Thank you, Ben.
Tell your mother that she is an angel, cooking for all of us oldies.
When is the driving test? -This afternoon.
You have a boyfriend yet Oh, no, no. No, no.
Don't forget Handbrake, mirror and turn.
My name is Roger, and I'm yours driving testers today
I want you to approach the next roundabout and take the first exit.
No, that is the first exit, please. You are still spinning
Soon, I'll go attack the dash
When I do it, I want you to do it stop emergency
Emergency stop.
Stop the car.
Stop!
Never mind, honey.
I hit a car.
Well, you are nervous.
Mother, do you think I should have it? the right lesson with a teacher?
I've been driving for 25 years. You only need more practice.
Seat belts.
* Oh, come to my heart, Lord Jesus *
* There is a room in my heart for you *
* Just fill me with your presence God *
* I want you to be *
* Redeemed *
Good!
See you later, Sarah. -Bye, Peter.
See you later See you next week. -Bye, guys See you on Sunday.
See you later, Peter.
I know a lot people who teach religion Education in Coventry.
This is hell competitive course now,
very new science, philosophy, culture. Very round, very sexy.
Fun.
Obviously I can't take the Ben exam for him, but I can...
I can definitely recommend him.
Thank you, Peter. Isn't that beautiful, Ben?
Thank you.
Ben really knows the Bible. It's just that academics he struggles with
Mathematics is always my problem.
Ben and math. Don't ever talk about it.
Peter just said it we are about his mind for International Day,
with all the different parish faith exchanging ideas.
I think that sounds beautiful.
I'm not sure Finchley Central is ready enough for Peter evangelistic's special bra
No need to be sarcastic, Robert. At least he is trying.
May I offer it again, Mr. Finley?
How is your room, Mr. Fincham? Can you sleep? this afternoon?
Ben is taking a driving test today. He did it very well.
Only a few things need to be done.
Of course, we have now summer vacation in front of us,
we can spend a lot more time in the car
You are there.
How are my men?
Your father and I have spoken
Now Mr. Fincham lives with us,
It might be wise if we all contribute a little money towards getting he got back up.
What do you think?
Who is Mr. Fincham?
Fincham came to me asked for a shelter
He has heard it likes to help people.
But how long does it last?
Dear, He ran to his own wife.
He must take it as long as he needs it I think if you got a summer job,
You might put some of the money to help Mr. Fincham.
Ask yourself this question.
How can someone really be free until they can think and act for themselves?
God gives us free will so that we can choose love.
Look, he wants us to understand our commitment, to be mature about it.
If you say to me, "Am I a Christian?"
I say to you,
"If you try to do good, then you are a Christian. "
Handbrake, mirror, swivel.
If you don't try to hurt or betray others,
you are a Christian
If you are right yourself and treat others as you want them to treat you,
you are a Christian
The more people the parade of their Christianity for the benefit of others,
the less I tend to believe Christianity they claim to bring.
God tells us
true faith is freedom to choose the truth
Now, how do you express it,
ways, ways, the means you want,
These things have no consequences, are you a Christian or an atheist,
except in your heart
you are right.
Hello?
Sod you, you little troublemaker!
Bloody... bloody hell!
Come on! You really are snobbish, cut!
How are you?
You are Ben
Finding a home is fine Amazing. Should we walk?
Now, then, do we talk on the phone? -Yes.
What did I say?
You say you need help around the house
Did I mention camping?
No, you said that might need a companion
Yeah, well, I travel a lot.
Theater engagement
I bring you a Christian?
Excuse me?
Now, I made a policy always advertise on Hello Jesus.
As a single woman, I'm very conscious from danger sexual assault by young men,
Although, unfortunately, God is no longer an insurance policy first.
Or am I just old-fashioned? Now, then, some house rules.
At home, I never did Dame Eve, only Evie.
Food is taken in the kitchen, unless I happen to be entertaining,
in this case I will ask you to serve some drinks, some canape...
I pay 6p per hour, which is one pound more than McDonald's
So if it's not satisfying I suggest you go and work for them,
despite how you can consider something like that
in all good conscience, I really don't know.
You should be ashamed of yourself
Sorry... Monday to Friday, 11:00 to 4:00,
and every alternate weekend Lunch is included
Yes or no?
Um... yes
Oh, that's great.
All right, it seems like it's really like that is famous, isn't it, Ben?
Now, I'll show you around.
Hi, Ben.
Hi.
Already swimming
Um, yes.
What are you all dressed for?
I have a job.
