For my mother...
Istanbul, May 13, 2016
- Welcome, Mr. Orhan. - Thank you.
Mr. Deniz wants to welcome you but an urgent meeting arises.
I should have gone to the hotel first.
No, it shouldn't be. Mr. Deniz want to see you soon Please.
Mr. Orhan, don't bother yourself. Wait here.
Make yourself at home Something to drink? Tea, coffee?
No thanks.
Why are you standing there? I told you to go upstairs.
Careful.
If you lived in the past, you lost now.
How is Istanbul? When did you leave it?
- good - Are you fired?
Not really.
We can start working immediately. I have so much to ask you.
My head is buzzing with questions. Luckily you came
- Your room is ready - Not needed. I will go to my hotel.
Look, say what.
Why don't you take a shower and change?
Then let's talk again, huh?
WELCOME.
You will make me mess.
Imagine your guest face when he wakes up in the morning...
To see all the furniture away from home
Do you know what we have to do?
Beat his bed from underneath While he is asleep, huh?
He won't know what happened to him in the morning Only what you will think about has guests to stay...
On the eve of cleaning home
Look at me
Mum, really. Does it bother you?
We already have many people through this house...
They have seen everything. Fighting, quarrel...
Everything except murder, actually.
Istanbul survives only in memories Deniz always wants to be right.
Be smart and let him think he gets his way
- What does he know about writing a book? - Mother
- yours is sweet, isn't it? - Yes.
Thank you.
Hey, Orhan.
I want to say something.
So you...
You will meet characters from this book. The real people, though.
So when you meet them...
You may have questions but...
Please don't ask them, okay? Ask me. Dealing?
Sure. I came here for you Whatever you say.
Oh, and...
I want us alone.
You, me, book
We will work more productively here.
I can take you to the hotel tomorrow. Hah? What do you say'?
I prefer hotels.
But okay, whatever you say - Do you have a dog? - Not.
Why do you ask
You say it You don't want to be tied.
What breed is yours Get lost
Tommy.
Tommy from that book. Like your dog as a child.
Tommy.
Always Tommy.
Neval.
Yes.
Orhan.
- He really wants to meet you - really
Why are you dying to meet me?
To see how accurate Deniz describes you in his book.
What book have you written?
The same thing as usual.
I like to mix facts and fiction.
You know howls want to decorate something.
It must be difficult for you.
So how does he describe me?
God.
As a friend.
They meet very young.
Neval studies well, he is studying film
He became a restoration artist when he moved to Europe.
He grew up internationally as a director but they never lost touch They exchange thousands of letters.
Come on! Not thousands.
They always spend holidays together. In the summer house.
They also have daggers there.
- Do I put it in too? - Fling?
Are you sure it's a fling?
Neval, okay I think I put it inside.
It's only one night, huh. I mean...
That means the world to me.
But that's not fair. You start with a 1-0 advantage.
You know almost everything about me.
And I don't know about you at all.
I know Neval's book from Deniz, is not you.
In addition, the author uses their character to talk a little about themselves.
In the story book too?
Deniz mentioned it.
The idea of the editor became famous for a story book he wrote so young...
Really amused him.
But he said You didn't write anything after that.
Is that really true? or is he naughty?
Are Londoners as boring as this?
Are all Deniz friends like that?
He doesn't have it.
Apart from me.
Everyone you see here...
- Is only an admirer. - Or lovers.
Especially ex-lovers sure they are irreplaceable.
Sure. You are the only one who is irreplaceable
The only person Deniz is serious.
The only one he got was criticized from
Didn't he mention that in his book?
Pak Oğuz.
So you have met Orhan.
Uh huh.
Mr. Oğuz is our host.
He is also a great writer.
His books are always bestsellers. You have to read it
If the zeitgeist interests you, that means. Have you read it?
I know the name, but I don't have a chance.
Here.
- Orhan - No thanks.
All light
- Can I drink water? - Immediately.
We've met before.
Your face is familiar.
Maybe a slightly younger version with more hair.
We might meet at a party.
Before you leave Turkey.
Have you stayed here long?
No, not for long. Until I finish the Deniz book.
So you don't want to stay.
