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If you divide it by the number of days a year,
there must be 41 people with the same birthday every day.
In my life, the population of has decreased by 12.6%.
Immediately, another 12.6% will leave.
and others.
Then the others.
Until all that is left here is me.
I am without you.
Me and one thing I am waiting to find out about.
They also wait.
In the middle of nowhere.
At this doctor's office.
7:30 a.m.
Twenty days ago, I was 20.
Now we are all waiting to see
how many more birthdays we have.
If there is one or 100.
If there are new people to share with them.
I have spent every birthday in Greensburg.
Every day.
Every minute.
Every second.
When I remember it, I remember believing
everything starts with one right moment.
Daniel.
Did you hear what I just said?
You don't care.
You don't know anything. Everything's messed up.
What's the use of even talking to you?
How can you say that?
After, after last year, after how did my mother act, after my father?
- Not me... - don't. No need.
Don't say I don't want to end like him?
You also don't.
This is the most true thing I once said: fuck you.
Whatever.
And what about your mother, have you talked to her?
Not since graduation.
Look, I don't mean you don't care, I don't mean that.
- It's quite clear how you mean it. - Is that?
I'm hungry.
What? Are you talking about?
That an example becomes clear, "I'm hungry,"
that's me, hungry.
Come on, it doesn't make sense.
And bored. Hungry and bored.
What do you want to do?
I don't know.
Go to a porn shop. I'm legal now.
Where are the girls nothing but smiles?
No, it's a strip club.
I talk more about people who flank Barnes & Noble.
All I tried said was that...
it has nothing to do with your family.
I just mean that You will get out of here soon.
You will go to college.
- This is only a public school. - Continue?
Not far away.
Still better than stuck here.
Do you know Mount Pleasant used to be called the City of Hell?
That's not true.
- This. - Why?
It has something to do with, this is in the 20s or something.
Coal miners live in Mount Pleasant,
while rich bosses live in Scottdale, on a hill.
They should just go back
and change the whole name Hell Town Hell area.
Sorry beforehand. I became sharktopus.
- I will say a sea hag. - I do not understand.
A shark will be a good pet.
Sea Hag is Jennifer Aniston.
I like Jennifer Aniston. We are back.
We are very strict like spandex.
- Also, bumps, not lines. - What?
I'm definitely not sea monster.
- That's not cocaine. - Sea woman, and yes you are.
This is cheap meth trucker.
It's just, real, I can't stand this place.
At least now I don't have to worry looking for a job with dental insurance.
I can't end up like these disgusting people.
I don't want to drive my car 12-year-old car to a stupid job.
- I don't want to think about cheating on my fat wife. - See the lamp?
I don't want to work in my dirt job for dirt pay so I can buy other used dirt cars.
Lissa, do you see them?
- Damn! - What should we do?
Daniel, be careful phone.
I don't believe this happened.
Everything, clean your hands.
I will go to M-I-damn-T.
I have an idea.
Can I help, officer?
What do you have happening here?
Not sure yet... Sir.
Take it to another place.
- Make love everything, make love. - Damn you, copper.
Lissa Maruska?
What's up today? Ready to order?
I have been a servant of for about two years.
A little under two years.
- I am a human resource manager. - I am a chef and owner.
I teach family consumer science, which used to be known as a household economy.
I am a custodian.
I work for the area, which is a good job,
although this is a bad shift.
I am actually a woman who lives at home.
Some days you feel like you don't talk to other adults.
I spent 25 years as Pennsylvania state police.
I am a representative of a union for civil servants at school,
means teacher and their support staff,
like a bus driver, cafeteria worker, guard.
The worst part is repetition.
Maybe it must be balanced some things like circus clowns.
No.
This is repetition.
So how are you?
Want to hear the specials?
What can I get for you?
Want to drink something?
How are you like that prepared?
Can I get something else?
And on...
and...
and continue.
Ready?
When I remember it, I remember hearing...
14% of the population
live below the poverty line in Greensburg.
The average annual income of per person is $ 24,599.
One in six has a bachelor's degree.
Nine out of ten have at least one child.
About 90 people die drug overdoses every year.
When I remember it...
I remember knowing...
I will never do better.
Dr. Woods will see you soon. First, I just need...
I think...
It's okay, sorry.
Do you want to be used your mother's insurance?
If it's okay.
Do you have a police number?
Policy number?
Do you know who is the provider?
I think...
not too.
Do you have any information about insurance at all?
Uh...
My mother and I don't really speak anymore.
Lissa, I'm sorry about your father.
Not your fault.
I'm sure I can find it your mother's insurance here.
It looks like you are wearing a little weight
since the last time you entered
Your heartbeat is a little fast.
Have you done what you should not do?
No, I don't do anything.
