will take lots of pictures. </ P>
There are many photographers there. This is an event, yeah. </ P>
Okay, alright, we know - Yes, yes. </ P>
- We love you too. - We love you, Chuckles. </ P>
Bye. </ P>
My parents are very happy.
And they love you so much.
Are you happy?
Yes, of course, this is a big night, right?
This is a great honor.
Dear, you're just nervous. That's normal.
I'm just a little tired, You know?
I didn't expect all of this.
Where are you?
That should be a small book, do you know?
I know.
It's great that you can take the time for a small award us.
- We know you're busy. - It's all our pleasure.
No. Come on. Your book is amazing. But, of course, you know that. </ P>
You have read all the reviews. </ P>
The Window Tears has introduced us to wrong one of the most interesting things...
... and sensitive young writers...
... It appeared on the literary horizon for a very long time.
We feel special to present it here tonight...
... winner of this year's American Fellowship of Arts and Letters Award...
... Mr. Rory Jansen. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
I'm just trying to tell the truth as I imagine. </ P>
The story of someone, wife and child.
I never thought a small book like this would affect so many people.
I just wish I had an idea for the second book me.
I don't want to waste time. You guys
I'll end it by saying...
... that I'm right- right feel honored tonight. Thank you. </ P>
Rory Jansen memiliki segalanya yang pernah ia impikan.
But somewhere, the old man is waiting.
And he will change everything.
"Right after college, they move to Brooklyn. </ P>
They found the first place to stay in an old factory. </ P>
That was five years before the book and awards...
But... Rory already knows how what his life will be like. "</ P>
Just go straight back. Yes. </ P>
- Then? - Two more steps. </ P>
- Okay, here? - Yes. </ P>
- Release. - Just release it? </ P>
He loves her. </ P>
Dora? </ P>
- He loves New York. - You will drop me. </ P>
He likes to fight to pay rent.
Struggling to make his art.
Life is like all the great writers he idolizes.
Okay, I think we have to put a picture there.
And your work desk will look good if it's put there.
And I think we have to paint the bathroom is pink.
Never will.
"A young writer, struggles to make his voice heard.
He likes a bottle of cheap wine. </ P>
- How much is it? - 20 dollars. </ P>
And there's nothing to do in the daytime except to roam the streets
Oh.
This matches my eyes. What do you want me to do?
But at night, when the whole city sleeps...
... He writes. "
Thank you, honey.
Just write the final part.
And then?
And then I'll go to an agent suggested by Professor Waller.
And then?
And then we will celebrate.
But we don't have money.
Then we will celebrate.
Just settle this. </ P>
Honey. baby.
dear. Come on, I have to solve this. </ P>
- Okay, I have to finish this. - Fine. </ P>
But you missed. </ P>
Done.
Well, if he doesn't want to do it, he doesn't have to do it.
Look, I said I would try.
What do you mean? < br /> Of course that's my words.
I have to know on Wednesday, that's when I placed the order.
- I'll call again. Goodbye. - Work hard? </ P>
Yang Aku lakukan adalah memadamkan api. Tidak pernah berhenti.
Look, I know daddy is busy, so I come directly, okay?
Come to my room.
How much?
Only for next month to cover up the shortcomings. </ P>
And then what? You appeared here next month? </ P>
I sent my book to the agent, < br /> Say it has potential.
Do they give you money?
No, but, well, that's not the way. It's not like daddy's business, okay?
It's not like we do work, we get paid for it, okay?
- I have to pay my fees. - No, I'm paying fees You, right?
Look, I won't ask if I don't need it.
I thought I'd like to come here like this? </ p >
Do you think daddy likes to say & apos; no & apos;?
Dad feels like hurting you rather than helping you.
You must be responsible for your life.
I'm responsible for my life.
I have had a job since I was 15. I used to be a busboy.
Okay, we have decided two years ago...
... I will dedicate myself to become a writer.
We talk in the living room.
- Mother is there. He agreed - - But it's been a long time. </ P>
So maybe now this should only be a hobby...
... It's not a profession until you get your feet on the ground.
Alright, thank you for the encouragement, Pop.