I think You found us unpleasant.
I think this city found me rather unpleasant.
Istanbul is a total prostitute.
He doesn't reject anyone.
Let's go back.
Mr. Oğuz, I have given up alcohol.
Abstainer, huh?
I never trust people who don't have bad habits
Before coming here I spent three days hiding at home watching your movie.
In your writing There is no narrative arc.
Indeed, both in films and books There are emotions, excitement.
But in that book You are good from all places.
Thank you, honey.
Thank you. See you later
Someone's an ambulance.
MY Paper
My... My... My paper.
My brother, my papers Everything is fascinated.
Don't let those bastards steal them.
I took so much today.
It's gone.
Everything is gone.
Brother...
Give me a hand...
Take the paper
Is that so? What should we do?
For the book?
My book, my film, everything I do...
This is all just a hoax.
My life is fake You know that, don't you?
Do you really believe that, for good?
You know who you are. And why you write.
You also know the strongest pot of your book.
Where, for the sake of?
Joseph's funeral and everything concerning Joseph.
Fuck you
Release of washing her body.
His death.
As I see, Yusuf is a phenomenal character.
I love it.
I say, he is the strongest character in the book.
There are no two ways to do it.
What do you like most about Joseph?
That he is a loser?
I mean, what is that?
I saw Yusuf as a moth attracted to the light.
That's very boring.
Very dull
That's how I came first.
But he isn't like that.
There must be truth.
For this truth only
I will change my whole life from all my characters
I'm more than that
I'm the director
I decide who they are and how they act.
Understand?
Angels that you imagine...
Sometimes the devil.
And sometimes demons you imagine...
I suddenly became an angel.
GOOD. Friend?
Orhan.
Life.
Good morning.
Ali.
Deniz's brother.
Nice to meet you. Orhan.
So, Mr. Orhan?
What did my sister write? in his book?
Childhood memories.
Confiscation, friend.
Family. Something like that.
Large.
So we stand to be publicly humiliated.
He doesn't talk much about you, Don't worry Of course you are in paragraph or two.
Of course.
Why did he write about me? Stay here to look after mom...
When did he go around London, Paris and Rome?
Deniz is easy to do it.
He paid the bill when it was according to him. As if money can solve everything.
- It makes me sick. - But if you want money for yourself...
It doesn't make you sick. Good morning everyone.
Good morning, Ms. Süreyya.
Good morning. - Not that story anymore, honey?
I want a loan, mother. Is that a crime?
Hello. Good morning.
- Good morning. - How are you doing, Ms. Süreyya?
Good morning.
I'm Zeynep, Assistant Mr. Deniz
- We met at the party last night. - Ah yes. I remember.
- Zeynep, have coffee with us - Should I sit there?
I have a photo Mr. Deniz wants his book.
Istanbul returned in the 60s and 70s.
Thank you.
Is Mr. Deniz not there?
I hope he falls asleep.
Still? I will wake him up or he will be disturbed.
Not so fast. I will do it.
Alright. You wake it up later.
He didn't tell me to do it.
I'll take a rap for that.
Mr. Orhan.
I want to show my work.
Fish inside me and Judas Blossom Ladies'.
I have never been jealous of Deniz.
But he is very well connected. You will think he can help me.
Will it be very difficult, say, to use it my painting in one of the films?
Of course the original is something else.
Now, they are different.
- interesting - I'm very glad you like them
Mr. Deniz is not in his mother.
His phone is also dead.
You see if the boat is on a motorboat.
- I'll see it in the garage. - WELL.
- There is news about Mr. Deniz? - no, no
Have you called friends?
Clubs, bars, where he often goes. I don't know...
Police, hospital.
No! We never thought about that, Inspector Colombo.
What's the matter, Sultan?
I want to ask for help.
Will you tell me a little lie?
When we gel to the island and find Deniz...
Will you tell him who came here is the idea...
That needs to be addressed Your work is here and come back as soon as possible?
Nobody knows about it. He might make a scene.
GOOD.
Deniz.
Neval, we will never pan.
Farewells is for those who love with their eyes; Those who love with their hearts never separate.
Deniz is more in his book.