Your blood pressure 136 is more than 94.
Is that normal?
Normal 120 more than 80.
Wake up! Do something!
Don't...
I don't believe have been a year.
I just finished this philosophy class. Truly extraordinary.
That's about Wittgenstein. He said this great thing,
he said, "Death is not an event life, death is not lived."
What do you think about that?
Not me. Don't others live through it?
Do you want to sit down?
I, um... I have a surprise for you.
- Yes? - I will take you to a bad place for good medicine.
Happy birthday.
My professor I said writing a perfect essay.
That is the words.
"Perfect."
I focus on Wittgenstein propositions.
We must read it.
I focus on...
"If by eternity is understood
" not endless temporal duration but without time...
... So he lives eternally who lives in the present. "
And that's true...
It's about being present.
Right now.
There are so many to see... to do...
to be...
I can't get stuck by home...
in Greensburg.
Family.
Trust.
I end with what he wrote.
"Our lives are endless in our way unlimited visual fields."
I'm tired.
I feel like I've spoken all night.
No problem.
Thank you for seeing me.
So why did you come in?
Relax. Just relax. Tell me what's wrong.
I'm sorry, I'm...
Okay, what about this? Can you at at least tell me your main symptoms?
- This is not... - Lissa, whatever you say to me is confidential.
- I understand. - No, I'm not your mother.
No no.
Do you have children, Dr. Woods?
Am I?
Yes, my wife and I have a daughter.
- Who is the Name? - Kim.
- How old is it? - He just changed two.
And what do you want for him?
What do you mean?
Like when he grows up, what do you want?
I hug him sometimes.
When I see his leg, I want to know where he is going,
where his legs will carry him.
Far from here?
Whatever is the best for him.
I came to see you because 20 days ago was my birthday.
- And you just turned 20, right? - Yes.
Only my 20th birthday.
I can't believe I'm 20 years old.
This is the only I want a birthday present.
When I remember it, I remember feeling...
all at once...
all together...
everything in place...
everything now.
And how many partners do you have ?
- Two. Only two. - Men, women, or both?
Only men.
At what age are you your first sexual encounter?
I am 13. Is that...
- Is it having sex? - Regular, vaginal.
- When was the last time you had sexual intercourse? - Twenty days ago.
- And have you used contraception? - No.
Do you use protection?
Uh... we...
No. No, we don't.
Do you experience that there is something burning when you urinate?
- No. - Any urethral discharge?
- No. - When was your last menstrual period?
That kind of thing the reason I'm here.
You are now listening to with Daniel's voice.
When you hear a beep, you will leave your own voice.
At this point, a blood test is the only way to be sure.
I don't like blood, and I'm afraid needles. Is there...
- This is unusual. - It is not that?
No, not really, no.
I don't know, I don't know what to do or where to go.
- Just go to the nurse. - Do I have to go back another day?
He will take care of it. He is good at drawing blood.
That will be fine. Promise.
When I remember it, I remember being afraid...
... in my body is the body...
Morning sickness,
back pain, stretch marks,
hemorrhoids, varicose veins, fatigue,
indigestion, heartburn,
breast pain, nausea, nine months to birthday.
Shortness of breath, rash, changes in mood, dry skin,
constipation, enlarged genital, leucorrhoea, fainting,
bloating, leg cramps.
The hardest part giving birth is...
Clock on the wall is the worst enemy.
You remember everything that day for the second.
Every minute like one hour.
At that time the first contraction started...
- It hurts. - Pain is so terrible that it's not natural.
I just want to tear my hair comes out.
I just remember shouting.
The needle is very long.
And contractions continue to get stronger.
All blood vessels in my face break.
Feeling like my face turns upside down.
Suddenly, they tell You must cut you open.
And there are only blood everywhere.
And you realize like you will have this baby
and responsible.
Look, I have very bad blood vessels.
I got it from my father.
Can you come here?
There are problems that require your immediate attention.
When I remember it...
I remember wanting...
more time with him.
More hours.
More minutes.
More words.
Even more silence.
Dad, can you pass bread?
Robert?
Please.
- Here it is, baby. - Thank you mom.
Robert?
Robert, did you take the car in?
Robert?
What are you doing?
Robert?
Look at me.
Robert.
Do you take a car...?
Sorry.
- It shouldn't do that. - But I...
Look, I've done this for a long time.
Now, make boxing.
Faster.
Come on. Almost there.
Don't stop now, Lissa.
Cannot find the blood vessels.
Must try again.
He starts working mine on his 18th birthday.
He is a belt.
He said it was paid well, it was not too dangerous.
He did it for 26 years.
He feels proud of his work.
I can't see the blood vessels, but I can feel it.
His grandfather is a coal miner in front of his father.
His father before his brother.