- What about Dora? - What about Dora?
Do you know? Sorry I wasted Father's time.
Come back! Hey, sit down! Sit down. </ P>
Talk about marriage...? </ P>
how old are you, 11? </ P>
This is the last one. </ P>
You have to get job, something stable, support yourself.
That's part of being a man.
I try to be a man, yeah.
Another part of being a man...
... No matter how painful it is, accept your limitations. </ P>
Come here. </ P>
- I love you. - I love you. </ P>
- I will return it, dad knows. - Yes. </ P>
Yes. Hey, you can always work here. </ P>
We will kill each other. </ P>
"He keeps writing...
... Believe that he has a story alone.
He sent his work wherever they might publish it.
But everything he heard was denial, not interested...
.... or the loudest sound of all...
... Shut up. </ P>
Finally, great writer, Rory Jansen...
... Forced to take a job. </ P>
He found a position in one of the biggest publishing companies...
... In New York, hopes to make several connections. "
I made a million connections here.
- What, are you a writer? - Yes.
I have all my writing on different agents around here.
I'm really glad it gave me time to make a breakthrough.
This gives me a chance to develop > my style, understanding the market.
So what do you write?
A grumpy young man, I guess.
I used to write like that.
Now I write sci-fi.
You're an adult, you know. Take time.
Are you going to write tonight?
I'll just stay quiet and watch a movie or find food or something. </ p >
Okay.
"Unwittingly, they have arranged their lives.
And on Friday afternoon, they were married at City Hall.
They honeymoon in Paris. "
Are you ready?
Yup.
Two minutes, okay?
- Only two more minutes. - There are no more antique shops.
Thank you. Put it. </ P>
Klondike 474. Repeat 47...
What do you think about this? It's like...
good.
What do you think about this?
I think it's old.
I think it's good.
I think if we clean it, you can use it to work.
- Yes? - This is classy. </ P>
I will buy it for you. </ P>
Thank you, Mrs. Jansen. </ P>
They returned to New York, and the honeymoon is over.
All letters and packages leave it to the assistant.
Hey, Irene.
"And then, without warning at all...
Rory... gets a call which he has been waiting for. "
Thank you. Okay. </ P>
Thank you very much. Okay, okay. </ P>
The agent has a perfect reputation in terms of feeling and finding a young literary star. </ P>
This is good. </ P>
This is really nice. I mean, it is beautiful writing...
... And actually it's that you have to be very proud of yourself.
Thank you very much, wow.
- I work very hard for this. - The results show.
I see you, I can't believe how young you are.
Well...
I have to tell you, Rory, I only saw so much truth in your work.
A - I... I'm very impressed.
Wow, I can't believe this. This is....
But unfortunately, the state of is the publishing business now...
... At this time is such that I don't know...
... How to publish a book like this.
Listen, Rory, no one will support a book like this. </ p >
- Books like this? - From an unknown writer.
There is no market for this.
Now, it's hard for every writer under any circumstances...
... Without a track record for can be published. And this book...
... I mean, this is so interior. </ P>
Interior? What's that? </ P>
It's artistic, it's smooth. This...
This is a work of art. </ P>
So this book, I just have to put it aside and forget about it. </ P>
I just - I spent three years working on it.
I just tried to be honest with you.
I just told you the reality the situation.
Be patient
You know, I won't call you here if I really don't believe you.
You will be fine.
So we have two weeks in September. We are planning a trip.
We thought we would rent - What? We will rent a boat. </ P>
We will go to Turkey but we have to get a boat. </ P>
- Like a 50-footer. - Nothing crazy.
Good, but it's the first two weeks in September.
- This is the beginning - - Find a replacement.
You don't want to miss this.
- This will be really great. - This will be amazing.
- Breakfast, lunch, dinner. - You caught fish...
... straight from the sea, they cooked it. It's amazing. </ P>
Snorkeling, diving. It's totally different on a boat. </ P>
"He can't stop thinking about the story. </ P> p>
where did it come from?
Who wrote it?
In those words...
... He has been faced with by the realization of everything...
... he has ever dreamed of...