He also talked about Joseph.
About that summer.
About two children innocently find love.
Deniz like that.
If he wants people...
He will hug them or push them away at will.
THOUGHTS ON DEATH
MASSACRE PREVIOUS
I have lost everyone Nobody lost me
Using no one has me
Because I don't belong to anyone.
Deniz did this When he was writing a film.
He collects all the ingredients he can find.
Must be a heavy film.
Is Deniz not happy?
Not all of us
Good evening.
- I'm sorry, I'm late - WELCOME.
Thank you.
You didn't find anything, right?
Unfortunately not. - Please, sit.
- That's Deniz's place. - Deniz is sitting there
Mr. Orhan, sit at the end.
Let me introduce our dear family friends Betül and Güzin.
Aunt is famous. Nice to meet you.
He works with Deniz. In his book.
A man of culture and intellect.
Congratulations.
Thank you for Deniz I know a lot about you.
I hope it's not all good.
Good. In his book...
Deniz describes this house full of women.
A kind of harem.
You have a big role in the first 10 years with no father.
Is Deniz writing a book now?
The boy is never satisfied.
Nothing satisfies him.
There's not enough for Deniz.
Ibu Betül, Deniz likes you very much.
Of course he is.
I bought him ice cream in Baylan Patisserie every week.
Then when you find someone handsome...
You will send the child home by taxi.
At least, I ordered the people one by one.
Süreyya, remember those three young men...
Pounding on the door someday to see Güzin?
What slander
Say it again and I will sue you.
I'm very scared Süreyya threw you out of the house, remember?
Who are you?
You haven't changed a bit, Süreyya.
Always open your home for foreigners.
How can you sleep at night? What if he's a serial killer?
Or if he suffocates you?
Do I look like a serial killer?
Then how about staying with us tonight?
In that way we can look inside who you really are There is nothing they like.
Don't be neighbors of serial killers always say...
"Who would have thought? He is a good person."
You came here one night and the next morning Deniz vanished.
It's quite a coincidence, isn't it?
Truth
You arrived and Deniz disappeared.
What are you trying to say?
I have nothing to do with with the loss of Deniz.
So you know Deniz has disappeared.
Women and men...
Everything is clear like a day.
We don't know this man But he can't be denied he is handsome.
But I know Deniz like a book.
They made a deal.
They must have a secret retreat.
Who says they have never been together before?
Have you made a deal?
Are you an accomplice?
What kind of game do you play with Deniz?
"Are you serious?
Listen, I only came here to work.
Yes, if family members disappear...
Maybe it's unpleasant have strangers around
But that's not my idea to stay here
I'm sorry.
You'd better excuse me. Enjoy your dinner. Good night.
No offense. We have the right to be suspicious.
Orhan Bey, we're just joking. Are you unconscious
Please sit down. For me.
Isn't the habit here to knock? Is this very urgent?
Yes it is.
- Yes? - We convey to the police that Mr. Deniz is gone.
To save it from the media Ms. Süreyya is called an old police contact.
As you know, with Mr. Deniz being a celebrity...
The media goes down like a vulture.
So they asked us here. But you have to go to the police station.
I tell you everything you say
I say that for the sake of consistency so you don't conflict with yourself.
Why did I do that?
Good.
You never know about a police business.
- We drank a lot that night. - Mr. Orhan.
Louden
We drank a lot that night.
That's why I don't know. I mean, I don't remember much.
Didn't Mr. Deniz wake you up?
How can he? Let you sleep there outside?
I think he called me once or twice.
Excuse me?
He called me once or twice but...
I don't know Everything's running away. Maybe I'm dreaming.
Are you sure you told me everything, Mr. Orhan?
I've already told everything I remember.
Halis.
- Yes? - How is a fish restaurant?
- amazing - Always listen to your boss The best fish is the boss's wish.
OK, fix the night there with Selda.
Whatever you say.
What is happening?
I thought we were done.
Sit down.
I suggest you stay on for a few days.
I want to go back to London.
It's better if you aren't for now.
Listen, I'm here to work with Mr. Deniz...
And he isn't there.
I don't see why I have to stay considering that I can't work
What's the hurry, Mr. Orhan?