What do you do?
Looking for a woman in Hampstead.
Lucky woman So where are you going now, Ben?
I just walk.
I think maybe if you leave, we can, you know, walk.
Good.
See you later.
You know, after the last Bible class, Peter drove me home.
He said he likes sharing thoughts with me
He said there was an extraordinary testimony
happened in a church in Hackney.
He said he might want to Our group is there next week.
Peter is so great.
Yes.
He said this, like a black priest has really flown more than America
to save the Church from England from itself.
Can you imagine
That's how Pete is.
Your hair is beautiful.
What?
Sorry.
I have written a poem for you. I've got it here. I can read it for you, if you like it.
No problem, You can give it to me. I can read it later.
I really like to read it to you Really, it's okay.
Only five lines.
Go then. Immediately.
* You are harvesting, God 's water and wheat *
* "Birds fly for you, sing for you *
* Every wing beats fast my heart for you *
* Feeling for you, my clay feet *
* I don't sing for you, don't fly for you *
* I am not water, I am not wheat *
I will do pigeon, I will be an eagle *
* Your milk breast, My weird meat *
What do you think?
Forgive me ,
but you are too weird
You walk past the desert.
This is very, very ho t.
Walk. Tired.
You walk and walk and walk.
And then... here.
You see eucalyptus trees.
Then
that is Jesus Christ Himself,
bring bread and fish.
Now, everyone,
fast, fast, sit under the auspices of the eucalyptus tree.
Sit in the shade, sit in the shade.
I'm very proud of Ben.
He not only found a job he found a job helped a retired actress.
He doesn't retire. What's the name again, Ben?
Eve Walton.
He is very shy.
Eve Walton?
Didn't he RSC last year?
Playing Ophelia.
I don't know at all.
Never heard of it name for a while
That's not talk much, right?
r? When was the last time You went to the theater.
We went to West England last Christmas.
That's a panto.
I'm sure Dame Eve's has never been done by panto We have to invite him, Ben.
Maybe he can help us out with the Story of the Miracle of Christ.
Second thought, maybe we have to save it Peter International Day
Give Muslims something to think about.
Excuse me.
Who is this?
Ben.
Please enter.
Think Mum like some crumble.
What is that?
A skylark
Skylark?
This is found mainly in the Highlands Now, I think.
Call him sort of like chirruping...
It's not to be confused with woodlark, which has a quieter atmosphere...
Yes.
Oh, you can borrow the book, if you like it.
No problem.
Now, it's on the shelf. Anytime.
Thank you.
Thank you for the collapse.
God, I hate gardens.
One beautiful grass and my back bleeds from pain.
Floria Fluckabundee.
As if someone is sucking on enampenny What are the Romans called?
Stop the bus!
What is this? the best seat available?
I have to say that I prefer to sit near the front.
I say, I prefer to sit near the front.
Because nothing seems to move, I think we should do it.
Geez, someone forgot to wash
Oof!
Beautiful London.
Beloved? Christmas licks.
No thanks.
For a 17 year old boy, you show it a little curiosity.
You are no doubt depressed with your care,
but that is not enough to explain
what is the amount straightforward A little lack of social autism.
I have to imagine it Your curiosity for you You are a healthy 17-year-old boy.
Of course you don't, but you understand what I mean
You see attractive women live alone You wonder, "Is he a roaring lesbian?"
Answer, no.
For your information, I have visited married and divorced three times.
Never been an actor, once for an English master, and once for California.
All work slips.
My mistake.
You, on the other hand, might be gay.
I have to introduce you to Dougal, my old friend.
Certainly strange, of course, but an old-fashioned type.
Bent gent.
I'm not gay I'm sorry?
I'm not gay Not gay, apparently.
Can I help you?
I want to see your equipment.
My equipment
Show everything you have.
Wait. Stop.
Ben.
Can you put the shoulder under my ass Always dream of camping, even as a child.
Half, half out.
Of course, my parents will do it never dreamed of it The lower middle class is the worst pretentious
How come you sound faint Are you?
No.
It's okay, really
I don't know I mean, middle class, I think.
There is nothing to be humiliated.
Middle class is English engine room.
Only those my parents can't stand "They ran away from me which I sometimes looked for
"With bare feet stalking in my room
" I have seen them soft, tame and gentle
"It's now wild, and doesn't remember
" That's sometimes they put themselves in danger
"To take bread in my hand"
Lucky with this one?
Unfortunately, your price is outside of us,
but for your help and succo we thank you.