... And reality of what he will never experience. "
Friend, what happened to you, man?
- You're 100 miles away. - We want you to go.
Why are you not silent?
Rory!
- What...? - Oh no, no.
- Really, I can't now . - What happened to you?
I'm not...
How can you end up here?
- Rory
I saw my life, I saw your life, I saw his life...
... I saw my father, I saw everyone...
... I have no idea how everyone does what they want.
- I don't know. - You don't need to know.
- I don't know! - It's okay! You don't have to know. </ P>
There's so much time, Rory. </ P>
I'm talking about my chaotic life here! </ P>
- What about your life? - This isn't true!
There's nothing right!
Rory, how should make me feel?
How should make me feel?
I'm not what I think, okay?
No.
And I'm afraid that I will never be like that.
I'm sorry.
It's OK.
"He doesn't know why he did it.
He just wants to feel the words past his fingers...
... Through his mind.
He retyped every word as written on the page.
He did not change the time, comma, or even correct spelling errors.
He needs to know what it's like...
... to touch it...
... even for a moment. "
Rory, can you come here?
What's wrong?
Hey. Are you okay?
What's wrong, honey ?
Hey.
Kiss me.
Hey, what's that?
- Oh, my God. - What ?
- What? - Are you pregnant?
No, no, no, I want you to listen to me.
I work /> use a computer today...
... And I swear to you I never touched your work before...
... But your writing on the screen...
-... and I started reading one sentence... - Oh, no.
... Then I read the second sentence, and I can't stop it .
Listen to me. You are everything You always want to be what you want. </ P>
Dora, you are not...
Why do you keep it confidential from me? </ P> p>
No, it's not a secret.
These stories, they are so different from what you wrote before.
It's as if you stop hiding.
It's more complete, more real, more honest.
There's a part of you in this novel that I always knew was there....
... But I've never seen it before.
- I've never been - - Which part?
Which part?
All about you.
All of you, baby.
This should be seen.
Just listen to me, okay.
You always say that what you want you do is to be a good writer.
With this, Rory...
... You're a great writer.
Dear...
... Take it to work < br /> and show someone.
And if you don't want to do it for yourself...
... Then please do it for me. </ p >
- Sorry to interrupt, Mr. Cutler. - Hey, Rory. How are you doing today? </ P>
- Good. - Fine. </ P>
Do you have a minute? </ P>
I'm a bit busy here. What can I do for you? </ P>
I've been working here for more than two years. I haven't asked anyone for anything. </ P>
I feel you will ask for that now.
You see, there are novels.
And I know that you get shipments all the time and you're very busy...
... But I don't want nothing other than your opinion.
I would really appreciate that.
Days passed.
Sunday became a month.
And when autumn comes, Rory has done everything but forgot about the book.
Rory.
Can I help you, Mr. Cutler?
- Come here for a moment. - I have training
Yes, yes, he will find his way back. Close the door.
You know what I did last night?
because of Debra's insistence, and God knows I tried to calm her down.
I read your novel last night.
You read it?
Did you show this to others, anyone outside the agency?
No, no, you're the only one who saw it.
I mean, besides my wife. </ P>
What did she think? </ P>
She insisted that I show it to you. </ P>
Well, I'm impatient to meet him and thank him.
Rory, I really want to introduce yourself...
... and your work.
that you have written...
... A work of extraordinary fiction.
"there is no enlightenment.
There are no signs of the gods to show him the right direction...
... As in all the books that he has grown up loved.
All he has to do is to sign a contract.
This book is very important and commercially successful. "
Thank you. Hi.
" He is an idol of the literary world of New York. "
Winners of this year's American Fellowship of Arts and Letters Award...
Mr.... Rory Jansen.
Let's toast here for our child, the author.
- For Rory. - For Rory.
"Rory Jansen has made his choice.
And then he met the old man. "
That's the end of part one.
Thank you.
Thank you for coming.
Come on, all of you. Give this man room to breathe. </ P>
This is rest time, anyway. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
If you want to lie or relax for a while...
... You know where the room is.
I read that you like the 2005 Ros .
Don't forget, Clayton, 30 minutes, there's no time for foreplay.