Why do you want to leave this country? very fast?
Are you accusing me of doing something?
No.
But you are the last person to meet Mr. Deniz.
So you are a key witness.
Think carefully that night.
Sometimes enough words to reveal instructions.
A sentence.
Trying to remember.
Maybe see you again in the past few days.
Can I return my identity?
Here it is
Can you submit a rate for one?
Can you provide fees for one?
Excuse me, rates for one.
Sir, can you continue the fare for one?
Cost for one.
Can I gel here?
GOOD. Can I get a fish sandwich?
What do you want from me, jerk?
Get out of here.
Get out of here!
Fuck Off!
FUCK You!
You found that place okay?
Of course, it doesn't matter.
What did the police ask?
What did Deniz and I do that night.
As the last person to see Deniz, I was told that I was a key witness.
But I don't think so. I heard Deniz called me in my sleep.
There is someone with him.
Who?
I don't know I only saw what he was wearing.
So did you tell the police?
Uh-eh. I think it's a dream.
I only realized it wasn't when I saw it the man there after my interview
Then I followed him.
What is she like?
My height, 40 or more, brown hair, thin.
He has this long hair. Thin beard
- Yusuf. Sharp and sharp.
- Yusuf? - Uh huh.
But Joseph is dead. Deniz said so in his book.
Large.
Joseph will be ballistic when he hears it.
Can he do something for Deniz?
Joseph only harms himself.
Where is he?
Where is Deniz?
Why do I have to tell you?
So you know where he is.
What did you say to the police?
What's the connection with you?
Okay, why did you come to meet Deniz that night?
Yusuf, please say something Why did you come?
for you.
As a surprise He said You will be fascinated to see me.
He laughs like an idiot.
Then we fight and I clean it.
So he planned it.
Deniz wrote that you died in his book.
That's what I thought.
I think he wants to see my face when I see you.
So how do I die?
Suicide.
Or that's what happened.
So he even decided on my death.
Why did I kill myself?
He didn't say it.
But he describes you so beautifully.
This is very feeling, very original.
Sure.
Deniz must lie to be a native.
What else did he say?
He talks about your childhood.
Deniz was stuck back at that time?
Not all of us
If only I hadn't come that night...
Or...
I never left it.
I hope, I hope, I hope.
If only we didn't swim with or hug each other.
If only I had never met Deniz.
No, stick it in your pocket.
- This will make you feel better. Stick it in your pocket.
I'm worse than you. Wake up.
Congratulations.
So you got past it.
And you get well, huh?
Now, where did you get it from?
Huh? Can you forget the car?
Or are you stuck back there?
In the car.
Where are you running
Are you afraid of life?
Zombie!
I don't know what he said or did for you
But please don't be angry at Yusuf.
If you know him.
If only you could.
What did Deniz tell me about?
Why?
Forget it.
You saved it
This is the part of the book you are working on.
'Neval, we will never...'
So he wrote the words on the card He sent you from Rome.
When you love someone...
You hope they love you back on the same road.
You imagine that you both have the same feelings But actually is a different thing.
You will never know what happened through their hearts And it's never...
Just like what happened through you.
See that shop there?
Shop hours?
That is my father's shop.
I spent all my childhood there.
Very? Who is it now?
What if we enter and pretend to see the clock?
Do you want to?
Wouldn't it be nice?
Another time maybe.
Neval Barias.
I'm sorry.
for all of you
I had a bad dream.
Hopefully it's not what you have often.
Or you will take the house to us.
Mother, if nothing can be done, I will sleep.
- Good night. From! You go.
Good evening. Sleep well.
Sultan, you can settle here tomorrow.
A sweet dream, Mr. Orhan.
GOOD.
You're fine, aren't you?
Sleep well.
Good night, Ms. Süreyya.
Even at Deniz this age I still can't sleep until he comes home.
I listen to him walking up the stairs, along the corridor and open my door.
I pretended to sleep. He knows, but pretends not to do it.
He lay softly beside me.
Sometimes we fall asleep like that.
Since he was born I feel I always need to protect him.
This is a strange feeling.
Constant pain I don't know your story But I know pain.
