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Enjoy The Flick 3 00:00:21,426 --> 00:00:23,256 - [VOICEOVER] Everyone has a story. 4 00:00:23,264 --> 00:00:26,468 I'm Heather, and this is mine. 5 00:00:26,469 --> 00:00:27,469 - The lot is 6 00:00:29,662 --> 00:00:33,032 pretty much where the truckers kinda tend to hang out, 7 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:37,281 you know, it's a place where they can stop over, 8 00:00:37,283 --> 00:00:40,473 and they sleep when they're on their long-night ride 9 00:00:40,474 --> 00:00:41,549 and all that. 10 00:00:48,522 --> 00:00:50,165 (HONKING) 11 00:00:50,166 --> 00:00:50,996 - Hey lady. 12 00:00:50,999 --> 00:00:52,909 I saw you earlier today. 13 00:00:52,914 --> 00:00:54,683 You still working commercial companies? 14 00:00:54,684 --> 00:00:56,235 - I'm walkin'. 15 00:00:56,236 --> 00:00:57,066 - Walkin'? 16 00:00:57,069 --> 00:00:59,029 Woah, woah, woah, come here, come here, come here. 17 00:00:59,033 --> 00:01:00,878 Look, look, look, look. 18 00:01:00,879 --> 00:01:01,879 Wanna party? 19 00:01:03,355 --> 00:01:04,355 Come on in. 20 00:01:06,952 --> 00:01:09,122 Atta girl, that's my girl. 21 00:01:11,883 --> 00:01:13,133 That's my girl. 22 00:01:16,839 --> 00:01:19,475 (RADIO CHATTER) 23 00:01:19,476 --> 00:01:22,056 (SOMBER MUSIC) 24 00:01:23,111 --> 00:01:25,081 Think I'm some kinda faggot or somethin', huh? 25 00:01:25,083 --> 00:01:27,467 You're gonna fuck me, God dammit. 26 00:01:27,468 --> 00:01:29,038 That's what I'm (GRUNTING) 27 00:01:29,044 --> 00:01:30,826 just fuckin' that asshole, huh? 28 00:01:30,827 --> 00:01:31,827 That's it. 29 00:01:35,487 --> 00:01:37,206 Fuckin' that asshole. 30 00:01:37,207 --> 00:01:38,817 That's what you like. 31 00:01:38,818 --> 00:01:41,588 That's what I like, isn't it? 32 00:01:41,591 --> 00:01:43,797 I'm gonna come, fuck it. 33 00:01:43,798 --> 00:01:46,218 Fuckin' bitch, I'm gonna come in your fuckin' asshole. 34 00:01:46,219 --> 00:01:50,125 ♪ I don't know what time it is 35 00:01:54,418 --> 00:01:56,418 ♪ And I 36 00:01:57,582 --> 00:02:01,082 ♪ Don't even know the day 37 00:02:05,274 --> 00:02:07,444 ♪ My eyes 38 00:02:09,348 --> 00:02:13,518 ♪ Fill up with tears for you darlin' 39 00:02:16,105 --> 00:02:18,355 ♪ You know 40 00:02:19,232 --> 00:02:22,652 ♪ I still love you today 41 00:02:27,224 --> 00:02:29,314 ♪ If, if 42 00:02:31,219 --> 00:02:34,799 ♪ If only dreams came true 43 00:02:37,924 --> 00:02:40,564 ♪ Then I 44 00:02:40,565 --> 00:02:44,725 ♪ Would be back in your arms again 45 00:02:46,787 --> 00:02:48,897 ♪ Yeah 46 00:02:48,900 --> 00:02:51,480 ♪ If this were 47 00:02:53,228 --> 00:02:57,398 ♪ Guessed it'd be too much for you baby 48 00:02:59,764 --> 00:03:01,481 ♪ You know ♪ 49 00:03:01,482 --> 00:03:04,291 - [HEATHER] They don't care that I'm not beautiful. 50 00:03:04,292 --> 00:03:06,559 I don't even think they look at me. 51 00:03:06,560 --> 00:03:09,055 That's not what I'm there for. 52 00:03:09,062 --> 00:03:11,152 Most times, they don't even want me 53 00:03:11,153 --> 00:03:13,350 to be fuckin' naked. 54 00:03:13,351 --> 00:03:17,451 Just hike up the skirt and bend at the waist. 55 00:03:17,452 --> 00:03:20,452 And they sure don't want me to look at them. 56 00:03:20,453 --> 00:03:23,000 Facin' them, or facin' away, 57 00:03:23,001 --> 00:03:26,061 as long as I'm on my knees and not meetin' their eyes, 58 00:03:26,062 --> 00:03:27,886 it's money well-spent. 59 00:03:30,842 --> 00:03:33,058 There's a poetry to pain. 60 00:03:33,059 --> 00:03:36,327 It's in all the storybooks, songs, movies. 61 00:03:36,328 --> 00:03:38,664 I've always fuckin' hated that. 62 00:03:38,665 --> 00:03:40,515 Pain is just somethin' that happens 63 00:03:40,520 --> 00:03:42,534 while you live your life. 64 00:03:42,535 --> 00:03:44,865 It doesn't make you special. 65 00:03:45,793 --> 00:03:47,412 You do what you have to do to survive, 66 00:03:47,413 --> 00:03:50,653 and if what you have to do sucks, 67 00:03:50,654 --> 00:03:52,324 well, then it sucks. 68 00:03:57,615 --> 00:04:00,115 There are no Prince Charmin's, 69 00:04:01,002 --> 00:04:02,822 'cause at the end of the day, 70 00:04:02,823 --> 00:04:05,831 every guy wants the same thing. 71 00:04:05,834 --> 00:04:06,834 Property. 72 00:04:07,942 --> 00:04:10,049 Something to show off to people, 73 00:04:10,050 --> 00:04:12,265 to hang on his arm at parties and say, 74 00:04:12,267 --> 00:04:14,427 look what the fuck I have. 75 00:04:15,400 --> 00:04:18,820 Something he won, or earned, or paid for. 76 00:04:20,906 --> 00:04:24,316 Property isn't supposed to feel or think. 77 00:04:25,294 --> 00:04:29,880 It's just supposed to lay there and be walked on. 78 00:04:29,881 --> 00:04:31,411 The world is the world and there's no point 79 00:04:31,412 --> 00:04:32,905 fuckin' hatin' it. 80 00:04:34,874 --> 00:04:36,044 Wasted energy. 81 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:38,997 Same with dreaming. 82 00:04:38,998 --> 00:04:41,998 But still, it would be nice to once, 83 00:04:42,987 --> 00:04:46,737 just once, know that I could look at someone, 84 00:04:49,456 --> 00:04:50,706 and them at me, 85 00:04:51,567 --> 00:04:54,137 and not still feel lonely. 86 00:04:54,142 --> 00:04:56,651 (GENTLE MUSIC) 87 00:04:56,652 --> 00:04:59,152 (DOG BARKING) 88 00:05:18,949 --> 00:05:20,397 - Yeah she was kind of a mystery, 89 00:05:20,398 --> 00:05:22,585 and maybe that's part of what intrigued me about her 90 00:05:22,594 --> 00:05:25,774 in the first place, 'cause she was so different 91 00:05:25,775 --> 00:05:28,099 than everybody else in town. 92 00:05:29,554 --> 00:05:31,503 Where did she come from? 93 00:05:31,504 --> 00:05:34,633 And I knew, I knew she had a rough life, 94 00:05:34,634 --> 00:05:38,083 I knew that she was probably runnin' from somethin'. 95 00:05:38,084 --> 00:05:40,022 I know somethin' real bad happened, 96 00:05:40,023 --> 00:05:44,374 and I never talked about it, I never asked. 97 00:05:44,375 --> 00:05:48,125 I think, because, I didn't wanna have to ask. 98 00:05:53,018 --> 00:05:55,688 (COUNTRY MUSIC) 99 00:07:05,312 --> 00:07:06,579 Funny thing to say. 100 00:07:06,580 --> 00:07:10,026 You know, 'cause she's a woman and all, but the thing 101 00:07:10,034 --> 00:07:12,214 that women usually say about men, 102 00:07:12,215 --> 00:07:16,038 like that they feel protected and they feel safe, 103 00:07:16,039 --> 00:07:18,179 there was somethin' about Charlie that made me feel 104 00:07:18,183 --> 00:07:21,683 safe with her, and made me feel protected. 105 00:07:45,659 --> 00:07:46,659 - I'm here. 106 00:07:47,499 --> 00:07:48,499 Yeah. 107 00:07:49,193 --> 00:07:51,335 Long haul, yeah. 108 00:07:51,336 --> 00:07:53,276 - So the last load is in. 109 00:07:53,282 --> 00:07:54,812 - I dropped it at the back lot. 110 00:07:54,813 --> 00:07:56,375 Yeah, back row. 111 00:07:56,378 --> 00:07:58,378 Back row, yeah. 112 00:07:58,383 --> 00:08:00,965 Lizard row, it's there. 113 00:08:00,966 --> 00:08:03,506 - You know where you are, right? 114 00:08:03,510 --> 00:08:06,479 Keep a low profile and don't, 115 00:08:06,480 --> 00:08:08,430 don't do that shit that you always do 116 00:08:08,431 --> 00:08:10,565 and start fuckin' shit up. 117 00:08:10,573 --> 00:08:13,076 - I'm not gonna fuck it up, God. 118 00:08:13,077 --> 00:08:14,367 - You know how you fuck shit up. 119 00:08:14,368 --> 00:08:15,616 Just don't do it. 120 00:08:15,624 --> 00:08:16,724 - I know, I know, lay low. 121 00:08:16,725 --> 00:08:18,138 Got it, I got it. 122 00:08:19,152 --> 00:08:20,962 Look, I'll do the best I can. 123 00:08:20,964 --> 00:08:22,814 - On more haul tomorrow, all right? 124 00:08:22,815 --> 00:08:23,775 - Right. 125 00:08:23,777 --> 00:08:25,037 I know, I'm doing a turnaround in the morning. 126 00:08:25,038 --> 00:08:28,596 I'm just layin' low tonight, and tomorrow I'm off. 127 00:08:28,597 --> 00:08:29,707 Yeah. 128 00:08:29,714 --> 00:08:30,975 Okay. 129 00:08:30,976 --> 00:08:32,836 Yeah, that's my last one. 130 00:08:32,844 --> 00:08:35,324 - The feds are bucklin' down, so we're gonna, 131 00:08:35,325 --> 00:08:38,777 we're gonna start runnin' light after this one. 132 00:08:38,784 --> 00:08:41,663 Don't bring any attention to the operation. 133 00:08:41,664 --> 00:08:43,374 - I just want my debt paid off, that's it. 134 00:08:43,375 --> 00:08:44,995 Then I wanna be done. 135 00:08:44,996 --> 00:08:46,446 We made the deal. 136 00:08:46,452 --> 00:08:47,668 - Yeah. 137 00:08:47,669 --> 00:08:48,669 I know. 138 00:08:49,609 --> 00:08:51,694 - So you glad I'm back? 139 00:08:51,695 --> 00:08:52,945 - Stupid bitch. 140 00:08:58,229 --> 00:09:00,899 (COUNTRY MUSIC) 141 00:09:21,884 --> 00:09:22,884 - Charlie. 