- I'm sorry. - It's okay, I've read the books.
So, what's your name before?
I haven't mentioned it yet. Daniella. </ P>
A beautiful name. </ P>
Can't you think something better than that? </ P>
Okay, how about this:
p>
They gave me a small green room behind there.
There was very good wine and cheese. And I don't have to sign the book again...
... And maybe I'll think of something more interesting to say. </ P>
Want to go there?
- Please. - Come on.
It will be completely dry when I read, and I still have many parts.
- Don't fool me. - No.
No What. Anyway, I already know everything about you. </ P>
Oh, really? Everyone? </ P>
Everything. </ P>
What do you know? </ P>
I know you hate tomatoes. </ P>
I know...
p>
... Miles Davis & apos; Kind of Blue is your favorite jazz record. </ P>
I know you like watching Cheers reruns. </ P>
And I know you took Latin for seven years...
-... and cheat on every test. - Wait a minute. How do you know that? </ P>
Esquire, you said it yourself. </ P>
I have to start reading my interview. </ P>
So...
I know that you have been with your wife since the first year you went to college.
I know that you go to every Yankees home match...
... And I know that you, Clayton Hammond, are a genius.
- That's all you know. - Why is that?
I wasn't in two Yankee matches last year.
Oh, sorry.
And my wife and I have...
... parted ways .
I already know that, but you use a ring.
Yes.
So, Daniella...
... How can you be backstage tonight? </ P>
I'm a graduate student at Columbia, and I asked for a ticket from my professional. </ P>
I won Elman Fellowship, like you. </ P>
Mr Hammond, mereka sudah siap.
Yes, Mr. Hammond, we are ready.
This is the second and final part of from tonight.
"It was the dry season < br /> and sunny morning.
The old man is dressed exactly like the day before. "
- Do I want to call a taxi? - I'll ride bus, thank you.
You're welcome.
To Central Park? Good. </ P>
How are you doing today? </ P>
Good. How are you doing? </ P>
- Do you know what I mean? - Sure. </ P>
What book did you read? </ P>
Ask the Dust, John Fante.
Oh, how did you find it? Nobody knows him.
You read Fante?
Read it? I know him. </ P>
You know John Fante. </ P>
Meet him in Los Angeles. </ P>
Pasti itu tahun 1958.
He should be someone who everyone knows.
Yes.
What happened?
Life.
>
So what does it feel like?
How does it feel?
Known by everyone?
You know, I didn't think about it.
Oh come on.
Don't fool stupid parents.
It feels good, right?
It feels good that your writing /> recognized, yeah.
Yes, I am sure so, yes.
Surely you get a table that is good at the restaurant now.
Yes
Life is so nice to you.
God smiles when you are born.
They look down and say, "Look there, that is a writer.
It's only been exaggerated. I'm just lucky.
I wrote a book, people like it.
I mean, I don't know how this happened. </ P>
I mean, I wrote two books...
... Which won't be published if this one doesn't exist.
Well, I'm sure they will publish it now.
I read your book.
I really like it, really.
Thank you . I appreciate it. </ P>
And now forgive this old fan for a moment. </ P>
Just want to satisfy me. </ P>
You wrote about Paris...
... Right after the war.
And when I read your story, I was there.
I tasted the wine, the sweetness of the wine.
Me....
... Fall in love with the girl.
I'm sitting in the cafe that morning...
... wondering...
... What is my future.
Or is everything prepared for me. </ P>
I heard...
... A child who cries at night. </ P>
And I feel homesick...
... to my very remote home.
You are a good writer, friend.
Thank you.
Wow Thank you. I really appreciate that.
I have to go. My wife
I know, I know. </ P>
Artists always feel uncomfortable talking about their work. </ P>
- No, no, no. - I wonder if there is one thing...
-... what you can do for me. - Sure.
I want you sign...
-... this book. - Of course.
Is there a pen?
Author without pen.
OK...
Alright, this is the day of reading.
Oh yeah.
Well, I have a pen. </ P>
So...