The pain of alienating people or binding them together forever.
Deniz acknowledges someone in pain.
He is aware of the bond between you.
Deniz chooses people.
He always has it.
They have found a corpse on the Bosphorus.
We will identify it tomorrow.
I also want you to come too.
Süreyya Soysal-
Mother, I come with you Al times like this Sorry I stopped smoking.
Ali Karabulut
My child!
WELCOME.
Thank you.
You climb the stairs so fast.
I don't want them to wither.
You shouldn't have it.
Thank you. They're beautiful.
- so you - No, I'm just a normal myself.
Make yourself at home I will fight.
- You have a beautiful place - Thank you.
Amazing scenery too.
But let me warn you Don't expect a fancy dinner like one of Süreyya's.
The smell from the kitchen is not bad.
Anyway at Süreyya's, "
Sultan cooking and Lake Sibel credit for that.
Hello welcome.
I'm Ömer, Neval's husband.
WELCOME.
- Nice to meet you. - You too. Please sit down. Make yourself at home
Orhan, Sony. I haven't introduced you yet.
Ömer, my husband I came to your book a year ago...
Thank you for Deniz.
And I like it very much.
You bring a modem reader to take on stories from oral traditions.
Neval reads it first. Then he insisted I read it too.
And he is right.
You did not say that you would read my book.
No? I think I forgot This book is truly a treat.
I will be very happy to have...
Free like a writer and not tied to anyone.
We usually jam the gel architect in endless amounts and fomulas.
I'm really jealous.
No need to be jealous.
I gave up writing for a long time.
Are you serious?
Why?
- Let me get dessert - No no. Please.
I will do it.
[on fem] that day...
Sit there calmly...
Get out on the deck...
I can hear my breath.
Your shoulders brush your teeth.
Walk to the car...
That first night...
When you first see you...
I never imagined it would be like this.
Then the next day...
Suddenly...
I don't know how that happened...
I will never guess it.
You can be a lover I've been looking for my whole life.
But you won't be like that.
That won't happen.
Neval, my love
You have made something amazing again.
Everything you touch is perfect.
What's wrong? Do you leave something?
Years ago, when I was very young, I was married to a son.
I have written that amazing book You mentioned at dinner.
Zümrüt and I feel strong, is open to everyone Then something terrible happened.
I'm sorry. Even saying that here is very painful We can't kill in Istanbul after that.
Zümrüt goes to New Zealand. His family is helping.
And I took refuge in London.
I experience emotional setbacks, I deny myself feeling, passion, love.
I think it will always be like that.
But since returning to Istanbul after years passed...
Since returning to Istanbul...
Since I first saw Neval I have fallen feeling awake inside
That I have forgotten existed.
I'm sorry. Maybe I said this wrong.
But please understand. This is important to me.
I want to get it out there. I am sorry.
I'm very sorry.
Please wait. Wait.
No need to apologize.
The same thing happened to me.
I fell in love with Neval at first glance.
We are the same in that matter.
But there is one main difference.
I saw Neval first.
For God's sake, come on.
Think of us younger brother too
What did you say?
Is the house really damaged?
Since Deniz is still a child My husband has never forgiven him for anything.
He will lock Deniz here for hours.
From time to time.
I can just enter.
I can break the window and get it out, but it doesn't.
Yilmaz believes Deniz can change.
But the more he punished him the more Deniz refused.
Deniz's room key. You saved it
Maybe you will find something that will bring us to him.
As! Hodja's medal, that big silver tray, samovar.
I took them, okay? I took them.
They are a museum collection. You have no right to store it at home.
That's why you sell them for nothing for rubbish people, huh?
What about mother's jewelry?
I took it to a closed market for evaluation, okay?
Ms Süreyya asked me.
If he asks me, I can have a much better price.
- You must have swiped it for a long time. - Oh, let me go
At least it must be living with family, Not someone who imposes us forever.
You mean someone who works for you forever
- Where is gratitude - - All this talk, but what about...
What about the dinner service at Limoges?
- I have to sell the pieces separately. - There are 12 left over from 64.
- They will rest if they are together. - what lies? Enough! Shut up!
Jewelry, paintings... What can't you share?