142 00:09:24,264 --> 00:09:25,604 - [CHARLIE] Hey! 143 00:09:27,781 --> 00:09:29,248 - Where the fuck you been? 144 00:09:29,249 --> 00:09:31,585 - Hangin' out with my lower companions, 145 00:09:31,589 --> 00:09:32,639 you know, the usual. 146 00:09:32,641 --> 00:09:34,561 - Oh you mean, like truckers? 147 00:09:34,562 --> 00:09:36,830 They're havin' a party down the street, wanna go? 148 00:09:36,833 --> 00:09:37,671 - I don't know, are you going? 149 00:09:37,672 --> 00:09:38,576 - Of course. 150 00:09:38,583 --> 00:09:40,273 I'll be there in some incapacity. 151 00:09:40,274 --> 00:09:42,097 (LAUGHS) 152 00:09:42,104 --> 00:09:42,942 - All right. 153 00:09:42,943 --> 00:09:43,767 Fuck yeah, all right, I'll go. 154 00:09:43,770 --> 00:09:44,600 I'll see you thee. 155 00:09:44,603 --> 00:09:45,503 - Okay. 156 00:09:45,504 --> 00:09:47,546 (UPBEAT COUNTRY MUSIC) 157 00:09:47,547 --> 00:09:49,797 (SHOUTING) 158 00:09:52,753 --> 00:09:55,753 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 159 00:10:23,984 --> 00:10:28,509 - Hey, so a lot's happened since I saw you last. 160 00:10:28,510 --> 00:10:29,690 - Oh my God, I know. 161 00:10:29,694 --> 00:10:30,953 - Yeah, totally well, 162 00:10:30,954 --> 00:10:33,063 after I found out he was bisexual, 163 00:10:33,064 --> 00:10:36,201 I had him ride the Harley and get the divorce papers. 164 00:10:36,204 --> 00:10:37,319 (LAUGHS) 165 00:10:37,320 --> 00:10:38,737 Right? 166 00:10:38,738 --> 00:10:39,878 - Right, I guess, yeah. 167 00:10:39,883 --> 00:10:41,328 - What can I do, man? 168 00:10:41,329 --> 00:10:42,159 Wanna ride? 169 00:10:42,162 --> 00:10:43,562 Wanna ride on Sunday? 170 00:10:43,563 --> 00:10:46,225 - Yeah, I gotta go to Texas. 171 00:10:46,228 --> 00:10:47,058 - Okay. 172 00:10:47,061 --> 00:10:47,891 - Next time. 173 00:10:47,894 --> 00:10:48,984 - Okay, sure. 174 00:10:52,746 --> 00:10:55,746 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 175 00:10:58,405 --> 00:11:01,905 - Yeah, did you see the tits on that bitch? 176 00:11:01,907 --> 00:11:05,407 (LAUGHTER AND CHATTERING) 177 00:11:25,053 --> 00:11:26,053 - Hey. 178 00:11:28,206 --> 00:11:31,206 What kind of Halloween costume is this? 179 00:11:31,209 --> 00:11:33,629 What the hell is that anyway? 180 00:11:36,256 --> 00:11:39,386 What the hell you supposed to be, anyway? 181 00:11:39,392 --> 00:11:41,780 - Oh come on, that's the best you've got? 182 00:11:41,781 --> 00:11:44,117 - Oh, I can do a lot better than that. 183 00:11:44,118 --> 00:11:45,618 I got lots better. 184 00:11:46,549 --> 00:11:48,505 - Good, I'm sure you do. 185 00:11:48,506 --> 00:11:49,506 - I do. 186 00:11:50,686 --> 00:11:51,996 Come on, let's have some fun. 187 00:11:51,997 --> 00:11:52,997 Let's party. 188 00:11:56,419 --> 00:11:57,809 - All right. 189 00:11:57,814 --> 00:12:00,314 All right, I'll be right back. 190 00:12:02,899 --> 00:12:04,899 - [VOICEOVER] Oh, sorry. 191 00:12:15,616 --> 00:12:16,616 - Hey. 192 00:12:17,927 --> 00:12:20,237 Dude, I've been looking for you. 193 00:12:20,239 --> 00:12:21,459 - I figured soon. 194 00:12:21,464 --> 00:12:22,602 What are you looking for? 195 00:12:22,603 --> 00:12:23,471 - Got Shiva? 196 00:12:23,472 --> 00:12:25,707 - [WOMAN] Yeah, I got your black, how much do you want? 197 00:12:25,711 --> 00:12:26,791 - Half piece? 198 00:12:28,493 --> 00:12:30,663 - I got a half piece, 350? 199 00:12:33,363 --> 00:12:34,427 - [CHARLIE] 320. 200 00:12:34,428 --> 00:12:35,358 - Fuck. 201 00:12:35,364 --> 00:12:37,083 Yeah, I'll do it tonight. 202 00:12:37,084 --> 00:12:38,534 But that's it for that. 203 00:12:38,535 --> 00:12:40,711 Be careful, it's strong. 204 00:12:40,712 --> 00:12:41,712 - All right. 205 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:47,104 All right, good seein' ya 206 00:12:48,461 --> 00:12:50,131 - I'm just gonna go. 207 00:12:52,628 --> 00:12:54,878 (LAUGHTER) 208 00:13:20,617 --> 00:13:22,567 - Oh, what's wrong, buttercup? 209 00:13:22,570 --> 00:13:24,254 - I don't feel good. 210 00:13:24,255 --> 00:13:26,655 - You're okay, you just need to walk it off, that's all. 211 00:13:26,660 --> 00:13:27,510 Come on. 212 00:13:27,511 --> 00:13:29,831 - [CHARLIE] But I just had that one. 213 00:13:29,834 --> 00:13:32,458 - You're gonna be all right. 214 00:13:32,459 --> 00:13:35,709 (GAGGING AND COUGHING) 215 00:13:38,266 --> 00:13:39,596 I got your hair. 216 00:13:41,676 --> 00:13:43,136 That's all right. 217 00:13:43,144 --> 00:13:44,732 You're all right. 218 00:13:44,733 --> 00:13:45,821 - I feel better. 219 00:13:45,822 --> 00:13:47,100 - Yeah, you feel real good right now. 220 00:13:47,101 --> 00:13:48,606 - [CHARLIE] No, I feel good, I'm going. 221 00:13:48,613 --> 00:13:50,583 - [MAN] Hey, where are you goin'? 222 00:13:50,584 --> 00:13:52,728 Hey, hey, come here. 223 00:13:52,729 --> 00:13:53,779 You're not going anywhere. 224 00:13:53,784 --> 00:13:54,784 - What? 225 00:13:55,742 --> 00:13:57,418 No, no, no. 226 00:13:57,419 --> 00:13:59,369 - The party is just beginning, honey. 227 00:13:59,370 --> 00:14:00,518 Now you hold still. 228 00:14:00,522 --> 00:14:01,802 - What are you doing? 229 00:14:01,804 --> 00:14:02,804 Get off. 230 00:14:03,584 --> 00:14:04,584 Don't! 231 00:14:06,629 --> 00:14:07,968 - [MAN] We're gonna have a little fun right now. 232 00:14:07,969 --> 00:14:09,519 - Get the fuck off of me! 233 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:10,734 Stop it! 234 00:14:10,735 --> 00:14:12,455 (SHOUTS) 235 00:14:12,462 --> 00:14:13,462 - You bitch! 236 00:14:14,766 --> 00:14:15,766 You hit me? 237 00:14:16,686 --> 00:14:18,016 You dare hit me? 238 00:14:19,034 --> 00:14:19,994 You dare to hit me? 239 00:14:19,995 --> 00:14:22,286 I'm gonna tear you up. 240 00:14:22,287 --> 00:14:24,287 Woah, woah, woah. 241 00:14:24,289 --> 00:14:25,705 All right now. 242 00:14:25,706 --> 00:14:27,545 Hold on, take your finger off the trigger. 243 00:14:27,546 --> 00:14:28,546 - Fuck you. 244 00:14:33,489 --> 00:14:35,305 - Come on, now. 245 00:14:35,306 --> 00:14:36,946 (GUNSHOT) 246 00:14:36,950 --> 00:14:39,200 (GROANING) 247 00:15:39,407 --> 00:15:42,584 (PHONE RINGING) 248 00:15:42,585 --> 00:15:44,155 - Yeah. 249 00:15:44,164 --> 00:15:45,164 What now? 250 00:15:46,844 --> 00:15:48,711 - I shot someone. 251 00:15:48,712 --> 00:15:50,262 Ducky, I don't know what to do. 252 00:15:50,263 --> 00:15:51,681 - You shot someone? 253 00:15:51,682 --> 00:15:52,704 - What do I do? 254 00:15:52,705 --> 00:15:54,345 - You know what? 255 00:15:54,353 --> 00:15:57,061 This is how you don't bring attention 256 00:15:57,062 --> 00:15:59,052 to the operation. 257 00:15:59,054 --> 00:16:01,120 - Should I come over there? 258 00:16:01,121 --> 00:16:02,941 - No, you cannot come here. 259 00:16:02,943 --> 00:16:03,993 - [VOICEOVER] I'll do the last haul. 260 00:16:03,994 --> 00:16:06,070 - Yeah, you will do the last haul. 261 00:16:06,071 --> 00:16:08,544 - Okay, well what do I do? 262 00:16:08,545 --> 00:16:11,155 - You'll get the money, and you'll send it here, 263 00:16:11,163 --> 00:16:12,843 but don't call me ever again. 264 00:16:12,844 --> 00:16:16,246 And you can start over wherever you want. 265 00:16:17,642 --> 00:16:19,982 But do not contact me again. 266 00:16:22,933 --> 00:16:24,853 - Okay, I'm hanging up. 267 00:16:44,461 --> 00:16:45,461 - Charlie, 268 00:16:47,647 --> 00:16:50,557 she had this dark spirit about her, 269 00:16:51,909 --> 00:16:54,079 you know, it's like when I think of a color, 270 00:16:54,084 --> 00:16:56,819 I guess I'd think of black. 271 00:16:56,820 --> 00:16:59,988 And she liked to wear black (LAUGHS) 272 00:16:59,989 --> 00:17:03,559 all the time, and she had black hair and black eyeliner, 273 00:17:03,563 --> 00:17:07,733 black pants, black tank tops, black shirts, you know. 274 00:17:08,634 --> 00:17:11,004 I always said, you know, maybe she'd throw in 275 00:17:11,005 --> 00:17:14,466 a little color here and there, but I don't know, 276 00:17:14,474 --> 00:17:17,237 I guess maybe I was her color, you know. 277 00:17:17,238 --> 00:17:19,738 And she was that neutral tone. 278 00:17:24,766 --> 00:17:28,926 Along with that there was always somethin' she was hidin'. 279 00:17:48,223 --> 00:17:50,892 Maybe she had a non-interference pact with herself 280 00:17:50,893 --> 00:17:52,735 or some fuckin' thing. 281 00:17:52,736 --> 00:17:56,116 A promise to not open up and let anyone in her mind 282 00:17:56,117 --> 00:17:57,785 or her heart. 283 00:17:57,788 --> 00:17:59,024 But that's good. 284 00:17:59,025 --> 00:18:00,385 That's protection. 285 00:18:00,394 --> 00:18:03,541 It's like cellophane-covered. 286 00:18:03,542 --> 00:18:07,632 Seran-wrapped up tight so nothin' gets in or out. 287 00:18:09,728 --> 00:18:10,658 (COUGHING) 288 00:18:10,660 --> 00:18:12,500 We were all just the walking wounded, anyway. 