... I have a story. </ P>
A very good story. </ P>
Right now, I know you always have a good story, but I think you will like this story. </ P>
If I tell you this and you write it... </ p >
... Fine, then, maybe...
... can you give me a little credit?
Well, that won't be fair, right?
>
Have a nice day.
It's about a man who wrote a book then lost it...
... And someone found it. </ p >
Are you still here?
Do you want to hear my story?
Or don't you have time?
... It was 1944, and there was a child 18 years old...
... A soldier in the armed forces, never involved in a war.
He was sent to Paris just after the war ended.
That's it...
A foolish child... with a smile silly on his face.
That's him in Paris.
For him, that might also be the other side of a chaotic world.
This is ridiculous that it turns out that the team continues to draw bad details.
Most of their time, is used to dig waste pipes...
... which was blown up by Germany during the occupation. </ P>
That was so terrible. </ P>
Street odor. </ P>
I miss Utah. </ P>
Somehow it's happy...
... Like a pig in mud.
People on the team, most of them are different...
... From anyone he knows in his environment.
They come from all the small cities that he never even heard of. </ P>
This poor boy might step on a mine. </ P>
Let's put it in the morgue. </ P>
p>
That was the only corpse he saw while in the Army.
There was one person in his team who was very different from him... </ p >
... An intellectual who is nerdy...
... And from time to time, they become good friends.
He lent some books to read...
... That's the first book he ever read.
For the first time...
He wants to be something more.
- A writer. - Yes...
... But he doesn't know what is the meaning from that word.
Of course you don't understand how to start it.
You grew up in Philadelphia?
grew up in Philadelphia but was born in London.
London?
What did he say?
- What did he say? - My French is bad...
... But I'm pretty sure he said he loved you.
- Talk to him. - No
- Come on. - That's not funny. </ P>
Talk to him. </ P>
Come on, if you don't want to, I will. </ P>
He then realized that was say it is:
"Pay your food and leave here."
But what's next?
He uses one word from French.
And he knows one word from English.
Yes.
That is a perfect relationship.
What is ice cream?
What?
- Why? - It's cold in my head.
- Cold your head? - Yes, pain.
Try it like this. Use your finger like this.
Under the tongue. This is a trick. This will make it disappear, okay? </ P>
- Don't want to disappear. - Wait a minute, okay? </ P>
Now? </ P>
Lost.
Correct.
Okay, one more.
What happened?
He was removed from the Army.
But the world that once was suddenly appeared...
... Small.
Nothing has changed since he left.
Except himself.
He has changed.
For the first time in his life...
... He tried to write.
Try to write about Paris....
... About what he saw...
... And how he felt.
But those words did not appear
He knows the life he wants.
He knows what to do to get it.
The young man starts an apprenticeship as a writer.
He got a job as a journalist for weekly, small English-language tabloids.
There are many of them all expats appear...
... and they will hire people who can string several words together. </ P>
This is a good place to study. </ P>
He married Celia two weeks later .
Six kilograms and three ounces, have eyes like his mother.
That was the moment...
... Not because he knew that at the time.
Maybe the one that was never done.
He kept crying.
Sometimes, he could barely think, let alone write.
Sir?
He is sick.
His wife?
My daughter.
There is nothing he can do.
Celia is no longer the same.
And she is no longer the same...
... Even though she tried to hide it.
I'll be back later. </ P>
Celia? </ P>
He said he came home to his mother's house in the village. </ P>
He needed time to think.
He wants to be alone.
Simple words pour out of him.
Continuously until he can't control it...
don't know... from where did they come.
Words became shapes, the form became intact...
... And after two weeks, was finished.
Then?
Then he sleeps.
Sleeps dreaming.
When he wakes up, he cleans the apartment and goes to where his wife is.
He looks like a child to him...
... Sits in the room where he grows up
He begs him to return to Paris without it.
Go. leave.
A few weeks later, he finally returns.
He is very grateful his wife is at home.
Thank you.
He just wants to hug him...
See him laughing again.
So you read my writing?
No, I'm not ready yet.
He says he wants to start life again.
Well, that's fine.
it's the easiest thing in the world that can be done.
It's in a suitcase here.
Nothing.