Look at you, so be attached to things! As if there is space where we go.
Mother, there are 240 square meters.
Gifted bookmaker Orhan $ ahin takes off
His writing promises us a unique journey Forgotten a child died in a car!
Babies die after being left in a car for hours
The boy died while drunk mother left him in the car
Orhan inahin and wife Zümrüt's The problem of drinking kills boys
LIVING ALCOHOL
ZÜMRÜT ŞAHIN FLEES FOREIGN AFFAIRS
ORHAN SAHIN MOVES IN LONDON
HOLY HOLY VISITS
I can be put into spring from another hour
But you have to leave it here.
GOOD.
Don't worry, I will rarely do it.
- I'll be finished soon - thank you
Goodbye.
That place has changed big-time.
A ton of shops have been opened.
The guy next to me wants me to sell and buy.
So he can expand his shop. I said, 'My brother is not here.'
- "I can't decide without him." - You should sell if you want.
The shop is yours You have put so much into it.
No, I use you as an excuse.
I will sell if I want it without asking you
Whenever they become forced I dig my heels.
Very bad.
Poor Erdem knows what I'm like.
How is he? How is the job?
We split up. Two years ago.
- I'm sorry. - I don't
We can't stand with each other anymore.
It is very difficult to maintain marriage As soon as children are grown up.
Make lots of trips with as you like.
rOrhantic dinner every night.
Next thing I know I'm looking at an old man.
And he saw an old wigan.
All your items are in the warehouse. You know that, don't you?
Don't say you need something. It's chaos. I will never find anything.
Orhan.
I wrote a ton of letters. You did not reply to one.
Huh?
You can at least send a card.
A blank piece of paper Ora. An empty envelope.
You just disappeared I mean right
Father died Then Mum fell ill.
I'm always alone.
Do you know what Mum is worried about?
That you will feel guilty about it.
Imagine.
He doesn't want you to regret not being there when he was sick You know how many times he made me swear...
Didn't say anything to you?
But that's how he is.
Amazing.
People are so upset about gossip and slandering you
Of course that is.
Running to England feels easy.
Right. But going doesn't help.
- It's been 11 years since Ismail I died. - You can't do anything
Can you bear not seeing your child for a day?
I haven't seen me for 11 years. Mountains, rocks, birds, hear my scream.
I am my mild _ I am a woman him.
Can I ask for the bill?
Sure.
Can we take care of the bill for Table 8?
- And tea, please Sure, come.
Ergün, do you have a second?
If you lived in the past, you lost now.
Ömer, I can't roar. I have to leave the party in a buzz]
No, it's not necessary. You have a good time.
Okay, I'll explain everything later.
See you later
Do you have everything, Sultan? Sweaters, jackets, cardigans, panties.
Yes, everyone, Ms. Süreyya.
Oh no, the sweater fell.
I'm sorry to evict you in the middle of the night...
But I can't manage it myself.
We don't have a time format now, honey.
Leave immediately with Miss Neval.
I'm lost here, but will I come with you?
Thank you, but it's not necessary.
Of course there are!
Hello? Have you arrived
Stay where you are. We will be clear there.
GOOD.
Beloved
Sultan. Berfin, Rojda.
Listen, your aunt is here.
-Ramazan child, see. Your aunt is here Aunt.
Will you explain it?
His brother.
Their house was destroyed.
Gun battles and so on. In other words...
They have lost their homes.
They come to the family.
For the roof above their heads.
He said, 'Don't go anywhere here. "So we go to the Exchange. '
We went to Zilan's house.
-I called him expecting us. -Sultan, where do we go?
Sony. Can we go to the bus terminal?
They have no place to live here. We have relatives at the Exchange. That's where they go.
- GOOD. - thank you Thank you.
- You're welcome. - Bless you.
Our army is the biggest!
Our biggest soldier!
Your bus will leave soon - Thank you very much. Very. - You are welcome. It is okay.
They are wondering...
What is happening at the hodja house?
Everyone feels very curious When he doesn't answer the door.
I hope I don't bother you.
Of course not. Please. - Don't gel up.
Deniz keeps a packet of cigarettes here.