Look, camping stove. Come on.
Where are you? It's 6:00.
I was appointed.
Whatever?
We have driving lessons at 4:00.
You should tell me.
There is no place to contact. If I have a cellphone...
Mobiles give you cancer.
Come on. I'll drive
* If I live this time next year *
Read it We will have theoretical lessons.
* Will I arrive in time to share *
* And mine is about as good as this *
And I'm still valid for what you are *
Ben. Where are you tonight?
We have driving lessons.
Is that all?
Yes.
Ben, are you sleeping?
Whatever happens Behind this wall, Ben,
we are ambassadors from God.
We show the face of the world smiling.
Place it.
Sorry.
You don't touch my things!
I'm tidying up.
You don't touch my things!
Yes. Forgive me. I am so sorry.
You are neat around them.
Evie? I've been shopping.
Evie?
Sink. -Sorry?
Sink. -Sorry, I...
Sink!
Are you okay? -Not.
I've been vomiting in my hair.
Sit me down
OK?
No.
Sofa.
This will be fine.
Sod off
Goody has two shoes.
No.
Stay. Please.
Until I sleep.
Thank you.
Give me oil on my lamp Let me burn *
Give me oil on my lamp I pray *
Give me oil on my lamp Let me burn *
Keep me on fire until pause of the day *
* Sing hosanna, sing hosanna *
* Sing hosanna to the King of kings *
* Sing hosanna, sing hosanna *
* Sing hosanna to the king *
Evie.
Fast, fast, come on! You will never believe what I just found
I came to my notice. Yes, yes, later.
Come. Close your eyes. I have something to show you.
Eyes closed!
Open.
This is a tent.
Not a tent, my book. My Shakespeare, my Chekhovs.
They are in the in the living room.
You must have moved them when You will go through my things.
That's one reason...
But bullshit. I think I've lost them forever.
I won't lie to you, Ben. Lately, I've found myself strangers to the Bard
I have a money problem. My last husband...
Oh, yeah, be like that,
I am obliged to watch TV,
serial drama during the day is set among rich people cruise figures,
called, rather imaginative, Shipping Magnates.
I believe they still run it somewhere in the sky
There is no money in it for me, of course.
I auditioned for Nurse Ratched on One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest.
You are Coriolanus I'm your mother I ignored you
"This person has a Volscian to his mother, " his wife is in Corioli and his child likes it by chance.
"However, give us our shipment:
" I shut up until our city becomes a fire,
"then I'll talk a little. "
"My sister, my sister..."
"Oh, my dear garden,
" my sweet and beautiful fruit garden.
"My life,
" my youth, my happiness,
"Goodbye!
" Goodbye! "
" I will meet the moonlight, proud Titania "
"What, Oberon is jealous!
" Elves, skip this: I have been confiscated bed and company. "
" Tarry, naughty rash: Am I not your master? "
" Then I must be your woman. "
" Kill me tomorrow: let me stay at night! "
" No, if you try... "
" But half an hour! "
" It's finished, no pauses. "
" But while I say one prayer! "
" It's too late. "
Born for that. Really born for that.
We did Othello at school.
It's not like... I mean, it's not very good.
The problem is, you don't understand a little jealousy until you really strangle someone yourself
Ah, there, you see, poetry, pain
I write poetry.
How intriguing it is. Can I hear?
I am not... I mean, I do not know is something that is loose.
Another time, maybe.
Now, then, I'm thinking we can go camping tomorrow
Somewhere not too far away. Try the old tent.
There is a problem
How long do we go?
Oh, one day. Two days at the most.
Hello.
And what brings you here?
Mmm?
Do you think Mum? will let me go camping
Camping?
Why on earth does anyone want to go camping
To escape?
She's impossible.
He got a dress rehearsed with the Guide next week.
He is a tree.
Eucalyptus trees
Plus, he has a Bible club and driving lessons to think about.
But I think you are teaching him -Right.
Well, surely a few days will hardly make there is a difference...
Robert, you're not the person trying to run Girl Guides, set the game,
keep the house and keep half 70s in Finchley.
Sorry, but is there anything That has to do with Ben?
I need him here.
Night, Father
Night, Ben.
I'm sorry about camping.
Sometimes mom can be a little...
Good night, Mr. Fincham.
Light and beginning. That's the ticket.
I'm afraid I can't come camping with you My mother needs me at home.
I see.
Sorry.
Well, it's okay. We can take a little drive instead.
I bring you driving
I'm still a student.
This is amazing
This is just... Just look at the green one!