289 00:18:12,501 --> 00:18:15,514 Inhaling lungs full of fucking hash. 290 00:18:15,515 --> 00:18:18,435 Life is short, or life is long. 291 00:18:18,442 --> 00:18:19,692 Who even knows? 292 00:18:25,147 --> 00:18:27,397 (COUGHING) 293 00:18:29,435 --> 00:18:32,015 (GENTLE MUSIC) 294 00:18:49,336 --> 00:18:51,586 Charlie was hardly a saint. 295 00:18:53,085 --> 00:18:55,835 On the other hand, maybe she was. 296 00:19:22,913 --> 00:19:25,333 (ROCK MUSIC) 297 00:19:31,118 --> 00:19:34,438 - There's your map, directions to get there. 298 00:19:34,441 --> 00:19:37,441 Hook up your rig and get outta here. 299 00:19:46,427 --> 00:19:49,746 ♪ Get down, get in her face 300 00:19:49,747 --> 00:19:53,987 ♪ My bad reputation got me the best place 301 00:19:53,994 --> 00:19:58,252 ♪ Gotta have it, gotta have it, they say 302 00:19:58,253 --> 00:20:02,381 ♪ Should no longer 'til we got up in your case ♪ 303 00:20:02,382 --> 00:20:04,859 - [HEATHER] I have to say, Charlie came into town 304 00:20:04,860 --> 00:20:07,845 like a lightning storm, or a hurricane or somethin'. 305 00:20:07,846 --> 00:20:10,446 Suddenly, she was just there. 306 00:20:10,450 --> 00:20:14,296 Yeah, she could knock down anyone's world. 307 00:20:14,297 --> 00:20:17,126 She said she like livin' in isolation and that, 308 00:20:17,127 --> 00:20:20,077 bein' a loner is better than bein' lonely. 309 00:20:20,082 --> 00:20:22,672 I think she was lonely, though. 310 00:20:34,392 --> 00:20:38,582 Funny thing is that nothing ever changes, 311 00:20:38,583 --> 00:20:42,278 and Charlie knew that, and it worked for her. 312 00:20:42,279 --> 00:20:44,499 Even in the Bible it says, 313 00:20:44,501 --> 00:20:48,159 there's nothin' new under the sun. 314 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:50,240 I used to read the Bible. 315 00:21:28,994 --> 00:21:32,210 (UPBEAT COUNTRY MUSIC) 316 00:21:32,211 --> 00:21:35,711 (CHATTERING AND LAUGHING) 317 00:21:43,727 --> 00:21:47,887 ♪ 17 days on the road and I'm as high as a kite ♪ 318 00:21:49,298 --> 00:21:51,027 - This place is dead. 319 00:21:51,028 --> 00:21:52,056 - Yeah? 320 00:21:52,057 --> 00:21:53,967 Just the way I like it. 321 00:21:55,049 --> 00:21:58,629 - What's the matter, you don't like people? 322 00:22:06,732 --> 00:22:10,812 ♪ She made it out on Sunday mornin' ♪ 323 00:22:10,814 --> 00:22:12,244 - I've never been the saint, 324 00:22:12,245 --> 00:22:14,962 and I've been doing the sinner since I was a kid. 325 00:22:14,963 --> 00:22:17,451 Nothin' here in this shit town. 326 00:22:17,452 --> 00:22:20,201 We just started chattin' a little bit, 327 00:22:20,202 --> 00:22:23,122 and it was kinda funny, kinda nice, 328 00:22:25,330 --> 00:22:28,030 I don't know, she just seemed like she 329 00:22:28,031 --> 00:22:30,611 paid attention to me, you know? 330 00:22:33,233 --> 00:22:36,358 ♪ She's gonna see the way 331 00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:39,899 ♪ She's gonna find another way 332 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:43,537 ♪ She's got a lifetime to remember 333 00:22:43,538 --> 00:22:47,708 ♪ Nothin' more to say when you feel alone ♪ 334 00:22:49,820 --> 00:22:52,990 (TWANGY GUITAR MUSIC) 335 00:23:43,999 --> 00:23:45,169 - Got a ciggy? 336 00:23:46,620 --> 00:23:48,757 - Smoking kills. 337 00:23:48,758 --> 00:23:50,096 - I'm no quitter. 338 00:23:50,097 --> 00:23:52,767 - Yeah, you got ambition. 339 00:23:52,770 --> 00:23:54,310 - Look, I don't need new friends, 340 00:23:54,314 --> 00:23:57,234 I just need to bum a fuckin' ciggy. 341 00:24:01,278 --> 00:24:02,948 - Give me a lighter. 342 00:24:24,086 --> 00:24:26,196 Busy lot here, yeah? 343 00:24:26,202 --> 00:24:27,694 (LAUGHS) 344 00:24:27,695 --> 00:24:29,945 - Yeah, busy as a dead bee. 345 00:24:33,572 --> 00:24:34,662 Or a cricket. 346 00:24:41,601 --> 00:24:44,347 Just about every day I think I'm gonna 347 00:24:44,348 --> 00:24:47,748 stick out my thumb and bail on this place. 348 00:24:47,752 --> 00:24:52,105 Make it as far as the Eiffel Tower, or Mexico. 349 00:24:52,106 --> 00:24:53,805 Maybe even Pasadena. 350 00:24:53,806 --> 00:24:55,226 (LAUGHS) 351 00:24:55,228 --> 00:24:57,157 Pasadena, gonna go see that Golden Gate Bridge 352 00:24:57,158 --> 00:24:58,235 they got out there. 353 00:24:58,241 --> 00:25:00,697 - Pasadena, yeah, it's a bad idea 354 00:25:00,698 --> 00:25:02,708 to hang around bridges. 355 00:25:02,709 --> 00:25:05,459 - I seem to be good at bad ideas. 356 00:25:07,116 --> 00:25:08,136 - Well if you hate it so much, why don't you just 357 00:25:08,138 --> 00:25:09,888 ditch on out of here? 358 00:25:11,413 --> 00:25:14,126 - And jeopardize my career? 359 00:25:14,127 --> 00:25:18,287 - Yeah, you're really movin' up the ladder here, huh? 360 00:25:19,493 --> 00:25:22,663 (MOTORCYCLE RUMBLING) 361 00:25:28,912 --> 00:25:30,928 - I don't want your ciggies. 362 00:25:30,929 --> 00:25:33,179 I got my own all by myself. 363 00:25:35,384 --> 00:25:36,684 - I really don't think a girl like you 364 00:25:36,685 --> 00:25:38,427 should be by herself. 365 00:25:46,218 --> 00:25:48,668 - Spider well you just get in here 366 00:25:48,674 --> 00:25:50,174 and shut the door. 367 00:25:52,335 --> 00:25:56,495 - Itchy fur and like a porcupine (MUMBLES) or somethin'. 368 00:25:59,158 --> 00:26:00,158 - You know, 369 00:26:00,986 --> 00:26:03,646 I once scene porcupines humpin'. 370 00:26:07,184 --> 00:26:09,174 (COUGHING) 371 00:26:09,175 --> 00:26:11,185 - Like two cactuses in love, shit. 372 00:26:11,186 --> 00:26:14,286 - I bet you didn't see anything. 373 00:26:14,289 --> 00:26:15,289 - I did too. 374 00:26:16,498 --> 00:26:19,588 - I saw a bat once, but it flew away. 375 00:26:19,591 --> 00:26:21,281 It would have been romantic if it bit me. 376 00:26:21,283 --> 00:26:22,203 (LAUGHTER) 377 00:26:22,204 --> 00:26:24,124 - Bit like a porcupine. 378 00:26:25,602 --> 00:26:27,322 (GRUNTING GOOFILY) 379 00:26:27,323 --> 00:26:28,283 - Spider. 380 00:26:28,284 --> 00:26:29,688 Spider. 381 00:26:29,689 --> 00:26:30,978 Spider. 382 00:26:30,979 --> 00:26:31,809 - What's up? 383 00:26:31,812 --> 00:26:33,232 - Do I look okay? 384 00:26:35,722 --> 00:26:37,612 - You don't look as hot as you did in high school, 385 00:26:37,613 --> 00:26:39,476 but you look okay, yeah. 386 00:26:39,477 --> 00:26:42,137 - Just get out of here, just go. 387 00:26:43,526 --> 00:26:45,365 I used to be beautiful. 388 00:26:45,366 --> 00:26:48,026 At least that's what people say. 389 00:28:08,512 --> 00:28:11,012 (DOG BARKING) 390 00:29:25,739 --> 00:29:29,569 (GENTLE, TWANGY GUITAR MUSIC) 391 00:29:32,238 --> 00:29:35,318 (TRUCK HORN BLOWING) 392 00:29:36,279 --> 00:29:39,609 - You know, there's someone new in town. 393 00:29:41,002 --> 00:29:44,252 Yeah, I saw her, she saw me, and I know 394 00:29:45,838 --> 00:29:48,258 maybe nobody wants to hang around me anymore 395 00:29:48,262 --> 00:29:52,432 like they did in high school, but she did talk to me. 396 00:29:54,694 --> 00:29:57,777 I don't know, maybe she'll talk to me again. 397 00:29:57,778 --> 00:30:00,598 Maybe I could talk to her, and she could listen. 398 00:30:00,601 --> 00:30:01,601 Whatever. 399 00:30:02,444 --> 00:30:04,944 Maybe we could party together. 400 00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:10,301 And that's the world out there, grandma. 401 00:30:12,324 --> 00:30:13,664 Hard to keep up. 402 00:30:24,212 --> 00:30:25,212 Try it? 403 00:30:30,463 --> 00:30:31,463 All right. 404 00:30:46,417 --> 00:30:48,337 We need it to phase out. 405 00:30:48,339 --> 00:30:52,509 We needed more drugs, and she knew just how to find them. 406 00:31:05,547 --> 00:31:06,976 (YELLS) 407 00:31:06,977 --> 00:31:08,907 You scared the shit out of me! 408 00:31:08,913 --> 00:31:11,672 (LAUGHTER) 409 00:31:11,673 --> 00:31:13,856 You're late, you look like shit. 410 00:31:13,857 --> 00:31:15,787 - Yeah, but do I look good? 411 00:31:15,792 --> 00:31:17,172 - Do I look good? 412 00:31:17,174 --> 00:31:18,230 (LAUGHS) 413 00:31:18,231 --> 00:31:20,311 Oh, well, get in the car. 414 00:31:21,270 --> 00:31:23,920 (LAUGHS) 415 00:31:23,921 --> 00:31:25,721 - What, you expected the Boogie Man or somethin'? 416 00:31:25,722 --> 00:31:27,629 - Scary like the friggin' Bogie Man. 417 00:31:27,630 --> 00:31:29,315 So where the hell we goin'? 418 00:31:29,322 --> 00:31:31,412 (GRUNTS) 419 00:31:33,757 --> 00:31:36,284 - Wasn't sure you'd really meet me. 420 00:31:36,285 --> 00:31:38,785 This lady, she died of cancer. 421 00:31:40,406 --> 00:31:42,406 I circled and organized all the obituaries, 422 00:31:42,414 --> 00:31:44,992 like in order of how they died, what they died from, 423 00:31:44,993 --> 00:31:47,093 and so I can know what kind of prescription drugs they took. 424 00:31:47,094 --> 00:31:48,873 - Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I get it. 425 00:31:48,874 --> 00:31:52,841 So she'd have pain from the cancer, right? 