Because when he stopped.
Will you have it?
Zero willpower.
The time has come for us to leave this house
I will move to the hotel tomorrow too.
I didn't clean this room until Deniz returned.
Stay here.
GOOD. Sure.
Yilmaz doesn't want it.
He is upset with his barking.
One day he took him away.
We have never seen Tommy again.
But Deniz doesn't stop waiting for him.
Waiting
Fantastic.
And the director was so intriguing.
The red beach house that appears under the sky...
And almost scared you at first.
The homeless person who only worries about his paper.
Everything beautiful about Istanbul, all its melancholy...
Muffled quality that is hard to describe...
Everything is in what you have written.
This will make a great novel, you know that right?
But look.
There is something more important than all of that
Don't go
I ask here to share the decision I have made.
I thought about it and couldn't find another solution.
I'll finish the Deniz book.
I talked to him about the book.
I know exactly what he wants.
Stop talking as if Deniz won't return.
Do you know something? You didn't say it?
Wake up, Yusuf.
Deniz will never return.
What do you know?
What are you talking about?
Don't act innocent, You are from everyone, Neval.
You know me as well that Deniz is dead All three know What we don't know is...
Is that an accident or suicide?
Don't be silly Deniz will never commit suicide.
Maybe someone decides it's time...
- He left the stage - You jerk
Who wants to kill Deniz?
You will know.
Who has the items for him?
Come on. Let's hear it. - Fuck you
Tell us. Who made mixed Deniz with garbage?
All you can do is run, addict.
Let's hear, Mr. Yusuf.
Yusuf.
Just look at your face You snorted before you arrived, huh?
Maybe even in my bathroom.
You are nobody, Yusuf. There is no.
I don't know what Deniz saw in you.
Maybe he's just a slave for pity.
Why are you still following me?
You're closest to him What do you know about us?
What's more Deniz in his book.
Your childhood
We learned a lot together.
How about
How to touch, caress.
What is dangerous and how dangerous it is.
Have you ever tried to swim on the Bosphorus?
Never even consider it.
Bosphorus is my only victory against him.
As a boy...
I used to ask him to race me across the Bosphorus.
He will try it. Then...
He will feel scared after five meters and come back.
I swim a lot of times.
This is not easy. That's difficult.
dangerous.
But it's phenomenal.
To go to the heart of the city, to be part of it.
From Istanbul
To become pan from Istanbul.
He will wait for me on the beach.
Because he knew he would never be able to do it.
My dear.
My child.
Joseph we left.
He always talks about you.
There's a reason and he calls you.
Deniz, Deniz.
He always talks about you.
Süreyya.
The car is waiting.
Goodbye, Orhan.
Mr. Orhan.
I hate troubling you, but...
Remember to close the doors and windows tightly.
I hate you.
You can't know...
How I hate you, Yusuf.
As always, you made me wrong.
Do you think I use you?
- Orhan? - Hello, how are you?
- Do I bother you? - No, I'm fine.
I found a letter written by Deniz Yusuf on his laptop.
He must have written it before disappearing that night.
This really scared me. I want to share with you.
- So read it - No. I can't be on the phone.
Can we meet?
Where are you
Orhan, I can '! coming.
Sony, I should have told you, but I can't do it
I tried. I leave.
- But then I turned around. - I will come wherever you are.
I go home.
Where are you, Neval
What did Deniz write?
- Neval, where are you - I told you. Close to home.
Stay where you are, okay? You broke up
- I can't hear you correctly. - WELL. I've stopped
Mia! does he write?
The letter starts like this.
I hate you.
You can't know how much I hate you, Yusuf.
As always you make me wrong.
I miss you and do you think I use you?
I thought it loved you that I fought the whole world...
Even though you only fight me.
You think you have been left behind.
But who are you not? Give yourself to our love Love.
I'm not afraid of that word. Do you?
Why do you say you hate yourself and me?
Why do we have to punish ourselves? because someone else has punished us?
We only need one thing. And that's a little courage.
I think I have it.
I am not afraid of you I will face your challenge. I am ready.
How about you?
Sorry I can't come, Neval.
I want to meet you Tommy.
Always Tommy.