I don't know, I took it on the train.
- What? - I took it on the train.
What's in a different bag?
This shouldn't mean anything...
... But by writing the story somehow saved him.
How could he not understand?
For years, he would never forgive himself for saying those stupid words.
p>
Do you know what?
He left something. Listen to me, okay?
For a while, they tried to fix things together...
.... But you can't erase the past...
... No matter how much you want it. </ P>
And for the first time, the young man started to miss home.
His longing grew so strong...
He left.
Never returned to Paris...
... Never seen Celia again. </ P>
But after she lost those pages...
... She could never write a word...
... That seems right for him.
Maybe he was afraid would fall further.
Maybe he just lost that talent. < br /> Finally, he stopped trying.
And after a while...
... He found a small town in the north, settled there.
Find some kind of peace.
How does it feel?
Wait. </ P>
This isn't over yet. </ P>
This is what started interesting. </ P>
Long after all this fades into the past... </ p >
... Youth, who is now a parent...
... Walk to the bookstore.
The description says that the story writer is a new Author...
... Who has something new to say.
I opened the book and started reading.
Your book .
And the narrator stands on the bed.
His son is dying...
... And there is nothing he can do
hear...
This is a misunderstanding, me....
No, no, friend...
-... There is no misunderstanding. - I found...
You can't turn it around now.
These are my words...
... my story.
A Tear Window What is this?
I don't know how you do it.
To be honest , I don't care.
I just thought you should know the story...
... behind this story if anyone asks.
Maybe now You have the next book.
"And he sat on the bench, aware of the world...
... Or the time that has passed. </ P>
After a few hours, the sun finally sets...
... And Rory Jansen slowly gets up...
... walk home. "
Thank you.
If you want to know the continuation of the story...
... You have to buy the book.
Your writing, you seem hesitant to draw conclusions about our moral behavior.
- Are you making a statement anything about it? - Yes, I doubt it.
What I think is great about art and artists...
.. It's that we can ask questions...
Even though... we may never know the answer. </ P>
Excuse me for a moment. </ P>
- Oh. - Oh, sorry, miss...
Can... I see ID first?
- You look like you're sinking. < br /> - No, no. I'm on my element. </ P>
Do you want to get out of here? </ P>
Well, I should be there, mingle, take pictures...
... Dan tersenyum. Menghasilkan uang dalam ekonomi yang sedang bermasalah.
- Very bad. - All right, okay, you invited him.
- Okay, I thought you would never ask. - Let's get out of here.
I want to see where you write.
I told you, it is not interesting.
Why don't you let me judge it ?
This place,....
- Empty. - Empty, yes.
Somehow this is exactly like I imagine.
Really? So you imagined me living in this place for eight months...
... and almost dismantling everything? </ P>
It's very elegant, Mr. Hammond. </ P> >
- May I put your jacket on? - Yes.
Look, As I said this is all uninteresting.
Are you kidding?
I can write my entire dissertation in this place.
That was a blow from Babe Ruth.
Unfortunately, it was when she was still a goddamned red sock...
... But what can you do ?
I have a drink from Bordeaux down there...
... Who just shouted for an opportunity like this.
You know, that sounds good.
- Come on. - Can we drink here?
- What, on my table? - Yes. Can you? </ P>
We can do whatever we want. </ P>
We are grown up. </ P>
Take the wine. </ P>
- Your wine. - Thank you.
So, why should we drink?
Your new book, of course.
- What if we drink for? - Your book.
Will you say something?
What happened?
What happened to Rory after the old man found it?
- Will you tell me something? - If I can.
Why girl who is so beautiful, smart like you want to be...
-... Something so ridiculous as a writer? - Ridiculous?
Don't you know the word destroys everything?
I don't believe you for the second. You love words.
I'm still young, spoiled, patient and an American. Mark me. </ P>
Please? Come on, come on, come on please?
Close your eyes.
And so, as always things cliché in the history of civilization...
. ..Rory Jansen decided the only thing to do was...
... Drink. </ P>
And he shouted, drunk almost dead...
... And now he has his courage.
And he starts thinking.