Just look.
Everything is very green!
We may have to think about going back soon.
Oh, there's a bag of time. It's not even dark yet.
I really think we have to go back
Stop the car!
Stop! Stop!
Good God above, I'm in Elysium!
Plugging in!
I see now why the working class keeps camping secret.
Heaven. Air.
Their little feathers skedaddling about.
Hello.
I am Evie. I've come camping.
Mute!
There.
Very good.
If you don't mind, I really think we should back now
My mom is waiting for me at 6:00.
I can't go until I eat a campfire meal.
I really have to say, there is no time left
There is always time
Right, there he is. I'm packing a tent.
I'm sorry?
I lowered the tent. Go to.
Car keys, please
Sorry?
Car keys.
Good.
God. You have swallowed the key.
What is relieved. He swears.
You have swallowed the frigging button!
Better and better.
Choking. Bring it back. You can't do that You have to bring it back!
No, I don't. -Yes, you do!
No, I don't.
Dirt. There is a backup set. Where is the backup?
Don't have one.
How can you do that?
Feeling like that.
My mother will kill me
You don't understand He says I won't come. I asked, and he said no.
You did not say yes when my mother said no. You don't do it
My dearest child,
the key will be back with us in the morning I am like clockwork.
See, if it makes you feel better.
I'll call your mother and tell her I was silent for a moment.
No! Not.
Whatever you do, don't call my mother
As you wish.
I have to call home.
Eat first. Army fight better on full stomach
Drink it.
I don't drink.
Lasts. This will make you feel better.
No, it won't.
That is the key. I swallow it. Frankly, you must be flattered.
Now, I insist that you have already taken
I'm underage
Now, how old are you?
Seventeen and a half.
So young, and very long-winded
One glass You can tell God I forced you
For poetry
"Auschwitz," my mentor shouted stopped. "" Remember the damned desires
"'they chimed, gusts of hell. '
"But, but," I urge... "
That's me
Yes.
" But, but, "I urge,
" 'they have passed us, past the place better '
"'Revenge,' he shouted, 'yours,
"' but you are blind with your little sadness '
"'Have mercy on me, have mercy on me,' I barked.
" Your service includes from this test land, your soul. '"
Then you go back to the narrator.
Mmm-hmm.
" Church Text palpable breathing
"their rich and rich grace into your heart,
" and they are precious and beautiful,
"and you must not leave it thoughts about God,
" because God is love. "
And you write this for...
Sarah. She's a friend. I haven't sent it yet.
= = He thought my last Poetry was a bit strange. Yes.
Well, don't rush your heart.
It's always my fault. What did your parents do about Sarah?
Or maybe not yet that far
To be honest, I'm not so sure how he feels about me
Well the soul of a poet,
and that, I tell you,
lasts longer than appearance.
Hello? Mum?
Ben? Where are you I hope you are 6:00.
I am in a campsite.
Evie swallowed her car key, and now we can't go back until she takes it out.
Mute? You are there?
I called the police. Where are you
I don't know Don't call the police. I'm fine, really.
Have you taken the tablet? Ben, think about it.
Does he give you a tablet? Something for headaches?
I'm fine. I can't back until morning
Robert, he kidnapped him! He is somewhere in the campsite. He sounds anesthetized.
Mother, I'm fine, honest.
Don't move I'm on my way.
Mum, there's there's nothing wrong with me
I'm stuck at a campsite, and I can't go back until morning.
Then I will expect you whenever you can return
Good night, Ben.
Mute?
Mute.
And I will be part of what you have made
* And I throw
All my thoughts go away * And I destroy
* Every bet I have made *
All good?
Good.
Don't feel guilty.
Guilt is an evil ghost.
I just went for a walk.
I'm going to go down Walk a little way.
So pack the car and get out and meet me
Car keys.
Oh yeah. Right.
Yes. There he is.
Right.
Your grandmother said you would pay.
You can just tell me You won't pay.
The camp Managers are very big people.
If I don't have money... I'll pay you back
That's not the point! Oh, for goodness sake.
Anyone will think You will give blood.
I think it's the best I stop working for you.
Oh why? So you can take it professionally arrogant?
You can pay me what you owe me When we return home.
I will not be back. I have a poetry recital in Edinburgh.
I took part in the one week reading at the Literature Festival.
You never said anything about it Why do I have to?
Well, I can't maybe go to Edinburgh
His... It's all the way up there.
Nonsense. It's just a few miles on the highway.
I can't -Well, that's right It's very troublesome.