426 00:31:52,842 --> 00:31:55,498 So she's take pain prescriptions! 427 00:31:55,499 --> 00:31:56,349 - [CHARLIE] Right! 428 00:31:56,351 --> 00:31:57,401 - Oh yeah, okay. 429 00:31:57,402 --> 00:32:00,254 So, but we need an address. 430 00:32:00,255 --> 00:32:04,435 - I called the mortuary, and told them I was family. 431 00:32:04,443 --> 00:32:07,402 - And they just gave it to you? 432 00:32:07,403 --> 00:32:11,308 - I played the cousin callin' to send flowers card. 433 00:32:11,309 --> 00:32:14,229 You know, everybody's got a cousin. 434 00:32:15,213 --> 00:32:17,592 - I see like, these fleas jumpin'. 435 00:32:17,593 --> 00:32:18,763 Did you see anything? 436 00:32:18,764 --> 00:32:19,839 Look at that. 437 00:32:20,891 --> 00:32:22,191 - You're fine. 438 00:32:22,192 --> 00:32:24,666 - [HEATHER] I see, like, fleas, 439 00:32:24,667 --> 00:32:27,087 I see them jumpin' all over the place. 440 00:32:27,093 --> 00:32:28,351 Can't sleep. 441 00:32:28,352 --> 00:32:30,144 Can't ever sleep. 442 00:32:30,145 --> 00:32:32,215 - Yeah, me either. 443 00:32:32,222 --> 00:32:35,142 Don't worry, I've done this before. 444 00:32:38,827 --> 00:32:40,857 Follow my lead. 445 00:32:40,859 --> 00:32:41,859 Put this on. 446 00:32:45,127 --> 00:32:46,957 - Followin' your lead. 447 00:32:54,980 --> 00:32:56,310 - How do I look? 448 00:32:57,212 --> 00:32:58,212 - Thank you. 449 00:33:07,084 --> 00:33:09,334 (KNOCKING) 450 00:33:15,519 --> 00:33:17,769 (KNOCKING) 451 00:33:20,649 --> 00:33:23,337 - [CHARLIE] Hi, Mr. Tabernacle? 452 00:33:23,338 --> 00:33:25,038 We're so sorry for your loss. 453 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,818 - We're not the Jehovah's Witnesses, or Mormons, 454 00:33:27,819 --> 00:33:30,406 or Avon, (MUMBLES), anything like that. 455 00:33:30,407 --> 00:33:31,517 - Who are you? 456 00:33:31,522 --> 00:33:33,051 - We're here from the hospital, 457 00:33:33,052 --> 00:33:35,132 and we're here to pick up all of your late wife's 458 00:33:35,133 --> 00:33:37,135 prescription medications. 459 00:33:37,142 --> 00:33:40,429 - Yeah, so you don't have to throw them away, 460 00:33:40,430 --> 00:33:42,718 you know, toxic waste and stuff 461 00:33:42,719 --> 00:33:44,129 is not good for society. 462 00:33:44,131 --> 00:33:47,408 - I'm sorry, this is not a good time. 463 00:33:47,409 --> 00:33:48,959 - You're in love. 464 00:33:48,964 --> 00:33:50,124 I love love. 465 00:33:50,125 --> 00:33:51,065 - You do? 466 00:33:51,071 --> 00:33:53,321 - Well, I love the thought of it, yeah, 467 00:33:53,323 --> 00:33:57,161 you know, it's (MUMBLING) 468 00:33:57,162 --> 00:33:59,578 - You're from the hospital? 469 00:33:59,579 --> 00:34:02,409 - Yeah, yeah, yes, can we come in? 470 00:34:04,704 --> 00:34:06,562 - Okay, come into the living room 471 00:34:06,563 --> 00:34:08,600 and I'll get the prescriptions. 472 00:34:08,601 --> 00:34:10,351 Don't touch anything. 473 00:34:15,868 --> 00:34:17,907 - It's like a real home here. 474 00:34:17,908 --> 00:34:19,738 Really homey and shit. 475 00:34:21,275 --> 00:34:23,855 We should have brought flowers. 476 00:34:29,984 --> 00:34:32,574 (BELL TOLLING) 477 00:34:34,364 --> 00:34:36,074 - I got her prescriptions. 478 00:34:36,075 --> 00:34:37,755 Which ones do you want? 479 00:34:37,764 --> 00:34:38,614 - All of them. 480 00:34:38,615 --> 00:34:40,414 - All of them, everything, we need all of those. 481 00:34:40,415 --> 00:34:43,110 (CHEERING) 482 00:34:43,111 --> 00:34:44,111 Yeah! 483 00:34:47,585 --> 00:34:50,785 - You are fucking crazy, girl! 484 00:34:50,787 --> 00:34:52,947 (BARKING) 485 00:34:54,795 --> 00:34:56,725 - [CHARLIE] Yeah! 486 00:34:56,733 --> 00:35:00,073 - [HEATHER] Give me a swig of that shit. 487 00:35:00,937 --> 00:35:03,187 - [CHARLIE] Where we goin'? 488 00:35:04,150 --> 00:35:06,320 (BARKING) 489 00:35:11,020 --> 00:35:12,150 - I wanna show you somethin'. 490 00:35:12,151 --> 00:35:13,001 Woo. 491 00:35:13,001 --> 00:35:13,851 (LAUGHS) 492 00:35:13,852 --> 00:35:15,451 Yeah it was really excitin', you know, 493 00:35:15,452 --> 00:35:18,775 something woke up in me that I had never 494 00:35:20,286 --> 00:35:23,126 experienced before with men. 495 00:35:23,133 --> 00:35:25,723 (HORN HONKING) 496 00:35:26,969 --> 00:35:28,429 - Look. 497 00:35:28,431 --> 00:35:31,681 These say take in anticipation of pain. 498 00:35:36,627 --> 00:35:37,745 All right. 499 00:35:37,746 --> 00:35:38,786 - Life is pain. 500 00:35:38,792 --> 00:35:41,042 (LAUGHTER) 501 00:35:42,270 --> 00:35:43,270 Oh. 502 00:35:44,786 --> 00:35:46,676 Is that you rockin' the boat? 503 00:35:46,683 --> 00:35:47,834 - Woah! 504 00:35:47,835 --> 00:35:49,865 (LAUGHTER) 505 00:35:49,872 --> 00:35:52,162 - Don't rock the boat. 506 00:35:52,163 --> 00:35:54,432 Oh, I just chipped my tooth. 507 00:35:54,433 --> 00:35:56,817 (LAUGHS) 508 00:35:56,818 --> 00:36:00,358 Everything I have ever known is right here 509 00:36:00,359 --> 00:36:03,749 in the middle of nowhere like nothin'. 510 00:36:03,751 --> 00:36:05,530 (LAUGHS) 511 00:36:05,531 --> 00:36:08,268 It all adds up to nothin'. 512 00:36:08,269 --> 00:36:10,954 - Yeah, well I'd rather be nowhere 513 00:36:10,955 --> 00:36:13,975 than somewhere that I'm not wanted, right? 514 00:36:13,981 --> 00:36:14,981 Right? 515 00:36:17,926 --> 00:36:21,306 - When I was a kid, my grandma used to bring me here 516 00:36:21,307 --> 00:36:24,517 when my mama drank too much Boone's. 517 00:36:24,521 --> 00:36:25,711 - Boone's? 518 00:36:25,713 --> 00:36:27,553 Boone's, like Strawberry Hill? 519 00:36:27,554 --> 00:36:28,412 (LAUGHS) 520 00:36:28,413 --> 00:36:29,413 Oh my god. 521 00:36:30,271 --> 00:36:32,450 What's your mom like? 522 00:36:32,451 --> 00:36:33,871 - Oh, no mom now. 523 00:36:35,134 --> 00:36:36,898 Never knew of the dad. 524 00:36:36,899 --> 00:36:38,369 - [CHARLIE] Yeah. 525 00:36:38,374 --> 00:36:41,374 Do you know anybody who's got a dad? 526 00:36:42,388 --> 00:36:43,218 - No. 527 00:36:43,221 --> 00:36:44,051 Shit. (LAUGHS) 528 00:36:44,054 --> 00:36:45,054 - No? 529 00:36:56,663 --> 00:36:58,753 (LAUGHS) 530 00:37:01,048 --> 00:37:04,378 - Sorry I blew smoke right in your face. 531 00:37:05,979 --> 00:37:08,229 (LAUGHTER) 532 00:37:14,348 --> 00:37:17,678 - You're makin' me have ugly face again. 533 00:37:31,030 --> 00:37:35,354 - [HEATHER] Where are you takin' me, Charlie? 534 00:37:35,355 --> 00:37:36,355 - Come on. 535 00:37:37,255 --> 00:37:39,415 We're just exploring. 536 00:37:39,424 --> 00:37:40,844 Stand right here. 537 00:37:41,779 --> 00:37:42,629 - Why? 538 00:37:42,631 --> 00:37:45,398 - Just stand there and relax. 539 00:37:45,399 --> 00:37:46,619 - Why? 540 00:37:46,620 --> 00:37:47,680 - Do you trust me? 541 00:37:47,681 --> 00:37:48,757 - Trust is... 542 00:37:50,699 --> 00:37:52,529 - Sh, close your eyes. 543 00:37:53,871 --> 00:37:54,721 - Okay. 544 00:37:54,722 --> 00:37:56,619 - Close, stay, keep them closed. 545 00:37:56,620 --> 00:37:57,468 - They're closed. 546 00:37:57,469 --> 00:37:58,469 - Okay. 547 00:38:07,542 --> 00:38:08,882 My beauty queen. 548 00:38:10,224 --> 00:38:11,724 - My trophy crown. 549 00:38:13,109 --> 00:38:15,029 Miss Dairy Chill, 1998. 550 00:38:17,903 --> 00:38:20,153 (LAUGHTER) 551 00:38:21,477 --> 00:38:23,037 - Close your eyes! 552 00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:24,039 - What? 553 00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,767 - They told me at the bar this used to be yours, 554 00:38:27,771 --> 00:38:28,888 so I stole it. 555 00:38:28,889 --> 00:38:30,958 Okay, I borrowed it. 556 00:38:30,959 --> 00:38:32,288 Stole it. 557 00:38:32,289 --> 00:38:35,374 - Can I open my eyes, you shit? 558 00:38:35,375 --> 00:38:36,375 - Okay. 559 00:38:39,332 --> 00:38:41,202 Open your eyes. 560 00:38:41,203 --> 00:38:43,453 (LAUGHTER) 561 00:38:44,826 --> 00:38:46,656 God, you're beautiful. 562 00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:50,240 - Charlie, I'm not a gay, 563 00:38:51,325 --> 00:38:54,075 I'm not a dyke like you. 564 00:38:54,082 --> 00:38:55,332 - Are you sure? 565 00:38:56,306 --> 00:38:57,306 - Um. 566 00:38:59,011 --> 00:39:00,011 No. 567 00:39:09,119 --> 00:39:12,239 (MUTTERING) 568 00:39:12,241 --> 00:39:14,321 - Okay, look, look, look, 569 00:39:15,403 --> 00:39:17,620 just don't put anything in a box, okay? 570 00:39:17,621 --> 00:39:21,047 We don't need to be like checked off or something, okay? 571 00:39:21,050 --> 00:39:22,050 I just, 572 00:39:24,544 --> 00:39:26,884 I just wanna know you, okay? 573 00:39:28,247 --> 00:39:29,247 All of you. 574 00:39:30,366 --> 00:39:31,946 - It's just that... 575 00:39:33,924 --> 00:39:37,764 It's just, I, I never kissed someone like you. 576 00:39:40,931 --> 00:39:41,931 - Like me? 577 00:39:42,983 --> 00:39:44,823 - Someone who matters. 