He allows himself to think whatever he thinks. </ p >
Maybe for the first time in his life.
And he got the conclusion...
... Or rather, myth... </ p >
... which he often hears before...
... That the truth will free you.
Hey. Guess what, I talked to the agent today...
... And he said that we can move right away. </ P>
Isn't that awesome?
We need to buy some carpets and items...
Why do you love me?
- Dora? - Are you drunk? </ P>
I need to know why you love me. </ P>
Okay. </ P>
Aku mencintaimu karena kau memiliki mata yang indah.
I love you because you're serious all the time...
... But, deep down, you're just goofball.
I just love you.
Rory, what happened?
You really think my eyes are beautiful?
I think your eyes are beautiful, huh
It's not mine.
- Okay. - I'm a liar.
I'm not...
What are you doing now? </ P>
- What's wrong? - I didn't write the book. </ P>
What are you...? </ P> p>
This book, I stole it.
I only found it.
I didn't even change it. I mean, me....
I don't know who I stole from...
But I know it's not mine.
I'm very confused now.
- So you don't? - You? You didn't write the book?
None of mine, not a word.
I don't know what happened.
It's there and....
I think I really want it...
... if it comes out of me...
>
... And then a look, the way you look at me...
... When you think it's mine...
And for a moment I really convinced myself that I wrote it.
Do you believe it?
I can never write something good. I know that. </ P>
- What do you mean? - You know when you read it...
-... That it's not my words. - I know? </ p >
You really know me.
You did research on Paris.
We just returned from the honeymoon.
Yes, but You must know.
What do you mean? I believe in you.
- No, you want to believe. - I know, I trust you!
p>
- you want - - I trust you!
Dora?
Don't touch.
You lie to me.
p>
When you...
When you read the writing, when you copy it...
Have I ever crossed your mind?
I can't be here now.
I'm sorry, I can't be here.
You really messed up. </ P>
I think we need to think about it. </ P>
What does that mean? </ P>
You have the cover of from this book on Sundays
This is not mine, The old man is the owner.
Your other book, did you write it?
Of course I write it. But I don't think like this.
This is not something I expected.
But the only reason why anyone reads my writing is because of this book.
You don't want this.
Everything you say you want it, You don't want it.
Eliminate my name from this book.
And what do you think will happen?
Do you think they will leave you alone?
Media? Press? They will judge you. </ P>
And I'm involved there with you. </ P>
You want to pay this person to your advantage... .
... That's the right thing to do.
You want to make it a movie, fine.
You want to buy it a house, Cars, boats?
But don't confuse your life...
... For one stupid mistake. And you don't mess with me! </ p >
Believe me, this is not the first time a writer has done something like this.
Don't do that.
You might not trust me now...
>
... But you will thank me later.
... is it as good as this book?
Tell the truth, Joe.
Thank you.
We should have dinner with people your parents tonight.
I'm really not ready for that.
Fine, I'll call your mother.
How long will it take until This case is over, Rory?
What do you want from me?
Do you think you're the only person on this earth who ever made a mistake? </ p >
Will you let this destroy you?
Destroy us?
What if we have a baby?
We always want it. We always want to start a family. </ P>
I think I will be destroyed. </ P>
I will be destroyed. I will be destroyed. </ P>
You will not be destroyed . You won't fall.
I won't let it.
Can we try to leave ?
Look at me. Can we? </ P>
How are you today? </ P>
- What kind of plant is that? - Plectranthus. </ P>
Swedish ivy. </ P>
That's good.
You came here just to talk about plants?
No, I'm not.
Well, if you come to find out will I tell everyone...
... Take it easy and go back to your house to your amazing life.
I want to fix this.
Nothing needs to be fixed.
Live the life that you have created.
If you don't want anything , why did you come looking for me and tell me?
This is just to torture me.
You don't even know who I am.
You don't know how, You don't know why.
I just...
... I think you should know, that's all
Do you think you can only steal part of my life?
The life of someone else?
Think of it as yours...
p>
And hope... there is no price to pay?
No, don't you understand? That's why I'm here.
Put it back in your pocket or I'll kick you out. </ P>
This isn't a gift. This is all so I can get out now...