His sister before him.
His brother is with him.
The Steelers are working 1:00 a week.
Children come?
It's been a long time since you have ended.
Robert.
Hey, Gus, can you give us a minute, please?
Thank you.
Listen, it's okay.
In the past few weeks, you messed up.
Yes. No I'm fine.
Look, you are my daughter's sister.
If you need something, if there is anything I can do for you...
You know, anything.
I'm here for you.
I know.
Understand.
That's it.
- Is that it? - Now you only have to wait for your results.
That's not much dinner, but...
What are you?
What class are you in?
Eleventh. Duh.
Ha.
Your mother expects you to study.
Me too.
I know.
Nobody pushed me to do anything.
Unless working at the mine.
- Is that with Uncle Keith? - Yes, but he...
Are you okay?
I am very proud of you.
Are you sure you are okay?
You are the best part of me.
I want you to have it all that I don't have.
You know, your mother can...
But he loves you.
He is very...
Just remember that.
Seriously, is everything okay?
Everything is good.
Are you sure?
Everything will be fine.
Everything...
will be fine.
That day, he woke up at 7 am.
Or he wakes up at 7:30 a.m.
No one knows for sure.
He has slept for three hours.
Or for three and a half hours.
The morning is the same as as happened for 26 years.
He always drinks two cups of coffee,
but the autopsy report said it was there was alcohol in the system.
I prefer to think nothing.
Around 8:15 a.m., he bought a packet of cigarettes.
- The last words he ever heard were... - Have a good one.
- Or he hears... - See you tomorrow.
- Or does he hear... - Need a match?
Or he doesn't hear anything.
He drives south on Church Road...
turn right on route 31...
take the incline to route 70 head east...
continued in 119 north...
take rights...
then right again.
When he was driving, he smoked five cigarettes.
He arrived at his destination some time late in the morning.
Does she cry?
Does he think of his wife, his daughter?
Does he ask for forgiveness?
Does the last feeling feel relieved?
More than six hours so that his body is found.
When I remember it...
I remember hoping...
I can start all over again.
I can return to the first day of school.
I can try harder.
I can get better grades.
I can take it back the first kiss.
I can delete errors I made.
I can say goodbye to him.
I can tell him doesn't make that drive.
I can explain what he left with us.
I can listen to my mother more.
I can be more patient.
More understanding.
More empathetic.
I can do all those things.
I can start all over again.
I am Joan Maruska.
Thank you very much for coming out.
I will talk to you about that the importance of trade unions in our lives,
in the life of our country.
States are important because they are the only ones organized collective voice for workers in America.
Mother
I know it's been a long time, but something happened.
Why don't you enter and we will talk about it?
This belongs to Daniel, right?
I am not sure it hasn't been anything.
But yes.
You know, you have to do it start taking care of yourself.
You will have it to eat better and you...
- Stop, I understand. - You must be responsible
for others.
- I need... - You have to grow up.
- I can't... - Stop that language and don't lift it...
- You judge me. - Don't you lift...
I came here to ask for help,
and all you can do is stare at in your damn wine glass.
Everything you can think of about yourself.
What does that mean?
Look, I feel bad.
The situation is bad, this is really bad.
I'm happy to hear it that you feel bad,
because if not feel bad...
I will worry that you won't feel anything.
Wonder where I got it.
I can't live your nonsense hope.
I try, I try every day. That's all I do.
You are a constant person disappointment for me.
Every day I think of you, and you know what I think?
Do you think I'm okay with this, stuck here?
What makes you think I'm fine with my life?
I think, it's a pity.
I don't expect you to go to Harvard,
to win Rhodes Scholarships.
- I don't expect much from you. - I hate it.
I hate Daddy for what he does, I hate you for yourself.
I expect you to do something.
You have been wasted every opportunity,
all of your fathers want for you.
- I hate everything. - Look at yourself, just look at yourself.
- I hate my stupid life. - That's your answer for everything.
Oh, I hate this. Oh, everything sucks.
Yes, ma'am, keep taunting.
"I'm just a little poor baby victim without anything,
and everyone sucks except me." - Keep coming.
- What's more? What else? - Do you know what?
I'm sick of trying to be with you. I am sick.
Yes you are right.
That's the first thing that's right You've said, you're sick.
And you make me sick.
At least I did something with myself.
- Speak talk, that's all. - You are 20 years old.
- And what do you do? - When I really need you, you are not present!
- I come to you, I need your help. - I don't even know you!
- I need you. - And you do it! Damn you do!
I didn't kill him. It's not my fault.
You say you tried. I don't see you trying.
You say you tried? I try.
And I tried.
And I'm still trying.
You only wallow in it.
I love him and...
As if I didn't.
That's not what I mean.
And what do you know? You killed him.