578 00:39:47,019 --> 00:39:49,689 (LAUGHS SOFTLY) 579 00:40:07,459 --> 00:40:09,234 (LAUGHS) 580 00:40:09,235 --> 00:40:10,565 - Okay, Charlie. 581 00:40:11,463 --> 00:40:12,463 - Yeah? 582 00:40:36,973 --> 00:40:38,702 - I just wanted to be with her. 583 00:40:38,703 --> 00:40:41,349 It wasn't about who she was, or what she did, 584 00:40:41,350 --> 00:40:43,165 or what she looked like, or any of that. 585 00:40:43,166 --> 00:40:45,984 It was just, (SIGHS) I don't know, 586 00:40:45,985 --> 00:40:49,745 as pure as can be, and just bein' with someone 587 00:40:49,751 --> 00:40:53,251 who cared about you, and who accepted you. 588 00:40:54,821 --> 00:40:58,757 I mean, accepted me for everything I was, you know? 589 00:40:58,758 --> 00:41:01,965 It didn't matter to her that I was a hooker 590 00:41:01,966 --> 00:41:04,536 or a drug addict, you know? 591 00:41:04,540 --> 00:41:07,059 None of that shit mattered. 592 00:41:07,060 --> 00:41:10,380 She'd just look in my eyes, and I'd look in her eyes, 593 00:41:10,383 --> 00:41:13,800 and we'd just forget about all that shit, you know? 594 00:41:13,801 --> 00:41:16,236 So I guess maybe, in a way, it's another kind of addiction, 595 00:41:16,242 --> 00:41:18,841 in a way, 'cause you know, we kind of 596 00:41:18,842 --> 00:41:21,342 became addicted to each other. 597 00:41:28,140 --> 00:41:31,220 I never kissed someone like you. 598 00:41:31,223 --> 00:41:32,893 Someone who matters. 599 00:41:43,061 --> 00:41:45,641 (GENTLE MUSIC) 600 00:42:09,181 --> 00:42:11,431 (LAUGHTER) 601 00:44:22,054 --> 00:44:26,407 I guess what's funny about it, when I think about it now, 602 00:44:26,408 --> 00:44:27,408 is that 603 00:44:29,501 --> 00:44:31,451 a lot of that was a cover, you know, 604 00:44:31,452 --> 00:44:34,056 that I didn't really realize at first, 605 00:44:34,064 --> 00:44:38,278 I was kinda attracted to this tough exterior, 606 00:44:38,279 --> 00:44:41,359 but it was that sort of soft interior 607 00:44:43,003 --> 00:44:45,093 that I fell in love with. 608 00:44:51,505 --> 00:44:52,935 - Hey. 609 00:44:52,942 --> 00:44:55,259 What, what, what's in that 610 00:44:55,260 --> 00:44:57,366 red box over there? 611 00:44:57,367 --> 00:44:59,267 - I got you somethin'. 612 00:44:59,270 --> 00:45:01,350 (LAUGHS) 613 00:45:06,417 --> 00:45:07,417 - Aw. 614 00:45:08,205 --> 00:45:11,285 Oh, these, aw, these are real pretty. 615 00:45:12,900 --> 00:45:15,210 I don't wanna ruin these. 616 00:45:15,214 --> 00:45:18,714 I'm gonna save them for somethin' special. 617 00:45:24,587 --> 00:45:27,796 - Yeah, I want you to wear 'em when you go to work, 618 00:45:27,797 --> 00:45:30,206 that way whenever somebody like, 619 00:45:30,207 --> 00:45:33,097 pulls your panties down, or rips 'em off or somethin', 620 00:45:33,102 --> 00:45:35,022 you can think about me. 621 00:45:36,817 --> 00:45:37,817 - Yeah. 622 00:45:39,767 --> 00:45:40,767 Okay. 623 00:45:54,623 --> 00:45:57,293 - Where'd you get these flowers? 624 00:46:01,804 --> 00:46:04,044 - Well, (LAUGHS) 625 00:46:04,045 --> 00:46:07,754 I kinda took 'em from the graveyard. 626 00:46:07,755 --> 00:46:09,235 - You stole somebody's flowers from a, 627 00:46:09,244 --> 00:46:10,543 you stole from a dead person. 628 00:46:10,544 --> 00:46:12,471 - No, well you know, you can't really steal 629 00:46:12,474 --> 00:46:13,502 from a dead person. 630 00:46:13,503 --> 00:46:14,453 - [CHARLIE] You kiddin' me? 631 00:46:14,454 --> 00:46:15,734 - A dead person's already dead. 632 00:46:15,735 --> 00:46:17,306 - You stole flowers from a dead person. 633 00:46:17,307 --> 00:46:18,667 - No, no, no, they were already dead. 634 00:46:18,674 --> 00:46:20,474 Somebody else bought 'em for a dead person, 635 00:46:20,475 --> 00:46:23,874 but they were dyin' anyways, so I take the flowers 636 00:46:23,875 --> 00:46:26,375 that are gonna die, and I bring 'em here 637 00:46:26,376 --> 00:46:29,034 and I try to plant 'em and give 'em some new life. 638 00:46:29,035 --> 00:46:30,015 (LAUGHS) 639 00:46:30,024 --> 00:46:32,300 - Why don't you just plant them at the graveyard then, 640 00:46:32,301 --> 00:46:34,001 you know, by the grave, instead of bringing them here 641 00:46:34,003 --> 00:46:35,555 to your tub? 642 00:46:35,556 --> 00:46:39,066 - 'Cause, I don't know, it's like a special place, 643 00:46:39,069 --> 00:46:41,609 you know, that I used to come here with my grandma, 644 00:46:41,610 --> 00:46:44,517 so I like to have the flowers here, 645 00:46:45,589 --> 00:46:49,745 but they don't seem to grow very well, actually. 646 00:46:49,746 --> 00:46:51,206 Most of the time they die. 647 00:46:51,210 --> 00:46:53,080 - Well, there's a few that are dying. 648 00:46:53,081 --> 00:46:57,149 - I'm thinking that eventually they'll take root, maybe. 649 00:46:57,154 --> 00:46:58,577 - [CHARLIE] Maybe. 650 00:46:58,578 --> 00:47:01,097 - So I think this is a good one. 651 00:47:01,098 --> 00:47:05,268 - I can't even take care of myself, much less some flowers. 652 00:47:06,397 --> 00:47:08,387 - I don't know, you seem to do pretty well. 653 00:47:08,389 --> 00:47:11,969 It's just you in that big old truck, right? 654 00:47:12,823 --> 00:47:14,493 - I can drive a rig. 655 00:47:16,879 --> 00:47:19,889 I can drive the fuck out of a rig. 656 00:47:19,894 --> 00:47:23,134 - You ever get lonely, Charlie? 657 00:47:23,135 --> 00:47:24,824 - What kind of question is that? 658 00:47:24,825 --> 00:47:26,685 You and your questions. 659 00:47:26,692 --> 00:47:28,062 - What do you mean, what kind of question is that? 660 00:47:28,063 --> 00:47:30,808 - You know, I heard about those programs that they have 661 00:47:30,811 --> 00:47:32,021 for some of my trucks that you can 662 00:47:32,022 --> 00:47:35,545 adopt a dog and take it out on the road with you. 663 00:47:35,546 --> 00:47:37,566 They do that, and then they have their road dog 664 00:47:37,572 --> 00:47:39,782 with 'em all the time, and then they're never lonely. 665 00:47:39,783 --> 00:47:41,441 - Oh, that sounds good. 666 00:47:41,444 --> 00:47:45,483 - Yeah, I don't know if I could keep a dog alive, you know, 667 00:47:45,484 --> 00:47:47,153 I would have to do the plant first. 668 00:47:47,154 --> 00:47:48,884 Keep the plant first, and then you get a dog, 669 00:47:48,885 --> 00:47:51,308 and then you get a soul mate. 670 00:47:51,309 --> 00:47:53,609 (LAUGHS) 671 00:47:53,610 --> 00:47:56,537 Or you could just skip right ahead. 672 00:47:56,538 --> 00:47:58,408 - Do you ever have one of those? 673 00:47:58,409 --> 00:47:59,457 - A plant? 674 00:47:59,458 --> 00:48:00,827 (LAUGHS) 675 00:48:00,828 --> 00:48:02,448 - No. 676 00:48:02,450 --> 00:48:06,620 You know, ah, you don't like those questions, never mind. 677 00:48:23,150 --> 00:48:26,230 So Charlie was really kinda different 678 00:48:27,303 --> 00:48:30,064 from regular people in town, and I think 679 00:48:30,065 --> 00:48:34,385 she really freaked people out because she walked through 680 00:48:34,388 --> 00:48:37,888 like, you know, she was somethin' special, 681 00:48:39,108 --> 00:48:41,118 but in a good way. 682 00:48:41,123 --> 00:48:44,021 So people didn't really fuck with her. 683 00:48:44,022 --> 00:48:46,782 It was like they knew there was something there 684 00:48:46,783 --> 00:48:48,981 just not to fuck with. 685 00:48:48,982 --> 00:48:52,232 (UPBEAT COUNTRY MUSIC) 686 00:49:02,578 --> 00:49:07,185 - All right, Jay, we'll catch you next week, all right? 687 00:49:07,186 --> 00:49:09,516 (MURMURING) 688 00:49:16,970 --> 00:49:21,140 - Folks, would you like a little more coffee over here? 689 00:49:27,033 --> 00:49:28,571 So you think you can just pretty much 690 00:49:28,572 --> 00:49:30,099 do anything you want in here, huh? 691 00:49:30,104 --> 00:49:31,764 - Hey, we're just celebrating. 692 00:49:31,765 --> 00:49:33,728 - It's just fun, like a game. 693 00:49:33,729 --> 00:49:35,329 - Yup, she lost a bet. 694 00:49:35,333 --> 00:49:36,533 - Well I don't know what they do in places 695 00:49:36,534 --> 00:49:38,532 away from here, but here 696 00:49:40,908 --> 00:49:43,158 we don't allow clitty-lickers. 697 00:49:43,164 --> 00:49:44,608 Now get out. 698 00:49:44,609 --> 00:49:45,539 - I'm sorry. 699 00:49:45,540 --> 00:49:46,390 We didn't mean... 700 00:49:46,391 --> 00:49:49,199 - Listen to me, you lesbo butch, macho-Mary, 701 00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:50,400 you get your tails out of here, 702 00:49:50,403 --> 00:49:51,555 you grab your dyke friend 703 00:49:51,556 --> 00:49:52,836 and get the hell out of here right now. 704 00:49:52,843 --> 00:49:54,103 - Who the fuck do you think you're talking to? 705 00:49:54,104 --> 00:49:56,219 You don't fuckin' talk to me like that. 706 00:49:56,222 --> 00:49:57,870 Fuck you. 707 00:49:57,871 --> 00:49:58,701 - [MAN] Get out! 708 00:49:58,704 --> 00:49:59,542 - Whatever. 