Sorry, I can't.
Listen, I'll drive you to the station, and I'll take the train home.
I don't drive.
Oh, shit.
You have a car in your garage.
Former husband. Russian Very sharp skier
I am a student driver. I am strictly prohibited from driving a car
without quality drivers in the vehicle.
Gosh, you really did it knows all the rules, right?
We break the law!
Evie!
Evie?
Are you okay?
Do you want water? Pain...
You're good now What's wrong?
Aside from the fact that I have an untreated condition, there is nothing What condition Do you care? You will go home
Evie, please, tell me Freeing you details, My breasts have turned into a time bomb
Doctors gave up treated me last year
My surgeon said it was the worst The case he had seen.
How long has it been? Did they say
How long is a piece of hope?
a month?
Three months?
A week?
You are shocked You are still very young For me a week is one year, every time blessing.
OK, I hope you will want it to return to your mother
Oh! Where are we going?
Edinburgh. You have a recital to give.
* One door opens the other behind
One sunset and another sun he goes up
Love comes to you in the usual way
Love comes to you in the shadows and disguises
Love can break like a precious gem of pearl
Your precious moment they roll over and spread
* Believe that there is indeed ice flowing through my veins
* Raise my shoulder to say it's not important
And they say it's my turn
* They say I've come
* They say that's what you got
* To live through lies
* If I can have my way I will leave everything tomorrow
* There is sadness if I stay * I have other fish to fry *
Where is Dryden?
Interesting.
Wait here.
Jewelry for women my age Frankly, it is rather vulgar.
Buy your clean shirt. You are my assistant now Driving.
Miss Walton?
I'm him
Hello. Welcome to Edinburgh. I'm Bryony. I helped at the Literature Festival.
Do you have a good trip?
It should be expected. Ben, my assistant, drove me.
I'm afraid we don't allow for assistants
No no. I'll take care of that
Okay, follow me So if you want to check yourself at the table,
they must be able to sort you out with extra space.
There's more you need, Don't hesitate to ask
Thank you.
Emma, the woman who ordered you, she will try to enter and say hello.
He's a little blurry his leg now
And we will take a taxi at 11:00 to take you to that place
I have to tell you, I'm a big fan of your TV show, Delivery Magnates.
Yes.
Have you seen the 80s Night on Sky?
No.
I never miss it. I know all your slogans.
"I am a woman, Leland, not an oil tanker. " You are great at the gay scene.
Is it me
Sorry.
So we will see you tomorrow at 11:00, then
Goodbye for now.
You want to see me
Yes, enter
I think Dougal will at least have
courtesy to meet us at the hotel
Someone didn't ask a lot of someone's agent
I need water.
Thank you.
When I asked to come with me to Edinburgh,
I might have given the impression
that is a normal event.
The truth is, I haven't given anything rte
years of theatrical performances.
I accept this offer because I have been flattered to be asked
Now appears I might have misjudged the reason for my invitation
What do they ask you to do?
I have to read from an anthology of love poetry This is republished.
Part of the reading week is titled "Forgotten Sound."
That sounds really good.
I think you are familiar with the kitsch concept.
This is rather popular in literature.
However, what is done is done We are here now, and the show must continue.
I'm sure they will understand if you don't want to continue,
remember how little time you have.
Don't be ridiculous Of course I will go!
When a woman says she doesn't continue,
Not that he doesn't continue!
I want to continue I'm just nervous, that's all.
Sorry. -Yes, well...
As long as you are there, I'll be fine.
Of course I will be there.
This is ridiculous, I know, but I think
if you are not with me I cannot continue.
You are my poet You understand the power of words.
Tomorrow, then.
Tomorrow.
11:00?
11:00.
"I am a woman, Leland, is not an oil tanker."
Hello. Nice clothes.
Have you stopped doing slavery?
Me too, thank God. I just showed it to my last novelist to his room.
Bugger is actually trying to chat I wake up The author is so frigging in vain.
You speak, don't you?
Good.
Do you like to drink?
I have to be in bed.
There are clubs that I sometimes visit. Just round the corner.
Large.
So we leave?
Yes.
Hi.
This way.
Come with me.
Sorry.
Jim, the usual.
Here. Applause.
Is your old woman so tense?
She's nervous tomorrow.
Why? He only read some poems
They might not even meet him.
Emma always orders too many people
I think Dame Evie won't be very happy if he doesn't get it opportunity to read
Dame? He is not a fool, right?
Yes.
Let's dance.