In the same way, when I, what, 8, you told me my lower lip was too big.
My eyes are too close.
I don't do that.
You do it. You do the same thing to him, slowly, over time.
Like when you underestimate me when I am learning to count.
I will always mess up four and five.
I'm sorry that happened.
That doesn't just happen. It's not an accident.
You succeed.
Again and again.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I did it for you.
You should.
Happy birthday, by the way.
I think you forgot.
Good. Okay, Lissa.
What do you want to talk about?
Do you know...
Do you think...
Do you know he will do it ever do something like that?
No no.
I work very much, you know.
Seventy hours a week, I am not there.
I mean, I think if I have, maybe me, maybe I can...
Yes, I think the same thing.
I want you to know something about your father.
He is never happy.
Even when we were young and I first met him
in union union, he is not happy.
He never thought whatever he did was good.
He never thinks whatever he does is valuable, except for one thing.
He loves you.
More than anything in the world.
And he is proud of you.
I remember that day you were born.
You are... you are very small.
You match him, his arm, just...
your whole length body, and he hugs you
and he pulls you to his heart, and I want you to know...
it's your father who wants to have you.
I am not sure that I will be a good mother.
And I know I'm not a lot of time.
- I know I'm screwing up. - Yes, so do I.
But to answer your question,
yes, I know he is getting worse.
He drinks all the time.
Just like his father, You have to pay attention to that.
I don't know, I think so.
I know something is very wrong with it.
And I want it to get help.
Do you like to force it?
It is more complicated than that.
Nothing forces anyone.
Okay, alright, explain to me.
Why do you always do that?
Why can't you just tell me?
This is...
uh, very...
difficult for me to talk about.
That's not fair.
I don't care whether it's fair or not.
- He is my father. - Hmm.
Yes good. That's amazing observation.
Damn you. I hate you.
That's better, but still not original.
- What's wrong with you? - I think it's better
for you just to stay in your fantasy world.
You're the most damn that ever happened to me.
I don't believe you won't say...
I don't believe...
I don't believe you won't tell me.
I can't...
I don't believe...
I don't believe you won't tell me.
I can't believe you won't tell me!
Just say it!
Good.
It was Wednesday.
A day before.
- A day before he dies? - Yes
Day with the door.
Door.
Yes.
But what I didn't tell you was that I was there.
- You always say... - I know.
But I don't want you to think about it like that.
It's hard even for that imagine him like that.
I hope I can have hidden it from you.
It was there when I arrived home.
Everything I do is to protect you from him.
And from that, and from knowing that.
I just...
- React? - Something like that.
I don't even know what I'm... what I... what I do.
Stop.
He comes towards me...
- Mother. - Please.
Don't.
Stop!
Robert! Stop! Stop!
You don't need to do anything You are thinking of doing!
And he said, "Your first..."
- No. - "... then Lissa, then I."
No. He will never say that.
There are many things I won't tell you.
There are these parts You will never know.
Robert.
I told him that I would leave him.
And that I bring you with me.
And we can't do it live like this.
And he...
Don't...
Don't tell him.
And I go looking for you, and I look everywhere.
I go to school, and you are not there.
I go to Daniel's parents home, you are not there.
I go to Aimee's house, I look everywhere,
and then I go home and you are there.
with him.
He is very calm.
He made me a sandwich.
And he said, "Everything will be fine."
I know.
What am I thinking is everything alright
and it's over.
And then he leaves.
And that's the last time...
He is back. He returned that night
and he sleeps with me and I'm too tired to say anything
or do anything.
And then the next morning, he left.
Nothing you can do has been done, you know that, right?
- Yes Yes I know. - Listen to me.
There is nothing You can do it.
I really miss him.
Regardless of everything that happens, I miss it all the time.
I never thought you could love humans
as much as you love your children.
And you will do anything for them, anything.
The best part today is every time my children smile at me
or they give me a hug and say, "I love you, Mommy."
My children are my best friends. They are.
They are my world. They are funny.
You know, I like them, I love them.
No matter what they do,
that you will, as a mother, love them unconditionally.
They are the reason I was chosen to continue living,
when I don't want to.
As long as they can grow up happy and healthy
and be a good person,
You will do anything that you need to do
to make it happen.
I love him.
Everything...
will be fine...
if he doesn't...
It can still be fine.
Well, we have to find out whether, um...
Either way.
Everything in the past has just been wrong.
I hope... I want to know...
Listen to me.
You can question all in the past.
Everyone who, whats, wheres,
but what's important is here now.
I'm here for you.
You are not alone.
When I remember it, I remember understanding.
When the test results enter...
I know this is not my time.
But one day it will be like that.
Then I will be ready.
Will you apply?
Right.
- What is that? - I can't tell you.
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