709 00:49:59,543 --> 00:50:00,397 (SHOUTING) 710 00:50:00,403 --> 00:50:01,271 - [MAN] Get on out of here! 711 00:50:01,272 --> 00:50:02,147 - [CHARLIE] Fuck you! 712 00:50:02,147 --> 00:50:03,147 Fuck you! 713 00:50:04,188 --> 00:50:05,478 - I'll be prayin' for you. 714 00:50:05,479 --> 00:50:07,227 - [CHARLIE] Fuck off! 715 00:50:10,602 --> 00:50:11,602 - Charlie. 716 00:50:13,464 --> 00:50:16,214 - (LAUGHS) What? 717 00:50:17,340 --> 00:50:18,760 - Come over here. 718 00:50:30,665 --> 00:50:33,085 Oh, does this mean I'm gay? 719 00:50:33,086 --> 00:50:34,446 Such as I am. 720 00:50:34,447 --> 00:50:36,617 Maybe I do believe you. 721 00:50:36,619 --> 00:50:38,699 (LAUGHS) 722 00:50:53,695 --> 00:50:54,785 (LAUGHS) 723 00:50:54,787 --> 00:50:55,767 - [CHARLIE] Pull these down. 724 00:50:55,770 --> 00:51:00,630 - [HEATHER] Always askin' me to pull my pans down, my God. 725 00:51:00,633 --> 00:51:02,713 - [CHARLIE] Your pants look better down. 726 00:51:02,714 --> 00:51:05,540 - Here, come up here for a second. 727 00:51:21,494 --> 00:51:22,894 Oh yeah. 728 00:51:22,895 --> 00:51:23,895 Oh yeah. 729 00:51:28,093 --> 00:51:30,263 (GASPING) 730 00:51:53,681 --> 00:51:54,681 Oh yeah. 731 00:51:56,053 --> 00:51:57,053 Oh yeah. 732 00:51:58,544 --> 00:52:01,249 It's a lot of responsibility. 733 00:52:01,250 --> 00:52:03,798 I got my own space, you know. 734 00:52:03,799 --> 00:52:05,359 - Yeah? 735 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:08,110 - (LAUGHS) Yeah. 736 00:52:25,599 --> 00:52:28,328 Then life became days passin'. 737 00:52:28,329 --> 00:52:30,699 One after another, and the memories began 738 00:52:30,702 --> 00:52:34,706 while we had no idea we were livin' in the middle of 'em. 739 00:52:34,707 --> 00:52:37,037 As they spun, spun, spun by. 740 00:53:00,805 --> 00:53:03,715 - George Bush dressed like a woman. 741 00:53:08,556 --> 00:53:11,556 It's okay, I nod off sometimes, too. 742 00:53:14,164 --> 00:53:16,914 (TRUCK RUMBLING) 743 00:53:22,262 --> 00:53:25,532 - [HEATHER] She stayed at home with Grandma while I worked, 744 00:53:25,533 --> 00:53:27,965 just like real families do 745 00:53:27,970 --> 00:53:30,236 when they love one another. 746 00:53:30,237 --> 00:53:32,817 (GENTLE MUSIC) 747 00:54:40,776 --> 00:54:44,276 - I'm crashing my fucking brains out here. 748 00:54:46,662 --> 00:54:48,722 No backup fucking plan, no forward plan, 749 00:54:48,723 --> 00:54:51,889 no path, no future, no left, no right. 750 00:54:57,042 --> 00:54:59,582 - You ever made love to a man? 751 00:54:59,584 --> 00:55:02,004 - Why do you wanna know that? 752 00:55:06,695 --> 00:55:08,355 - I just wanna know. 753 00:55:12,002 --> 00:55:13,002 - Maybe. 754 00:55:16,214 --> 00:55:18,554 Nothin' before this matters. 755 00:55:58,856 --> 00:56:02,416 I bet your grandma's really glad when you're here. 756 00:56:02,422 --> 00:56:03,422 - Yeah. 757 00:56:04,353 --> 00:56:07,693 I can't always be here though, you know? 758 00:56:08,713 --> 00:56:12,133 Sometimes I just, I need to get some air. 759 00:56:14,276 --> 00:56:17,276 Get some candy corn, or get a drink. 760 00:56:20,847 --> 00:56:22,377 - You know, if you could see 761 00:56:22,379 --> 00:56:24,009 the beauty that I see in you, you wouldn't even 762 00:56:24,010 --> 00:56:26,556 have to go out there on the lot and do what you do and... 763 00:56:26,557 --> 00:56:30,717 - Charlie, you can never ask me to stop workin' the lot. 764 00:56:31,683 --> 00:56:32,953 You gotta promise me. 765 00:56:32,954 --> 00:56:35,702 I want you to fuckin' promise me. 766 00:56:37,330 --> 00:56:39,980 See, I'm, I'm, I'm sick and tired 767 00:56:39,981 --> 00:56:42,311 of bein' alone, and fuck, so 768 00:56:44,409 --> 00:56:48,579 you and me, and we, we need each other in some way. 769 00:56:58,103 --> 00:57:00,123 - Yeah, you wanna be your own boss, 770 00:57:00,124 --> 00:57:01,794 just like me. 771 00:57:01,795 --> 00:57:04,775 (LAUGHTER) 772 00:57:04,777 --> 00:57:06,337 Oh ho. 773 00:57:06,341 --> 00:57:08,671 (SCREECHES) 774 00:57:11,099 --> 00:57:12,099 - Oh, woop! 775 00:57:12,861 --> 00:57:15,111 (LAUGHTER) 776 00:57:19,028 --> 00:57:20,028 - Ah. 777 00:57:20,926 --> 00:57:22,465 Don't push me now 778 00:57:22,466 --> 00:57:24,126 - You fuckin' bitch. 779 00:57:25,432 --> 00:57:27,682 (LAUGHTER) 780 00:57:30,261 --> 00:57:33,681 (MURMURING AND LAUGHTER) 781 00:57:47,052 --> 00:57:48,892 - Do I look glamorous? 782 00:57:49,905 --> 00:57:52,155 (LAUGHTER) 783 00:58:01,544 --> 00:58:04,228 (LAUGHTER) 784 00:58:04,229 --> 00:58:07,954 I just threw my ashes in the water. 785 00:58:07,955 --> 00:58:08,955 Here. 786 00:58:28,942 --> 00:58:30,612 I hate doin' dishes. 787 00:58:32,265 --> 00:58:34,985 Nothin' worse than doin' dishes. 788 00:58:34,994 --> 00:58:37,544 Okay, maybe I can think of a few things that are worse, 789 00:58:37,545 --> 00:58:38,615 but not many. 790 00:58:42,091 --> 00:58:44,746 - I can't stop smellin' dick. 791 00:58:44,747 --> 00:58:46,587 (LAUGHS) 792 00:58:46,589 --> 00:58:50,759 And thinkin' about this town and the jobs and the men. 793 00:58:55,120 --> 00:58:57,040 I think about the lake. 794 00:59:00,316 --> 00:59:02,646 About how when you came here 795 00:59:04,676 --> 00:59:08,506 it's like a came out of a trance or somethin'. 796 00:59:09,876 --> 00:59:11,036 Like swimmin', 797 00:59:12,833 --> 00:59:13,923 I was washed. 798 00:59:14,841 --> 00:59:16,714 (LAUGHS) 799 00:59:16,715 --> 00:59:18,065 - Me too. 800 00:59:18,071 --> 00:59:19,301 You know, it's kind of like I just 801 00:59:19,302 --> 00:59:21,800 woke the fuck up or somethin'. 802 00:59:26,641 --> 00:59:30,148 I have never felt more alive than I feel right here 803 00:59:30,149 --> 00:59:33,339 right now, doin' dishes with you. 804 00:59:33,341 --> 00:59:35,421 (LAUGHS) 805 00:59:41,011 --> 00:59:44,181 (GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC) 806 00:59:55,701 --> 00:59:59,304 - Well, you know, I mean, I've been doin' drugs 807 00:59:59,305 --> 01:00:01,585 since I was probably 12. 808 01:00:01,586 --> 01:00:03,596 I mean, I just started early. 809 01:00:03,602 --> 01:00:06,822 My mom's always been kind of been doin' speed, meth, 810 01:00:06,823 --> 01:00:09,359 you know, I got into the cocaine 811 01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:11,340 probably more than anything. 812 01:00:11,343 --> 01:00:14,909 Meth was a little too much for me. 813 01:00:14,910 --> 01:00:17,390 A little too jittery, you know, 814 01:00:17,393 --> 01:00:21,483 but the cocaine, boy that just made me feel good, 815 01:00:23,178 --> 01:00:27,348 and it just made me feel like I could do no wrong, 816 01:00:28,749 --> 01:00:32,579 and I guess I needed something to get my brain 817 01:00:34,227 --> 01:00:38,597 off of what was going on constantly in my life, 818 01:00:38,601 --> 01:00:42,021 and when I was on cocaine, it was, I was, 819 01:00:42,889 --> 01:00:44,579 you don't even have to think about that. 820 01:00:44,584 --> 01:00:48,424 You just feel like you're on top of the world. 821 01:01:13,253 --> 01:01:16,423 (HELICOPTER WHIRRING) 822 01:01:24,399 --> 01:01:26,229 - You hear helicopters? 823 01:01:26,232 --> 01:01:28,322 (LAUGHS) 824 01:01:30,437 --> 01:01:33,597 (UPBEAT GUITAR MUSIC) 825 01:01:40,154 --> 01:01:42,302 - Gotta to do that. 826 01:01:42,303 --> 01:01:43,723 Fuckin fun to do. 827 01:01:49,391 --> 01:01:50,391 - Get up. 828 01:01:51,105 --> 01:01:51,945 - Here? 829 01:01:51,954 --> 01:01:52,802 There? 830 01:01:52,803 --> 01:01:53,641 - There. 831 01:01:53,642 --> 01:01:54,642 There. 832 01:01:56,940 --> 01:02:01,020 - I think I'm gonna be strangled by this tension. 833 01:02:08,838 --> 01:02:09,918 I am dry ice. 834 01:02:15,191 --> 01:02:17,111 Oh Charlie, let's talk. 835 01:02:18,944 --> 01:02:22,034 Let's talk about something, you know? 836 01:02:23,910 --> 01:02:26,490 (MUMBLING) paper airplanes, and I'm gonna send to you, 837 01:02:26,492 --> 01:02:28,559 and then you read it, and then 838 01:02:28,560 --> 01:02:31,516 I'll talk, and then I'll write that down, 839 01:02:31,517 --> 01:02:34,247 but you can't read it until I say, okay? 840 01:02:34,250 --> 01:02:35,250 Okay. 841 01:02:36,222 --> 01:02:39,142 And then you can talk like, 842 01:02:39,143 --> 01:02:42,733 about history like Germany, or like Russia, 843 01:02:45,154 --> 01:02:48,124 you know, Russia, it's got bombs, it's like Bam! 844 01:02:48,125 --> 01:02:49,196 (LAUGHS) 845 01:02:49,197 --> 01:02:51,507 okay, so just talk. 846 01:02:51,513 --> 01:02:55,596 Just talk, talk about, about everything. 