Oh, I'm fine, thank you.
Come on, that will make you good.
Use your hips!
Use your arm
Shaking your ass Come on!
Come on, look at me
Hey!
Can you believe how hairy is that person's back?
It's only rented.
Anyone who can can afford to buy here
definitely not working in publishing
How old are you?
I'm 18 and half.
Don't mind me asking, but why do you work for old women?
Are there no other jobs?
He is my grandmother.
cool. Sorry, I didn't mean to be rude about it
No problem.
Is this your first time?
No.
Sorry. Forgive me.
Come here, you tweet.
Explain, please, meaning, "He is not in his room."
Now, the key is at the reception desk and he doesn't answer the phone.
Then kindly open the door!
I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't do that
We are not free unlocking client doors unless there is an emergency.
And you don't call it an emergency?
With the biggest respect Madam, no
You said
What happened?
My assistant is not in action.
If you find it, I'll be downstairs at La Brasserie Ecosse. Thank you.
Can I get something else?
Other.
Hello.
I made tea for you. Do you take sugar?
No.
It's okay, I won't eat you
I don't have to be anywhere until after lunch
How about you? Do you like staying in for a little?
I assume it's not, then.
It's 11:30! -So?
I promised Evie Until 11:00.
He can go alone, right? -He won't continue without me.
you're kidding right? -He means that.
I have to be there before he goes on, or he doesn't remember the line.
Ben, he reads from a book.
It makes no difference. She's really desperate unless I'm in the same room
Isn't that a bit strange?
She's not weird. He is just nervous.
Relax. He has you.
No, he doesn't. I promised him I would be there.
After you make an appointment, You must save it.
I'm sorry.
Ben.
Yes?
You are a beautiful man Thank you. And thank you for having me.
Stop on an airplane. I need to drink.
Miss Walton? Emma Pagent, Vintage Press.
For a moment there, I thought we lost you to Scotland.
Women and men,
Vintage Press, together with with Eternal Spring,
Exfoliating cream is soft peeling for years,
very happy welcome Miss Eve Walton
I thought I would do it starting today's recital
by reading William Shakespeare sonnet number 29,
"When on Disgrace with Fortune."
Sorry. Excuse me.
Sorry.
Presbyterian Hall from Market Street?
Straight, second on the right.
I'm sorry. It looks like I have...
Yes, right. I know that with my heart.
"When indisgrace with luck and man's eyes
" I'm alone beweep my wild country
"And the problem of deaf heaven with my relentless crying " And look at myself
"And..."
Sorry, sorry I know the others.
"Flo, Flo
" I love you so much
"I love you on your nightie
" When the moonlight wilted in your breasts
"Oh, Jesus Christ the Almighty"
I'm sorry. Not me know what happened
Ben? Ben, where are you
Where are you, ben
It's okay, I'm here.
Where are you?
I was appointed.
You promised me.
I'm sorry.
Take me out of here. Well.
Where are we?
On the way to Cheltenham.
Cheltenham?
There are other festivals there.
But I don't want to go to another festival Everything is sorted I talked to the woman, Emma What's-it,
and explain to him You only have one week to live.
He is really good about it. He ordered you a slot
at Cheltenham Literary Festival with Martin Amis.
What are you talking about?
I say to him You are unfair some cheap soap stars from the 80s.
You deserve a better ending.
Cheltenham Literary Festival with Martin Amis?
Jesus Christ! Rotate the car immediately and take me home
No.
What did you say?
When a woman says she doesn't want to continue,
That doesn't mean he doesn't want to continue
Dude, let me make myself clear enough Under any circumstances do I give a recital again
I have embarrassed myself is enough.
Now all I want to do is go home and close the door.
You have to get back on the horse.
What? What are you up to?
God wants you to do one more thing performance before you die
Stop the car.
You're upset You lost your courage.
Next time, I will go through the piece with you...
Stop the bloody car!
I will not be intimidated, even by an emotional handicap.
I will not be back. Then I will walk.
You can't. You are dying I'm not dying You don't have to be afraid of death.
I'm not dying God hugs everyone who believes in him,
because they will have eternal life.
I'm not dying I succeeded!
I forgive you.
Oh, don't be too cocky.
I made a tit from myself. I'll go home. End of story.
Evie.
Evie, where do you think you will go
Evie, stop. You enter in the middle of nowhere
Then I will hold tight edge of a place
Evie, please You deserve too much Let yourself go
Get out of here.
You know I'm right. You cannot deny it.