It's all yours. I will remove my name from the book. </ P>
I will tell all the real people. </ P>
Then you are even more stupid than I suppose.
It's about my wife, about my child.
It's about the joy and pain that gave birth to.
You took the writing, You feel the pain.
Now, why don't you buy a plant with that money?
Here, there is Plectranthus, because you like it.
Take your plants and plant and get out of here. Get out of here. </ P>
Hey, I want to do the right thing. </ P>
You can't make it right. </ P>
It's just a thing. </ P>
Do you understand? No matter no matter how you try. </ P>
I have a job to do. This place doesn't work alone. </ P>
Sir, I beg you sir. </ P >
Please!
I saw it once more.
You saw it?
In New Jersey.
I'm on my way to work.
For years...
... I thought about it every day.
Destroyed because of what I did to him.
And then suddenly, he appeared.
He looked happy.
Well, if I had to tell you that That relationship doesn't cause me pain, I'm lying.
But, in some ways, it helps me.
Helps me live my life.
Rise again without looking back all the time. </ P>
You think I ruined my life for not writing again. </ P>
- Just because I lost my book. < br /> - No, I just...
Oh God, you have so many things to do.
Aku sudah cukup. Percayalah.
I have done what I could best. That is all you can ask your person.
No...
My tragedy is that I love the word - said more than I love women...
... Who inspired me to write those words.
- Do you want to do something for me? < br /> - Anything.
Walk, don't look back.
We all make choices in life.
The hard thing is to live with that choice
And no one can help you with that.
Go.
Sir?
I love your book.
We all make choices.
The hard part is living with that choice.
Finally, Rory Jansen knows what he must do...
... to live with it.
The Window Tear...
... By Rory Jansen.
And that old man?
A few weeks after Rory visit him...
... The old man died.
And the secret dies with him.
Whatever he does, whatever he does /> feeling lost, he will lock it.
As if by locking the secret someone's life forever...
... He has released... < /p>
... the other secrets are much deeper and dark inside him.
And that's all. finished.
There is no morality, judgment, there is no advantage of extraordinary knowledge...
... Besides the belief that someone can do big mistake in life...
... Continue to live and maybe even live well.
Everyone has to sleep at night.
What really happened, Clay, after he told himself all that?
- I told you. < br /> - No, tell the truth.
He continued his life, he wrote, as best he could...
-... He was a great success. - Bullshit.
I'm not talking about that book. You just dodge. Tell the truth. </ P>
What are you afraid of, Clay? </ P>
Listen, why don't you tell me? </ P>
- What? - I want to know what do you think.
You're so smart, you made yourself here, you made me talk.
behaved like an adult, seduced me...
... Citing Shakespeare, winking your lashes.
Why don't you tell me? I want to know what you think.
What happened to them?
- Me.... - Me. ..? No, no, no. </ P>
You told me what happened to Rory and Dora or you could get out of here. </ P>
He was messed up. </ P>
Now continue. </ P>
Maybe he can forget it, maybe he can write, work...
... But it's not a problem because he doesn't will never believe it.
He ruined himself from the chance to find out.
Not bad.
Or maybe he can't write, even though he can deceive some people.
Even better.
Maybe his marriage is a mess because for him...
... And his wife to be able to see each other is to see the truth.
Maybe when he goes in public...
... He can wear the trust mask and sophistication...
... But when he's alone late at night, he can't sleep...
.... Because when he closes his eyes he still sees the old man's face. </ P>
Maybe...
... He saw his own face... </ p >
... And that old man is just a story he made.
Or maybe he found himself in the beautiful New York apartment...
... Facing the park, with a girl who is much younger than him...
... And he tells what he knows to him about an old story .
Because for some reason he believes that he has something to give him.
You're very talented, Daniella.
But at some point, you have to choose between life and fiction.
Both are very close, but not never touch each other.
Both are very, very different.
What?
What's wrong?
- You Don't want me? - No, no, no.
Look, you didn't damage anything here.
I want it. I want you. </ P>
Me....
You have to go.
Is that what you want, Clay?
What do you want?
Forgive me.