847 01:02:55,597 --> 01:02:58,417 I wanna know, I wanna know about you, Charlie, 848 01:02:58,421 --> 01:03:00,671 like, your life and things. 849 01:03:04,057 --> 01:03:06,176 Oh my gosh, that was perfect. 850 01:03:06,177 --> 01:03:08,427 Tell me what was before me. 851 01:03:12,803 --> 01:03:16,143 - I fucked girls who didn't give a fuck. 852 01:03:17,602 --> 01:03:19,942 (MURMURING) 853 01:03:29,901 --> 01:03:31,911 - [HEATHER] Where the fuck'd you get a gun, Charlie? 854 01:03:31,912 --> 01:03:34,582 - Don't touch that, it's loaded. 855 01:03:35,597 --> 01:03:37,427 - I love you, Charlie. 856 01:03:39,319 --> 01:03:41,249 I know I love you. 857 01:03:41,254 --> 01:03:42,518 - Give me that. 858 01:03:42,519 --> 01:03:45,159 - I'm gonna blow your fucking brains out! 859 01:03:45,164 --> 01:03:47,254 (LAUGHS) 860 01:03:51,666 --> 01:03:53,246 - You're fucked up. 861 01:03:55,530 --> 01:03:57,860 (MURMURING) 862 01:03:59,754 --> 01:04:01,174 You're fucked up. 863 01:04:09,088 --> 01:04:10,968 - Just chill out, baby. 864 01:04:10,973 --> 01:04:11,833 Just talk to me. 865 01:04:11,834 --> 01:04:13,252 Tell me anything. 866 01:04:14,552 --> 01:04:16,177 Tell me about yourself. 867 01:04:16,178 --> 01:04:18,116 - [CHARLIE] What the fuck do you want me to tell you? 868 01:04:18,117 --> 01:04:19,476 - I don't know who you are, Charlie. 869 01:04:19,483 --> 01:04:21,142 Just talk. 870 01:04:21,143 --> 01:04:24,233 (GENTLE PIANO MUSIC) 871 01:04:38,547 --> 01:04:40,487 - Come here... 872 01:04:40,490 --> 01:04:42,820 (MURMURING) 873 01:05:16,096 --> 01:05:19,256 (HELICOPTER WHIRRING) 874 01:05:50,938 --> 01:05:53,108 (YELPING) 875 01:05:54,642 --> 01:05:56,732 - So, um, I have a story. 876 01:05:57,626 --> 01:06:00,786 There's a story I have about a spider. 877 01:06:02,471 --> 01:06:05,221 There was this spider, and it uh, 878 01:06:07,018 --> 01:06:09,268 it went up this water cell, 879 01:06:10,507 --> 01:06:14,077 no it went up a water spout, like, 880 01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:18,020 you do it with your hands kind of, like this. 881 01:06:18,024 --> 01:06:21,457 And then, but, it's not like a church steeple 882 01:06:21,458 --> 01:06:24,317 or anything, it's not a steeple, it's just like a spider. 883 01:06:24,318 --> 01:06:26,345 But it goes up the water spout, 884 01:06:26,354 --> 01:06:28,524 and then there's this, um, 885 01:06:29,596 --> 01:06:33,176 there's some rain, and the rain comes down. 886 01:06:34,625 --> 01:06:36,995 And then after the rain comes and washes 887 01:06:37,001 --> 01:06:40,251 the spider away or something, and then, 888 01:06:41,352 --> 01:06:42,952 I don't know, the spider's gone, but then 889 01:06:42,953 --> 01:06:45,866 it's not like a sad story. 890 01:06:45,870 --> 01:06:46,950 I don't know. 891 01:06:48,090 --> 01:06:49,090 The spider. 892 01:06:50,457 --> 01:06:53,037 The spider and the water spout, 893 01:06:54,551 --> 01:06:55,721 and then rain, 894 01:06:58,081 --> 01:07:00,331 and then it washes it away. 895 01:07:04,536 --> 01:07:06,786 I don't know why it's not bad that the spider 896 01:07:06,790 --> 01:07:10,598 gets washed away, but I guess it's just washed away, 897 01:07:10,599 --> 01:07:12,219 but I don't think it killed the spider, 898 01:07:12,221 --> 01:07:16,051 or else they wouldn't kept tellin' that story. 899 01:07:18,030 --> 01:07:19,030 Huh. 900 01:07:28,270 --> 01:07:31,440 (GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC) 901 01:07:34,698 --> 01:07:37,347 - [HEATHER] And then she would disappear, 902 01:07:37,348 --> 01:07:39,087 jut like a mirage. 903 01:07:39,088 --> 01:07:41,765 There, then gone, then back again. 904 01:07:41,766 --> 01:07:44,224 I never knew where she went or why, 905 01:07:44,225 --> 01:07:47,985 but I missed her every moment she wasn't near. 906 01:07:47,994 --> 01:07:50,744 ♪ Don't cry baby 907 01:07:52,107 --> 01:07:56,207 ♪ I ain't gonna change my mind 908 01:07:56,212 --> 01:07:59,052 ♪ Some day, maybe 909 01:08:00,663 --> 01:08:04,927 ♪ You will be okay in time 910 01:08:04,928 --> 01:08:09,198 ♪ 'Cause everybody knows it's how the story goes 911 01:08:09,200 --> 01:08:13,654 ♪ Bound to leave you in the end 912 01:08:13,655 --> 01:08:15,225 ♪ Now baby's got new shoes 913 01:08:15,228 --> 01:08:17,716 ♪ But it won't take away those blues 914 01:08:17,717 --> 01:08:22,127 ♪ So you listen to the message I sent 915 01:08:22,133 --> 01:08:24,883 ♪ Don't cry baby 916 01:08:26,168 --> 01:08:30,338 ♪ You don't want the neighbors to see ♪ 917 01:08:37,706 --> 01:08:41,466 - I know I, I stashed a bag in here somewhere. 918 01:08:41,467 --> 01:08:42,797 I can't find it. 919 01:08:44,428 --> 01:08:48,098 I can't find it, I don't have anything left. 920 01:08:53,097 --> 01:08:55,307 I hid it in one of these pockets 921 01:08:55,309 --> 01:08:59,139 so that no one could find it, and now I can't. 922 01:09:05,888 --> 01:09:06,888 - Fuck. 923 01:09:09,452 --> 01:09:10,872 - Trucker got me. 924 01:09:17,267 --> 01:09:19,097 - My veins are fucked. 925 01:09:23,948 --> 01:09:25,198 Pull this shit. 926 01:09:27,206 --> 01:09:29,536 (MURMURING) 927 01:09:35,629 --> 01:09:37,129 - You're just gonna leave me 928 01:09:37,130 --> 01:09:39,077 just like everybody else? 929 01:09:39,078 --> 01:09:40,078 Is that it? 930 01:09:42,063 --> 01:09:44,404 One more, fuckin' one more! 931 01:09:44,405 --> 01:09:47,155 One more fuckin' fuckers leave me. 932 01:09:47,158 --> 01:09:50,488 (SHOUTING HYSTERICALLY) 933 01:09:54,126 --> 01:09:55,486 - Guess what? 934 01:09:55,487 --> 01:09:56,637 Fuckin' what. 935 01:09:56,638 --> 01:09:58,896 I wonder, too, okay. 936 01:09:58,897 --> 01:10:00,947 I mean, where the fuck is everyone always goin'? 937 01:10:00,952 --> 01:10:01,800 Huh? 938 01:10:01,801 --> 01:10:03,058 Where's everyone goin' all the time? 939 01:10:03,064 --> 01:10:04,264 Think I don't care? 940 01:10:04,265 --> 01:10:05,335 I fuckin' do. 941 01:10:06,253 --> 01:10:07,628 - Charlie. 942 01:10:07,629 --> 01:10:08,629 - What? 943 01:10:09,595 --> 01:10:11,525 - I want everythin' 944 01:10:11,526 --> 01:10:14,186 you have in you to be put in me. 945 01:10:24,175 --> 01:10:26,525 What were you like before here? 946 01:10:26,527 --> 01:10:27,787 - [CHARLIE] You don't wanna know. 947 01:10:27,791 --> 01:10:30,021 (WHIMPERING) 948 01:10:30,024 --> 01:10:32,694 - Charlie, I need you right now. 949 01:10:34,627 --> 01:10:35,975 - This doesn't last forever. 950 01:10:35,976 --> 01:10:36,976 - I know. 951 01:10:37,983 --> 01:10:39,924 I just thought that maybe 952 01:10:39,925 --> 01:10:41,835 you could stay with me. 953 01:10:44,691 --> 01:10:46,290 - This thing that I am, the person that I am, 954 01:10:46,291 --> 01:10:47,511 I'm not gonna change. 955 01:10:47,514 --> 01:10:49,684 I'm not gonna change this. 956 01:10:50,521 --> 01:10:52,304 - It's too late. 957 01:10:52,305 --> 01:10:53,965 - Too late for what? 958 01:10:55,153 --> 01:10:56,743 - Too late for you. 959 01:10:58,857 --> 01:11:01,437 (GENTLE MUSIC) 960 01:11:28,128 --> 01:11:29,558 - Hey lady, 961 01:11:29,562 --> 01:11:31,550 I saw you earlier today. 962 01:11:31,551 --> 01:11:33,401 Still working commercial companies? 963 01:11:33,403 --> 01:11:34,793 - I'm walkin'. 964 01:11:34,794 --> 01:11:35,654 - Walkin? 965 01:11:35,655 --> 01:11:36,845 Woah, woah, woah. 966 01:11:36,854 --> 01:11:37,784 Come here, come here, come here. 967 01:11:37,785 --> 01:11:39,696 Look, look, look, look. 968 01:11:39,697 --> 01:11:40,697 Wanna party? 969 01:11:42,082 --> 01:11:43,082 Come on in. 970 01:11:45,722 --> 01:11:47,892 Atta girl, that's my girl. 971 01:11:51,423 --> 01:11:52,673 That's my girl. 972 01:11:55,096 --> 01:11:58,096 (HEAVY METAL MUSIC) 973 01:12:01,396 --> 01:12:04,396 (MUTTERING ANGRILY) 974 01:12:19,839 --> 01:12:23,699 ♪ Jealous dream, chapters close 975 01:12:23,701 --> 01:12:27,600 ♪ Nothin' happens, nothin' smoked, yeah 976 01:12:27,601 --> 01:12:30,651 ♪ You saw a body bag 977 01:12:30,652 --> 01:12:35,331 ♪ Wishes and dreams don't always last 978 01:12:35,332 --> 01:12:39,252 ♪ Things arise from the inside 979 01:12:43,065 --> 01:12:47,445 ♪ So mad, don't smile, it's okay, it's all right 980 01:12:47,449 --> 01:12:50,239 ♪ All right 981 01:12:50,244 --> 01:12:53,623 ♪ It's a guillotine 982 01:12:53,624 --> 01:12:57,794 ♪ You know, you're killin' me, yeah 983 01:12:58,955 --> 01:13:03,555 ♪ You're so messed up, hold on too tight 984 01:13:03,562 --> 01:13:05,609 ♪ Too tight 985 01:13:05,610 --> 01:13:09,279 ♪ Now I can barely breathe 986 01:13:09,280 --> 01:13:13,450 ♪ You're fuckin' killin' me, yeah 987 01:13:17,231 --> 01:13:20,689 ♪ You kill me ♪ 988 01:13:20,690 --> 01:13:22,410 - It's like the more tricks you do, 989 01:13:22,411 --> 01:13:26,316 the more drugs you take, the more sex you have, 990 01:13:27,290 --> 01:13:30,179 the more got somebody pou-poun-poundin' you, 991 01:13:30,180 --> 01:13:32,080 the more you don't think about 992 01:13:32,081 --> 01:13:34,911 how fucked up your life really is. 993 01:13:36,025 --> 01:13:37,665 ♪ When I dream 994 01:13:37,672 --> 01:13:41,342 ♪ Just rise from the inside 995 01:13:45,835 --> 01:13:50,605 ♪ So mad, don't smile, it's okay, it's all right 996 01:13:50,606 --> 01:13:52,876 ♪ All right 997 01:13:52,884 --> 01:13:56,716 ♪ Like a guillotine 998 01:13:56,717 --> 01:14:01,605 ♪ You know you're killin' me, yeah 999 01:14:01,606 --> 01:14:06,116 ♪ You're so messed up, hold on too tight 1000 01:14:06,117 --> 01:14:08,557 ♪ Too tight 1001 01:14:08,561 --> 01:14:12,238 ♪ Now I can barely breathe 1002 01:14:12,239 --> 01:14:16,409 ♪ You're fuckin' killin' me, yeah ♪ 1003 01:14:31,047 --> 01:14:34,297 (GAGGING AND COUGHING) 1004 01:14:45,528 --> 01:14:48,698 (GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC) 1005 01:14:54,649 --> 01:14:59,309 - Hey, hey there's a Sizzler in Houston, I think. 