God gave you talent for a reason
There is no God, You are a little crying hopeless.
God also forgives you for that.
Let's get it the obvious thing, boy.
I am forgiving, not God.
That's a terrible thing to say.
Oh, don't get biblical to me, you fart fart
You never read Bloody thing.
I read my Bible every night! Liar!
liar? You say I'm a liar?
I have never met anyone who has been lying very much in my life.
You make a whole out of thin air
You said you would be there 11:00 and you didn't!
You make a conversation. You make money.
One time I really needed you and you disappointed me!
One time1
You are with anyone That is very important
You can't even be bothered to appear?
Who is that?
Bryony.
Take me home.
We can search for campsites on the road
I'm sorry.
Come and see.
Evie?
Mmm?
Do you know the picture? I found it on your desk
Is that your baby?
What happened?
He died of meningitis When he was two years old.
What's the name
Thomas Oliver Walton. Tom.
He has a certain way of speaking When he is proud of something, he often loses words.
As before when we were trying to ride the bus
He held my hand, shouted, "I ran."
Life is confusing.
Just when we think everything is over, It throws this view at us
and we don't know where we are.
Should I bring things?
Tomorrow. I will rest now.
I tricked you to go all That way, and you don't want to leave.
I'm sorry.
I have a brilliant time, really.
Tomorrow, then.
You don't need to tell me what happened. I already know
Some bad people, and that's all there is to it.
He is not evil.
She's an actress!
I think that's enough to say.
Of course, I blame myself
to suggest that we try and do something for Mr. Fincham.
This is my thank you.
My child uses drugs, may be misused.
I am not misused. I have a very good time.
When you go with the actress,
You left the house of God.
While there is a breath in my body, You will not leave it again.
Look at me when I talk to you!
He needs me. He is my friend.
I will never betray you, Ben.
Don't betray me Don't be a traitor.
You may have noticed it that Mr. Fincham started dressing in my clothes
We must assume that This is part of his recovery.
Evie, it's me, Ben. I can't do it today.
My mother... anyway, I'll try and get there tomorrow
Ben. I have to go now.
Swaying.
* City to city
* Broadcast to every house, they drop your name
Swaying.
* But nobody knows your face * Billboards quote items You will never say it
* You hang your head and pray
* For Jesusland
* Jesusland *
Get off.
And one, two, three, up.
Hello. Can I help you?
How are you? I am Dame Eve Walton.
I want to know if Ben comes in, just by chance.
I'm afraid he's outside.
Oh, I'm sorry.
Do you mind tell him I'm calling?
Only he left the message, but I haven't heard from him.
I'm sorry.
He doesn't have the desire to work for you anymore I see. Why did he say?
He was found something more appropriate
More right?
Is that all?
Yes. Forgive me. Yes.
Please give him my best hope
Thank you very much for the call Goodbye.
Ben, what will I do without you?
First place, please. As soon as possible. As soon as possible.
Look at them. I want to see Dame Evie does better.
The way he looks, I will say lucky to get a soap opera.
What do you mean? You have never met him
when suddenly,
Jesus Christ, the child of God, came walking toward them.
We are hungry. ... they cry.
Where can we get food?
Ben?
* Well, Jesus is a man who travels by land
A hardworking and brave man
* Well, he said to rich people
* Now give your money to the poor
So they lay down Jesus Christ in his tomb Hah-le, hallelujah
Hah-le, hallelujah
They lie down Jesus Christ is his tomb Hah-le, hallelujah
They lay Jesus Christ in his tomb Evie? This is me, Ben.
I only have a few minutes. I'm playing in the church hall.
I just want you to know, Mother never told me that you called.
Evie, I know you were there. Please answer the door.
Evie, I need to talk to you.
I just left because I was afraid of what my mother would do.
Evie! I need you! You are my best friend Don't make me go back there, isn't like this.
Evie?
You're stupid cow
Wait, honey Hell bloody
I'm coming! Wait a minute.
Don't give up I'm on my way!
Taxi!
Saint Luke's Church Hall, Finchley.
And now, as the last chapter of our story unfolds,
we see the angel of God
surrounds the rock that stretches in the mouth of the cave
in preparation for the biggest miracle of all,
Christ's Resurrection How much is it, honey?
Then, like heavy stones slips to one side,
Christ steps into the light and God the Father cries...
Dirt.
God as a woman. It's very beautiful.
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
Oh, thank you.
You are too good.
Start the finale! Hereafter Go!
My friends, my friends!