1006 01:14:59,310 --> 01:15:01,140 We should go sometime. 1007 01:15:01,990 --> 01:15:03,580 - Yeah. 1008 01:15:03,582 --> 01:15:04,742 I usually go to Taco Bell 1009 01:15:04,744 --> 01:15:06,414 when I eat hot food. 1010 01:15:09,605 --> 01:15:12,005 - Look, look, look. 1011 01:15:12,009 --> 01:15:13,249 Right there, that black. 1012 01:15:13,250 --> 01:15:15,178 That black right there. 1013 01:15:15,181 --> 01:15:16,341 - [CHARLIE] There's nothing there. 1014 01:15:16,342 --> 01:15:17,807 - It moved, it moved, it jumped. 1015 01:15:17,808 --> 01:15:20,655 - [CHARLIE] There's nothin' there. 1016 01:15:20,656 --> 01:15:23,316 - It just jumped, it just moved. 1017 01:15:24,359 --> 01:15:26,359 - There's nothin' there. 1018 01:15:29,804 --> 01:15:33,376 - Anxiety, it brings it to the surface. 1019 01:15:33,377 --> 01:15:36,537 Just when you, you think you can stop, 1020 01:15:37,720 --> 01:15:41,390 when you really wanna stop, it's just usin', 1021 01:15:43,575 --> 01:15:45,075 you can't, it's... 1022 01:15:49,507 --> 01:15:50,397 - See? 1023 01:15:50,401 --> 01:15:53,588 Anybody can stop with enough will power. 1024 01:15:53,589 --> 01:15:55,339 I choose not to stop. 1025 01:16:03,590 --> 01:16:04,840 I'm no quitter. 1026 01:16:15,395 --> 01:16:17,075 - It doesn't matter really, I love her. 1027 01:16:17,080 --> 01:16:21,250 You know, no matter what she did, I always loved her. 1028 01:16:22,693 --> 01:16:25,515 I don't know, I really thought 1029 01:16:25,516 --> 01:16:27,516 she wanted to get clean. 1030 01:16:30,622 --> 01:16:32,212 And she really did. 1031 01:16:33,545 --> 01:16:35,515 She really did, I know, fuck. 1032 01:16:35,522 --> 01:16:38,102 (MOANING) 1033 01:16:38,104 --> 01:16:41,354 (GAGGING AND COUGHING) 1034 01:16:48,428 --> 01:16:50,508 (CRYING) 1035 01:16:51,985 --> 01:16:54,955 (GUNSHOT) 1036 01:16:54,962 --> 01:16:57,132 (GAGGING) 1037 01:17:12,844 --> 01:17:14,934 (CRYING) 1038 01:17:25,385 --> 01:17:28,725 - So what the fuck do you want me to do? 1039 01:17:28,727 --> 01:17:30,935 (CRYING) 1040 01:17:30,936 --> 01:17:33,516 (SOMBER MUSIC) 1041 01:17:48,972 --> 01:17:50,459 - [HEATHER] Hang in there. 1042 01:17:50,460 --> 01:17:52,045 - [CHARLIE] I'm gonna die. 1043 01:17:52,050 --> 01:17:53,924 - No, hang in there. 1044 01:17:53,925 --> 01:17:55,115 It's okay, it's okay. 1045 01:17:55,120 --> 01:17:57,290 (MOANING) 1046 01:18:08,923 --> 01:18:10,967 - That was the baptism. 1047 01:18:10,968 --> 01:18:13,808 Demanding the evil be gone. 1048 01:18:13,813 --> 01:18:15,993 Get the darkness out. 1049 01:18:15,994 --> 01:18:17,664 We got it out, amen. 1050 01:18:18,956 --> 01:18:20,476 You know what I like? 1051 01:18:20,483 --> 01:18:22,313 Or what I always wanted to like? 1052 01:18:22,314 --> 01:18:23,461 - [CHARLIE] What? 1053 01:18:23,463 --> 01:18:26,115 - That I know who I am again. 1054 01:18:26,116 --> 01:18:28,026 And people don't expect much. 1055 01:18:28,027 --> 01:18:29,317 It's like my grandmother used to take me 1056 01:18:29,324 --> 01:18:33,052 to these dance lessons and I was too young 1057 01:18:33,053 --> 01:18:36,326 to even know where I was, or too young 1058 01:18:36,327 --> 01:18:38,427 to even understand, and she had 1059 01:18:38,428 --> 01:18:41,424 these hopes and these dreams, and you know, 1060 01:18:41,425 --> 01:18:43,505 they're all gone now, but 1061 01:18:45,876 --> 01:18:47,956 at least I know who I am. 1062 01:18:50,123 --> 01:18:54,142 I never found pain to be poetic, that's true. 1063 01:18:54,143 --> 01:18:57,643 But there is something cleansing about it. 1064 01:18:58,834 --> 01:19:01,581 If you can swim through the pain, 1065 01:19:01,582 --> 01:19:05,294 and if you walk through the rain, then maybe, 1066 01:19:05,295 --> 01:19:09,455 just maybe, you deserve at least some time in the sun. 1067 01:19:11,995 --> 01:19:13,575 Clean and forgiven. 1068 01:19:23,619 --> 01:19:27,539 Maybe it's my fault, that she just looked so... 1069 01:19:29,875 --> 01:19:33,295 She just wanted to do it one more time, you know. 1070 01:19:33,304 --> 01:19:35,067 Just one more. 1071 01:19:35,068 --> 01:19:38,265 She was gonna be fine, and I wanted 1072 01:19:38,266 --> 01:19:39,766 to make her happy. 1073 01:19:41,021 --> 01:19:41,901 I tried. 1074 01:19:41,903 --> 01:19:46,597 I tried to wake her up, you know, I just sat there with her 1075 01:19:46,598 --> 01:19:49,848 and I just held her and just shook her. 1076 01:19:52,661 --> 01:19:56,185 I never got a chance to say goodbye to her, 1077 01:19:56,186 --> 01:19:58,596 and tell her, I mean, I told her I loved her, 1078 01:19:58,598 --> 01:19:59,598 I did, 1079 01:20:00,330 --> 01:20:01,830 many times, 1080 01:20:01,831 --> 01:20:05,159 but I just wonder if she ever really understood 1081 01:20:05,160 --> 01:20:07,069 what that meant to me. 1082 01:20:07,070 --> 01:20:10,070 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1083 01:20:13,298 --> 01:20:16,048 (SIRENS WAILING) 1084 01:20:16,964 --> 01:20:18,634 She changed my life. 1085 01:20:19,883 --> 01:20:21,993 I mean, I was nowhere, I was nothin'. 1086 01:20:21,994 --> 01:20:23,900 I couldn't do anything. 1087 01:20:23,904 --> 01:20:25,734 I couldn't think of anythin', and then she came 1088 01:20:25,735 --> 01:20:29,231 into my life, this one little bright spot. 1089 01:20:34,161 --> 01:20:37,981 She just held me in my arms and made me feel so special 1090 01:20:37,982 --> 01:20:39,902 and so loved, that I... 1091 01:20:43,214 --> 01:20:47,127 In spite all of this, it's the best thing 1092 01:20:47,128 --> 01:20:49,878 that ever happened to me, I mean, 1093 01:20:51,413 --> 01:20:55,627 it sounds absurd that I'm even fuckin' sayin' this, 1094 01:20:55,628 --> 01:20:58,348 because it's horrible for this to happen, 1095 01:20:58,349 --> 01:21:01,506 but you know, I mean, I felt somethin' 1096 01:21:03,003 --> 01:21:04,923 I had ever felt before. 1097 01:21:38,518 --> 01:21:41,098 (GENTLE MUSIC) 1098 01:21:57,702 --> 01:22:00,358 ♪ Love is a gift 1099 01:22:00,359 --> 01:22:03,779 ♪ And this I give to you 1100 01:22:06,859 --> 01:22:09,778 ♪ Love is the truth 1101 01:22:09,779 --> 01:22:13,279 ♪ In which I live for you 1102 01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:20,850 ♪ My heart is twisted inside my chest 1103 01:22:25,787 --> 01:22:29,597 ♪ I bring your head down 1104 01:22:29,603 --> 01:22:33,023 ♪ Gently upon my breasts 1105 01:22:36,299 --> 01:22:38,629 ♪ And I cry 1106 01:22:40,869 --> 01:22:43,039 ♪ For you 1107 01:22:45,546 --> 01:22:47,876 ♪ And I die 1108 01:22:50,258 --> 01:22:52,428 ♪ For you 1109 01:22:54,383 --> 01:22:57,973 ♪ Would you die for me too 1110 01:23:15,847 --> 01:23:19,105 ♪ Walkin' down the lonely street, I 1111 01:23:19,106 --> 01:23:23,186 ♪ Find myself beneath the ground 1112 01:23:25,092 --> 01:23:28,612 ♪ Things ain't like they used to be, baby 1113 01:23:28,613 --> 01:23:33,330 ♪ Everything's been turned around 1114 01:23:33,331 --> 01:23:35,524 ♪ Again 1115 01:23:35,525 --> 01:23:38,565 ♪ I know what you miss me, brother 1116 01:23:38,566 --> 01:23:42,796 ♪ A penny saved is a penny earned 1117 01:23:42,803 --> 01:23:45,445 ♪ It burned 1118 01:23:45,446 --> 01:23:47,926 ♪ Always been so sweet to one another 1119 01:23:47,928 --> 01:23:52,008 ♪ Another fucking lesson learned 1120 01:23:54,697 --> 01:23:57,027 ♪ And I cry 1121 01:23:58,852 --> 01:24:01,022 ♪ For you 1122 01:24:03,930 --> 01:24:06,260 ♪ And I die 1123 01:24:08,569 --> 01:24:10,739 ♪ For you 1124 01:24:13,735 --> 01:24:16,065 ♪ And I cry 1125 01:24:18,450 --> 01:24:20,620 ♪ For you 1126 01:24:23,846 --> 01:24:26,176 ♪ And I cry 1127 01:24:28,211 --> 01:24:30,381 ♪ For you 1128 01:24:32,299 --> 01:24:36,469 ♪ Would you cry for me ♪