It's time to arrive for God's children to say goodbye
Summer rentals All dates are too short and leaves on the tree, they stir.
Yes, God!
If it is disgraced by luck and men's eyes,
lift yourself and scream into the sky,
"No, no, no want to be a tree no more!
" No... "
No!
"... I will be a man. "
Good news, God!
Yes, brother. Not good news
Oh, God, good news!
Yes yes.
There are no roots to dig I am on the ground!
There is no branch to capture my crown!
I am a human child,
no one is holding me back!
Thank you for coming.
You are stuck by me, I will accompany you Thank you, thank you. Hallelujah! Don't touch my shirt Stop him What do you want me to do?
For God's sake!
Thank you, thank you. No, there is no signature. Thank you.
Ben Marshall, back here at once
Time to go home.
Ben Ben?
I'm not Ben-Benmu.
Don't be silly, my dear.
And I'm not your love Ben, stop now, please.
No, I will not stop.
I will continue and continue until everyone knows what does it feel like to live in your life
Ben. "Be good, alright."
And all the time is bleeding, You drive around in the car Dad has sex...
Ben!
Mr. Fincham?
Laura, honey!
Dear Ben, I hope when you read this letter,
your mother found herself on the road to recovery
Under these circumstances,
I understand enough that You will feel inappropriate to work for me again
Besides, you are yours now
Remember, however strange everything is, is just the end The end is up to you.
Namely, I leave you with this quote,
written by my best friend William Shakespeare:
"When bullshit hits a fan, gets a tent "
Ben. Come on, talk to me.
How are you?
The doctor said the only reason I survived
is because I drive an economy car.
God really is a thrifty friend.
Mother, please
There is something again I need to tell you
Your father and I have spoken.
I have prayed to God, and I heard it.
He told me to divorce.
Ben?
Hiya.
Hi.
I'm next in the prayer chain.
Are you okay, Ben?
Good.
We all know about your mother and Peter.
If it's God's will...
You're very angry, aren't you?
Don't You are still a gift from God.
Every day God gives us gifts.
That's why we call it now.
Fuck, Sarah.
What did you say? -I said 'Fuck off'.
Ben?
What are you doing?
You see your mother Peter takes him to Cornwall to recover.
He said should visit them sometime
I think it's better this way.
How can you say that?
You are my father You mean to stand alone You should have divorced him!
You should have told him for good bleeding to piss off.
I am the one who asked for divorce
Ben, I know this ha For you to understand,
but when I make my vow for you Mother, I mean what I say,
and even though it might seem like a little , I've tried to be correct for my words
You should have talked to me. I certainly understand.
I am a poet. I understand the power of words.
Yes.
I think I can move here for a while
Good idea. Get a little space.
You know, this is a while because I've camped
Daddy?
I see skylark in Scotland.
Very? You know, I never saw one Did it sing?
As you say.
Great.
In the past.
I love you, Ben. Very much.
I love you too, Father.
Yes. Well. Yes, that's good.
Your explosion Oh, for the sake of good...
Come on!
You little bastard, cut it!
Ben!
I'm not sure I will see you again I'm already a little busy.
Good.
I can't stay I'm on my lunch break. I have a job at a bookstore.
Books. Very apropos
I live alone now, in the Park.
Very good And your parents?
They are my parents.
Yes.
So, is there a plan?
I'm thinking of going to college.
Where? -Edinburgh.
To learn...
England.
England! Good choice.
I wrote something to you I am still experimenting with free verse Free verse
Ah.
"Some mysteries I will never understand
" The way the Earth revolves around the sun
"three minutes short every day
" Or the way the dead go
"Like putting the phone or turning the corner
" The future
"That's another bullshit
" We never know what we've never known "Except whoever you are and whoever I am " You have succeeded in becoming me "
This is not Shakespeare.
No, dear, but it's beautiful, and that's you
Goodbye if so.
Goodbye, Ben. * God, God never changes
* He is God, and will always be like that
* God is in the pulpit
* God descends to the door
= = * God is at the corner of amen
God on the whole floor * God, God never changes * He is God, and will always be like that
* God speaks to the mountain
* He said how great I am * He saw me wake up this morning
* And skip like a lamb
* God, God never changes * He is God and always will be
* I am in the middle of the ocean
* Above the old oak tree
* Everywhere I look
* for me * God, God never changes * He is God, and always will be
* God, God never changes * He is God, and will always be like that
* God, God never changes * He is God and always will be
And always going to
* God, God never changes * He is God and always will be
* He is God and always will be
He is God and always will *